Chapter 143: No One Loves You More Than I Do
"At seven o'clock this evening, a villa in the Ninghe villa area of Haicheng suddenly caught fire, and the fire also caused an explosion, and witnesses nearby said that before the fire started, it seemed that they heard gunshots from inside. It is uncertain whether there are any trapped people in the villa at present......"
In the car, a piece of news was being reported, Song Yan was sitting in the back, and when she heard the news, her face suddenly changed.
That villa area...... That's exactly where they are!
And Lu Yinchen's mobile phone, from now on, has always been turned off.
Her hands clenched tightly.
Lu Yinchen...... Lu Yinchen......
The car stopped just right, and she rushed straight inside, but soon, she was stopped outside by the police.
The skyrocketing fire jumped up from the villa, directly dyeing half of the sky red, and listening to more than a dozen fire trucks nearby, the fire still did not show the slightest trend of abating.
"Inside...... Is there anyone in there? Song Yan grabbed the hand of one of the policemen and looked at him fixedly.
He looked at her and said strangely, "Are you ......?"
"My husband could be in there!" Song Yan said without thinking about it, and the policeman suddenly understood, and after glancing inside, he said, "This young lady, please calm down first." Now the fire is so big that we can't get in and can't be sure if there are any trapped people......"
"Why can't you get in?! He's definitely alive now! Get him out of here! ”
When she said that, Song Yan's voice had already begun to tremble, and when she saw that the fire seemed to be getting bigger and bigger, she pulled away and was about to rush inside.
"Miss, please calm down! You can't go in now! ”
"If you don't save it, I'll save it myself! Let go of me and let me in! Let go! ”
She cried hysterically, and at that moment, a fear and despair that had never existed before spread from her heart, tearing at her limbs, filling her head, and screaming incessantly.
She had a feeling that he was in there, and he must be in it!
Just as Song Yan was shouting to go in, a "bang" gunshot came from inside!
The person next to him suddenly screamed, and Song Yan's movements froze in place at that moment.
Then, she clung to the policeman, "Do you hear that?" There are gunshots inside! There's someone inside! Go and save people! ”
"Song Yan."
A pair of hands came from behind and grabbed her hand, Song Yan turned his head, only to find that it was Mu Zhirong.
She grabbed his hand, "You're here, it's too good to leave, hurry up...... Will you get him out? Hurry up, you get him out! I don't want him to die, I don't want him to die......"
Tears and snot kept sliding down Song Yan's face, she knew how embarrassed she was at this time, and she also knew that the people around her were looking at her as if they were looking at a madman.
However, she didn't care.
She didn't care.
She just wants him to be well, she wants him to live!
Mu Zhirong only hugged her tightly, so Song Yan knew that he wouldn't help himself.
She pushed him away and rushed straight into the house when everyone was caught off guard!
"Song Yan!"
The frightened voice came, but Song Yan didn't seem to hear it, she just kept running inside, and when she was about to arrive, she was just one step away, she could go in, and when she was almost there, she could see him, someone was behind her back, and slashed hard.
Her whole body went limp.
The moment she closed her eyes, tears fell down her cheeks.
It's just a little bit......
It's almost like they'll be happy, he said he wouldn't give up on her, he said he wouldn't give up......
So how can he?
How can you turn around and forget about it after you promised it?
Song Yan wondered, is it because she is too willful, is she too greedy, so God doesn't like her, God thinks that she doesn't deserve to be happy.
So Mom and Dad left, my brother left, Bai Nannan and Xiao Chen also left, and now, he is leaving too......
...... the hell she What did you do wrong?
Song Yan didn't know, and if it was true, if she really did something wrong, why didn't she punish her?
Why...... Why don't you just let her die? Why are the people around her who suffer......
Song Yan slowly opened his eyes.
Her eyes were scarlet and hollow.
"Mom's ......"
Hearing the voice, Song Yan slowly turned her head, and then, she opened her mouth, as if something was blocked there, and she couldn't say anything.
Holding her with both hands, Song Yan turned her head, and on Mrs. Lu's cheeks, there seemed to be undried tears, which fell into Song Yan's eyes, making her heart skip a beat.
Her hand gripped hers tightly.
Speechless, she could only look at Mrs. Lu deadly.
The latter just shook his head, and Jiang's mother immediately stepped forward and helped her up.
Song Yan wanted to ask her how Lu Yinchen was doing, but she couldn't say a word in her mouth, Mrs. Lu ...... I don't want to speak.
Song Yan looked at Lu Hengyi.
He wiped his tears for a moment, then looked at her seriously, "Mom, I will protect you and my sister." ”
What do you mean......
What do you mean!?
Song Yan didn't understand.
No one came to tell her what happened to Lu Yinchen and what the result was in that fire.
Song Yan didn't want to lie on the bed anymore, she reached out and pulled out the infusion tube in her hand directly, and turned around to leave.
"Mom!" Lu Hengyi immediately caught up with her, and when the two of them just walked to the door, Yao Fei walked over.
In his hand, there was a white notice.
What Song Yan happened to see was the extremely clear word "death" on it.
Her body shook for a moment, then slowly, backwards.
Yao Fei looked at her and slowly handed over the notice.
She read it right, it was indeed a ...... Notice of Death.
The name on it is...... Lu Yinchen.
Song Yan looked at Yao Fei slowly, she couldn't speak, she could only look at him.
Yao Fei nodded slowly.
He's dead......
He's really dead!
Song Yan stretched out her hand and took the notice, and after reading it several times, she nodded.
Her appearance was unexpectedly calm.
Yao Fei looked at her and whispered, "Miss Song, you ......"
Song Yan shook his head, put the notice on the bedside table, and slowly lay down.
Her hand rested flat on her lower abdomen.
She closed her eyes.
That calm appearance made Yao Fei's heart very bottomless, and he turned around and went to the doctor.
"The patient's condition is fine, nothing unusual, but regarding the psychiatric aspect, you can't make a decision until the patient is sober."
Yao Fei's brows furrowed tightly.
Lu Hengyi was standing next to him, and after hearing the doctor's words, he slowly walked in.
Yao Fei looked at him, "Little Master." ”
"I'm fine, I'm a man, my father said before, if he is not there, I will protect my mother and sister well, and I will definitely protect them well."
Yao Fei smiled, and then slowly looked at the person on the bed.
"Do you blame your dad?"
Lu Heng shook his head, "No." ”
"What do you think...... Will your mom do? ”
Lu Hengyi stopped talking, Yao Fei held his hand, "Remember what you just said, okay...... Take care of your mom. ”
"Is Uncle Yao leaving?" Lu Hengyi looked at him.
Yao Fei paused, then nodded, "Yes, I'm leaving." ”
Lu Heng pursed his lips and said, "Goodbye." ”
Good bye......
There will inevitably be a chance to see each other again in this life.
But when he heard Lu Hengyi's words at this time, Yao Fei still said, "Okay, goodbye." ”
……
When Song Yan woke up, it was already dark.
She got up from the bed, Lu Hengyi was already asleep next to her, and the face that looked like him made Song Yan's heart seem to be blocked by something, unable to breathe.
She turned her head slowly, and what she saw was still the death notice.
The name on it was the name she didn't turn into someone else, no matter how she looked at it.
He...... It's really dead.
It is always said that good people don't live long, and disasters will last for thousands of years.
Song Yan had always felt that he should be a scourge, so he could live for many, many years, and he never thought that one day, he would leave so suddenly.
Or it shouldn't be said that suddenly, he has calculated everything, and he knows that he may not be able to come back alive, so everything is arranged.
It's just that since he knew, why did he tell her at that time that he would never give up on her words?
You know you can't do it yourself, do you?
Why do you want to give her hope when you know you can't do it......
Song Yan's hand directly fleshed the notice into a ball, and then threw it out.
A guy happened to walk in.
He paused in his footsteps when he saw the notice she had thrown on the ground, then bent down and picked it up.
He glanced at it, then smoothed it out, and walked to Song Yan's side.
She didn't seem to feel any of this, and just sat there with her knees hugged.
"Are you okay?" Mu Zhirong finally said this.
Song Yan did not answer.
Mu Zhirong sat down on her bed, stretched out his hand, brushed away her hair that had slipped down, and looked at her with his eyes, "You hate me, don't you?" ”
If he hadn't stopped her at that time, she might have really rushed straight in, and if she had gone into the fire that even the firefighters didn't dare to enter, she would have died.
But maybe in her heart, what she wants is to die with him.
While Mu Zhirong was thinking, Song Yan raised his head and nodded.
Mu Zhirong looked at her, "Really? ”
Song Yan smiled, then nodded.
For fear that Mu Zhirong wouldn't believe it, she nodded very hard, her eyes were still scarlet, but she was calm...... Terrible.
Mu Zhirong looked at her, "Why are you ...... Don't speak. ”
Song Yan shook his head, then reached out and pulled his hand over, writing on his palm one by one.
She wrote, "I don't know, I can't speak." ”
Mu Zhirong's brows furrowed tightly, and then without thinking about it, he took her hand and went to see the doctor.
The doctor examined her.
Finally, he pushed his glasses, "For now...... You don't have any trauma to your throat, you don't have any effect on your vocal cords, and you suddenly lose your voice......"
He looked at the two people in front of him and said, "It should be some psychological problem with you." ”
It's in her heart...... Don't want to talk?
Mu Zhirong looked at Song Yan, she was lowering her eyes and didn't know what she was thinking, and then, she stood up, bowed to the doctor, and turned to leave.
"Song Yan."
Mu Zhirong caught up with her footsteps, originally thought that she would continue to move forward, but she didn't want to, after hearing his words, her footsteps immediately stopped.
Then, she turned to look at him.
"I'm going back to Licheng." Mu Zhirong said softly.
Song Yan nodded.
He looked at her, "Do you want to ......?"
Before he finished his words, Song Yan had already shook his head.
Mu Zhirong couldn't help but smile when he saw her refuse without hesitation.
Then, he nodded, "Okay, I got it." ”
Song Yan didn't say anything more, and walked back slowly.
From the time she woke up, to the time she knew that Lu Yinchen had died, and then to her discharge from the hospital, Song Yan never shed a single tear.
Not a single drop.
She was calm, so calm that everyone thought it was incredible.
died in that fire together, and Lu Yinhao, I heard that at that time, he still had a pistol in his hand, and the gunshot he heard behind Song Yan was that he fell to the ground, and when he found that Lu Yinchen was about to leave the fire, he shot him in the leg.
Because of this shot, Lu Yinchen couldn't get out of it.
When he heard the news, Xiao Yicheng rushed back from abroad.
Just in time for Lu Yinchen's funeral.
Song Yan was wearing a black dress, with a small white flower pinned between her long hair, looking calm.
Mrs. Lu did not attend the funeral, and the loss of two grandchildren in a row was undoubtedly a heavy blow to her.
However, Lu Kun appeared, and his hair, who had not appeared in front of everyone for a long time, turned gray, and when he was pushed to the tombstone, he couldn't even say a word.
The Lu family, which was once a sensation and had to shake the entire Haicheng three times when he stomped his feet, suddenly became a scene of no one.
Lu Yinchen entrusted a lawyer before his death and gave all his property and equity to Song Yan.
He knew that she couldn't take care of the company, so he trained a team for her, which was enough to keep the entire Lu family running normally.
Song Yan accepted all this calmly.
People in the outside world said that in the end of the mighty battle of the Lu family, the beneficiary turned out to be Song Yan.
A woman who was once active around Lu Yinchen and countless men.
Someone took stock of Song Yan's news from ten years ago to the present, and named it a woman's path to success.
The ironic news disappeared the next day, along with the person who posted it.
Song Yan knew who did it.
After Lu Yinchen's funeral, Song Yan went to the temple.
Old Madam Lu was still in that room, the old lady who was originally in good spirits had aged several times in a few days, Song Yan looked at her, but she couldn't say anything, she only knelt in front of her and kowtowed several times.
She went to the back garden again.
I don't know if it's because the flowering period has passed, but all the beautiful roses that originally bloomed have withered and fallen to the ground at this time.
Song Yan found a broom and put the petals in little by little.
In one of the places inside, there was something she had dug up.
Song Yan slowly squatted down and opened the box.
On that, there were words he was familiar with.
Densely packed, all of them are her name.
Song Yan, Song Yan.
It was a box full of people, and she didn't know how he felt when he wrote it and buried it here.
But it was because Song Yan was sure that he loved her when he saw this.
It's just now, what about love?
He's no longer there.
With a fire, it turned into a handful of ashes.
At this time, he was buried in the cemetery, next to his mother.
Song Yan lit the fire and calmly watched the notes turn into ashes in front of him.
"Miss Song."
Jiang's mother's voice came, Song Yan turned her head, and she happened to give herself the things in her hand.
"This is Yinchen before his death, let us hand it over to you."
That's a key.
Song Yan froze for a long time, then slowly stretched out his hand and took the key.
Where is the key?
Song Yan didn't know.
Jiang's mother didn't tell herself, after giving her the key, she turned around and left.
The notes in the box also happened to be burned out.
Song Yan covered the box, then found the original location and buried the box in it.
While she was doing this, a voice came, "Song Yan." ”
She turned around, and when she saw someone coming, she was stunned.
She was wearing a light blue robe, bald head, and her delicate facial features were no longer half of what they used to be, leaving only a calm.
Song Yan opened his mouth, but he still couldn't say a word.
Instead, she stepped forward on her own, folded her hands, nodded at her, and gave her one of the things in her hand.
"This thing should still be given to you."
It was a voice recorder.
Xu Xiangsi looked at her, there was no trace of emotion in her eyes, "Now, the thing has returned to its original owner." ”
Song Yan's hands trembled a little.
Xu Xiangsi didn't say anything more, nodded at her, turned around and left.
Those two things in Song Yan's hands suddenly became extremely heavy.
She took a handkerchief from her body and wrapped two things in it.
She didn't think about what the key to the place was, or what would be inside the recorder.
She felt that he was no longer there, so everything was okay.
She's still going to live.
Although he gave up on her, even though he left alone first, she still had to live alone.
A ...... alone With their two children, good ...... Stay alive.
On the weekend, Song Yan took Lu Hengyi to meet Lu Kun.
He is still in a wheelchair.
For Lu Kun, Song Yan actually has any feelings in his heart, because he has very little contact with him, and because Lu Kun has never been fair to Lu Yinchen and Lu Yinhao.
Song Yan clearly remembered that he drove Lu Yinchen out of the Lu family at the beginning.
That's his child, too, and he doesn't pity it.
Obviously, Lu Yinchen has paid so much for this family.
But despite this, Lu Hengyi still bowed to him seriously and called him grandpa.
So on Lu Kun's face, Song Yan finally saw a smile that he had almost never seen before.
It's just that smile that can't help but be sad.
Min Jia was in a distant country, and immediately sent a message to Song Yan after hearing the news, and Song Yan sent her a message back, she was fine.
After leaving from the Lu family, Song Yan also went to the hospital to see someone.
He was still lying motionless on the bed, and there was nowhere to move except his eyes.
The doctor told him that his kidneys had begun to fail and that he should not have surgery.
Song Yan looked at Yu Zhe for a long time and shook his head.
For him, being alive is just a torture.
So be it.
All...... It's over.
When Song Yan left the hospital, he suddenly saw a couple on the side of the road.
The two seemed to be having an awkward relationship, the man wanted to pull the woman's hand, but the woman shook it off, and then walked forward by herself, the man was angry, and stepped forward directly and carried the woman up.
The woman kept screaming, "Let go of me!" You bastard, you're just using me as a replacement! ”
The two of them were in her eyes, fading away.
It was as if something had pinned her steps in place.
After a long while, she finally came to her senses and took a step.
Then, she suddenly remembered something.
Substitute.
She remembered that a long time ago, she also thought that she was a substitute for Yan Xieyi, because there were many things in his locked attic.
The key......
Locked attic......
Song Yan immediately took out his mobile phone and booked a plane ticket.
She remembers that in the American villa of his own design, there was also a locked attic, and the contents were ......
Song Yan had thought about asking him before, but he never had the opportunity.
The key......
After getting off the plane, Song Yan went directly to the direction of the villa.
When he pushed open the door, Song Yan's hands were trembling slightly.
Because no one lived there for a long time, there was a layer of dust on the floor, and when she walked, there would be dust that was blown up.
Song Yan rushed straight all the way.
The key and the lock on the door were connected, and when Song Yan opened it, his hands trembled uncontrollably.
It was a long time before she opened the door.
She pushed the door open with all her might.
When she saw what was inside, her whole body froze in place.
"Song Yan, I knew that one day, you would open this door."
A deep voice came, and she turned her head suddenly, only to find that the moment she opened the door, a computer placed on the table was directly activated, and the sound came from there.
Song Yan walked over slowly.
It was like an ordinary study, but there wasn't a single book in it.
It's a photo album, and a notebook.
It's all her.
All...... It's all her.
"You always say, I don't love you, in fact, in this world, there is no one who loves you more than me."
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