Biting the end of my words, Ivey's voice raised slightly: "I would like to ask if you know a man from England named Pete. Carter's young lad? ”

I was stunned for a few seconds, and then said frankly: "Although I don't know if the person in my impression is the one you think it is, I do know such a person, he is my former customer,."

The familiarity in his tone was obviously a little more flattened, and Ivy smiled in his words: "Sweetheart, I'm Pete's mother." ”

I really didn't expect it, my eyes widened in surprise, and I said in disbelief: "Such a coincidence? ”

The laughter was even stronger, coming through the airwaves, and Ivy said, "Sweetheart, we are so fateful, don't say polite words, I'll be direct." In your case, I consulted one of my hematology alumni, and he analyzed that although there is no serum that can completely remove the mutant molecules in your blood, you can do a deep blood circulation operation, which can dilute the mutant molecules in the blood. This process is very painful and painful, with a success rate of only 30% and 50% of the uncontrollable risks in the operation. Sweetheart, my advice, you can be more civilized, go and adopt a child, and stop dwelling on this thing. You're a friend of Pete's, and he's always held you in high esteem, and I hope you can be sensible and don't joke about your body. ”

My focus was only on the success rate, and I was ecstatic to ask Dr. Ivey to give me a ride, but for the sake of me and Pete's acquaintance, she went to great lengths to convince me not to do anything stupid, and in short, the phone call lasted for almost an hour, and in the end I was defeated by her list of medical pathologies.

I was very disappointed in my heart, but I had to comfort myself that I really should completely let go of my obsession and completely stop wanting to have children.

Such hopeless days continued, and I reluctantly retreated into the busyness until one day, Xiaoduan gave birth to a baby.

She gave birth at three o'clock in the morning on Saturday, and it went well, she gave birth to a big fat boy.

Liu Chun couldn't control the joy of becoming a first-time father, and sent good news to Chen Tu early in the morning.

Although Chen Tu and I can't be parents again in this life, we are still happy for Xiaoduan and Liu Chun when we receive such news, and we don't avoid it as much as in our hometown, so we quickly packed up ourselves, and went to a nearby supermarket, bought a bunch of maternal and child products and a bunch of nutritional products, and went to the hospital in Xinzhou Village.

Although Liu Chun and Xiao Duan are now burdened with mortgages and are not particularly wealthy, Liu Chun is afraid that Xiao Duan will not rest well in the ward of many people, so he ran away and got a single room for Xiao Duan, although it is small, it is quite quiet.

Liu Chun had a happy smile from beginning to end, and as soon as he saw us, he didn't need a small reminder, so he ran out to buy us a drink.

Signaling Chen Tu to put some of the things he brought into the cabinet, I pulled a chair and sat next to Xiao Duan, first glanced at her, and then at her doll wrapped in the crook of her arm, I was actually very happy for Xiao Duan, but my heart was very sour, and my nose seemed to be splashed with lemon juice.

With such a complicated mood, I lowered my voice and said, "Xiao Duan, is he asleep?" ”

Xiao Duan hummed shallowly, and there was a maternal smile on the corner of her mouth: "Just now Liu Chun got him some milk, he drank more than half of it, and his eyes were very cute." When he falls asleep, he will sleep very deeply, Wu Yi, you don't have to pinch your throat to speak. ”

Passing over me, Xiao Duan Leng moved his gaze to Chen Tu's body: "Chen Tu, I have a private matter, I want to communicate with Wu Yi, can you avoid it first?" ”

Shrugging his shoulders, Chen Tu said on the road, he smiled: "Okay, I'll go out to the corridor to blow the wind." ”

When Chen Tu closed the door, his footsteps faded away, Xiao Duan moved his gaze to my face, and she said, "Wu Yi, you will definitely have your own cute doll behind you." You recuperate and recuperate your body first, take it easy, and you'll be fine. ”

I knew about the last time I had an abortion, and she probably thought it was because I wasn't in good health, so she couldn't ask for it.

I didn't want to hide anything from Xiao Duan, I just felt that if I told her the truth, it would only increase her annoyance, and she might not be able to comfort me so distracted now, she might be overwhelmed in front of me.

So, even though it was pouring rain in my heart, I smiled like a flower with my conscience: "I know, super hot mom." ”

Turning over her body slightly, Xiao Duan couldn't hide her happiness at all: "That is, when the doll is older, I have to dress up and try to take the baby out to play, others think I am the baby's sister." Anyway, Wu Yi, I think you have to give birth to a baby as soon as possible. ”

I buried my face and tucked the corner of the quilt for Xiao Duan: "Well, I know." ”

Fortunately, Xiao Duan didn't continue this topic that made me extremely sour, and she lowered her voice in vain: "Wu Yi, in fact, I have something I want to ask you about." ”

I replied: "Don't be polite to me." ”

Glancing at the door, Xiao Duan pursed his lips: "Liu Chun, he doesn't know how to buy pads, the pads he bought are too hard, which makes me uncomfortable, and I can't tell him, so as to save him from his enthusiasm, can you help me buy cotton noodles?" ”

I stood up with a loud voice: "That's what, I'll go right away." ”

As soon as I stepped out of the ward, Chen Tu saw me, and he strode in front of me: "Wu Yi, where are you going?" You're going to go shopping, right? I'll go. ”

I pulled my hair: "I'll go to the mother and baby supermarket next to me to buy something for Xiaoduan, it's a more private thing, it's not convenient for you to buy it, you go to sit inside." ”

It's very interesting, Chen Tu no longer insisted, he immediately pushed the door and went in to talk to Xiao Duan about the mountains without a match.

I came out of the hospital, went into the most imposing looking mother and baby store next to it, found a clerk who seemed quite experienced, and finally bought three different brands of pads for Xiao Duan.

Although they are not heavy, they are large, and I just got out of the elevator, and they almost slipped out of my hand, and I had to change hands to carry them, and I walked back and forth like a snail.

When I was about to approach the door, I suddenly heard a small voice: "Chen Tu, it seems that you are quite good at holding the baby, and you can get started very quickly." Liu Chun, that guy, I taught him several times, but he couldn't hug him, he was clumsy. ”

I paused inexplicably, then lowered my steps more lightly, and slowly pasted them, casting a half-beam of eyes from the side towards the ward.

I saw Chen Tu standing straight, his hands wrapped in a cradle-like shape, holding Xiao Duan's child, shaking gently, the corners of his mouth were warm and made me trance-like, and his eyes were so soft that they seemed to be able to pinch out water.

My heart felt like something had pinched me, and I didn't know why all the strength of the hand was down, and the pad I was carrying quietly fell to the ground, making a slight muffled sound.

But Liu Chun, who was standing by the door, heard it, and he said happily: "Wu Yi is back." ”

As if he had been stung by something, Chen Tu's body stiffened slightly, and he stepped forward quickly and handed the child back to Xiao Duan's hand.

If I hadn't seen him do that, I would have felt a lot better.

He tried his best to hide his love for children, which only made me feel more regretful.

Holding back the lingering bitterness in my heart, I casually bent down to pick up the pads, put on a happy smile, and pushed the door open.

After putting the pads on Xiao Duan, I pretended not to see Chen Tu hugging the child so happily, and asked Xiao Duan to teach me how to hug it, I held it and shook it for a while after I learned it, and asked Chen Tu with a smile if he wanted to hug it, but Chen Tu kept saying that he didn't know how to hug it, so he didn't know it.

In the end, Chen Tu gave the child a red envelope of 9,999 yuan.

When we came out of the hospital, it was already three o'clock in the afternoon, and in the morning, the weather was quite sunny, but suddenly changed its face, and it was raining lightly.

In such silence and torment, I finally couldn't help but break free from these shackles, but I didn't know what to do, as if I didn't know how to chat with one mouth: "Chen Tu, why didn't you hug the child just now, it's so cute and soft." ”

After another fifty meters, he stopped in front of the red light, Chen Tu turned his face, reached out and touched my head, he looked calm, and said, "I don't like children, and I don't know how to hug." Just hug it, hehe. Wu Yi, it's better for us, relaxed. I just heard Liu Chun say that he hasn't closed his eyes for three or four days in a row, and there is still something to be tossed by them later. ”

It was like swallowing a handful of coptis.

I really want to say: "Chen Tu, in fact, I saw you holding a child, the smile on the corner of your mouth and the soft light in your eyes are telling me that you like children more than me, don't you try to hide it desperately in order to take into account my feelings, okay?" ”

But there is always a gap between what you want to say and what you can say.

The topic of children will only destroy the happiness that we have built up with great difficulty, bring me the dull pain of cutting, and also bring unprovoked torment to Chen Tu.

My heart was so bitter that it was like being soaked in bitter gourd juice, but I remained silent and echoed: "When you just went out, Xiao Duan didn't complain to me less, saying that she missed her single life." ”

Chen Tu and I are like a dedicated actor, desperately hiding the sadness and interpreting the happiness, but the sadness is difficult to hide, and the happiness can always be interpreted, in short, we talked a lot later, the atmosphere seems to be very relaxed, but we can't suppress the emptiness and loneliness that we show in each other's eyes from time to time.

We tacitly acknowledge it, but we fulfill each other.

Later, Chen Tu took me to the reservoir to eat fish fillets, and we packed a lot of fish fillets, sang all the way home, and got together to stare at the fish fish cat and eat all the fish fillets.

This kind of life is actually quite beautiful.

But I don't know, when Chen Tu and I get older and older, the two of us face each other more and more day and night, those passions slowly fade, do we still have today's action, the two of them buried their heads in watching the cat eat, and they can also watch so happy and harmonious.

But when I took my clothes and went to the shower, closed the bathroom door, turned on the shower, and put myself under the shallow temperature of the water, my eyes may have entered the water, and my eyes must have been uncomfortable when they got into the water, right, and before I could rub them, tears burst out and flowed into the water and disappeared.

I took one of the longest baths of my life, and I seemed to want to turn all my sorrow into tears, but there was a sadness machine in my body, and no matter how hard I tried, it was still stubborn.

A thought that was so strong that it couldn't stop growing like a weed in my mind.

I'm going to go to Dr. Ivey again and convince her to get me hooked up and have a virus dilution surgery.

Considering the risks she mentioned, according to my understanding of Chen Tu, even if it is only 0.8% risk, he will not let me try it easily, let alone 50%.

After thinking about it, I gritted my teeth and decided to hide it from Chen Tu for the time being.

After spending the weekend with Chen Tu, I found a place where no one was around and called Dr. Ivy at noon on Monday.

At first, when she heard that I had such thoughts, she kept denying me and refusing me, but under my tireless begging, she finally couldn't resist and asked me to meet me at the hotel where she was staying.

Driving as fast as I could, I met Ivey himself at the Western restaurant of the Grand Hyatt.

I didn't really have much idea that she was Pete's mom before, but as soon as we met, it was completely clear to me.

After all, Pete, although it can't be said to be printed in the same mold as her, their facial features are very similar.

This made me feel a lot more relaxed, and I quickly shook hands with her and sat down across from her.

There is no shelf, and there is no pretense that I am older than you, I am the king, Ivy seems to prefer to get along with me like a friend, which is different from the concise words on the phone, this time she told me the whole process of the operation in detail, she detailed all the risks, listed them for me, and made it clear to me one by one, I want to do those surgeries, what I have to endure.

Even a person like me, who seems to be not afraid of heaven and earth, was also frightened by her, but the urge to have my own children dominated me and dispelled those fears of the unknown.

Seeing that I was bombarded by her, I still had to persevere, Ivey told me that her alumnus, who used to be the best in their medical school, was now sitting in a tertiary hospital in Shanghai, and she could help me contact and make an appointment for him to treat me in three days, and she hoped that I would not go to Shanghai alone, and that it would be better for me to be accompanied by relatives. If relatives can't spare time, then I don't want to go alone, it's best to find a friend with a calmer personality to accompany you.

After saying goodbye to Dr. Ivey, I couldn't stop smiling bitterly on the way back.

Now, in addition to Chen Tu, there are only Wu Zhan among my relatives.

If Chen Tu knew that I was fooling around, he would definitely tie me up and not let me go to Shanghai.

As for Wu Zhan, he must know that he may persuade me not to move on the surface, but he will still tell Chen Tu later.

Tangled and entangled, I decided to trouble Deng Qiqi.

Taking out my mobile phone, I flipped to Deng Qiqi's mobile phone number and dialed it.

The bell was almost over before the phone was answered, but a male voice came.

I almost jumped up from the saddle: "Why did you pick it up?" ”

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