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The hand hanging by his side secretly tightened into a fist, Song Xining pursed her lips and looked at Song Chan in front of her, she hadn't seen her for two years, she was more mature and beautiful than before. The hair was cut to shoulder length, and the shape was buttoned in, and it was draped softly and smoothly over the shoulders, which looked very demure. Now she has also begun to draw light makeup, her makeup skills have always been good, the makeup is just right, more is glamorous, less is light. He looked at her now, and he really couldn't think of anything else except being amazing.

But these are not the most important things, the most important thing is the way she looks at him.

Song Chan two years ago, when she looked at him, there was a bright light in her eyes, and when she laughed, her eyes were full of adoration and admiration, vigorous and bright. And now, when she looks at him, there is only calm and indifference in her eyes, more familiar than strangers, more indifferent than lovers, and really looking at the eyes of a relative.

It's like looking at the battle song and the results of the battle.

As she had just called him, "Big Brother".

He just stood there and looked at her motionlessly, probably noticing the strangeness in his eyes, Meng Anzhi's hand on her shoulder tightened again, and his smile was a little detached, "Big brother, why do you keep standing there?" Sit down. ”

Song Xining withdrew her thoughts at this time, and subconsciously glanced at Song Chan, but found that she hadn't looked at him at all, but turned her head sideways and smiled lightly at Meng Anzhi.

Suddenly, he felt a stabbing pain in his heart, as if someone was pricking his heart with a needle, making him feel that his breathing became a little difficult.

The little nanny brought him a chair again, because he came late, so he could only sit in a relatively close position, so that he could not die, the place where he sat happened to form a diagonal line with Song Chan's position, and as soon as he looked up, he could see the two people sitting opposite him.

I don't know if it's because of studying in Japan, the original Song Chan didn't like to eat seafood, but now she falls in love with eating crabs.

The crab was placed far away, and Song Chan couldn't reach it, so she pulled Meng Anzhi's sleeve and whispered: "I want to eat that, you can get it for me." ”

Meng Anzhi immediately sandwiched two crabs, and also carefully peeled off the crab shells, and only put the crab meat into her bowl, Song Chan looked up and smiled at him, her eyes were full of tenderness and sweetness.

Song Xi sat quietly opposite them and watched this scene, he remembered that in the past, the person sitting next to Song Chan was always him, her arms were short, and every time she wanted to eat, she could only be coquettish with him and ask him to help get it. And now, the people around her have been replaced by other people.

Song Xining has never felt like this now.

Song Chan and Meng Anzhi sat opposite him, and there was no one next to them, chatting and laughing.

Maybe it's because they both have the same living environment, so the two of them have the same topic and talk a lot, but Song Xining listened to them, but found that he didn't understand what kind of life Song Chan had lived in the past two years, and he couldn't understand what they said at all.

That's probably how the so-called distance comes about.

Since when did they become what they are now?

Obviously, the table was full of delicacies prepared by Song Qingge, but Song Xining had no taste at all when he ate it in his mouth, as if it was the same as chewing wax.

Everyone was eating quietly, Zhan Qi looked up at Meng Anzhi and Song Chan, a relieved smile was drawn at the corner of his mouth, and suddenly said, "By the way, when are you going to get married?" ”

"Ahem, ahem."

Song Chan was stunned for a moment, and was about to answer, when Song Xining on the opposite side suddenly heard a violent cough.

He coughed loudly, and his face turned red, as if he was about to cough out his lungs, causing the whole table to look at him in amazement.

Seeing this, Song Qingge hurriedly handed him a cup of orange juice for a short time, patted him lightly on the back, and soothed: "Why do you cough so fiercely?" Did you choke? Eat slowly, don't rush. ”

Song Xining pulled the corners of his mouth awkwardly and smiled, after drinking a sip of orange juice, his anger eased a little, he raised his head anxiously to see what kind of expression Song Chan was at this time, but when he looked up, he was stunned to find that she was also looking at him, but there was only coldness in his eyes, and after only one glance, he immediately looked away.

Song Xining suddenly felt very lost in her heart, did she have such an attitude towards him?

Because of Song Xining's cough, Zhan Qi's questioning was also interrupted, and he asked again after a while, "What are you two planning to do now?" Ever thought about getting married? ”

As soon as the words fell, before Song Chan and Meng Anzhi could speak, Song Xining had already taken the lead in speaking: "Uncle, I know that she is still young now, and she has not graduated from her senior year, is it a little early to get married?" ”

Probably didn't expect him to say such a thing, Zhan Qi touched the tip of his nose a little embarrassed, and laughed twice, "Yes, but I always feel that she and Xiaoman have been together for a long time, and they are going to get married sooner or later anyway, and I ignore the issue of their age." ”

Zhan Qi's words made Song Xining's heart sink suddenly, since he had already agreed to let them get married, that is to say, from a father's point of view, Zhan Qi recognized Meng Anzhi's identity and was willing to marry his daughter to him.

This means that if they do want to get married, at least their parents already have support from them.

Song Xining suddenly felt very anxious in his heart, he was anxious to find someone to support his words, so he turned his head to look at Song Qingge, and said with some eagerness: "Auntie, what do you think?" ”

It is said that parents are very reluctant to their daughter's family, Song Chan was brought up by Song Qingge alone, and she will definitely have deeper feelings for this eldest daughter, so he can only pin his hopes on Song Qingge, hoping that she can say a word to prevent this from happening.

However, Song Qingge's words disappointed him.

She looked up at her daughter and Meng Anzhi in front of her, and smiled very emotionally, "I don't think it's too early, since I know that Xiaoman and Xiaoman like each other, just like your uncle said, they will be together sooner or later." Early marriage also has the benefits of early marriage, knowing that the child is immature, and with Xiaoman by her side, we can rest assured. ”

"But ......" Song Xining was anxious, and was about to say something more, but Meng Anzhi on the other side suddenly spoke: "Thank you, Uncle Zhan, thank you, Aunt Song, if you are willing to hand over your knowledge to me, then I can get married at any time, and my parents don't have to worry, they have been urging me before, and I really hope that I can marry this daughter-in-law as soon as possible." ”

The parties had already said so, Song Xining only felt that all hopes were dashed in an instant, and could only turn his head to look at Song Chan, with a faint hint of pleading in his eyes.

He can only pin all his hopes on her now, after all, marriage is not up to his parents, and it is not something that Meng An can get married if he wants to.

The key point is still Song Chan herself.

As long as she says she doesn't want to, then even Zhan Qi and his wife can't force her.

Song Chan put down her chopsticks and smiled shyly: "Marriage...... I think it's a bit early to talk about it now. ”

After her words were finished, Song Xining only felt that she had a long sigh of relief, but this breath was not finished, and she only heard Song Chanyu say with a smile: "But I think we can get engaged first." ”

Song Xining's smile instantly turned to the corner of his mouth, and he raised his head and looked at Song Chan in disbelief, as if he was hallucinating. He couldn't believe it, and he couldn't believe that Song Chan would take the initiative to say that he wanted to be engaged to Meng Anzhi.

Song Chan turned her head to look at Meng Anzhi, her mouth pursed, and she said coquettishly: "Get engaged early, let him have a number in his heart, otherwise what if he is robbed in the future?" ”

Meng Anzhi smiled helplessly, reached out and pinched the tip of her nose, and said dotingly: "Look at what you said, I'm even more afraid that you will be robbed." ”

The two of them showed their affection like no one else, and Zhan Qi and Song Qingge on the opposite side didn't seem to be used to seeing each other, and they didn't feel strange at all, but looked at the two of them with a look of relief.

By the way, their daughters have found a man they like, and they will of course feel relieved.

Later, what they said again, Song Xining couldn't listen to it anymore, but vaguely remembered that they seemed to talk about Song Chan's engagement, Zhan Qi said that it was better to choose a day than to hit the day, so he immediately called Meng Jingqian, asked the two families to come out for dinner, and discussed the marriage of the two children by the way.

A meal made Song Xining eat like a fish in his throat, Zhan Qi and his wife really liked Meng Anzhi, and he even proposed to let Meng Anzhi come to Huachen as vice president in the future, or open a law firm for him.

Meng Anzhi stayed in Song Yuan until nine o'clock in the evening before he was ready to leave, and Song Xining was really not in the mood to listen to them talk about their marriage, so he found an excuse to go to the garden to relax, found a place to sit down and start smoking.

He never thought that Song Chan would marry someone else.

He himself doesn't know why he has this kind of honey confidence, to put it shamelessly, he just has always felt that a girl like Song Chan, with such a strong background, ordinary boys can't control it at all, and he has always felt that no boy dares to accept it easily to get close to her.

It's not that no boys have chased her before, but he has never taken it seriously, those are all boys who can't get on the stage, even if they can pass him, Zhan Qi can't look down on him. So he never worried that she would be with someone else.

But he forgot that there were suitors around her, and there were also high-quality reservists like Meng Anzhi.

At the beginning, he rejected her, not only because of their identity, but also because he always subconsciously felt that he was not worthy of Song Chan.

She is the eldest lady of the war family, and he is just an adopted son under the fence. Even if everyone calls him the eldest young master now, he has never forgotten his identity, he was picked up by Xue Yan from the orphanage, not his own son.

With such a huge difference in identity, he didn't feel that he was qualified to accept an eldest lady like Song Chan.

When she confessed to him, he was indeed pleasantly surprised and moved, but after the excitement, it was more of a loss and inferiority.

He admits that he is a person whose self-esteem is paramount, and for the sake of self-esteem, he rejected her in the most direct and sharp way, and at the same time hurt her, and even single-handedly contributed to her good marriage with other men.

As soon as he thought of this, Song Xining felt remorseful, and his heart seemed to be pinched by someone, suffocating in pain.

Taking a puff of the cigarette in his hand to the bottom, Song Xining raised his head and sighed long, extinguished the cigarette in his hand, and was about to go back to the house, but suddenly heard the footsteps of two people walking towards this side, he was in a hurry, and immediately dodged and hid behind the flower stand.

Song Chan and Meng Anzhi walked into the garden one after the other, standing at the door, Meng Anzhi turned around and smiled at her, "Go back quickly, the night is heavy, you are not well, you are infected with cold, and you will catch a cold when you turn back." ”

Since she confessed to Song Xining two years ago, she waited for three hours in the freezing rain in December, and after she returned, she had a serious illness and a high fever that did not go away, and she did not get better until she went to Japan. Probably because it didn't work well that time, she was easily infected with typhoid fever as soon as she caught a cold.

Song Chan wrapped her coat tightly and said with a smile: "Okay, I know, be careful on the way back." ”

"Hmm." Meng Anzhi nodded, and before getting into the car, he suddenly turned his head again, bent down and nodded his cheek at her, and said like a child begging for sugar: "Today's kiss hasn't been settled yet." ”

Song Chan glanced at him and smiled helplessly, "Why are you like this, naïve or not." ”

"If you are not naïve, you will not kiss." Meng Anzhi's smile did not decrease, "I'd rather be naïve." After speaking, he nodded on his cheek and urged: "Hurry up, don't rub it." ”

Song Chan shook her head with a smile, turned her head to look in the garden, and found that there seemed to be no one, so she coughed lightly, then stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the face.

Meng Anzhi smiled with satisfaction, reached out to hook her waist, rubbed her cheek affectionately, and sighed in her ear: "Since I was with you, I felt that my requirements have become lower, and I am very satisfied with kissing my cheek." After he finished speaking, he looked at her deeply again, and said meaningfully: "We have been together for a year, when will you be able to let me go further?" ”

After he finished speaking, Song Chan's smile immediately froze at the corner of her mouth.

It may be ridiculous to say it, they have been together for more than a year, but the most intimate action so far is to hold hands, kiss the cheek, and even until now there has not even been a serious kiss.

Even Song Chan herself didn't know what was wrong with her, and several times, she and Meng Anzhi watched movies together in a rented house, and they were the most emotional in the dark. Meng Anzhi wanted to kiss her several times, and even wanted to have further actions with her, but she avoided her.

Later, Meng Anzhi was probably angry again, and her movements were a little tougher, and she directly pushed him off the sofa in a hurry, which made her very embarrassed.

She didn't know why she just couldn't accept Meng Anzhi's intimacy, every time he had a desire, she felt very uncomfortable, and subconsciously wanted to escape.

It's not a thing for a long time, in order to solve her heart knot, she specially found a psychology sister who has a good relationship, but she was told that maybe it was because she had seen someone have sex in front of her when she was a child, and she was also cut throat because of that incident, so she had a psychological shadow on the issue of sex, and couldn't accept that men were too close.

Because in her subconscious, she always feels that sex is a very dirty and disgusting thing.

Song Chan lowered her head, her eyes were a little apologetic, "I'm sorry, but you know, I was ...... when I was a child"

"I know you had an accident when you were a kid." Meng Anzhi interrupted her, reached out and rubbed her hair, his eyes were full of tenderness and distress, "I just said that, I will wait for you to slowly untie the knot, if you really can't get over this hurdle, I can accompany you to see a psychiatrist, and it will be cured." ”

Song Chan looked up at him gratefully, "Meng Anzhi's ......"

"Okay, don't look at me like that." Meng Anzhi raised his eyebrows and smiled, "Who made us the ones who want to get engaged?" ”

In fact, when Song Chan said the engagement herself, he was also shocked, but in addition to the shock, she was more happy and glad that she was finally willing to accept him, which was already a rare thing for him.

"Okay, it's cold outside, you can go back quickly. Let's have dinner with my parents in a few days, and let's talk about the engagement. Meng Anzhi stretched out his hand to wrap her coat and urged her to go back.

"Well, you go first, I'll send you away and I'll come back."

Meng Anzhi really couldn't resist her, shook his head, and finally got into the car and left first.

Seeing Meng Anzhi's car leave, Song Chan let out a long sigh.

In fact, it was just an impulse to agree to the engagement at that time, to be honest, she also felt that she should give herself a way to live, and she couldn't continue to hang herself on Song Xining like this.

Although she didn't want to admit it, the moment she saw him, she realized that she was still a little uncomfortable. In the two years in Japan, she still couldn't completely forget about him, so she had to find a way to cut off her own back.

What's more, in terms of the current situation, Meng Anzhi is indeed the best choice, he is excellent, gentle, and most importantly, good enough for her.

missed Meng Anzhi, and she didn't know if she would be able to meet such a good person in the future.

Thinking about it like this, Song Chan felt more and more that she had made the right decision.

Tilting her head and taking a deep breath, Song Chan patted her cheek, squeezed out a smile, turned her head and was about to go home, but when she turned around, she almost bumped into someone.

Song Xining didn't know when she stood behind her, and at this time she was looking at her expressionlessly, staring at her with a pair of gloomy eyes, her eyes full of resentment.

Song Chan was a little inexplicable by his eyes, but she reacted quickly and smiled: "Big brother, don't sleep so late?" ”

The resentment in Song Xining's heart, which was called "big brother", surged up again, he looked at her fixedly for a few seconds, and suddenly grabbed her wrist, pulled her and walked outside.

Song Chan was taken aback by his sudden move, and immediately shook his hand after reacting, but he clenched it so tightly that she couldn't shake it off.

Song Chan was almost dragged by him all the way, and soon Song Xining dragged her to the garage, took the key to open the garage door, he went in and opened his own car door, and directly pushed her in, and then got into the car himself.

"Song Xining, let go of me, what are you doing!" Song Chan almost wanted to get out of the car, but before she could push the car door, Song Xining directly got out of the central lock.

Song Xining drove the car out of the garage with a cold face, and he didn't know where to go along the way, the speed of the car was so fast that Song Chan was so frightened by his speed that her heart was about to jump out, and she hurriedly fastened her seat belt.

It wasn't until his car stopped at the foot of Dongshan Mountain that Song Chan breathed a sigh of relief, turned her head and looked at him angrily, and asked, "Are you crazy?" What are you bringing me out for so late? ”

Song Xining turned his head to look at the angry little face in front of him, and said for a long time: "Are you really going to be engaged to Meng Anzhi?" ”

Song Chan twisted her eyebrows and said impatiently: "What does it have to do with you?" ”

Song Xining clenched his fists and suddenly raised his voice, "Answer me, do you really want to be with him!" ”

"So what?" Song Chan is not to be outdone, she has always been a person who eats soft rather than hard, he has a loud voice, she can be louder than him.

Sure enough, when she shouted like this, Song Xining also stopped, looked at her quietly, and said in silence: "Don't marry him." ”

Song Chan was slightly stunned, and then sneered, "Why should I listen to you?" Besides, what position do you take to say such things to me? ”

Song Xining only felt bitterness in his mouth, lowered his head and said, "I don't want you to marry him." ”

Song Chan's eyes flashed with surprise, but then she raised her eyebrows and sneered: "You don't want me to marry, I won't marry?" Song Xining, who do you think you are? ”

Song Xining clenched his fists and said in a dumb voice: "I'm not anyone, but you said that the person you like is me." ”

"Hahaha." Song Chan suddenly raised her head and laughed, she laughed presumptuously and sarcastically, her voice was very loud, and even a little crazy, she laughed enough, she looked at him mockingly and said: "Song Xining, I really don't know who gave you the courage to say such brazen words, Liang Jingru gave you the courage?" ”

Song Xining knew that she was very angry at this time, and turned a deaf ear to her sarcasm, just repeated the sentence repeatedly, "Don't marry Meng Anzhi, okay?" ”

"Not good." Song Chan looked at him expressionlessly, "You should hear it clearly when you eat, I will be engaged to Meng Anzhi." That's right, I used to like you, when I was young and ignorant, I used to really think I could be with you, but you rejected me personally. Actually, I'm very grateful to you now, if you hadn't rejected me at the beginning, I might have missed Meng Anzhi. ”

Her words made Song Xining's heart twist like a knife, and she couldn't help but pull the corners of her mouth and smile bitterly.

Sure enough, it was precisely because of his original refusal that she and Meng Anzhi were together.

Song Chan was too lazy to entangle with him anymore, yawned, and said sleepily: "Okay, it's not early, I want to go back and rest, if you want to continue to enjoy the scenery here, then whatever you want, I'll go first." ”

After she finished speaking, she was about to go to the car door, but before her hand could catch the doorknob, Song Xining suddenly grabbed the back of her head and kissed her fiercely on the lips.