I was desperately trying to dilute all my emotions, but Chen Tu suddenly squeezed my hand, and he interrupted me in a low voice: "I know what you want to ask. Chen Zheng, he should have known, but he chose to remain silent. ”

I was stunned and inertly asked a question that I didn't know if it was nutritious: "Why?" This is a major matter of human life. ”

The voice was a little difficult, and I added: "In my opinion, Chen Zheng is not such a person who does not distinguish between right and wrong. ”

But as if floating in the sea, I was able to grasp a life-saving straw, so I put all my strength on it, Chen Tu almost shook my hand with all his strength, he faintly adjusted for a while, and smiled bitterly in a low voice, before saying in a fairly stable tone: "Chen Zheng, this old man, this life is completely planted on Liang Jianfang's tree." His ability to judge right from wrong can only be used on other people. For Liang Jianfang, most of his principles and bottom lines are fed to dogs. ”

Dazed, blindfolded, my brows furrowed deeply: "Chen Tu, the way you express it is simpler, my IQ can't keep up." ”

Leaning over and holding me tightly, Chen Tu smiled bitterly again: "I'll tell you about Chen Zheng, Liang Jianfang, and Xiaoyu, the relationship between them." ”

The faint desolation between the lines of Chen Tu's words was like a heavy stone pressing up, and I hummed weakly.

Coughing lightly, Chen Tu adjusted his voice: "Chen Zheng and Liang Jianfang are in free love. ”

When Chen Zheng was 24 years old, he returned to Youman to learn to do business. At that time, the company assigned Chen Zheng an assistant, and this assistant was Liang Jianfang. Liang Jianfang is two years older than Chen Zheng, earlier than Chen Zheng to contact the tourism industry, she was born in a poor family, but her heart is higher than the sky, she is brilliant and mysterious, but also gentle and considerate, Chen Zheng quickly fell into it, and launched a particularly crazy pursuit of her. Liang Jianfang was stunned that Chen Zheng had been hanging for more than a year before he officially fell in love. But their love affair was strongly opposed by my grandfather and grandmother. ”

But at that time, Chen Zheng was determined to marry Liang Jianfang, he did everything, and even did not hesitate to fall out with his family. Liang Jianfang's intelligence is not only manifested in IQ, but also in her EQ, she spent more than a year to completely get my grandparents and was able to return to work in Youman with the body of the daughter-in-law of the Chen family. Later, my grandparents died one after another, and Liang Jianfang also held real power in Youman. ”

"Liang Jianfang always has her extraordinary talent in doing business, and under the management of her and Chen Zheng, Youman has not shrunk, but is thriving, and the relationship between them has become stronger because of these. But the fly in the ointment is that there have been no children between them. ”

After doing examinations and making home remedies, they ran a lot of places, and finally accepted the cruel fact that Liang Jianfang couldn't have children. But Chen Zheng still retains some traditional things in his bones, he feels that children are the continuation of his life, and his desire for children surpasses everything. ”

Liang Jianfang can't have children? So where did Liu Chengyu jump out of?

I was full of doubts, and seeing that Chen Tu's emotions seemed unstable, and then thinking back to Liu Chengyu's sincerity when he revealed this information to me, I finally suppressed these and quietly listened to Chen Tu continue.

Liang Jianfang, as the debtor, proposed to pay some money to find someone to surrogate. Chen Zheng desperately wanted a child, and he finally accepted Liang Jianfang's suggestion. ”

Speaking of this, Chen Tu paused abruptly, he squeezed my hand again, took a deep breath, and then continued: "Xiaoyu, it is Liang Jianfang's final candidate." She comes from a mountainous area, her family is poor, her family background is simple, she is honest, forbearing, gentle, indisputable, healthy, and good-looking, everything she has meets the requirements of Liang Jianfang and Chen Zheng. ”

"She is very diligent and virtuous, although she is taking money for surrogacy, she has a big belly, but she takes on all the housework, she cleans up the hygiene, cooks deliciously, and brings to life the cold house that uses money to pile up luxury, but does not have a little warmth."

"After giving birth to me and Chen Jing smoothly, she should have gone away and took the large amount of money given by Chen Zheng and Liang Jianfang to fly away and start a new life. But at that time, Chen Jing and I were very sticky to her, others cried when they hugged her, and only when she touched her hands would stop, and so on, Liang Jianfang completely lost patience with me and Chen Jing, and Chen Zheng didn't know anything about taking children, and the nurse who invited her over couldn't figure it out at all, Xiaoyu was finally left behind and stayed by my and Chen Jing's side as a nanny. ”

"She lived such a quiet day for five years, but in one night, it was completely broken."

Chen Tu's hand suddenly shook violently, he quickly let go of my hand, grabbed the edge of the sofa instead, and pinched it hard, his teeth gritted, and his voice became choppy: "Liang Jianfang found Xiaoyu's diary, and she knew that Xiaoyu was in love with Chen Zheng." Even if Xiaoyu just has a crush, even if Xiaoyu hides all her thoughts and only feels at ease to be a hard-working nanny, she still can't accept that her husband is being spied on by other women, and this woman has also given birth to two children for her husband. ”

"She found Xiaoyu in private for a showdown, where Xiaoyu was her opponent, and she was defeated in three or two."

"She thought that if she went away and flew high, she would be able to exchange for a peaceful life for me and Chen Jing. But Liang Jianfang is a scumbag, she thinks that only dead people will not pose any threat to her life, and she used my and Chen Jing's lives to force Xiaoyu to a dead end! She didn't push Xiaoyu down the stairs with her own hands, but Xiaoyu died at her hands! ”

The last sentence, Chen Tu image squeezed out from between his teeth, fell into my ears, full of cold stinging, I looked at Chen Tu's side face again, his tears rushed again, and his voice was so choked that he couldn't hold himself: "Xiaoyu just fell in love with someone she shouldn't love, she didn't try to destroy her family, how could she be so ruthless!" She can completely let Xiaoyu fly away, how far can she go, how can she be so ruthless and let Xiaoyu die in front of me! ”

"Just last time in the hospital, I told you the reason why I saved Lin Siai first, to be honest, I know that you accept my reason, not because I convince you for this reason, but because you have me in your heart, and you choose to forgive me and accept me. But in fact, I can't even accept my kind of reason. ”

"If you are careful, you may have noticed, whether it is in the Diwang Building, in the hospital after the Baiyunzhang incident, or in Tianlu, in addition to Xiaozhi's peanut butter allergy, I met Lin Siai, I faced her, even if she was once a betrayer of my feelings, I still can't get angry, I don't have much confidence. It's not that I can't let go of her, it's not that I'm afraid of her, but that I've always had an undercurrent in my heart, and I think I owe her, but she doesn't ask me for debts, which makes me feel even more tormented. ”

"My inextricable feeling of indebtedness to Lin Siai led me to make a particularly stupid and regretful decision at a critical moment, which is inseparable from my upbringing. In my heart, I have been stumbling with myself, and Lin Si loves her because of me, so I couldn't see my parents for the last time. She couldn't even hear her parents' last words. Her life is full of regrets because of me. ”

I feel this feeling of regret. Because for many years, as soon as I was quiet, I would revisit the images of the past, recall Xiaoyu's voice and smile, and then think about whether she had something to say to me at the last moment, but was blocked by my young ignorance. This kind of regret can really distort a person's heart, kill a person's happiness, and make people fall into the quagmire of regret all the time and can't see the sun, which is no different from death. ”

"I'm actually ridiculous. I owe Lin Siai, it's my own business, you are a living person with your own thoughts, I actually treat you as my personal belongings, I am so brazen as to help you decide life and death, I am really a psychopath. The most ridiculous thing about me is that I actually think that if I am willing to die with you, we can get a consummation between us, and I have never thought about whether you are willing to die with me. ”

"If Xiaoyu is still alive, she will be very sad to see that her son has completely become a psychopath."

"My face is also thick-skinned, obviously in front of you, I have no face and no skin, and I have to put it on like a dog skin plaster."

The more Chen Tu said, the more chaotic the logic became, the more incoherent he became, my heart was sour, and finally I rushed over, wrapped Chen Tu's face in my arms with my hand, I kept patting him on the back, and whispered: "I know, Chen Tu, you calm down, don't say it again." ”

After completely wetting my front clothes with tears, he fell into a deep sleep again, frowning and falling into a deep sleep.

And I hugged him, I think in my life, I will probably only be entangled with Chen Tu.

I am so similar to him, we were both born into a strange family that left us speechless. But I am so different from him, his experience is far more tragic than mine, he obviously needs warmth, but he once warmed me. I think we should have hugged each other to keep warm, rediscovered the definition of warmth, and worked together to blow those who have given us a storm!

I was also tired, and my whole eyes were groggy and sleepy.

When I woke up, Chen Tu and Song Xiaoxi were gone.

There was a small note on the coffee table, and a small medallion-like thing pressed against it.

I held the little badge in my hand and took the little note over and looked at it.

"Song Xiaoxi and I have been to Wan Song. I put the toothbrush and toothpaste on the side of the sink, and the towel has been sterilized. I made red date cake for you, the milk is hot in the pot, you can go back after breakfast, otherwise it is not good for your health to eat breakfast too late. I haven't changed the password, but I added a fingerprint lock for security, and you can just swipe this after entering the password. I'll call you when I'm done. ”

I stared at it for a while, as if the feeling of being in a different world filled my heart, and after a while, I got up from the sofa, stepped on my slippers and walked to the sink, and suddenly saw the toothpaste and toothbrush that Chen Tu prepared for me, which was exactly the same as the one I used before.

After washing, I was so hungry that I went straight into the kitchen, and before I lifted the lid of the pot, I suddenly saw the induction cooker that Chen Tu had given me before, it was still firmly in its original position, looking at me quietly.

As if remembering something, I took a piece of red date cake and stuffed it into my mouth, and hurriedly ran towards the storage room, pushing open the door, all my outdoor products were still there, and each one was covered by Chen Tu with that dust-proof dust cover.

I was still a little stiff and apprehensive, but at this moment, it softened and became extremely stable, as if I had once again found a place to stay.

This mood has been with me all the way, and it is still well placed on my body after I return to Shawei.

With this in mind, I turned on the computer while waiting, and as usual, I went to look through the database shared by Youman again, trying to find out what Liang Jianfang and Lin Siai handled, and whether there were any mistakes.

Just as I was working on my head, my phone rang.

I thought it was Chen Tu calling, and the feeling of the deer bumping into me was revived, my heart beat faster than usual, and I slowly took the phone and looked at it, but the caller was an unfamiliar number.

I hesitated for a moment and picked it up.

I stayed up for more than ten seconds and couldn't help asking, "Hello, may I ask who you are?" ”

Liang Jianfang's voice came abruptly: "Director Wu, see you?" ”

I don't know if it's because the signal is not very good across the phone line, I always feel that Liang Jianfang's voice is a little distorted, and it sounds panicked.

My heart thumped and sank straight down. I stopped typing, pondered for a few seconds, and said, "Does Liang always communicate with me about work?" ”

With a chuckle on the other end, Liang Jianfang said meaningfully: "That depends on whether Director Wu wants to talk to me about work or personal matters." ”

Since I knew how Liang Jianfang treated Xiaoyu, I have become more and more incomprehensible about this person, and I also know that I need to be more careful when dealing with her.

Desperately holding back all the emotional surges, I pretended to smile as if nothing had happened, and pretended to easily destroy the atmosphere created by Liang Jianfang: "Mr. Liang, are you still blaming me for not saying hello to you after divorcing Chen Tu, and I haven't been friends for so long since I came back, and I didn't talk to you in time?" Are you talking to me and accusing me of being ignorant? ”

Probably didn't expect me to come out like this suddenly, Liang Jianfang was stunned for a while, and his tone was so indifferent that I couldn't figure out my emotions: "What do you think?" ”