137 All our lives we have been rampant
I frowned, this guy hadn't made a good impression on me since he first appeared. He didn't talk much, but every word was tinged with sharp thorns, as if he wouldn't stop until he stabbed someone to death.
"Don't try to provoke the relationship between me and Ciyun, don't talk nonsense here." I stared at Shang Lin.
"Yo. Unbelief? Sooner or later, you will believe. He smiled very shortly, and his eyes swept contemptuously from my face to Jiang Ciyun's face. His hand gently patted Jiang Ciyun's suit a few times, it was obviously very light, like patting dust, but I seemed to smell the smell of artillery fire and gunsmoke.
Shang Lin's tone of speech was still very slow: "Ciyun, you have finally found someone who values you in everything, I hope that the people around you can always accompany you." ”
When he stood up, Jiang Ciyun seemed to be unable to hold back, and scolded in a low voice: "Lao Tzu really wants to tear your mouth apart." ”
Shang Lin ignored it.
He walked to the kitchen door and said inside, "Dad, Mom, I'll go first." The phone will not be replaced at the moment. ”
Jiang's father and Jiang's mother immediately rushed out of the kitchen, and Jiang's father took Shang Lin's hand: "There is a room at home to sleep in, let's stay when you come back." ”
Jiang's mother almost burst into tears: "Linlin, you have been sixteen years old for nineteen years now, and your father and I haven't seen you for almost twenty years, why do you have to leave before you come?" ”
Shang Lin said: "It's really something, I will come for a meal every day." ”
I watched all this quietly, and I sighed in my heart.
Time is really an abrasive thing, and I always feel that Shang Lin and my in-laws feel like strangers, and they have long lost the familiarity that relatives should have.
After Shang Lin left, his in-laws immediately came to ask Jiang Ciyun: "Did you say something strange to your eldest brother again?" Otherwise, he would have to leave as soon as he came. Yes? You're such a debt collector! ”
With a snap, Jiang Ciyun slapped his palm on the table, and the frightened Jiang's father and Jiang's mother didn't speak again.
He looked at me at a glance: "Yingying, take Xiaoyan out, let's go." ”
Before the car started, Jiang Ciyun slammed his fist on the steering wheel, and the anger in the silence was the most terrifying. His masseter muscles were tensed very tightly, and Xiao Yan, who was sleeping, burst out crying, and Jiang Ciyun's movements stopped, and a large patch of red fell on his fist.
"Resignation, resignation." I suddenly became terrified to even call him by name.
He turned to look at me, and there was a moist, faint look in his eyes. He looked down at his daughter, and his emotions finally softened.
"Give it to me." He spread his hands.
I handed the child over.
Jiang Ciyun picked up the child to be more familiar than me, since pregnancy, he washed my feet every day, massaged me, in the late stage of pregnancy, my legs were swollen and couldn't help it, he would rub my legs every day after work, and called my sister-in-law for a few months in the early days of confinement, but in the end Jiang Ciyun was dismissed because of a little detail that Jiang Ciyun was not satisfied.
He dropped everything in the company to cook for me and do my laundry. I woke up in the middle of the night when the child was noisy, and I saw him hanging around the room with the child in my arms several times, although it was a daughter, he really loved her.
When I was young, I heard the older generation say that no one is perfect, a person can't be all advantages, and no matter how perfect a person is, there are always some shortcomings, but I really think that in addition to being more possessive, he is full of light.
The child's crying stopped, and Jiang Ciyun handed the child back to me. He drove in the direction of the sea-view house, and halfway through the drive was much slower, he suddenly said, "There are no human traffickers." He's lying. ”
I chuckled. I didn't dare to ask, so I could only wait quietly for his next words.
Jiang Ciyun didn't look at me, he said in a low voice, "My brother is four years older than me. When I was a child, what I wore and played with was left for me by him. When I was a child, my parents loved him very much, and when I was ten years old, my brother and I accompanied my mother to the temple to burn incense.
She said that anyway, my brother can wear it after he wears it. One of the most memorable moments was when there was a wonton shop in front of my house, and my mom secretly bought a bowl and locked my brother in his room so that he could finish it and come out. They thought I didn't know, but I knew everything. ”
These words passed round and round in my ears, and I looked at him in a daze: "They are all their own children, how can there be such a big difference?" If you were a girl, I would understand, after all, the remnants of patriarchal thinking are still very heavy, but you are also a boy. ”
Jiang Ciyun has almost no addiction to smoking, and he tried hard to quit when I was pregnant.
I still remember how irritable he was when he quit smoking, feeling his cigarette in his mouth several times, pretending to light it with a lighter, and taking a few puffs. But he had a cigarette case in his car all the time, and he wanted to touch it again, probably thinking of his daughter, and suddenly threw the cigarette case out of the window in a rage.
He turned his head, scratched a small stain on the car window with his fingers, and said in a dead voice: "Maybe he has a few more years of time with my parents." I heard from my former neighbors that they were caught and fined a lot of money when they gave birth to me. Oh, Lao Tzu doesn't know what kind of evil he has created, so he will not invite them to see him. But I was very naughty when I was a child, my brother was very well-behaved, he studied well, I didn't study as well as him. Sometimes when I get into trouble outside, my classmates' parents come to the door and scold people, and they don't like me even more. Shang Lin didn't help me, and he still shouted on the side to kill me. Later, when he got into a big accident and relied on Lao Tzu, my dad used a broom bastard to pump my ass, and then the stick was broken. The golden butt you like, that's probably how it came about. ”
The last sentence is that if I had been in normal times, I would have laughed, but today I can't laugh at all.
Swallowing my saliva, I asked again, "And then?" Why did he disappear? You just said to him regret it, why? I really didn't sell him to traffickers. ”
Jiang Ciyun turned his head, glanced at me with disgust, and said, "He is four years older than me. He's sixteen, I'm only twelve, if someone really wants someone to get a trafficker, why don't you kidnap me with me? Yingying, your business has been done in vain! Brain-soaked in a? ”
"People say it's pregnant...... Silly three years. I breathed a sigh of relief, bit my lip lightly, and asked, "But you also said that you forced him away, so you ......" How did you force him away, and the words finally stuck in my throat.
I have to say that Jiang Ciyun's lack of security may have been cultivated since childhood. He was afraid that those close to him would hate him, so they ran away from him and didn't want him. Later, he had me to be so possessive.
The thought of this makes my heart hurt even more.
Jiang Ciyun ripped off his collar irritably, pointed at me and said, "I can tell you, but don't laugh." ”
"No laughing, I promise." I put my daughter on my lap and swore with one free hand.
Jiang Ciyun's brows furrowed fiercely, his sexy tongue licked his lips, and he slapped his palm on the steering wheel again, looking very annoyed and said, "Forget it, Lao Tzu still won't say it." ”
"How?" My curiosity was completely aroused, what is it that even people like Jiang Ciyun would find it difficult to talk about?
"Go home first." He started the car and raced all the way home, and although he was very good at driving, at least ten years old, I was almost scared to death.
Finally, the car stopped at the door of the sea-view house, and my hanging heart was able to fall.
Jiang Ciyun and I walked to the door of our house, and the sea breeze in the distance hit my face quietly, a little fishy, but I had long been used to smelling it, it belonged to the smell of nature.
I followed Jiang Ciyun, but he suddenly stopped. My face hit his tight back, and to be honest, it hurt.
"Why did you stop all of a sudden?"
He tilted his head and was about to speak to me when I heard a more distinctive male voice, like an old record.
"It's too slow."
My eyes almost lifted, and as soon as I moved my steps, I saw Shang Lin hanging by the door with one hand held high, and his feet were overlapping very casually.
"Why are you in my house?" I glared at Shang Lin, my mouth was very calm, but in my heart it was like floating seawater, and I heard the sound of Suosuo.
"Waiting for you." After Shang Lin finished speaking, he didn't pay any attention to us, turned around and walked back.
Jiang Ciyun seemed to be angry, and his steps became so fast that I almost trotted to catch up with him.
Shang Lin sat on the sofa, very casual, still dressed in black. I've seen a lot of hooligans, but Shang Lin's feeling is also somewhat similar to that kind of person, I don't know if I think too much, in short, Shang Lin gives me a very frightened feeling. He is like an eagle in the night, and his eyes are unforgettable at a glance.
Jiang Ciyun grabbed his shirt and scolded, "Who the asked you to come to my house." ”
Shang Lin's eyes narrowed lightly, smiling like a person who had come out of hell, he slapped Jiang Ciyun's hand away and said, "Our brothers haven't seen each other for so many years, shouldn't we talk more?" Just now, there were two old things in that place, and it was inconvenient to catch up. ”
When I heard Shang Lin's words, my heart sank.
Because Jiang Ciyun told me some things about their childhood, Shang Lin said that my parents were old things, and he made me feel even worse.
"Keep your mouth clean!" I hugged my daughter and jumped out and said, "How can you say that your parents are called old things, do you have any morals?" ”
Shang Lin looked at me and smiled: "Brother and sister, we don't know each other, right?" Since you are not familiar with me, you may not even know what kind of person I am, what qualifications do you have to judge me easily? ”
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