The next morning, a new life began completely. The first 3,000 meters of my life were actually completed in the early morning of this day, and for a person like me who was born with incomplete motor cells and has been counting down in sports all year round, running is more difficult for me than climbing to the sky.

Aunt Gu, who was hired for me, is a distant relative of his hometown and a retired physical education teacher. In addition to cooking three meals a day, her important task is to supervise me to run 3,000 kilometers every day.

At five o'clock in the morning, my door was knocked by Aunt Gu, who asked me to finish washing up at five o'clock, arrive at the school playground at five o'clock, and start a morning run after five minutes of warm-up exercise. Aunt Gu, who is over sixty years old, accompanied me to run 3,000 meters, and I had to keep up with her speed, and if I couldn't keep up, I would be reprimanded mercilessly by Aunt Gu.

The first few days were really difficult, and I didn't run far because I lacked exercise all the year round, and I couldn't keep up with Aunt Gu's pace at all. After persisting for two days, it was difficult to get up on the morning of the third day, and I was scolded by Aunt Gu outside the door for a long time.

In addition to running, the daily intensity of studying also makes my brain feel heavier than ever. It has only been two months since I left school, and the requirements of the teachers of each subject are that I must help me explain all the texts of the first and second years of high school, and before the start of school, the comprehensive score of the mock test papers of each subject must reach more than 80 points. This would have been an impossible task for me before. But now, I gritted my teeth day by day, hanging my head from the beam, cone and stabbing my stock, and pressed myself every day to complete each teacher's task.

I've never done that, and I've never worked so hard. Because I have dreams, my mind is all empty, and there is only one belief in my mind, that is, I must be admitted to University Z and become a student of University Z.

The first two months of school went by quickly and very hard. Alone in the unaccompanied S City, only you can deeply experience the taste of gritting your teeth and studying hard alone.

Aunt Gu is very kind to me except for the strict requirements on the morning run, she will come to see me every day, arrange three meals a day for me to be nutritious and thoughtful, clean my room for me after coming every day, wash my changed clothes for me to dry, and then ride her bicycle to leave leisurely. When she entered the room, she was afraid of disturbing my study, and her movements were very light, and occasionally she felt sorry for my hard work, and my aunt would make me extra soup.

Such warmth and thoughtfulness make my heart more peaceful. Here, mine was taken away by Xingfeng, who regularly contacted me through my aunt. There were no computers, no communication equipment, and I had no contact with anyone except Xingfeng.

I tried my best not to miss that person, I tried not to think about his name, I tried not to remember our past, I tried not to fall in love, but every time I saw those two words in a certain line of the book, my heart still jumped.

I don't dare to miss it, not because I don't want to, but because I'm afraid that I miss it endlessly; I don't dare to think about the past, not because of how unbearable it was, but because I am afraid of sinking into my memories and moving forward.

Two months later, I completed the tasks assigned by the teachers as scheduled, and successfully passed the test of the mock questions given by the teachers, except for the geography test, which only scored 75 points, and all other subjects met the standards set by the criminal style.

On the first day of school, Xing Feng came to take me to school, and brought me two new clothes and shoes suitable for the students to wear, both of which were Adi's sportswear. He drove me into S No. 1 in his Jaguar, and as he parked the car and we stepped out of the car, a large area of eyes lingered on me and him.

Yes, campus, I'm back. After a year, I returned to the ivory tower, and this time I returned, everything was different, the environment changed, the people changed, and even my identity changed...... I used to be the daughter of a primary school teacher in a remote township, but now I am the sister of the president of a certain provincial town. I once followed my father's bicycle timidly on campus, only daring to walk with my head down; Now I'm stepping out of the Jaguar and I'm looking at me with my head held high. However, my heart was calm, and I understood that these dazzling lights were all forms, all of which were brought to me by the criminal wind, a kind of emptiness, a kind of fox and false tiger power, and the acquisition of knowledge was the wealth that I would use for life.

There is still a difference, although the campus is an ivory tower that is not stained with dust, but all kinds of indecent social customs have more or less impregnated the campus. As soon as Xingfeng took me into the teaching building, my future homeroom teacher, Mr. Liu, hurried downstairs to greet me, and the homeroom teacher took us straight to the third floor and entered the fifth class of high school, the students applauded enthusiastically, and everyone looked at me with curious eyes. With the encouragement of Mr. Liu, I stood on the podium and briefly introduced myself in fluent Mandarin, and then under the applause of my classmates, I was arranged by Mr. Liu to sit next to a boy......

Xing Feng stood outside the door and watched all this with a smile until I sat down, and then Xing Feng winked at me, and then said goodbye after a few words of greeting with Teacher Liu.

He didn't say much, because we had already said what we had to say, and it was up to me what to do. When I re-entered the campus, I sat in front of the blackboard with a group of energetic students, and then heard the teacher write lines of poems and formulas on the blackboard.

I listened intently, sat down and took notes seriously, how hard-won a time like today's is, how dare I have a trace of slackness.

I was placed in the seat with the best view, and the teacher would ask me if I could understand during the lecture, a special treatment that I had never had in my school life. Therefore, it also made me understand that there are too many things that Xingfeng has done for me.

Ten minutes after class, I will be surrounded by a group of enthusiastic girls, and the handsomeness of the torture style is very consistent with the handsome and the male protagonist in the romance, so that these girls will keep asking me for news about my brother. In their eyes, it is no longer the cowardly, thin, and silent girl of the country girl, but a rich daughter of a noble birth and an extraordinary brother, and I am taken care of every day, and I live in the best rental house near S No. 1 Middle School, which is also the envy of all girls.

Only in my own heart did I know who I really was, where I came from, and what kind of tasks I wanted to accomplish. I was not deceived by this appearance, on the contrary, I was more aware of myself and calmer in this appearance, and I usually just smiled and laughed, followed by a cold sentence or two to dispel their enthusiasm. It's not that I don't want to make friends, I just don't have the time to make friends. I only have one year and I have to work hard.

I don't know why, but I was so calm, but I made a name for myself in this school. Because I was too indifferent, I was secretly named "Iceberg Beauty" by my classmates. I don't pay attention to dressing up, but the famous brands I wear are worth a lot of money, and the criminal style is actually deliberately dressing me in a low-key way, but it has become the focus of attention from my classmates because of my specialness.

So, when the drawer is opened, one or two letters will fall out inadvertently, and occasionally just after leaving the school gate, a group of boys will suddenly surround me and ask me for my phone number, and then later, while walking on the road, a boy will suddenly pop out and hand me a doll, and then before I can react, he is already gone, and I don't even know who is the name...... In the past, this was an encounter only for small paintings.

Occasionally, I'm surprised that I look left and right in the mirror after taking a shower, and I don't feel beautiful or pretty. I've been looking at this face for nineteen years, and I don't see any change except for the pointed chin, the eyes have become slender, and the face has become smaller. The figure is getting slimmer, the chest is flat, and there is really nothing special about it.

However, for some reason, the more cold I was, the more my classmates flocked to me. Especially one night in the month, I suddenly came to the school to see my torture style during self-study, and every time I appeared, it could cause several classes of girls to scream, and I walked out of the classroom with a red face under everyone's attention, and walked on the playground with Xingfeng for a few minutes to chat a few words, and when he left, I looked back, and countless faces peeked out of the windows of the teaching building, which was not an exaggeration at all.

"Brother, don't come to the school to see me next time, it's too eye-catching." I sat with Xingfeng on the parallel bars on the playground, and I said softly with a red face.

"That's how nice. I just want to tell you, you have to be proud, don't be the inferior self-esteem of you again. Xing Feng said with a smile.

"But everyone pays too much attention to me, so I can't study with peace of mind, and I'm always harassed by many male classmates." I say.

"My sister, of course, needs to match such treatment." Xing Feng smiled disapprerovingly, and said: "I know that you and I have too many deficiencies in the growth process, and I am now making up for your youth, so that you can enjoy the treatment that you never had in your original youth." The reason why I came to see you at school is that I also want to seek a sense of superiority, to grasp the tail of youth, to seek a little memory of youth that I didn't dare to hope for now. How good it is, the books with the smell of ink, the humorous teachers, the huge playground, the countless female or male classmates who scream for you and go crazy for you, the wanton and unrestrained youth, there are dreams, hopes and tomorrow, everything is as sweet as sugar. You have been out of society and felt the cruelty of society, so you should be able to appreciate the purity of this youth. Cherish it, little book. Every day of the past will not be repeated, cherish what you have, double down on a more exciting tomorrow, you will do it. ”

With that, he jumped off the parallel bars and ran around the playground. I sat on the parallel bars and watched his back running on the playground in his tracksuit, and suddenly understood the meaning of his words. He is right, youth will not come again if it is missed. Suddenly, I stopped worrying about all of this and was doubly grateful.

Everything can be restarted, which is a precious thing in life. I couldn't help but shout at his back, "Brother, thank you." ”