He pressed his hands on his head in pain, "Originally, I had planned to place her in a special psychological rehabilitation institution, but at this time, I ......"

His head was almost so low that he was leaning against the table, "Do you remember the time I got mad at you and disappeared for a whole week?" ”

I nodded dumbfounded, suddenly scared to hear what was next.

But no matter how scared you are, what can you do?

"I... I..."

I stretched out my hand, pressed his hand tightly, held back the bitterness that overflowed from the bottom of my heart, and said softly, "It's okay, let's say it, it's already at this time, no matter how difficult it is to speak, you have to say it, otherwise you will hold it like this, how uncomfortable it should be." ”

He slowly raised his head, his eyes struggling with the last trace of forbearance. After looking at it for a few seconds, his tense limbs finally softened completely, and he said in a wail that bordered on despair, "I came to Singapore that day, she was with me, we drank a lot, and that night, just... Then slept together. Actually, I went back to China the next day, but I stayed at home and struggled with the company I went to for a few days. ”

He shook his head painfully, "Then I will see you again, I am really speechless and ashamed!" You think I'm angry with you, but in fact, I'm angry with myself! Really, Xiaoxi, I really hope to become an omnipotent person, shield you from the wind and rain, and don't let you be hurt in the slightest, but when I look at you and Zhao Alcohol, just like me and Wu Chenxi in the past, I am so afraid that you will follow in my footsteps, because of guilt and indebtedness, you will fall deeper and deeper, and finally reach the point where you are entangled and painful. ”

Come to think of it, Duan Muqing has expressed his sorrow for me and Zhao Yu more than once. I used to think it was jealous, but I didn't expect...

"But what can I do but watch? The same thing that I can't handle myself has played out to you, and I really want you not to fall into it, but I'm getting deeper and deeper into it, what else can I do? ”

He sighed heavily, "Just when I was almost desperate, I didn't expect things to turn around so easily, and I didn't know when Zhao Yu asked us to go to his house for dinner that your kid is far better than I imagined." Seeing that he has a home, I will be relieved of you. At the same time, Wu Chenxi, who had not been in touch for a long time, suddenly called, saying that she had finally found a way for us to live in peace, that she would not be so ignorant in the future, and that she also knew what to do. I was also carried away by the excitement at the time, I thought she really figured it out and decided not to pester me anymore, and most importantly, after that, she really seemed to have evaporated from the world, and there was no news. ”

"At this time, I thought about confessing to you, but... There's always no time! After finally taking revenge, I thought about telling you the truth, and I was ready to tell the truth again, whether you want to or not, try to propose to you. Even if you reject me, at least I did my best. ”

He raised his head and sighed, "But who knows, you suddenly told me that the past doesn't matter anymore, it's okay if you don't know, let me choose to tell you or not." To be honest, I certainly don't want to say those things! I look at you so happy, I really can't bear to splash you with a basin of cold water like that. ”

And just like that, we were finally coming together with joy. For me, happiness came really suddenly, so that I felt so unsure, so I proposed that the wedding be held as soon as possible, I didn't expect you not only did not have the slightest doubt, but also very considerate to say that you should be as low-key as possible, I was very happy that we could think of a piece, but ......"

He shook his head, "I didn't expect that I was in such a hurry, but after all, I still couldn't be quick by fate." That phone, to be honest, I don't know why it rings, and I don't even know when it got in my pocket. I didn't expect that she, who had disappeared for more than two months, would suddenly appear on our marriage so suddenly. All I know is that the moment I saw her, I knew I couldn't escape. Soon the phone rang and she told me that if she didn't go out, she would kill herself right away and... She... Pregnant. ”

His eyes, which were originally focused on my face, dissipated in an instant after saying the last sentence, becoming dazed and distant.

My hand, which was originally pressed on his hand, trembled slightly, even my heart.

Finally, I heard the thing I was most afraid to hear. In fact, seeing him hesitate before, I had some premonitions in my heart.

It's just that some words, what I thought of in my heart, and what came out of that person's mouth, the lethality is different after all. After such a stab, I finally understood why Duan Muqing, who had always been calm and decisive, behaved so procrastinating and hesitant.

If it's just that woman, if he really doesn't love it, even if she spills it again, he won't follow him as if he lost his soul, but... What if she still has a small life in her belly that belongs to him?

Duan Muqing has always been a smart person, and he is not ruthless.

Even if he didn't have his flesh and blood, it was his teacher's daughter, how could he bear to watch her die like that?

If it were me, if Zhao Yu said that he was going to die, I would have rushed out.

Sometimes it's not because of love, but because... Owe.

He didn't say this, but I also deeply experienced it.

What's more, what about the girl in her belly and his child?

I can't have children, and if I know this, then this child will probably be his only bloodline!

When I think about this, I really don't know whether to feel uncomfortable or slow down.

His choice was very practical. I shouldn't blame him, and ...... It seems that my presence has made him more and more painful. On one side is the woman he loves, and on the other side, his own blood and blood, where to go, it really doesn't matter whether he is smart or not, or whether he is mature and wise.

If you give such a question to any man, it will be messed up.

As careful as he was, he immediately noticed the change in me, and held my hand tightly, and his bloodshot eyes were full of trembling sourness, "Xiaoxi... Why don't you talk anymore? Isn't it going to be... Don't want me anymore? ”

When he said this, he looked like a child who was always worried about being lost by adults.

I shook my head dumbfounded, "I don't know. Mu Qing, I still love you. But I think, if you continue like this, what can you do besides being more painful? No matter how difficult it is to choose, you have to make a choice. Whatever decision you make, I don't blame you. I know..."

I nodded in a trance, "I know it's not easy for everyone to live. How difficult it is in this life, sometimes..."

My tears couldn't stop rolling down, "Even if two people really love each other, they don't necessarily have to be together." To be honest, if we are lucky enough to live with you, I think we will be very happy and happy. But... If this is to be earned by saddling you with the charge of abandoning your child and betraying your teacher's instructions, I'd rather not! ”

I was taken aback to say such a thing, but the tears that poured down my face made me understand that these unthought words really came from my heart.

Duan Muqing covered his mouth with one hand, twisted his head away, and his shoulders twitched faintly.

I continued, "Muqing, I am very grateful to you for doing so many things for me, really, I am useless, but I am still fortunate to be loved by you, I don't know how much blessing I have cultivated in my previous life to get such a good man as you." Even if we don't get to the white head together, I don't hate it. It's true! I'm content to have the privilege of walking with you through that stretch. ”

I raised my head, looked at him carefully, and said slowly, "Muqing, don't be sad, go and face her well, and face your future children well!" I... I'll go back first. ”

Hearing me say this, Duan Muqing dragged me up and walked straight to the staircase aisle where there were few pedestrians.

When I came to the corner of the corridor, I didn't even have time to stand still, I was hugged by him, and then, for the first time, I heard this man's desperate and helpless cry in my ears.

"Xiaoshio... I don't want to lose you! You'll never know how much I love you! It's true! I love you! It's as sure that I'm going to die! ”

I also hugged him tightly, "Muqing, I love you too." I love no less than you love me, and please believe this! ”

He leaned his head softly on my shoulder, "Otherwise, let's go away and fly high, I don't want anything, let's take Xiao Jiujiu and fly away, okay?" What's the point of living without you? ”

As a woman, I certainly want the man I love to be by my side. But what if he never gets to be happy again?

I shook my head painfully, "Muqing, where can I hide?" The reproach of conscience will be with you for the rest of your life. I... I'm sure you'll be a good dad! ”

After saying that, I couldn't help crying.

"Say no more! Don't say anything, okay? I'm not going to ask you to leave me, there's going to be a way! Either we go away and fly high, or... I'll just be ruthless and take her to the hospital! If this child is not yours, he is not mine! If I am with a woman I don't love, I will never be happy in this life! ”

"What stupid thing are you talking about, the child can't take it off, that's your flesh and blood. In any case, if you are born, it will not be in vain that this child will have a relationship with your father and son or father and daughter, this is the cause and effect that can only be cultivated in several lifetimes! ”

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