Chapter 50: Grievances
Mr. Ji saw that I was very attentive, and he asked me if I knew calligraphy, and I said a little bit, I didn't know very much, but I could also say a few words.
He asked me with great interest how I could dabble in calligraphy, I wanted to say nothing, he put the brush in the water and stirred it, and spread out a new piece of rice paper, he saw that I was still silent, so he asked me why I didn't say, I really can't say.
I can't tell him that when I was working in Carmen Banquet, I also worked as an escort, accompanied several officials to Jiangnan, Huizhou, went to the calligraphy museum, and also been a caring little lover for a few days. In this way, I can still say it to Mr. Ji before, at that time he was just my benefactor, we did not sublimate to physical contact, let alone like now, I always feel that his eyes are full of affection when he looks at me, I myself will feel that these past are so dirty, I am afraid that he will dislike it after sleeping.
"Some people I used to know liked to dance and write."
Mr. Ji casually asked me if I was a person in the Fengyue field, I hesitated for a moment and said yes, he dipped the brush in a little ink, swept it in the emblem plate, and removed the excessively rich pen head, he held the pen and stayed above the rice paper for a long time, but he didn't know what to write, it didn't fall for a long time, he simply put down the pen again, he picked up a piece of ink placed in the brocade box, and played carefully under the light, the ink is oval, the two ends are very rounded, more beautiful than the square, when he held it in the palm of the palm at an oblique angle, the ink flashed a trace of gold dust, The end of the ink is tied with a piece of jade pendant, the color of the jade is excellent, it is light white, transparent and flawless, there is not even a trace of lines, the reverse side is engraved with four words, and the top grade is clear smoke.
Mr. Ji put the ink on the plate, gently grinded a few times, in addition to the ink fragrance there is a little other fragrance, probably to the Hui ink mixed with spices, the ink color is not affected, but also can bring its own aroma, which requires a very high production process, and the price is doubled.
I picked up the tray and sniffed, "Mr. Ji really understands elegance, not a vassal." Grinding troublesome, the ink is simple, but the ink is easy to smudge, and it will fade and mildew if placed for a long time, but the words written in the ink can be beautiful and long-lasting, the most important thing is that the grade of the ink is high, just like people rely on clothes, the same level of calligraphy, the finished product of the ink is much inferior. ”
Mr. Ji smiled and asked me, "What do you think of my level?" ”
Of course I knew what he meant, and I said, "Mr. Ji is omnipotent in my heart, even if others have better ones, I still think you are the best." ”
He reached out and pressed the back of my head, kissed me on the lips, he kissed deeply, very lingering, my hands always hung down on both sides, I had to use 10,000 restraint to keep myself from hugging him, my mind was always blank during his kiss, he took my body into his arms, I closed my eyes and felt him sweep off the table with his arm, pressing me on it, my legs were dangling and there was nowhere to put it, I could only wrap my legs around his waist, let him squeeze in, hard and burning against me, when his hand was about to reach in again, I grabbed his wrist very quickly, His lips pulled away from me, his gaze a little cloudy, "What." ”
I pointed to his watch, "It's late." ”
He pressed his chin to my forehead, "Isn't it only natural to be at night?" He kissed it again, rubbing it gently on my collarbone, and after I got used to the crispy numbness, he suddenly opened his mouth and took it in his mouth, and gnawed lightly with his teeth, I felt pain, but whenever I was about to lose the pain, he would become very gentle again, my consciousness was chaotic, I was thinking that he must have a lot of experience, he could master the sensitivity and adaptability of a woman through a single contact, he gave you the feeling that he was a little bit away from the end, but a little more from the beginning, which made you want to stop, and made you lose your mind quickly.
When I was about to hug him, Hall Master He's voice suddenly sounded from outside, Mr. Ji's whole body stiffened, he stopped from me, raised his head buried in my chest, he glanced at the door, I didn't close the door completely, just like I left a gap before I came in, Hall Master He half of his body was there, he shouldn't have looked, but he must have heard my muttering and Mr. Ji's gasp.
I immediately came back to my senses, I separated from Mr. Ji, he stood there with one hand to sort out the folds of his clothes, I put the shoulder strap back on my shoulder, I turned around and walked to the door, opened the door, Master He glanced at me, he walked past me with a blank face, and reported something to Mr. Ji in the bureau, it seems that Mr. Ma contacted some people in the imperial capital in order to save his wife out, and is putting pressure on the bureau in South China, the bureau and Mr. Ji have an agreement, and they dare not release people easily, but they are forced to do not work, Secretly passed the news to Hall Master He, and asked Mr. Ji if there was a way, if not, he could only release him.
I held the doorknob, not daring to look back, Mr. Ji was always silent, probably because it was inconvenient to see that I was inconvenient to say, I walked out two steps and closed the door completely, the study is the place where he discussed the secret, so the sound insulation is particularly good, as long as the door is closed, I can't hear a little movement.
I'm a little disappointed, I don't know why, it's because I was interrupted when I was ready to sink again or if there was another business trip on the other side of the bureau, Mr. Ji is very likely to give up for this, after all, he has already fulfilled his promise, there is no need to fight with the people over there, it's not easy to mess with.
I wanted to wash my face with cold water to cool down, I felt like I was about to explode, I ran around and ran downstairs, but walked into Mr. Ji's master bedroom, pushed the bathroom door open and entered, I turned on the faucet, watching the water squirt out of it, I held my breath and poked my face to the place where the water was most violent, I rushed for a long time, until I was really about to suffocate before turning off the faucet.
I held the pool with both hands, looking at myself in the mirror very embarrassed, my face and hair were full of water, wet dripping down my neck, soaking my clothes, I never planned my life, but I also felt that I was getting farther and farther away from a right track, I was on the wrong path, a mistake in the end.
There was a light in front of me that tempted me and made me unable to stop, but I knew that I would eventually be burned to ashes by that light, and there would be no bones left in this sea of desire.
I waited for the water droplets on my face to dry out, and came out of the bathroom, I glanced at the scattered newspapers on the bedside table, Mr. Ji is a person who particularly likes to be tidy, he can't stand the mess everywhere, it is estimated that he didn't have time to clean up, I turned on the wall lamp, walked to the head of the bed and arranged them according to the date of those newspapers from near to far, folded neatly into a stack, I don't know where to put it, there are also water cups and incense on the cabinet, I looked around, only the drawer is the most suitable, he wants to see open it can be picked up.
I squatted down and found that the first and second layers were locked, only the bottom layer, although there were also locks, but the key was inserted in the hole and not pulled out, probably he often used, I turned the key, opened the lock and pulled out the drawer, it was very empty, there was only a rose purple iron box, I stuffed the newspaper under the box, and was about to push up the drawer, Mr. Ji suddenly pushed the door in, he asked me in a deep voice what I was doing, I was startled, I quickly got up from the ground, he came over and leaned over and pressed his fingers on the box, I didn't know what I had done wrong, he was so serious, I stared at him blankly, and after he was sure that I hadn't touched the box, he immediately locked the drawer, he held the key in his palm and looked down at me, "Who let you tamper on my things." ”
I was speechless, he also knew that I didn't look at it, but he was still very dissatisfied with me opening the drawer, what else could I explain, I had to apologize to him, Mr. Ji didn't buy it, he seemed to be ignited by my anger, he was still coldly questioning me, "Who made you move." ”
I pursed my lips, all the tenderness and lingering were gone at this moment, sure enough, I thought too much, he was just cautious for too long and suddenly wanted to indulge and vent, it was I who somehow thought he was hiding something in his eyes, my gradually reddened eyes made my voice a little choked, "I packed up the newspaper, there is no place to put it, I don't know that this is so unforgivable for you, it's my fault." ”
As soon as my last words fell, I couldn't hold back any longer, I covered my mouth and turned and ran out of the bedroom, my mind full of his serious, deep face, and his aggressive questioning and reproach.
Mr. Ji didn't stop me, let alone come to the guest bedroom to look for me, I squatted on the wall and in the corner of the bed, and sat with my knees hugged all night.