I stayed up all night and almost collapsed, I was still awake when the clock struck five o'clock in the morning, and after a long time, I couldn't bear it, my legs were numb and I didn't bother to get up, my head was buried in my knees and I fell asleep in a daze, I was woken up by the dazzling sun of the next day, the room was very bright, my eyes hurt, I was uncomfortable and stood up from the corner, but I forgot to squat all night, my limbs had long been unconscious, I didn't stand firm and fell forward again, I supported the floor with my hands, and crawled to the door little by little, in the process of crawling, I gradually eased up, I stood up with the door, I poked my head out and glanced at the study and the master bedroom, the door was wide open, there was no sound inside, I tiptoed to the first floor to look, the stairs blocked the dining table, only the lower half of Mr. Ji's body was exposed, he was eating, the nanny was busy back and forth, four bodyguards were guarding the entrance, maybe Mr. Ji would go out later, otherwise there would not be bodyguards waiting so neatly at this time.

I walked downstairs, my footsteps kept walking directly through the living room to the bathroom and closed the door, I was a little unkempt in the mirror, my complexion was very bad, my face was gray, there were tear stains everywhere, I rubbed my face hard, washed up briefly, and looked not so miserable and embarrassed.

I sat down at the dining table without saying a word, and the nanny immediately came over and asked me what to eat, whether it was milk soy milk or rice porridge, and I said whatever, eat anything, not picky.

The nanny was used to seeing me gentle, and I was suddenly so cold, she was a little strange, but she was very observant and didn't ask anything, and turned into the kitchen to match me.

Mr. Ji put down his knife and fork and glanced at my blue and black eye sockets, "I didn't sleep well last night." ”

I picked up the spoon angrily, the spoon was aluminum, and it made a very harsh and crisp sound when it hit the corner of the table, I answered him in this way, of course Mr. Ji understood that I was still angry, and he laughed out funny, "The little temper is so powerful, I didn't even find it before, angry?" ”

I still ignored him, the nanny took out the porridge and sandwiches from the kitchen, she put the tray in front of me, and then stood next to me and waited to serve, I pulled it directly in front of me and buried my head to eat, the nanny thought I liked it, and smiled and told me to slow down and don't choke.

Mr. Ji stared at my side face for a while, he waved his hand to let the nanny go down, and when there were only two of us left in the living room, he reached over and pulled my broken hair hanging down his cheeks behind my ears, revealing my clear face, and he said helplessly in his voice, "I'm really angry." ”

My mouth is full of food, in fact, I don't have the appetite to eat at all, anyone who is wronged and questioned and blamed can't be in a good mood, and I can still eat and drink, not to mention that I haven't slept all night, my whole body is sour and uncomfortable, compared to eating, I want to lie down and sleep in the dark, I can't swallow it when I stuff it in my mouth, I just don't want to pay attention to him, find a justifiable excuse, my mouth is full of things and can't say what else can you do, I don't overdo it, chew it in a big gulp, I pick up a glass of warm water and send food below, As a result, I choked on my throat and eyes, and I finally swallowed it, I threw the empty cup on the table, got up to leave, Mr. Ji said, "Stop." ”

No matter how unhappy I was, I still didn't dare to disobey him, I stood still and didn't look back, Mr. Ji pushed away the chair and came over, he stood in front of me, looked down at me, he asked me to raise my head, but I hung lower, he had no choice but to grab my chin with his hand and lift my face.

"Why are you so willful."

He wiped his fingers around my eyes, "Didn't you sleep all night?" ”

"Mr. Ji just sleeps well, others don't matter."

He could hear that I was still angry, and he pulled me to force me to sit down again, and I sat very stiffly in my chair, staring at the bodyguards in front of me, who were probably looking at me head-on, but then they all turned sideways, facing the door.

Mr. Ji said next to me, "I don't blame you, it's just that I'm not used to someone entering my room without permission and when I'm not there, but I don't have anything to do, okay, don't be angry, it's me who neglected to consider and didn't take into account your feelings, this time I apologize to you." ”

I didn't expect him to open his mouth to explain to me, and his attitude was so gentle, I had nothing to do with him, but I slept once, and I had some changes in my heart, so that I began to ask for something too much, but countless predecessors have used the bloody lessons of history to tell us that arrogant and rampant women often do not end well.

I'm no longer angry, but I can't laugh anymore, what does that feel like? All the beauty of this person in my heart suddenly became flawed, and the image that I thought moved me to the heart collapsed, and it will take a very long time to re-establish it, just like if you have been a good person all your life, but you have done a bad thing when you are dying, it is very likely that you will be spurned until you are burned into ashes, and the kindness you used to operate will no longer exist.

I thought that Mr. Ji should always be gentle with my eyebrows.

He asked softly if I was still angry, and I shook my head and said never, I didn't dare and I didn't qualify.

He reached out and held my fingertips, and found that it was cold, he put my hand on his lips, and gently exhaled a ball of hot air to warm me, I was gradually melted by the heat flow, I looked at his serious appearance, and felt very uncomfortable in my heart, like a needle prick, I don't know why there is such a feeling in this world, you are obviously moved, but you can't get close, you know you can't get close, you know you don't deserve.

What a cruel word it is to be unworthy.

I sniffed to drive away the sour swelling pain, "Mr. Ji, can you not be too nice to me." Just like last night, you can yell at me and scold me a lot. ”

He looked up at me, his eyebrows full of puzzlement, and I withdrew my hand from his palm, "Don't you know that women can easily fall in love with a man because they are moved." ”

He calmly replied to me, "Yes." ”

I nodded, "Then in order to avoid such a thing, I hope that Mr. Ji will still keep his distance from me, so that I will not suddenly burst into fantasies, and you don't need to wait until you can't push me off and then regret why you didn't treat me hard and scare me away from this big trouble." ”

Mr. Ji grabbed my hand again, and he was a little stubborn and domineering and held my fingertips, as if he would not give up until it was warmed.

"I say three things, first, I won't exclude you from falling in love with me, I think that's good, it's normal for men and women to love each other, why deliberately stifle it. Second, I remember last night when I asked you to call me by name, and I repeat it again, not just in bed, but also under it. Thirdly, you are not a big trouble for me, but a troublemaker, how much trouble you have caused me, and you have caused me to the point of being covered in wounds, and now you offer to keep your distance, then you can re-inject the blood I shed, and I can let it go. ”

I was stunned by his words, I didn't know what he meant, but everything he said made me feel heartwarming, I hesitated for a long time and didn't dare to ask, a few times the words came to my lips, but I was squeezed back by my teeth, I wanted to ask him what would happen to me if I really fell in love with you.

Mr. Ji sat with me for a while after breakfast, until the bodyguard urged him for the third time, he needed to catch a golf party, and it was really too late to leave, he was a little reluctant to get up from the chair, I stood up with him, he held my face and dropped a kiss on my forehead, he kissed very shallowly, but my heart still blew a spring breeze.

He whispered, "I'll come back in the evening, do I need to make up for my body." ”

I immediately realized what he meant, I blushed and shook my head, he laughed, and his breath made me tremble.

The bodyguards followed him out of the manor, and I stood at the door, watching him step into a black car, and many other bodyguards were waiting outside, and they also sat in the back car, and a huge line drove down the street, and soon disappeared into the depths of the sun.

I am like a woman who is reluctant to leave her husband's home, she can't see anything anymore and is reluctant to leave, I don't know when he began to quietly settle in my heart, I am unconscious, and it is too late for me to realize it, even if I always understand that this feeling that grows in the bud in use and calculation is too impure, I dare not guarantee whether it can be called affection, just like He said, we will meet each other one day, either he harmed me, or I hurt him.

But God will not give people a second chance to make a difference for themselves.