138 All our lives we have been rampant

After Shang Lin finished speaking, he broke the fingers of Jiang Ciyun and grabbed his shirt one by one, and slapped his hand a few times to smooth out the wrinkles on his neckline.

I hugged the child, approached Shang Lin step by step, and said slowly: "I don't know you well, but what I see now is a person who casually pries open the door of someone else's house and sits here without face and skin." ”

For a few seconds, Shang Lin didn't speak, his fingers tapping slowly on the edge of the couch.

Shang Lin ignored me, looked at Jiang Ciyun and asked, "Ciyun, what do you think of the last four words?" ”

"Fuck off." Jiang Ciyun King Kong glared angrily.

Shang Lin's good-looking hand pulled out a stack of sets from behind him and raised it in his hand: "Brother and sister." How many of these things do my brother use with you in one night? It really works. ”

My eyes were straight, and even if Shang Lin broke into the door, he actually took out such a private thing. But I'm not a little girl after all, and the chaos quickly calmed down.

"I don't think you want to live anymore!" Jiang Ciyun pulled it from his hand and threw it into the trash.

Shang Lin glanced at it and nodded: "Don't get excited." I heard that my younger siblings can't give birth, and it seems that the money for buying a set in the future can be saved, which is good. ”

It was like a thorn in my heart, and the doctor said that my uterus was already very thin, and that I was bleeding heavily when I gave birth to my daughter, and that it would be life-threatening to get pregnant again. Jiang Ciyun discussed with the doctor and put a birth control ring on me, and it was a great regret in my heart that I couldn't give him a son, and I didn't want to think about these things myself, but Shang Lin wanted to expose our scars.

"How long have you been back? Check how much effort I put into it? Yes? The green tendons on Jiang Ciyun's neck burst out.

"No, it's caring." Shang Lin took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket and pulled out one.

The smoke is strange, the taste is strange, the cigarette box is even stranger, there is nothing on the outer packaging. When Shang Lin took out the match box, my anger rose up, he was holding the match I gave to Jiang Ciyun and lighting a cigarette, that thing was not worth much, but because I gave it, Jiang Ciyun has not been very willing to use it.

"If you don't leave, don't force Lao Tzu to be rude." Jiang Ciyun snatched the matchbox from his hand.

Shang Lin was not angry, and gently pulled the corners of his mouth: "Then you may be disappointed, I plan to live here." ”

", okay. You can live if you love it! Yingying and I left. ”

My waist was grabbed by a strong force, and just as I was about to turn around, Shang Lin spoke extremely slowly: "Where do you live, where do I live." It's better not to waste money on repairing the door again. No matter how high-end the electronic door is, it is a child's thing in my hands. ”

I was furious and glanced at him: "Are you a habitual thief?" Honorable? ”

Shang Lin stared at me like an eagle, and he stood up and walked up to me step by step.

He was so tall that my legs were shorter when I wasn't wearing high heels when I was pregnant, and his waist reached my abdomen, and the feeling of pressure alone was enough to make it hard to breathe.

He looked down at my daughter and said, "Some people are destined not to end well when they are born, but there are people who are not interested, thinking that if they get rid of one, they will be taken seriously, but the result is still unsatisfactory." ”

Shang Lin's hand slid slowly across my daughter's face.

When I heard this, my heart was about to jump out. Other things can be handled calmly, but feelings and my daughter are my weakness now. I turned to my side, not wanting the man who seemed to be a little insane to touch my daughter again. As long as I think that Shang Lin robbed Xiaoyan on the street, my hairs can stand up immediately.

"Take the child to the rest party." Jiang Ciyun ordered.

I nodded, but my steps became slower and slower as I walked up the stairs, and when I walked around the corner, my feet unconsciously folded back again, and I hid for a while before I heard a sound. I slowly moved out of the foothills of the wall.

"I haven't come back for so many years, and when I come back, I make a fuss, what do you want to do?" The person who spoke was Jiang Ciyun.

Shang Lin's answer was simple: "Collect debts." ”

"It's not the same time it used to be. I think it's the same as when I was a child, and you can make people beat me to death by fanning the flames next to me? Jiang Ciyun pointed at him.

"You can believe it or not." Shang Lin took another step closer: "Your woman, daughter, money, and reputation will all leave you." I'll give you a taste of what the most desperate days are like. ”

"Shut up!" Jiang Ciyun swung his fist and smashed it into Shang Lin's face, and the head of the person who was two or three centimeters taller than Jiang Ciyun was immediately tilted to the side.

Turning his head as slowly as he spoke, Shang Lin raised his hand and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, his fingertips reached into his mouth to lick the blood, and his bangs covered his eyes again, I have never seen a man with such a full of yin and evil temperament.

Shang Lin didn't fight back, but still said slowly: "I like the order of life. Besides, you robbed an old friend of a woman who liked, and your conscience was acceptable? ”

My heart was stunned, and I thought this was a little scary. was expecting Jiang Ciyun to say something, but he didn't say anything.

Shang Lin said: "Lawyer Xu likes Tang Ying longer than you. He should have mentioned to you that he had a crush on a girl, and you knew that girl was Tang Ying. Don't ask me why I know about him, as long as I want to know, it's not hard. You ruined the love of such a good man who only has one time in his life, no, it can't be said to be love, and even the buds died before they could be sent. ”

When I heard this, my eyes widened. This is impossible, the first time Xu Mushen and I met was after falling out with Lu Li, and he himself said that he noticed me when he saw my eyes on TV, and that time Xu Mushen said that he wanted to help me fight a lawsuit, I thought it was a little strange why a person I didn't know jumped out to help me, but later found out that he and Jiang Ciyun were friends, so I didn't think about it anymore.

Just thinking about these things, Jiang Ciyun gave Shang Lin another kick and scolded: "Get out of here!" No more nonsense, be careful that Lao Tzu breaks your teeth! ”

"Oh? Nonrecognition? Still angry? So you tell me what it is? Shang Lin half-knelt on the ground and slowly stood up again.

He pulled out a piece of letterhead from his pocket, the particularly childish kind. From my point of view, I could still see the traces of time on the envelope, and the paper had turned so yellow, and my heart was even more shocked.

It is clearly written to Tang Ying, and the person who signed the payment is Xu Mushen. I dug it out in a broken box in my parents' house, what are you doing keeping other people's love letters in their twenties for so long? Ciyun, whether it is me or your friend, as long as others have you or not, the seeds of darkness will be planted in your heart. It's a pity that Tang Ying is that woman, I may not be able to figure out why a big boss like you would take a fancy to her. In addition to the fact that she is Lu Qisan's former wife, she is also a woman that your old friend has had a crush on for many years, you are curious, you want to conquer, these are not love. Oh yes, and that female teacher, she cares about you when you're most neglected, she takes care of you, you want more, that's why you're going to be nice to a woman who is seven years older than you. Shang Lin said all this calmly, and gently patted Jiang Ciyun's chest a few times: "If you don't keep quiet, those dark corners in your heart still can't escape my eyes." ”

Jiang Ciyun angrily tore the envelope and tore it into pieces and threw it into the trash, scolding: "You don't go home, but you keep paying attention to Lao Tzu? Shang Lin, it's right that you are my brother, and I admit that I was sorry for you at that time, but I didn't do the trafficker incident at all, you know it very well in your heart! ”

"There was a trafficking gang on that train, and more than ten years ago, I didn't need to register my identity when I took the train, and you forced me to get on the train, and I and several other children of different ages were forcibly taken away. I can't bear to mention it myself during those days, it really has nothing to do with you? Seeing that I came back, you didn't seem to feel a little guilty, in just a few hours, you said several times to roll, which shows how disgusting you are with me. It's not right, it should be that when you see me, you will think of a lot of old things that you don't want to remember. Ha ha. Shang Lin's eyes suddenly glanced over, I made eye contact with him, put my back against the wall, and stepped into the bedroom as if fleeing, and even the sound of the door closing was deliberately very small.

I put my daughter in the crib and my whole body was numb.

After about half an hour, the door was pushed open.

Jiang Ciyun strode in, first walked to the side of the bed and looked at Xiaoyan deeply, he didn't look at me, and threw me a sentence: "Shang Lin will stay in our house for a few days." ”

I wasn't surprised to hear this, but more of a fear.

What method did Shang Lin use to get Jiang Ciyun to agree to stay, I can probably guess it, most of it is the content of their conversation just now. But this also proves in disguise that the man I love deeply has real dark corners in his heart. In addition to Shang Lin, Xu Mushen also mentioned that Jiang Ciyun has a lot of dark sides in his heart.

Most of people's psychological changes are related to experience, Jiang Ciyun's series of experiences doomed him to be complex and simple, in fact, it is not strange, but Shang Lin's sentence This is not love at all, it really hurt me, and completely confused my mood.

"Why?" I still have to ask in front of him.

Jiang Ciyun straightened his spine and said, "There is no special reason. ”

I watched as he didn't speak, and he began to seal up what he didn't want to say.

He came over and hugged me tightly in his arms, and as I sat on the edge of the bed, the force was so strong that my face was completely pressed against his lower abdomen, almost suffocating on his abs.

"Yingying, I can do nothing, you and your daughter can't." He lowered his voice, and there were several breaks in the middle before he could finish speaking.

At dinner, it was Shang Lin's fried dishes, Jiang Ciyun and I sat at the dinner table, no one used chopsticks, to be honest, I didn't dare to eat the food cooked by such a sinister and terrible person.

Shang Lin glanced at us, picked up the chopsticks first, picked up a chopstick and put it in his mouth: "It's not poisonous." ”

When he was eating, his bangs covered one of his eyes again, and the little bruise on the corner of his mouth didn't affect his good looks at all.

Shang Lin ate very slowly, chewing as if there was no sound, I seemed to see some shadows of Jiang Ciyun from this man, very fragmentary, but it was real.

"Yingying, your confinement is over, when will you go back to the company." Jiang Ciyun finally picked up the chopsticks.

I think that because of the appearance of Shang Lin, Jiang Ciyun can no longer let me stay at home.

"Oh, it's time to go." I also picked up the chopsticks: "What about the child?" Who takes care of, babysitter or ......"

"I love to take care of kids. I've had a lot of kids since I was sixteen. Shang Lin said slowly.