361 Let's stop obsessing

The only thing that answered me was the muffled sound of my knock on the door.

I don't know what's going on, I was immediately frightened, the soles of my feet were completely covered with cotton, my whole body fell on the door, and I banged the door harder like crazy, completely ignoring the pain of my hand being knocked out, I almost yelled: "Chen Tu, you open the door for me!" If you don't open the door, squeak me! ”

But I filmed for about five minutes, and still didn't get any response from Chen Tu, I became more and more panicked, and in the confusion I stumbled a few steps, rushed to the room where I placed outdoor supplies, hurriedly grabbed a slightly longer saber, and then rushed back to the bathroom door as fast as I could, I was about to pry the door, and the door was suddenly opened from the inside.

With a relaxed face, Chen Tu tugged at the towel, and he glanced at me: "Wu Yi, what are you doing with the knife?" Do you want to murder your own husband? ”

Seeing him standing in front of me unharmed, the big stone I was hanging in my heart just landed, but I didn't feel angry, and said fiercely at Chen Tu: "You are still embarrassed to ask me!" You know I don't know how long I've been banging on the door! Can't you squeak if you're fine? Do you know I almost scared you to death? You didn't open the door for me, I imagined the worst, you almost scared me to death! ”

The more I talked, the more depressed I became, and I threw my saber on the counter next to me, and made a gesture to walk towards the hall.

But he quickly grabbed my wrist and dragged me back to his side, Chen Tu was honest now, he hurriedly said: "I accidentally touched my nose, I touched it too badly, I was speechless for a while, I couldn't hear the knock on the door, Wu Yi, don't be angry..."

I subconsciously looked at Chen Tu's nose and really saw a small bruise on his nose.

Seeing that he injured himself, where did I still have the heart to complain about him, I quickly grabbed his arm: "Don't talk nonsense, you go to the hall, I'll give you some medicine." ”

Chen Tu didn't say anything, I suddenly felt that my hand grabbed Chen Tu's arm, it was a little slimy, I pulled my hand back with a conditioned reflex and looked at it, the small piece of bright red on it made me dizzy, I pulled Chen Tu's arm again and took a look, only to see that there was a crack on it about five centimeters long.

It was very uncomfortable, and my nose was sour: "Chen Tu, what's wrong with you?" Then hairy. Covered in wounds? You take a shower, can't you pay attention? ”

Putting his arm back away, Chen Tu blushed: "It's okay, can you be considered a man without a little scar?" Wu Yi, don't worry too much, I'll just get some Yunnan Baiyao to sprinkle. ”

Where can I still take care of him, I quickly dragged him to the hall, rummaged through the medicine box, took a cotton swab and picked the plaster, and carefully applied it to him.

When I put the medicine back, I accidentally lifted the scarf that Chen Tu wrapped around the lower half of his body, and I suddenly saw that Chen Tu's knees were covered by bruises.

I was shocked, and my heart chuckled: "Chen Tu, what's wrong with your knee?" Did you just hit your nose and scratch your arm and fall to your knee? Do you have something else going on? ”

Buttoning the scarf to his knees, Chen Tu patted my head easily and naturally: "Silly, I don't have good vision after touching my nose, and my foot hits the washstand, and I will bruise." Wu Yi, I'll definitely pay attention to it later. ”ad_250_left();

Those inexplicable feelings of uneasiness were very strong, I raised my face and stared at Chen Tu's eyes: "Really? ”

The corners of his mouth were raised to the sides, and Chen Tu met my gaze and teased: "What, you don't believe it?" Shall I show you again? Wu Yi, don't be so nervous, okay, I was really careless. ”

Seeing Chen Tu teasing me so frankly and casually, I had to restrain those excessive worries, lift my scarf and apply bruising oil to Chen Tu's bruised knees.

Everything was calm, and I thought back to the scene not long ago when the fish-hiding cat screamed and led me to the bathroom door, and I sincerely felt that this cat was worth living, and it was more aura than I had imagined.

Discussing with Chen Tu, I found a lot of praise and praised the fish cat, and I went to get a piece of fish meat for it to reward it with my eyes sleepy, and then ran to sleep.

But Chen Tu may have been touched on the nose, but he came to the spirit, he wanted to play hooligan with both soft and hard, I think about this time for Tang Wenwen's affairs, he really hasn't opened meat for a long time, so he simply met his little request.

But after I started, I regretted it.

The devil knows what happened to him, he didn't seem to know that he was tired, and tossed me over and over for more than an hour before he let me go.

I saw that tomorrow was the weekend, and I didn't bother to complain about him, and then I went to wash and came back, and I slept upside down wrapped in a blanket.

After more than ten days of a dull and happy life, Chen Tu finally made time, and he began to set sail with Xie Wu to the United States, while on a business trip, to find those professional doctors in the hematology department.

I would be a little tired of him dangling in front of my eyes all day long, but he walked away coldly for more than half a month, and the more the days passed, the more bored I felt.

It's really no way, I can only put my love on work during the day, and find a little Duan Song Xiaoxi Deng Qiqi Xiaogu out to eat and sing all kinds of jumping at night, but after a few days, they are so tired that they don't want to move, and I can't bear to toss them anymore, go home early after work, and chat with the fish cat.

In the midst of suffering, Chen Tu is finally going home.

Even though Chen Tu repeatedly told me not to go all the way to Bao'an Airport to pick up the airport, I really couldn't resist the urge to see him quickly, and persuaded him with my incorruptible tongue.

Chen Tu's flight was expected to arrive at 10 o'clock in the evening, but I appeared in the T3 waiting area at about 9 o'clock, staring at the exit with longing eyes.

It wasn't until half past eleven that Chen Tu appeared in my sight.

It's not that he is full of haggardness, but he gives me the feeling that his mood is so low that he is close to the ground, and I naturally inquire worriedly, but Chen Tu said that he is a little tired, and he will talk about it when he goes back.

Seeing that his eyes were bloodshot, even if I had a thousand words to say, I endured it and went all the way home in silence.

When I came out of the bathroom, Chen Tu was already lying on the bed, his eyes fell directly on the ceiling, I climbed onto the bed and was about to stick to him, but he didn't react.

After hesitating for a moment, I pushed his arm: "If you're tired, go to bed early, and talk about it tomorrow." ”

But he dragged me into his arms with his backhand, Chen Tu turned over and got up, imprisoned me under him, he held my face, stared at me for a moment, his eyes seemed to be a little red, he seemed to be desperately enduring it, the corners of his mouth moved a few times before he said slowly: "Wu Yi, I'm sorry." ”

My heart was pounded, my teeth were bared, and I forced: "What's wrong?" ”

The hand on my face seemed to tremble slightly, and Chen Tu leaned over and buried his face in my shoulder, his mouth just close to my ear, and even though his voice was lowered several degrees, I still felt deafening.

The words were mixed with guilt, sadness, despair, and some indescribable emotions, Chen Tu said: "In the past half a month, I have visited all the best medical research institutes in the United States, Britain and Canada, but I have not been able to get a conclusive answer from beginning to end. This kind of mutant anti-progesterone virus, because there are so few cases, no one has done thorough research, and there is no serum available, they are more interested in the entity that wants to study you. Wu Yi, let's stop being obsessed, we don't want the child, okay? ”

Disappointment arose, and soon turned into despair, my heart seemed to be cut by countless sharp knives, the pain piled up into a mountain, I kept snorting, I wanted to cry, but in the end I couldn't bear my despair to cause more psychological pressure on Chen Tu, so I forced a smile and a conscience: "Don't want it, don't want it, Chen Tu, we all have to accept the reality well." ”

The brain seems to be watered by a pot of paste, those chaos sticks together, so that my thinking is confused and I don't know where to go, I said how many words to comfort Chen Tu, how many words Chen Tu said to comfort me, in fact, I can't remember how many words, I don't even know what time I fell asleep, anyway, I woke up the next day, my eyes were a little swollen, and Chen Tu was the same, we tacitly knew each other, but we didn't poke each other, so we used evasion to leave this cruel fact behind me.

However, such a sluggish atmosphere lasted for almost half a month between me and Chen Tu, and I couldn't bear to see him suffer with me anymore, so I had to pretend to be relieved and adjust the atmosphere.

In fact, as long as you don't touch it, it will slowly make you forget its existence and not be affected by it.

In those days that followed, Chen Tu and I slowly got on the right track, and he seemed to have dragged a bigger partner for Youman, and Youman's future became brighter and smoother.

As for my studio, although it is still a small fight, but the profit has been rising, I am finally more bold than the last time I opened the studio, I hired five employees at once, and I am constantly working hard every day.

On the weekend, Chen Tu and I stopped from our busy posts and gathered in Tianlu, he accompanied Chen Zheng to play chess, I accompanied Xiaozhi to walk the dog, and occasionally Chen Jing would bring Lin Siai over, even if Chen Jing and Chen Tu couldn't chat well, but the family could sit together and eat happily, in fact, it was not easy to come by.

Chen Zheng seemed very happy, he smiled from ear to ear every day, Lao Zhou slowly returned to brightness from his heart, the dishes he made became more and more delicious, Lin Siai and I coincidentally wanted to study with him, he sent a class to teach us, of course he confiscated the tuition.

As for Wu Zhan and Xiaoou, they don't seem to be in love, but under the tepid relationship between you and me, there is a different kind of warmth.

Needless to say, Liu Chun, Liu Chengyu and Song Xiaoxi are all professional dog abusers, constantly sprinkling dog food in the circle of friends, and getting tired of us melon-eating people.

However, Wu Yidi and Deng Qiqi, they are still in those ambiguous tug-of-wars, and they were caught by me in the four eyes, but they are so unhurried and impatient, I am so anxious to die but I have no choice, I can only watch coldly, praying that the sky will fall a thunderbolt and split these two bear children who are usually very simple and stupid when they encounter feelings.

I just thought about it, the sky never thundered, and these dull days without wind and waves continued, and in a blink of an eye winter passed, and spring came to the fore.

This morning, I obviously didn't feel how cold it was, but Chen Tu just said that the spring cold was precipitous, and he had to force me to wear one more, so I put on a coat under his "I think you are cold" aesthetic, made myself more bloated and bloated, and came to the parking lot downstairs, and squeezed clumsily for a long time before squeezing myself into the car.

I was about to pull my seat belt on when my phone vibrated and rang very quickly.

It seems to me that the call is a fixed number in Shenzhen, and it is automatically and consciously summarized as a customer call, I muttered that the customer was looking for it early in the morning, and there must be nothing good, but I quickly picked it up, and said softly: "Hello." ”

There was silence for a few seconds, and a slightly familiar one came over: "Sweetheart, do you know who I am?" ”

I hesitated for nearly half a minute before I hesitated in an uncertain tone, "Dr. Ivey? ”

The personality is really good, there is no shelf at all, Ivey said: "I'm in Shenzhen these days, I'll go to Xiaomeisha to see your Chinese sea these days, and when I'm free, let's make an appointment, you take your physical examination report to me?" ”

I got another call from Ivey, a week later.

Dr. Ivey smiled heartily, still in Mandarin so fluent that I was jealous: "Sweetheart, is my voice highly discernible or my Mandarin distinctive, you still remember my voice after a few months?" ”

After listening quietly, Ivy said after a moment: "Sweetheart, I am also a mother, I understand your feelings very well, in this way, I will send you my hotel address, you had better go for a gynecological physical examination now, as well as a blood sample physical examination, go back and send me your physical examination report and blood sample report to express a backup, I will think of a way for you." Of course, these are all voluntary for you. ”

After doing all this, I was close to prostration, I thought that there was no definite result, and telling Chen Tu would only increase his troubles, so I temporarily suppressed this matter in my heart, and I acted as if I had nothing to do.

After a pause, Ivey's tone became stern in vain: "Sweetheart, can you tell me more about what the situation is?" ”

Thinking that I had experienced so many alternations of hope and disappointment, and then was completely covered by despair, I should have been numb, but because of Ivey's words, I had some energy, and after hanging up the phone, I drove directly to Yitian Maternal and Child Health Hospital to get a series of examinations, and as quickly as possible, these examination reports were couriered to the address given by Ivey.

The hidden wounds were untied, the stinging pain was faint, and I held on, pouring the information I knew to Ivey.

My hand trembled inexplicably, and the phone I was holding almost slipped off, but I quickly stabilized: "Dr. Ivey, thank you very much for taking my affairs to heart and contacting me so enthusiastically, but I was diagnosed some time ago, and I can't have children, not because of any problems with my body mechanism, but because of my blood problems." ”

I just picked it up, and before I could say a few polite words, she immediately popped up: "Sweetheart, before I talk about the next thing, I want to confirm something with you." ”

After confirming the identity of the other party, I put the seat belt back and was very polite: "Hello Dr. Ivey, do you have anything to do with me?" ”

My heart trembled, and I quickly answered: "What? ”