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[377] Believe

(Today's fourth update)

I stood on the side of the road, feeling the breeze, touched my pocket, and wanted to take out a cigarette to smoke, but when I reached into my pocket, I found that my clothes pocket was empty. I kind of feel sorry for my box of cigarettes. Then he smiled helplessly and reached out to stop a taxi.

When I arrived at Chenyang's house, as soon as I opened the door and entered, "I grass", and then fanned the air in front of me with my hand, "How did you get this?" What's going on. Grass, you smoke less, choke me to death. Then I couldn't hold back and coughed a few times.

Fei Ge held a wine glass in his hand, "Why did you come back so soon?" ”

"Is this still fast?"

Brother Xu stood up and smiled at me, "Liu'er, hurry up and come over and drink." When we first started, my brothers thought that you wouldn't come at night, and that you were going to be physically and mentally united."

I sighed, "Hemao, it's not with me anyway." ”

"What's wrong? You didn't get along? Mrs. Shi asked on the side.

I shook my head, "How can it be combined, how can it be so easy, hehe, or am I too naïve." ”

"You're not too naïve, you're too face-conscious."

As soon as he said this, the people around him stopped talking. I also froze, and everyone's eyes were focused on Chu Jing's body.

Chu Jing was also embarrassed by us, and smiled at us embarrassedly, "What's the matter, why are you looking at me like this?" Am I saying the wrong thing? ”

Mrs. Shi said to the side, "No, it's just that you suddenly spoke like this, I'm a little uncomfortable, when will you say something like this." ”

"I'll have to be tough. Or, Huixu can't always bully me. Chu Jing smiled after finishing speaking.

Brother Xu hugged Chu Jing on the side, "How can I bully you." ”

"Yes, yes, you just bully me." Then everyone around laughed.

Brother Xu hugged Chu Jing and kissed him, "I'll bully you, what's wrong." ”

Chu Jing smiled and did not speak. Good is happiness. I didn't want to drink at all, but seeing them like this, I don't know why, I suddenly missed Lin Ran very much in my heart.

Xiao Chao brought me a wine glass on the side, and poured me full of wine, and when it was full, he handed it to me, "Do you want to drink?" ”

I glanced at him, "You've poured it all for me, can I not drink it?" ”

Mrs. Shi said, "Liu'er, I heard that you were with Lin Ran just now?" Is there such a thing? ”

I glanced at her, "What's wrong?" ”

"Then why didn't you reconcile, you still look so depressed?"

I'm happy" all broke up, and reconciled something. ”

"You two were supposed to break up. Do you really want her anymore? ”

I looked at Shitai, "It's her who doesn't want me anymore." ”

"Why, we've known each other for so long, my feeling is very accurate, it must be your reason, aren't you very responsible. How is this now. ”

I ignored Shitai, took the cup from Xiaochao's hand, sat down on the spot, and looked at Fei Ge, "Mowan." ”

"It's hard work at home."

"Then you're drinking here."

Fei Ge smiled, "I'll make up for it when I go back." ”

"What a shame." Mrs. Shi scolded, "There is no good thing." ”

We didn't refute, didn't speak, and started drinking, to be honest, before I started, I didn't think much about drinking, I just touched the scene, and at this time, Lin Ran was next to me. I don't know how long we're going to have to have a misunderstanding, but I know I'm having a hard time, I want to drink, and I don't know why I want to drink when I'm so uncomfortable.

So, I was very brave when I drank, and I was also very happy in the process of drinking, quite happy, everyone used to persuade each other to drink, and they wanted to make each other drink, and they wanted others to drink hard. This time, I also took the initiative, drank with this and that, and within half an hour, I felt dizzy and dizzy, and I began to feel bold.

Scolding the street, chatting with women, telling pornographic jokes, and then starting to drink. The more I drank, the more I drank, as if I drank at the end, I don't know why, so I burst into tears, wiped my tears, and continued to drink. Fei Ge and Brother Xu began to pull me and didn't let me drink, I didn't listen to anyone, and I still drank there. I don't know how much I drank, but Fei Ge and I were in a hurry and snatched all my glass and wine. But none of them could hold me. I just drink it myself, I'm happy, so I'm going to drink it.

I grabbed Brother Xu's wine to drink, grabbed Chenyang's wine to drink, and when I couldn't drink it in my mouth, I poured it into my mouth, and the wine flowed all over my body, clothes, and face. Then I started to vomit again and again, and when I was done, I came back and continued to drink. I don't know how long it will be. I just know that I am very uncomfortable, quite uncomfortable. It's uncomfortable, it's not psychologically uncomfortable. All I know is that after I drank too much, I said a lot of things that should be said and things that should not be said. I just don't know what I'm saying.

The body is extremely uncomfortable, after drinking too much, I actually have a feeling of wanting to die, while vomiting, I swear to the toilet bowl that I will never drink again, never drink again, please God let me hurry up and ease this strength. I couldn't stand it anymore.

I was lying on the ground, very uncomfortable, I didn't want to move, and suddenly I felt that my mind was a little blurry, and I didn't even know who was around me, and I didn't know who was around me. I felt someone holding me. And then there were a lot of anxious voices. Then it felt a little cold, as if I was going out. I started to vomit halfway, and I had nothing to vomit about, and after I finished vomiting, I felt bitter in my mouth, and I always thought again, am I going to die?

I was so confused and unconscious.

When I opened my eyes in a daze, I looked at the ceiling, why it was so white around me, and my first reaction was to think that I was really dead. Shaking his head, sober up. I found out that it was not, and it turned out that I was in the hospital. My arm hurts a lot, "It turned out to be a hanging bottle." ”

"Are you awake?"

That's when I realized that there was someone next to me. I turned my head and paused, "Why are you here?" ”

Lin Ran's eyes were red, and it was obvious that he had just cried, "You scared me to death, Liu'er." What are you going to do. Don't keep scaring people like that, okay. ”

After listening to Lin Ran's words, I thought about it, and found that I still had a little headache, "You haven't answered me yet, why are you here." ”

Lin Ran stood up and took the towel next to him, soaked it from the basin, then twisted it and wiped my face. After wiping it very carefully, "Liu'er, are you still uncomfortable?" I'm sorry, it's all my fault. The voice was full of guilt.

I smiled reluctantly, only to find that I couldn't laugh "What's wrong, what's wrong?" I think about it too much. ”

Lin Ran shook his head, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be so petty, don't drink in the future, okay, you scared me, really." I've never seen you drink like this. Don't drink it in the future, you're all alcoholic. ”

"It's okay, why are you here" After saying that, I looked out the window, "What time is it?" ”

"Brother Fei called me and said that you are going to die, let me come over to see you for the last time, I thought it was fake at first, and then I heard you shouting love me on the phone. I just ran out, Liu'er, don't do this in the future. I don't need you to bow my head to me. I'm really sad about you like this. ”

I paused for a moment and carefully recalled the memories, and it turned out that I really couldn't remember, "You are like this, how can you tell your family?" Don't you have to go home at night? What the hell is going on? ”

"I'm fine, I've told my family that's all right. Let's take a look at yourself. I vomited blood just now. You're scaring us. ”

"No, what did you tell your family?"

Lin Ran grabbed my hand, "I'm fine, Brother Fei, they just left for a while, I drove them all back." I told my mom that I was going to live at my cousin's house. I begged my cousin to do me a favor. I'm fine. ”

When I heard Lin Ran say this, I sighed, "That's fine, what's wrong with me?" Why are you still infusion, so serious. ”

"Alcohol poisoning, the doctor said that you are fine, just lose one night, you really scared me."

I smiled wryly, "It's okay, it's not a problem." ”

Lin Ran looked at me, "You are still pretending, why do you have to drink so much." ”

I just wanted to speak, but I couldn't hold back, and when I got up, I vomited on the ground next to me, and some of them were on the sheets, but all I vomited was bitter water. It tastes weird in my mouth.

Lin Ran stood up and walked over, first wiped the sheets for me with a piece of paper, then helped me and handed me mineral water. I drank some water, rinsed my mouth, then spit on the ground, then took a deep breath, and lay down on the bed again, Lin Ran cleaned up for me very carefully. Then I wiped it with another towel.

I kept staring at her and didn't speak, feeling weird in my heart. What's more, it's warm. Although my head hurts a little, I am much more awake.

After Lin Ran finished cleaning up, he walked to my side and looked at me. Sighed, "Tell me about you, what are you trying to do?" Drink yourself like this. ”

"It's okay, I did it on purpose, I like it like this."

"You pull it down, you have to die to save face, don't you? Say it yourself. ”

I suddenly remembered something, and looked at Lin Ran, "Didn't I throw away all your calling cards." How did Phineas contact you? ”

Lin Ran sighed, "You threw my card at night, it's my new number, the number I used to use at the earliest, last time you dropped it for me, I don't know why, so I made up for it myself." I've been keeping it at home all the time. I replaced that card today, and Fei Ge called. As soon as I asked, I found out, so I told my family and ran over. ”

I smiled helplessly, "Then I threw that card in time, right, or Feige still can't contact you." But it's not good, it still affects your relationship with your brother Yu. ”

Lin Ran grabbed my hand, "Liu'er, don't be like this, really, I only have you in my heart, and I can't let go of others." We really don't have anything. ”

"I don't believe it, when I watched him talk to you, he was very ambiguous, and now you don't say anything to me, how can you make me believe it?"

Lin Ran shook his head: "What I said is true. Liu'er, you believe me once, okay? We really didn't have anything."