I said to Bai Lu: "What my dad meant, let me talk as soon as possible, saying that I am ugly, and I am afraid that it will be difficult to find a daughter-in-law in the future, but you, teacher, are letting me be as late as possible, who should I listen to, if I listen to you, what if I can't find a daughter-in-law in the future, I can't marry you when the time comes!"

As soon as I said this, Bai Lu's face turned red directly, she glanced at me, and said, "You kid, you are getting bolder and bolder, your father and me, you will listen to whoever you think has a higher consciousness!"

As she spoke, she added in a different tone: "If the teacher is as old as you, he will definitely like it when he meets a boy like you, but now, when he is older, he can't look down on you as a little boy!"

I said yes, the teacher fell in love with the old man, she also pretended to stretch out her hand to hit me, but it was just to scare and scare me, she also asked me, isn't it very uncomfortable now, and I still have the heart to make fun of her, I said that it is because I feel uncomfortable, I have to make some jokes, otherwise my heart is too bitter.

She smiled and said she wouldn't talk to me anymore, so let's go to class.

After school at noon that day, when I walked to the school gate, I also met Su Xiaoyi, her complexion looked very bad, it seemed that she was not having a good day, I guess it was also very uncomfortable, I didn't pay attention to anyone at the time, just like two strangers, this feeling was really uncomfortable, but there was nothing I could do.

As for where we will go in the future, I don't know, let it be fate, but I will try my best to find out why she is like this, and at the same time I also pray, maybe in a few days, Su Xiaoyi also feels too uncomfortable without me, and she will take the initiative to come to me.

Of course, this chance should be very slim.

After this day, I tried my best to adjust my mentality and study hard, I found that only when I studied hard, I could temporarily forget Su Xiaoyi, but as long as I was free, I thought she thought so much, especially lying in bed before going to bed at night, thinking about her heart was uncomfortable, I think it was better to know this, it was better not to confess to her in the first place, it would be good for us to continue to maintain the previous state.

At the same time, I also tried everything I could to find out why Su Xiaoyi broke up with me, all I could think of was that something might have happened to her family, so when I was fine, I would hide in the community and secretly pay attention to her parents, but I saw that her parents looked no different from usual, the relationship between the two should be very harmonious, chatting with the neighbors or something, there was also talk and laughter, not like something happened at home.

But if it weren't for something happening at her house, what would it be?

I think this may only be known by Su Xiaoyi herself, but how can you get words out of her mouth? Zhang Qimei tried many times anyway, but there was no news, saying that Su Xiaoyi was very strict and refused to say it.

Time passed day by day, soon the high school entrance examination is coming, we have two days off before the exam, the afternoon of the holiday, we have not gone to class, after all, it is the last day of junior high school, everyone has been together for three years, each other are reluctant, there are some hypocritical girls, and hugged and cried.

One of the popular things at that time was to write a classmate directory, on my classmates' record, basically all the classmates wrote blessings and messages, but only Su Xiaoyi didn't write it, and hers was the same, I didn't write it, anyway, I felt very uncomfortable about it, and I was afraid that I would leave regrets.

And what I'm most worried about is that if the two of us are in the same school in high school, it's okay to say, if we are not in the same school, will we still have a chance to be together in the future? I'm afraid it's hard to be an ordinary friend, this is the last thing I want to see, and it's very unwilling to think about it.

As for what I thought before, Su Xiaoyi may not contact me for a while, and she can't stand it and will take the initiative to find me, but now, I think too much, from the time we broke up to now, it has been a month or two, Su Xiaoyi's state has collapsed a little at the beginning, and then her state is very good, now she should talk to her classmates and laugh, I can't see where she is a little sad, I always think: Did she let go of me a long time ago and didn't like me?

If it weren't for Zhang Qimei who kept telling me to insist and saying that Su Xiaoyi still cared about me, I think I couldn't help but want to give up.

Once again, I realized that it is really hard to love someone.

As for the examination room for the high school entrance examination, we were assigned to various different schools, and my examination room at that time was assigned to the ninth middle school, in the suburbs, quite far Anyway, among the few people who have a good relationship with me, Tang Bingbing and I took the exam in the ninth middle school, as for Su Xiaoyi and Zhang Qimei, their luck is much better, and they are in our school.

When I went there to see the examination room, I also made an appointment with Tang Bingbing to go together, I was riding my bicycle at the time, she was sitting in the back, on the way, she asked me: "What's wrong with you and Su Xiaoyi, there is really no hope?" What a shame that is!"

I smiled bitterly and said, "What can I do, people's attitudes are so resolute, and after so long, their attitudes have not changed at all, and they are determined to become strangers with me!"

"Have you ever thought about giving up, or finding a new partner?" Tang Bingbing continued to ask.

I said that I have never considered this, mainly because she has always been in my heart, where can I pretend to be someone else, Tang Bingbing smiled and said that I am quite infatuated.

I joked: "That's for sure, you think I'm the same as you, I liked me for so long, and suddenly I got along with others, and I didn't pick a better one to get along with, but I picked one like that!" By the way, are you two still in touch? Don't get in touch, do you?"

Tang Bingbing said that there is still a connection, but she hasn't said a word for half a month, what the current relationship is, she can't tell herself, I don't know if it's a friend or a stranger, anyway, it won't be a couple.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, Tang Bingbing is more pitiful than me, after all, her first time was given to others, when she broke up, the way she collapsed, I still remember it, she can come out of the shadows now, I think I can too.

I asked her if she would agree if her subject came back to her, and she said she didn't.

Based on my understanding of Tang Bingbing, she said that she didn't know at this time, which meant that she would, as long as her object came back to her, she would definitely reconcile with others.

When I was about to arrive at the ninth middle school, Tang Bingbing also asked me: "Do you boys think that if a girl doesn't bleed for the first time, she won't be punished?"

She suddenly asked me this, or it surprised me, if I said it in my heart, I did think so at that time, but I didn't really understand this, and I was afraid of hurting Tang Bingbing's heart, so I said at this time: "I don't know much about this, I don't know, but since you didn't bleed, I think there should be other reasons, maybe we will understand more in the future, and we will understand!"

She said maybe.

may have talked about this topic, I especially want to ask Tang Bingbing, what is it like to do that kind of thing, because I saw it written in it before, or acted in the film, it seems that it feels like going to heaven, I want to ask her if she is so happy, but I am afraid that this matter will be sad for others, and I am not happy to mention it, so I didn't say it.

As for the examination room of the two of us, it is not in the same classroom, but it is next door, after seeing the examination room, the two of us went home, and after two days of correction, we finally ushered in the first important exam in my life - the high school entrance examination!

When the high school entrance examination is approaching, I am still quite nervous, but on this day, after entering the examination room and sitting down, I feel very relaxed, as for the exam questions or something, I feel that the difficulty is similar to the usual questions, not too difficult, anyway, the exam all down feels quite easy.

After the exam, we are considered to have graduated from junior high school completely, and the next time is to fill in the volunteers, and then wait for the school to be admitted, and what I am most concerned about at this time is actually which school Su Xiaoyi is going to, although her family has money, she also said before that maybe her parents will pay for her to go to a key high school, but I am afraid that she will change her mind and go to other schools, so after I finished the exam, I called Zhang Qimei and asked her to help me find out which school Su Xiaoyi wants to apply for.

After Zhang Qimei finished inquiring, she told me that Su Xiaoyi's first choice was to apply for a key high school, and the second was Nanjie High School, as for where to go at that time, it was not clear, anyway, the key high school would definitely not be admitted, if you go, it would be to pay for it.

I wonder if this is not the same as saying it in vain, I still don't know where Su Xiaoyi is going.

Someone here may want to ask, if Su Xiaoyi goes to South Street, am I willing to go to South Street for her not to go to a key high school, and choose to go to South Street, my answer is yes, of course, the premise is that Su Xiaoyi still likes me and will deal with me, if this is the case, I am willing to let go, let alone go to school.

On the morning of filling out the volunteers, I was about to go to school, and my dad stopped me, and he said to me, "Dad told you something, if someone stranger has been looking for you or something recently, and giving you some nonsense, don't you believe it, you know?"