169 A man loves only once

Two months have passed in a blink of an eye, under my care, the company is finally no longer the withered scene before, and the criminal wind that has safely passed the tight period of capital turnover has injected a sum of money into my side, I began to vigorously recruit troops, recruited a lot of Internet elites through several large-scale talent recruitment fairs, and also hired a new general manager, this general manager is not an outsider, it is Xu Song. ∟★八∟★八∟★ Reading∟ ★ book, .2▲》

Xu Song studied computer science in college, and after graduation, he stayed in the world's top 500 companies for two years, and jumped from an ordinary employee to a regional director. It's just that he just wants to start a business now, so he joined our company in the form of shares, and next, the company will develop according to his philosophy, I am only responsible for my HR work, and continue to attract and retain talents for the company, and he is responsible for other marketing and after-sales work.

After Xu Song came, the company made a breakthrough, because everyone was single, so there were more party activities. Zhao Qinhan and Xu Song also have a good personal relationship with Xingfeng, and now everyone is thriving in their respective fields, so they naturally often get together. As a result, the number of meetings between me and Zhao Qinhan has increased significantly.

"Little book, what are you doing?" This sentence is his mantra every time he sees me.

Every time he was free, he would find some excuse to come to our company, talk to Xu Song first, and then come to my office.

"Busy. Why are you here again? I replied lukewarmly.

"Looking for Xu Song to talk about cooperation, our unit needs to make a special internal management system. With an initial budget of 5 million, not counting the annual routine maintenance costs of the system, the net profit that your company can obtain should be no less than 3 million. Can you take this job? He got used to my cold attitude, sat down without waiting for me to say hello, put his briefcase on my desk, and said with a smile.

Million...... Oh, I gasped in my heart.

"I'm in charge of administration and personnel, you should talk to Xu Song in terms of sales, why did you find me?" That being said, my tone was a little soothing.

The company also has a 10% stake in me, so I can't say that I don't care about performance at all.

"I haven't told Xu Song the news yet," he smiled slightly, looked at me and said, "Aren't you going to make me a cup of tea?" Last time I came to you, you said that gossip is exempt, and today I'm here to talk to you about business, so it's not chatter, right? ”

When I saw him like this, I smiled helplessly, got up and made him a pot of high-grade dragon wells to greet the distinguished guests. He smiled as soon as he looked at the tea leaves: "I used to give me an ordinary green tea after talking about it, but today I am willing to use the high-grade Longjing to greet me, it seems that I have found the right one for you today." ”

"Without further ado, let's talk about the project first, do you really plan to let our company do it?" I sat down, slammed the cup down in front of him, and asked angrily.

"I'm not sure," he said in a vague way, and then added, "I'm not sure if my partner has this attitude." ”

"I see that you are deliberately teasing me," I stood up a little angrily and returned to my desk, "Forget it, I don't care about performance, you and Xu Song can talk about it." ”

"Xiaoshu, what am I going to do so that your attitude towards me can be slightly better?!" He was stirred up by my words.

I said coldly, "Hurry up and find a woman, give up on me, maybe we can become friends." ”

"Can't do it!"

"Then never think I have a good face for you!" I pulled my face down instantly.

"Someday I'll let you say you love me!" He spat out a word heavily, and then left angrily. As soon as he walked to the door, Xu Song pushed open the door and came in, and Zhao Qinhan left without saying hello.

Xu Song asked me in surprise: "Xiaoshu, what's the matter?" Did you quarrel? ”

"He's insane!" I said angrily.

"Xiaoshu," Xu Song's tone carried a hint of seriousness, "what kind of identity he is now, I think you should understand." Although we have been friends for many years, we still have to be concerned about the face of men. Angering him is not good for our company! ”

"Then he'll let the horse come! If he wants to use the public for personal gain, he will do whatever he wants! I slapped the table angrily, and suddenly didn't understand where my anger came from, why I couldn't control my emotions when I saw Zhao Qinhan now, "I'm sorry, I was a little out of control just now." ”

Xu Song shook his head helplessly: "You...... Being in the midst of blessings does not know blessings. ”

"Why does each of you say that? It's like Zhao Qinhan likes me, so I should be grateful for being kind to him? I don't want him to like me, and unwanted likes are a burden to the first person, you know? Every time I saw him, I felt a deep sense of guilt, and I felt that there was no need for him to wait for me like this, so why bother? There are so many women in the world, can't they be loved by another person?! I blurted out, and suddenly realized that my anger towards Zhao Qinhan came from a deep sense of guilt in my heart.

The feeling of being liked by a person but not being able to reciprocate, and continuing to be pestered by him is really guilty, especially when he does not want to reciprocate and silently help silently, which makes people feel even more embarrassed and uncomfortable. The guilt of emotional kidnapping is no less than moral kidnapping, I don't like this feeling of forcing a person to make a promise by constantly giving, a good relationship must be built on the basis of mutual affection.

"Ever heard of a phrase? A man's love is only once, and after that, there will never be again. Xu Song sat in front of me and said slowly, and suddenly, he asked me, "I heard that Xiaohua is going back to China?" ”

"Well, the plane the day after tomorrow." I nodded.

"I'll pick her up." He said.

"Why, do you ...... her?" I asked, surprised.

He shook his head: "No, I just want her to see how well I'm doing now." ”

There was a resentful hatred of the past. Maybe everyone has a pain that can't be relieved! When I heard him say this, I said, "If I could, I hope I don't do it." She hasn't had a good time in the past few years, and all the lessons that life should have taught her have been given to her, really. ”

"Hehe," he smiled wryly, "I'm just talking, I think I'll forgive her when I really see her." ”

"Do you still love her?" I asked tentatively.

"As I just said, a man's love is only once, and after that, there will be no more." He finished with some sentimentality, then put a stack of papers on my desk and said to me, "You can help you see if there are any discrepancies in these documents, please revise them and give them to me, and I will go back to my office first." ”

"Xu Song," I hurriedly shouted, "Zhao Qinhan said that he has a five-million-dollar project in his hand......"

Before I finished speaking, Xu Song interrupted me: "What he said to you means that it is only for you." I won't mix it up. ”

I was stunned for a moment, looking at Xu Song wordlessly, he smiled meaningfully, and then turned around and left my office. I was very upset, and after annotating the documents Xu Song gave me, I got off work early.

The company is still a long way from home, and I don't have a car now, and I can't afford to take a taxi often, so most of the time I take the bus home. But it's still early today, and I want to walk a little bit first.

Fortunately, I wore leather shoes with flatcake soles, so it was not particularly difficult to walk. As I walked, I suddenly saw a large Internet café in front of me, which immediately reminded me of the past.

In the past, when I stayed up late to write my graduation thesis, I was in this Internet café, at that time I was writing my thesis all night, Jin Yan was playing online games next to me, we looked at each other from time to time, and then kissed affectionately, and then we were busy with our own things, but we were all right.

The sadness in my heart came up again, I looked at the time and realized that it was still early, so I turned around and walked into this Internet café. The Internet café has been renovated, all the computers have been replaced with brand new Apple desktop computers, the air inside is not as smoky as before, each computer is separated by partitions, and even the chairs have been replaced with high-end leather chairs.

I found where I used to be, sat down, turned on my computer, and was a little overwhelmed. Although Jin Yan once took me to play games when I was in college, I was not interested in games, and I came here just to find the original feeling. It's just that sitting next to me at the moment is a bearded uncle, and the fair-skinned boy in my memory will not appear again......

Suddenly feeling thirsty, I stood up and walked towards the bar, and as I walked, I saw a tall man in a white shirt and black jeans walking out of the Internet café on the other side of the Internet café. This man is the same man I saw in the rain last time!

I hurriedly chased him out, and I saw him walking towards the opposite road, and that intersection was the same intersection where the bus stopped last time! At that moment, my heart felt like it was about to jump out of my chest! I watched him cross the zebra crossing and head across the road!

The way he walked, the expression he looked forward to, his tall back, everything was the same as Jin Yan! I hurriedly chased after it, but when I chased it to the sidewalk and was about to walk across the road, the green light turned to a red light, countless vehicles passed by, and one bus after another blocked my view.

I ran quickly to the other side of the road, and I looked around in a desolate way, and he disappeared like a bubble, and I don't know if he was left or right, south or north, and I could never find him again. However, a strong intuition tells me that he is Jin Yan, and he must be Jin Yan!

But if he was in other countries, how could he resist not coming to me? How could he be so indifferent to haunt H City without contacting anyone?!

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