Chapter 144: Forgetting You, Impossible

"You may not know, in fact, I knew you a long time ago, at that time, you were still in Jiangcheng, in an unknown high school, I thought you were Mu Zhirong's girlfriend, I originally wanted to tell you to leave Mu Zhirong and let him be responsible for Xiaorou."

"Later, I saw you in the photo, and I also went to your school to see you, and at that time I suddenly thought, maybe I shouldn't force you like this, you are more innocent than anyone else."

"Later, when I saw you in the clubhouse, I couldn't associate you with the people in the school back then, and I realized later that we had met a long time ago."

His voice was soft, echoing softly throughout the room, and the sensation, as if something was tugging at her heart.

"Grandma once said that I put too much responsibility on my body, because of my mother's words, I can't hate my father, because Mrs. Lu takes care of me, I can't be cruel to her children, many, much, when I made the final decision, I found out that in fact, the person I am most sorry for is you."

"I used to think about using the rest of my life to make amends to you, to spoil you, and to repay all the injuries you suffered because of me in the past, but ...... Not now, I'm afraid. ”

"Song Yan, I love you, maybe you don't believe it, and you think I'm cruel and selfish, but I really love you. And now...... Please forget about me. ”

When the last word fell, it was as if something had shattered everything in front of it.

Then, Song Yan heard a voice from the computer, she walked over, only to find that the voice just now had been automatically deleted, permanently ...... Delete.

No......

She kept operating the computer, but there was nothing, it was really gone......

He didn't even leave her a single recording!

Song Yan's body slowly squatted down, and the throat that was originally gambling was finally difficult, and he spit out a choked voice, and finally, it turned into a collapsed cry.

Forget about you......

How did I forget you?

If you can really forget, you should have forgotten it ten years ago, such a long time, so many memories, how can you forget!?

Lu Yinchen, how irresponsible are you to say this sentence so lightly, you have been dead for a hundred years, what about the people who stay?

What do you let the people who stay!?

Song Yan didn't know how long she had been crying, and it wasn't until later, when her voice had become hoarse, that she slowly straightened up.

She took the recorder out and pressed play.

At first, it was calm, and when Song Yan almost thought it was a blank, his voice came, "Song Yan, I love you." ”

Song Yan thought that she would break down and cry again, but what she didn't expect was that her mood was very calm.

She only grabbed the recorder tightly, and then kissed it gently.

"I love you too."

Love, love.

There is no one in this world who loves you more than I do.

But you want me to forget about you, impossible.

……

A month passed quickly.

The temperature in Haicheng gradually dropped, and Song Yan's stomach was also obvious, she would go to Lu's house every day, sit in his former office, follow his example, stand in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and overlook the entire Haicheng.

The burned villa was rebuilt by her, and the shape to the design inside, to every brick and tile, was exactly the same as before.

Those servants who were dismissed by him were also called back by her, including Alluring the country and the city, but Yao Fei never came back.

When Song Yan had a prenatal checkup, Lu Hengyi always accompanied her, and the doctor told her that it was most likely a girl.

It's really ...... Just as he thought.

Every weekend, Song Yan would take Lu Hengyi to the temple, where occasionally, she could bump into Xu Xiangsi, her face was always calm, and when she faced Song Yan, she just said softly to the donor.

Song Yan went to the flower shop to buy flowers and slowly placed them in front of his grave.

"You know what? I went to Hengyi's parent-teacher conference today, the teacher said that he performed very well, he won another first place, he told me that there are a lot of girls in the school who always follow him and make him very annoying, Lu Yinchen, you were ...... Isn't that the case? ”

"I think so, but why did you say you were going to harm me?" She looked at the man on the tombstone, his lips pursed, and there was a coldness in his eyes.

She thought that maybe at Lu Hengyi's age, he should be like this, and rejected those girls with a straight face.

"I'm kidding, actually...... I'm glad you can come and harm me, and I'm glad I can...... Meet you. Although I will live alone for the rest of my life, ...... It doesn't matter, because what you gave me is enough for me to miss for a lifetime. ”

"By the way, I went for a prenatal checkup today, and the doctor said, it's very likely to be a girl, and it's really right for you, I don't call Hengyi a baby now, he said don't call it Beibei, you say, what's it called?"

Song Yan looked at him and said softly, "If you can, can you come to my dream and tell me?" Just once. ”

Song Yan said intermittently, and when she was tired, she simply sat down and said, "Lu Yinchen, do you think I regret meeting you?" Actually, no, I feel very lucky that I can meet you, and if we can meet again, I think, I will definitely ...... Fall in love with you again. ”

……

The day Lu Siyi was born happened to be the weekend, and Song Yan was looking at the bright red roses in the back garden of the temple, and he only felt a sharp pain.

That's how she came into the world.

Lu Siyi's name was taken by Lu Hengyi, and the meaning is the same as his one, but Lu Hengyi did not say the origin of the word Siyi.

Song Yan didn't have any opinions, just smiled and nodded.

There was a commotion in the ward, and many people sent their blessings, but Song Yan only accepted it with a smile.

Unlike Lu Heng, who was born well-behaved, Lu Siyi was very noisy, Song Yan had to be woken up several times every night, and after being confined, he finally got better.

Mrs. Lu liked Lu Siyi very much, and considering that it was inconvenient for Song Yan to take the child, she simply brought Jiang's mother over in person every weekend.

Everything flowed calmly and quickly, if it weren't for that phone call......

At that time, Song Yan was feeding Lu Siyi milk, and the phone was directly turned on hands-free.

"Miss Song."

A familiar voice came from over there, Song Yan was slightly stunned for a moment, and then a little disbelievable, "Yao Fei? ”

"It's me." Yao Fei quickly replied, "Perhaps...... Do you have time now? ”

Song Yan glanced at the child in his arms, "What's the matter?" ”

Yao Fei was silent for a moment and said, "I'm in the United States now, if I can, I want to invite you over......

"I can't leave with the child, you can tell me something directly."

Yao Fei's stumbling appearance made Song Yan feel a little strange, and she said directly.

Yao Fei was silent, and then he seemed to discuss it with the people around him, and said to her, "Let's go back tomorrow, I wonder if Miss Song has time to pick us up at the airport?" ”

"You guys?" Song Yan's brows furrowed, "Who?" ”

"One...... Miss Song: An old friend you'd love to see. ”

Song Yan raised his eyebrows, "Hmm...... Alright then, you send me the time of the flight. ”

After hanging up the phone, Song Yan put Lu Siyi on the bed, and just after covering her with the quilt, the mobile phone rang again.

"Did you sleep?"

"Can I answer your phone if I'm asleep?"

Mu Zhirong smiled over there, "I have something to go to Haicheng tomorrow, can it take up a little of your time?" ”

"Can I refuse?"

"I know that Ms. Song of our Lu Group is very difficult to make an appointment, but for Mu Mu's sake, can't she be accommodating?"

"Well, Mu Mu is coming too?"

"He said he wanted to see your daughter."

Song Yan then said, "Okay, see you tomorrow." ”

Mu Zhirong wanted to complain that Song Yan was so favoritism, but Song Yan didn't care about him, and hung up the phone after saying a few words casually.

I don't know what method Mu Zhirong used, when Song Yan saw him and Mu Mu again, the relationship between the two had eased a lot, although they were not Lu Yinchen's children, Mu Mu's cold appearance was even more obvious than Lu Yinchen.

I don't know why, when he saw Lu Siyi, his eyes softened a lot, and when Song Yan hugged Lu Siyi to him, he finally saw a little panic on his expressionless face.

Lu Hengyi instructed him beside him, "Your hand should be like this, or her neck will be twisted, lower it a little, it's too low......"

After Song Yan glanced at them, he looked at Mu Zhirong, "What do you want to do when you come back this time?" ”

Mu Zhirong glanced at her, "Get married." ”

Song Yan was stunned for a moment, and then said in surprise, "Really? ”

Looking at Song Yan's obviously happy appearance, Mu Zhirong couldn't help but be a little frustrated, and said, "You just want to see me get married so much?" ”

"It's time to get married."

"What about you? Do you still want to get married? ”

Song Yan was stunned for a moment, then shook his head with a smile, "No." ”

Mu Zhirong sighed, "If I say that I am willing to wait for you for the rest of my life, will you be willing to marry me as soon as you are moved?" ”

Song Yan laughed.

That smile was enough to say one thing, she didn't take it seriously.

Mu Zhirong took a sip of tea, "To be honest, do you know how many women want to marry me now?" ”

"I know there must be a lot, so you hurry up and pick a marriage and find a mother for Mumu."

Hearing the voice, Mu Mu, who was originally there to tease Lu Siyi, raised his head, glanced at Song Yan and said, "I don't want it." ”

Song Yan touched his nose and said, "You can't do this family education." ”

Mu Zhirong snorted lightly and looked at Lu Hengyi, "Hengyi, how about asking your mother to find you a father?" ”

"It's good if mom is happy."

Lu Hengyi's answer was a slap in the face to Mu Zhirong, the corners of his mouth twitched, and then he stood up, "I won't tell you so much, let's go to dinner." ”

Song Yan glanced at the time, "I'll pick up someone at the airport later." ”

"Who?"

"Yao Fei, and he said a friend, I don't know who it is."

Mu Zhirong frowned, but Lu Hengyi over there heard the conversation between the two and looked at Song Yan, "Uncle Yao is coming back?" ”

Song Yan nodded.

Lu Hengyi grabbed her hand, "Then let's go pick up Uncle Yao." ”

"Hengyi, you don't seem to like seeing me?" Mu Zhirong looked at Lu Hengyi with a smile, "Don't forget, I hugged you when you were a child!" ”

Lu Hengyi tilted his head, "I don't remember, Mom, let's go pick up Uncle Yao." ”

Song Yan looked at Mu Zhirong with a smile, "I heard it, it's not that I don't want to eat with you." ”

"We can eat together and then pick people up at the airport together."

After saying that, Mu Zhirong had already hooked Song Yan's shoulders directly, Song Yan looked at the time, it happened to be early, but he didn't refuse.

Lu Hengyi could only follow behind the two.

Mu Mu naturally followed, he liked Lu Siyi very much and wanted to take her with him, so Song Yan called someone to help take care of Lu Siyi.

Song Yan looked at Lu Siyi's unwillingness to let go of Lu Siyi, and said with a smile, "Since this is the case, you shouldn't stop your father from getting married, in this case, he can give you a sister." ”

Mu Mu glanced at Mu Zhirong and said, "He must not be good-looking." ”

Hearing this, Song Yan was stunned for a moment, then quickly laughed and looked at Mu Zhirong, "Did you hear what your son said about you?" ”

Mu Zhirong glanced at her and looked at Mu Mu, "Maybe you can ask Aunt Song to ask her to order her daughter to give you a doll, and you can get married when you grow up." ”

Mu Mu was already sixteen years old, so he naturally understood what he meant by baby kissing, so he only pursed his lips and didn't speak.

Song Yan glanced at Mu Zhirong, "Are you okay with a bad child like this?" ”

"How can this be called bad teaching, you see such a big competition in the future, it is better to start early......"

Under the threat of Song Yan's gaze, Mu Zhirong didn't say anything more.

Because the time was a little tight, they only found a casual restaurant to eat, and after eating, Mu Zhirong really followed Song Yan behind to pick up people.

Song Yan was a little helpless, "We all have a car of people, wait a minute, where will they sit?" ”

"I've already asked the driver to drive another car." Mu Zhirong said nonchalantly.

Song Yan shrugged helplessly.

Mu Zhirong glanced at the time, "What kind of big man is it, he has to let you pick it up?" ”

Song Yan didn't know, but since Lu Yinchen's accident, Song Yan never passed through Yao Fei again, and later knew that he was gone from Lu Hengyi's mouth, and it has been more than half a year now, and I didn't hear from him until today.

Even if Lu Yinchen was no longer there, Song Yan was still very happy when he heard the news of Yao Fei's return at this time.

Hearing Mu Zhirong's words, she couldn't help but roll her eyes, "Why do I think your words seem to be mocking me?" ”

"Absolutely not, don't all the people in Haicheng have to look at your face to live now? Where do I dare? ”

Song Yan was not angry with him, so he simply stretched out his hand to pinch him, Mu Zhirong dodged backwards, and when Song Yan was about to chase, his feet slammed, and the whole person suddenly rushed forward.

Seeing that she was about to fall and chew on, Mu Zhirong immediately reached out and held her in his arms.

"Uncle Yao!"

Before Song Yan could get up, he heard Lu Hengyi's words.

Song Yan raised his head and just saw Yao Fei walking out of it, carrying a small suitcase in his hand.

Behind him was a man in a black suit, who looked very thin, wearing a hat, sunglasses and a mask, which was very strange.

Song Yan searched in his mind, but he didn't find any information related to this person.

Thinking like this, she realized that she was still in Mu Zhirong's arms, and quickly broke free and walked towards Yao Fei.

"Miss Song." Yao Fei's eyes quickly glanced at Song Yan and then fell on Mu Zhirong's body, "Mu Shao." ”

"Yao Tezhu, long time no see. You've hacked a lot. Mu Zhirong said with a smile.

Song Yan glanced at him and looked at Yao Fei, "Who are you talking about?" ”

Yao Fei glanced at the person behind him, and was about to say something, when the man coughed lightly and said in a dumb voice, "Mr. has something delayed, and he didn't come back today." ”

His voice was hoarse, as if he was blocked by something, Song Yan couldn't help but look at him twice, "Yao Fei, is he?" ”

"He's ...... Another assistant to the gentleman. ”

Song Yan sighed and frowned, "Who are you talking about?" ”

He ...... When he comes, Miss Song will know, let's go first! ”

Yao Fei seemed to be very nervous, cold sweat kept laughing, Song Yan was a little strange, but he just walked in front.

Lu Hengyi and Yao Fei have always had a good relationship, and now they are constantly asking him about something, and Yao Fei only answers politely.

Song Yan walked in front, and when he heard the conversation between the two, his eyes kept falling on that person.

It's a pity that he keeps his head down, as if he doesn't want to communicate anything with himself.

Mu Zhirong noticed her gaze, hooked her shoulders directly, and said, "What, you have a crush on someone?" ”

Song Yan pulled his hand down, "Don't talk nonsense, I just think it...... It's like knowing him. ”

Mu Zhirong raised his eyebrows and glanced at the man, "It's amazing, you can see that he is covered like this?" ”

Song Yan rolled his eyes, "I can't make sense with you, you go away for me." ”

Mu Zhirong shook his head, "Woman, I'll throw it away when I'm done." ”

The two were talking in front, Yao Fei looked at the backs of the two, and frowned at Lu Hengyi, "Mu Shao and Miss Song ......"

"Uncle Mu? He was very good to his mother and took good care of us all the time, and he was always busy when my sister was born. ”

Yao Fei's brows furrowed even tighter, and Lu Heng looked at the person over there, "What do you call this uncle?" ”

"Xu." He said succinctly.

Lu Heng nodded, then looked at Yao Fei and said in a low voice, "Uncle Yao, why do I think he is weird?" ”

From the beginning, he had been staring at Song Yan's back, and that gaze made Lu Hengyi frown a little unhappily.

"Mom!"

He couldn't bear it anymore, so he stepped forward directly and pulled Song Yan, "Let's go home!" ”

"Yes, but Yao Tezhu ......"

"We'll just go back to the hotel by ourselves." Yao Fei immediately said, Mu Zhirong glanced at them, "I'll ask the driver to send you over." ”

"No, you don't." The person surnamed Xu said directly, then stopped a car and sat directly on it.

His movements were fast, as if he couldn't wait to get out of here, Song Yan looked at it, and his brows couldn't help frowning.

Mu Zhirong was also confused, and looked at Song Yan, "So they asked you to pick it up, what are they for?" ”

"I don't know, but didn't they say it? That important person hasn't come yet. ”

"What kind of big shot can it be?" Mu Zhirong glanced at the taxi they were away from, and replied in his heart, maybe the one who couldn't see the face was the big man.

But this sentence, he did not say.

He was afraid that Song Yan would be disappointed, and even more afraid that if his conjecture was true, then what was he ...... What do you want to do?

Mu Zhirong didn't stay long, and after sending Song Yan back, he left.

After Song Yan went back, after settling Lu Siyi, he took a bath and lay on the bed.

I don't know why, the moment he closed his eyes, the appearance of the man who was standing next to Yao Fei suddenly appeared, whether it was his appearance or voice, he was undoubtedly unfamiliar, but in Song Yan's heart, there was suddenly a very strange feeling.

She knew how ridiculous she was.

But she still couldn't control it.

Yao Fei knew how heartfelt Song Yan was to him before, and before that, she had never heard of it, and there was a "sir", and she said that it was an old friend she knew.

Who could it be?

Song Yan really didn't have a clue at all.

Later, how Song Yan slept over, she had forgotten, she had always had a very accurate biological clock, and she successfully overslept the next day, and when she arrived at the company, it was almost ten o'clock.

In the distance, she heard Allure's voice, as if she was talking excitedly.

Song Yan walked over, "Can you be a little more reserved?" ”

"Miss Song, look who's coming!"

Song Yan looked up and found that it was Yao Fei.

She nodded at him, incredibly calm.

Allure felt strange, "Miss Song, aren't you surprised?" ”

Song Yan looked at her with a smile, "I picked him up at the airport yesterday, how much do you think I need to be surprised?" ”

Allure's mouth opened, and before he could say anything, Song Yan had already said to Yao Fei, "Let's go, let's go to the office to talk." ”

"Are you coming back?" Song Yan said directly.

Yao Fei looked at her, then nodded with some hesitation.

Song Yan smiled and said, "Great, I thought you should come back before, you have always been a person he trusted before, and I am relieved to have you here." ”

Song Yan's eyes were clear, Yao Fei looked at it, but his brows furrowed slightly.

Song Yan looked at him, "What, there is difficulty?" ”

"Not really, it's Miss Song, you don't care, what have I done during this time?"

Yao Fei's words made Song Yan stunned slightly, and then said, "Oh, then what did you do?" ”

Her reaction like this was not what Yao Fei wanted at all!

He was a little broken, but after looking at Song Yan, he still said, "Didn't do anything, Miss Song, thank you for letting me come back." ”

Song Yan felt that Yao Fei was a little strange, but she didn't take it to heart, and only said, "It's okay, you can just do what you want to do, don't worry about me, I believe in you." ”

Yao Fei bowed, turned around and left.

When he had just taken two steps, Song Yan's voice came from behind, "By the way, what about Xu Tezhu who came back with you yesterday?" Why didn't he come along? ”

He ...... The body suddenly felt a little unwell and had to rest for a few days. ”

Song Yan sighed, his brows furrowed.

Yao Fei looked at her and didn't say anything, just turned around and left.

When Yao Fei closed the office door, Song Yan lowered his eyes, and what he saw at a glance was a photo of Lu Yinchen there.

She is really crazy, so she thinks that that person should be him, if it is really him, if he is really alive, he should come to her immediately, right?

How can it be......

Song Yan stretched out his hand, locked the photos on the table directly into the drawer, and looked at the documents in front of him.

In the evening, Allure sent in a large bouquet of roses, saying that it was sent by the son of a certain company, and he had to have dinner with Song Yan.

Since Lu Yinchen gave him such a large amount of property, Song Yan can receive such an invitation almost every day, and he refuses one and countless others, Song Yan even inadvertently heard a rumor that he is now so much worth, if anyone marries him, people in ten lifetimes do not need to struggle.

It's a pity that Song Yan is like a copper wall and iron tile, soft and hard.

Seeing the flowers in Allure's hand, Song Yan's brows couldn't help frowning, "It's not that I said it, you can just help me push this kind of thing." ”

Allure gave her the invitation letter in his hand, "This is different, this boy is a very handsome little fresh meat, I think it is quite a match for you." ”

Song Yan looked at her, "If I'm not mistaken, you were Lu Yinchen's person before, right?" Is that a rebellion? ”

Allure pursed his lips and said, "I'm not ...... Do you think about it? Of course, the more important thing is that we have a project that we have recently worked with them, and it would be nice to be able to please them in this way. ”

Song Yan rolled his eyes directly.

Allure looked at her sincerely.

Song Yan could only be defeated, "Okay, okay, I'll go, right?" ”

Allure went out satisfied.

Song Yan glanced at the large bouquet of roses, and suddenly remembered the roses he had planted in the backyard of the temple.

I don't know if it's a psychological effect or something else, Song Yan thinks that what he planted is much better-looking.

When Song Yan got off work, he found Yao Fei standing at the door, his face a little strange.

Song Yan looked at him, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Yao Fei looked at her at this time, and then shook his head, "It's nothing, Miss Song, I'll send you over!" ”

"No, Mr. Tong said that he drove the car to pick me up, there is nothing you can go first."

After saying that, without waiting for Yao Fei to answer, Song Yan walked out directly.

Yao Fei's brows furrowed, and then he immediately took out his phone and sent a message.

Song Yan didn't pay attention and took the elevator directly.

As Allure said, Tong Gongzi has fine skin and tender meat, and he is indeed a very cute little fresh meat, and when he sees Song Yan, his eyes seem to be glowing.

Song Yan got into the car hard.

"I didn't expect Miss Song that you could agree to my invitation, this is really my honor!"

Because he was happy, Song Yan found that his driving hand was shaking, worried that he would wait for something to happen, so he could only say, "I can just tell you about our cooperation." ”

Hearing Song Yan's words, Tong Gongzi's eyes suddenly sank, "That's why you want to eat with me because of this?" ”

Song Yan smiled and nodded, "Of course, it's because of Tong Gongzi's kind invitation, and I am willing to be friends with you." ”

After Song Yan's words were finished, Tong Gongzi regained a little vitality, and the car drove over steadily.

The restaurant was already booked by him, a high-end restaurant, but the corners of Song Yan's mouth twitched when he looked at it, because this is a famous couple restaurant in Haicheng.

Tong Gongzi noticed Song Yan's emotions and said in a low voice, "I don't mean anything, I just think the environment here is good, so I settled here......"

Song Yan smiled dryly and said, "It's okay, let's go in!" ”

As soon as he entered, Song Yan really saw countless couples, and when Tong Gongzi just entered, the manager greeted him directly, "Mr. Tong, Miss Song, please come here." ”

Song Yan followed behind Tong Gongzi.

The two sat down on the second floor near the window, and Tong Gongzi immediately gave her the menu, "What do you want to eat?" ”

Song Yan was not in the mood, so she just ordered pasta casually, and Tong Gongzi followed her and ordered the same thing.

Song Yan couldn't help but feel a little funny when she looked at him like that, but since the person was already here, she could only say, "Tong Gongzi should have studied abroad before, right?" I don't think I've seen it before. ”

"Right...... I just came back last month, but I've seen you before. ”

"Huh?"

"In ...... At a party, you wore a red gown, remember? ”

Song Yan shook his head.

"Just last month, when I just came back, there was a charity auction, and you bought a vase."

Song Yan vaguely remembered such a thing, but he had seen him......

Tong Gongzi scratched his hair a little embarrassed, "I know, you have so many suitors, you definitely won't remember me." ”

Song Yan smiled, "No, it's just that I don't have any impression, so let's talk about this cooperation......

"No, I have one more thing to ask you."

His face suddenly became serious, and Song Yan couldn't help frowning and looked at him, "What?" ”

"What if...... If I want you to associate with me, will you agree to me? ”

Song Yan was taken aback by his directness, and before he could think of how to answer, Tong Gongzi had already grabbed her hand, "From the first time I saw you, I liked you very much, I don't know ......"

Before he finished speaking, a waiter happened to bring the soup, and for some reason, his feet suddenly slipped, and the soup "banged" and fell directly on the Tong Gongzi's body.

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