15. Once the sea was difficult to turn into water, was it a catastrophe or fate?
"Nope! There will definitely be a way. Xiaoshio... It's not easy for us to get together, I won't give up so easily, you give me a little time, it happened too suddenly, give me a little time, I will always have a way, you have to believe me. ”
He spoke earnestly, and as he spoke, he tightened me into his arms.
I nodded slightly, and two lines of salty tears slowly rolled down my cheeks.
How could I not believe him? What I don't believe in is just this helpless fate. If I could, I would really rather spend half of my remaining life with him for the rest of my life.
But the cruelty of fate is that it doesn't give you any room for negotiation.
There are things that happen and they happen. It is lying in front of you, not for you to find a way to solve it, but to tell you that this is fate, you can't fight after all, you just accept fate!
At this moment, the phone in his pocket rang sharply, and my heart trembled. But he continued to hug me regardless of it, as if he was not going to pick it up.
I know he doesn't want me to feel bad. He didn't want me to see others with me, but he was still worried about this other woman. My heart hurts, but after all, I still can't bear it, so I gently tugged at his sleeve, "Mu Qing, you answer the phone, otherwise..."
He shook his head in a trance, "Xiaoxi, I really don't want to go back to face her, you don't know how terrible she is, I don't get tired of asking the same question a hundred times, even if I ignore her and just sit quietly on the side, she can talk for hours alone." I felt like I was going crazy with her. Sometimes, I really want to be ruthless and just leave her alone, really! I suddenly wanted to be a person without conscience and send her where she really deserves. But I'm afraid, such a ruthless and unrighteous me, will you still love me? ”
I patted him lightly on the back, "Fool, no matter what you become, I will always love you." It's just that if you really become such a person, will you still be happy in your life? ”
He sighed heavily, "But if I fail you like that, I won't be happy in my life." Xiaoshio ...... If you wait for me, there will be a way after all! ”
The bell rang one after another, and my heart was beating. Duan Muqing saw that I looked restless, so he simply pushed me away, took out the phone in his pocket, and directly took out the battery board.
I softly held his hand, "Mu Qing, you better go back." I can go back to my country first. I believe you, but I'm scared of her. After all, what's in her belly is yours..."
Duan Muqing's eyes reddened again, "Let her go!" Tonight, I just want to follow my heart. ”
He looked at me fixedly, "Don't persuade me to do anything, it's so late, there are no flights." I'm here with you tonight. If she really dies like this, it's a big deal for me to take my own life-"
I hurriedly stretched out my hand and gagged his lips, "I don't allow you to say such things, even if you are unhappy or unhappy, at least, I want you to live, do you hear?" ”
He shook his head in pain, two lines of tears streaming down his eyes.
It is said that women's tears are the deadliest weapon, but what about men's tears?
When I saw this man who used to be almost omnipotent in front of me, forced into a dilemma by emotion, and crying helplessly in pain, my heart was broken.
A man's tears, without crying, are better than any kind of heartbreaking.
I stood on tiptoe and reached out to wipe his tears, but my own tears could not stop pouring out.
His shoulders twitched faintly, "Fool, you still wipe it for me, look at yourself?" ”
I shook my head helplessly, "These tears, if they are controlled by the brain, they are not called tears!" ”
When he heard this, he shook his head helplessly, and then hugged me into his arms.
At that moment, I gave myself an affirmative answer in my heart.
This man, I love him, and he loves me. It's just a pity that we may not be able to come together.
So, let me, lean on the shoulder of the person I love, and cry happily! After crying, we had to be separated.
This is my choice, the most painful and helpless, but also the most correct choice.
That night, he still accompanied me to another hotel to open a room, but I was so nervous that I couldn't sleep until the second half of the night, and as soon as I fell asleep, I could see some terrible things.
Seeing that I was in such pain, Duan Muqing finally stopped being reluctant and promised me to go back.
When I saw his back, I hurriedly rushed up and hugged him from behind, tearful eyes.
He held my hand tightly, and his voice was hoarse, "Xiaoxi... Actually, I don't want to go. ”
I cried and nodded, "I know, Muqing." I know. But... If I don't understand you, who else in this world can understand you? ”
Actually, why do I want him to go?
There is no woman in this world who wants to give up the man she loves deeply! But fate makes people, and if I don't let him go tonight, I'm afraid I'll get a lifetime of guilt for the rest of my life.
So did he.
Life is so unsatisfactory! But what can be done? Even if my heart has already made a choice, I will still be reluctant!
After a while when the two were so inseparable, he finally left, as I wished, to the woman.
I stared blankly at the place where his back had disappeared, and sat down limply, crying like a madman.
When I woke up the next day, the sky outside the window was beginning to clear. I subconsciously took out my phone to see what time it was, only to find that my phone was out of battery.
After thinking about it carefully, it seems that the phone has not been turned on since I got off the plane, could it be that there was no power at that time?
I dug into my bag, but I didn't bring a charger, and when I looked around, it seemed that there was no place to charge.
Originally, I wanted to ask for a charger at the front desk, but after thinking about it, forget it. Perhaps, this is providence.
When he left last night, he told me to wait for him here. I'm not allowed to just leave. But from that time, I had already made up my mind to go. I just don't want to upset him. I thought I would send a text message to say goodbye to him early this morning, but I didn't expect this phone call to be effective.
That's it, since you are leaving, you should be clean, you should be quiet.
I rushed to the airport and bought a ticket for the first flight. As I was about to board my plane, I looked back again at the city I had come and was about to leave in a hurry.
When you come, your heart is full of joy, and when you go, there is only sorrow.
People say that if you like someone, you will like that city. But why, when the person I love is in this city, I don't want to stay for a moment and just want to leave?
Goodbye, Duan Muqing. I think, as smart as you, when you know that I am leaving, you will know my choice.
Please forgive me, you have done so much for me, but the only thing I can do for you is to give up on you.
The moment the plane took off, tears welled up in my eyes.
I know that my people are about to return home, but all my care and all my love are left here.
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Xu was too tired in the past few days, and I slept groggily all the way on the plane. It wasn't until I felt someone whispering in my ear that I woke up in a trance.
When I opened my eyes, I saw a beautiful flight attendant looking at me with a smile on her face, and I said that the flight had arrived.
I looked around in astonishment, and I was really the only one left. I hurriedly smiled apologetically and stood up hurriedly.
This time it didn't matter, I felt my head buzz instantly, and the whole person staggered and fell backwards and sat down.
The flight attendant looked panicked and helped me up, and said worriedly, "Are you okay?" If you are not feeling well, we will help you contact the hospital? ”
I smiled at her and shook my head faintly.
After getting off the plane with such difficulty, as soon as I stepped out of the airport, I felt really dizzy.
His eyes were a little blurry, his whole body was weak and weak, and there were faint beads of sweat on his forehead.
I shook my head vigorously, trying to stand firm, but no matter how hard I tried, I felt a soft lump under my feet.
I blinked vigorously and saw a taxi in front of me and raised my hand to stop it.
However, in that hand, it was as if the weight of a thousand catties had been pressed, and he couldn't lift it. I moved my mouth again, trying to open my mouth to shout, but the mouth, as if deliberately against me, did not stop my calling.
Looking up at the sun, it didn't seem so scorching, but why did I feel so hot?
As soon as his head was lowered, the originally hazy world suddenly became pitch black. I was helpless and wanted to call for help, and my mouth was also released, and I panicked and wanted to hold on to the things beside me, but my surroundings were empty.
At this time, I wish there were a pair of strong hands that could hold me firmly.
But this is life, a life that is incomparably realistic, it has beauty, joy, but also cruelty and sorrow. 、
After I took care of myself for a while, the world in front of me was still dark, and under my feet, it suddenly seemed that someone had taken my feet, so I fell down completely, and my head hit the ground heavily. I tried hard to stay awake, but the eyelids still closed little by little.
And then, there is no consciousness at all.
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