And on the way I walked outside the school, the blood on my hands kept flowing, and I didn't pay attention to it, thinking about how much blood I loved to flow, even if it dried up and died, it would be better, after leaving the school gate, I didn't know where I should go, so I simply sat on the side of the road nearby, and then thought back to the conversation with Su Xiaoyi just now.

In fact, what I said just now was also angry words, and I said it as soon as my brain was hot, and now my mood is a little calmer, and I feel that what I said seems to be a little too much, after all, I hope to continue to be the object of her in my heart, and it is too desperate to say, isn't it that I have cut off my own retreat.

As for why Su Xiaoyi became like this, I think there must be a reason, it can't be like this, when I went home with her last night, it was fine, and then when I texted me at night, something might have happened, that is, during this time, what happened, she was at home at the time, could it be that something happened at home?

I think it's very possible, just at this time, Zhang Qimei's phone suddenly called me, and I thought that she might have known that I had broken up with Su Xiaoyi, otherwise it would be impossible to call me at this juncture.

After answering, she asked me where I was now, I said sit at the school gate, she told me to wait, said she would come out immediately, and hung up the phone.

To be honest, I actually didn't really want to see anyone or talk to anyone at this time, but then I thought about it, I just suppressed it in my heart, so I just talked to Zhang Qimei, and Zhang Qimei had a relationship with Su Xiaoyi, so I asked her to help me find out the situation and see what Su Xiaoyi was all about.

A few minutes later, Zhang Qimei came out, probably running out, still panting when she came to me, she sat down in front of me, glanced at my hand, and said, "The blood is flowing like that, why don't you hurry up and bandage it?"

I said that when the heart is dead, people will die, and love will flow away, and it is better to die.

Zhang Qimei laughed and said, "Look at your appearance, a big man, isn't it just a woman, it's a big deal, let's find another one, I can afford to put it down, this is a man, besides, if you bleed and die, then Su Xiaoyi must not die of sadness." ”

I said pull it down, she's sad and fart, and she won't break up with me if she's sad.

Zhang Qimei can't say that, she said: "Although I don't know what happened between you, I think Su Xiaoyi should still care about you, she must have broken up with you because of her accident, she must be unwilling in her heart, do you know why I came out to find you now?" It's because of her, she said that she saw that your hand was bleeding a lot, and she didn't worry about you, so let me come out to find you, and I must take you to the hospital to bandage it!"

Zhang Qimei's words made me feel more comfortable suddenly, it seems that Su Xiaoyi does still have me in her heart, but with me, why do you want to break up with me, the two of them obviously like it, but they still have to be in the way and not let them be together, isn't this even more infuriating?

I said that she is like this, which makes me even more angry, if you don't like me, I admit it, but I obviously like it, but I can't be together, what is more painful than this? I don't want to think about it!

Zhang Qimei said that she turned around and asked me to see if I could ask something about it, and as she spoke, she got up and patted me on the head, asking me to get up quickly and follow her to deal with the wound.

I said not to go, this forced to directly grab my ears, stunned to pull me up, although upset, but if this hand keeps bleeding, it is really not a thing, since people give me the steps down, then don't do it yourself, go bandage it.

Then I followed Zhang Qimei to find a clinic, bandaged my hand, and when I came out, my whole hand was wrapped in gauze, Zhang Qimei sighed and buried me: "This is about to take the high school entrance examination, your hand is like this, how can you write and study, doesn't it affect your study?"

I said that love can affect it however it wants, it doesn't matter.

Zhang Qimei giggled beside her, saying that she couldn't imagine that I was so infatuated, it was really for the sake of women, and I didn't care about anything.

I said that when you encounter this kind of feeling, you yourself will be like this, Zhang Qimei said that she shouldn't, she said that since she was a child, no boy can let her be like this, and I don't know what it's like to be in love, anyway, she feels happy every day, she wants to eat and drink, that's the most important thing, she can't understand it anyway for others to be uncomfortable.

I thought that she didn't understand my feelings anyway, so it was useless to say more, so I didn't continue to talk about this, as for what to do next, she asked me to go back to class, saying that the high school entrance examination was coming soon, don't delay, I should still study.

I said that I didn't want to go today anyway, and it was useless for anyone to persuade me, so let's talk about it when I feel more comfortable, she sighed and said that since this is the case, then she will accompany me for a day today, where I go, she will go, and she will follow me as I go.

Zhang Qimei is like this, it still makes me quite moved, enough buddy, but today I really don't want to go anywhere, and I don't want to do anything, I just want to quietly think about what to do with me and Su Xiaoyi, anyway, I have basically been sitting all the time this day, just constantly changing places to sit, and Zhang Qimei has been accompanying me all the time, when I don't want to speak, she is also quietly alone in texting and chatting with others.

I later asked Zhang Qimei, she felt that Su Xiaoyi was sad at this time, Zhang Qimei said that it must not be comfortable, I said no, she went to comfort and comfort Su Xiaoyi, no need to be with me, I have nothing to do, she said no, Su Xiaoyi sent her a text message, let her accompany me well, today's task is this, she said so, I can't say anything, but I can't figure it out, Su Xiaoyi cares about me so much, why don't you stay with me?

In the evening, I also went to drink a lot of wine, this time not only drank beer, but also mixed with liquor, white and beer together, that stamina is naturally great, after drinking too much, my words began to become more, and then I told Zhang Qimei about me and Su Xiaoyi, how much I like her and so on, I cried when it came to the back, Zhang Qimei simply came over and asked me to lean on her shoulder, kept patting my back to comfort me, and told me that it would pass......

At the time, she felt like a mature elder, and I was like a child, but then I was so drunk that I fell asleep on the table with my head down......

When I woke up, I was already in the hotel, what I didn't expect was that the fifth guy was also there, this is a standard room, I have a bed, he has a bed, at this time it was already more than three o'clock in the middle of the night, the fifth fell asleep, I peed a pee back, the fifth was woken up by me, he rubbed his eyes, said I drank too much, Zhang Qimei called him, brought me here, said that he was going to send me home, but I was afraid that I would go back like this and be scolded, so I had to send it to the hotel.

After finishing the matter, he also asked me about Su Xiaoyi, my brain hurt at this time, I was dizzy, and I didn't want to tell him, so I said let's talk about it later, and I went to sleep after the incident.

After waking up the next morning, I went home and changed my clothes, fortunately, there was no one at home, as for what to do next, I thought about it, and went to school, after all, I was about to take the high school entrance examination, and it would be a pity to give up studying at this time.

When I went to school, the first class was already halfway through, I went directly to the intensive class, probably because I didn't come to class yesterday, and the teacher of the intensive class also criticized me, saying that I couldn't rely on my own studies to do well, so I didn't pay attention to studying, and I couldn't get the ideal results in the exam, so I regretted it.

I said I got it, and I won't do it again.

Although I went to class normally, I couldn't write because of an injury to my hand, so when others were writing inscriptions and notes, I sat there, and the thoughts in my head were always flying, and I had to think of Su Xiaoyi from time to time.

During the recess exercise that day, Bai Lu also came to me, she already knew about my breaking the door in the classroom yesterday, she came to me today for two things, the first is to compensate the classroom door, fifty yuan, and the other is my learning attitude.

She said that she had told me a long time ago that falling in love would affect her studies, I just didn't listen, and now I haven't done anything, so I will skip class for a day, and I will take the high school entrance examination soon.

In fact, after a day, my mentality has been calmed, I think she is so ruthless, I have nothing to say, I said to Bai Lu: "I must study hard during this time, don't think about anything else, you can rest assured, you will definitely be able to get good results in the high school entrance examination." ”

Bai Lu may have seen that my attitude was quite resolute, so she didn't say much about me, she patted me on the shoulder and comforted me, saying that there are many good girls, and when I go to high school, I will understand, all beautiful and good girls, I can always meet the right one, but then she added, saying that she doesn't want me to fall in love again in high school, she means, if you can talk later, talk later, preferably college.