[376] That's all
(Today's third update)
After Lin Ran finished speaking, he turned around and was about to leave. I suddenly felt that I shouldn't mention the sunset. easily grabbed Lin Ran. She shook her arm vigorously, but didn't shake it off, and looked back at "Let go of me." ”
"Don't go." I thought about it for a moment and said very seriously, "I said the wrong thing, don't go." Don't go anywhere."
"And what do you mean?"
"It's boring, I shouldn't mention Xiyu, I know it's not good to say that."
Lin Ran stared at me, "Okay, since you say so, let me ask you, are you wrong?" ”
I looked up at Lin Ran, thought for a long time, and shook my head, "I don't know." ”
Lin Ran smiled and followed closely, "I really don't understand you, really." After all these years, I still don't know you. ”
"What's wrong with me? Am I wrong? ”
"I don't know what kind of person you are." Lin Ran smiled sadly, and while laughing, he said, "When you were in junior high school, how old were you, you should have held such flowers yourself." Dare to go to the girls' dormitory at night, break into our dormitory, you dare to kneel down to me in front of so many people, you dare to go to our class with a few people to fight, and even use knives to cut people. No matter what problems you encounter, you don't care, you're not afraid, and rarely see anything of you. I always thought you would dare anything? Because I've rarely seen you say you're afraid, and you're afraid to do it. Few. ”
I listened to Lin Ran speak, lowered my head, and began to think crankily.
"You are very bold, and you are also very good at playing treasures, you can make women happy, and you are also very good at having an affair with women."
"What's wrong with me?"
Lin Ran stared at me, "Do you know how to refuse?" I slashed you at the beginning, and afterwards I regretted myself, I was angry, but you didn't say anything there, and you still followed me after I spoke. I think you love me. At the very least, you are responsible. ”
"I always thought that you would dare anything" Lin Ran smiled, "but now, it is so difficult for me to ask you to apologize to me and admit your mistake." Really? You're afraid to apologize to me, are you? ”
I sighed, "I've apologized enough to you. What else do you want from me? ”
"I don't want you to do anything, you touch your conscience and think about it. I am in your eyes, in your heart, what is it, and whether there is a place in the end. In your eyes, I'm not as important as your brothers, or even as important as Xiyu, am I? ”
I looked up at her and said, "No, can you, not talk like that?" I don't want that. You know. ”
"Well, I know, I know everything, you can't handle these relationships, you can't learn? Moreover, in your mind, apart from fighting, mixing, what else is there, can you stay for a few days, live in peace for a few days, don't fight, don't make trouble, can't you? ”
I shook my head, "I'm a greedy person, I'll admit, really." But I'm still young, I've come this far, that's the only way, I don't mix, I don't fight, why did I become like this in the first place, you asked me to go back to study, do you think I don't want to study hard, but no way, I can't learn. I've tried to study hard many times, but I'm used to it, I don't have that self-control, I can't study. What do you want me to do? ”
Lin Ran smiled at me, "Liu'er, you should avoid this problem, from beginning to end, you have never said a soft word to me, you have not bowed your head to me, you don't want to think about it, why am I like that, you promised me that you don't lie to me." But did you do it? You always lie to me, I just don't want to be deceived, you are very important to me, do you understand? I just don't want to be deceived by the person I love the most, am I wrong? I want a sense of security" Lin Ran's voice became smaller and smaller.
I listened to her words and sighed, "You say that about me again, I bow your head to you, is it too low?" ”
As soon as the words fell, the phone rang, I looked at her, and she looked at me. There was silence, the phone rang by itself for a long time, and it was just the two of us here, not my PHS voice, it must have been hers.
"Hehe, you got a new phone so soon, who will call you at this time?" I asked with a smile.
Lin Ran didn't speak, took out the phone, hung up the phone, and then put it in his pocket.
"Why don't you pick it up," I pointed at her, "pick it up." Don't take it, it's not good. It's going to delay you a lot. ”
As soon as I finished speaking, her phone rang again, and this time she took it out, and just as she was about to hang up, I reached out and grabbed her arm very quickly. Lin Ran said "ah", and my other hand also stretched out, and easily snatched her phone into my hand.
"You give me the phone." Lin Ran was a little angry.
I smiled "don't give"
Lin Ran came up and was about to grab it, I grabbed the phone to death, she broke my fingers hard, and finally didn't break it. She was a little annoyed, took a step back, and just looked at me.
I watched as she stopped trying to break my fingers. smiled. Picked up the phone and looked at the two missed calls, the missed user name "Brother Yu". I looked at the phone and was silent for a moment, then looked up and looked at her, "It's called Brother Yu so soon?" ”
Lin Ran looked at me, "Why did you rob my phone." ”
"It's called Brother Yu so soon?"
As soon as I finished speaking, the phone rang again, and I answered it and put the phone to my ear, "Ranran, where are you?" Why don't you go home yet? You okay? ”
As soon as I heard it, I was stunned, I looked at Lin Ran quietly, and smiled at her very chicly. Holding the phone in his hand, "Ranran, I haven't even called this title." ”
"Ranran, why don't you speak? Are you okay. Let's start with a word. "The phone wasn't loud, but the two of us could hear it.
I glanced at Lin Ran, and put the phone to my ear, "Say something, what do you say?" ”
"Who are you? Wang Yue, isn't it? ”
I smiled and replied, "Well, what's wrong." You became my daughter-in-law's brother Yu so quickly. That's enough. ”
"I'm telling you, don't go on and on. Don't deceive people too much. ”
I smiled contemptuously, "Well, Cheng, you can say it." What do you think, I listen, what's the deception? Are you still human? Then I looked up at Lin Ran, trying to see something on her face, but she looked at me very calmly, and her expression didn't change at all, as if nothing had anything to do with her.
"What do you mean you?"
I took my eyes off Lin Ran's body, "I don't mean anything, I just want to say, I'm going to grass your mother, don't call again." Get away. ”
On the other side of the phone, he was also anxious, and shouted at me, "Liu'er, are you still finished?" ”
"Oh, why is it not over?"
"Bear with you, once or twice. Tell you, don't finish it, it's mine now, and I'll be good to her. You don't have anything to do to disturb her life, you have the ability to come to me, you really think you have something to do with you. ”
I listened to him roar on the phone, and I didn't speak, but calmly scolded the phone with a "stupid comparison" and hung up the phone. After hanging up, I turned off the phone, and then calmly opened the back cover of Lin Ran's mobile phone.
Lin Ran spoke at this time: "What are you going to do?" ”
I ignored her and unplugged the battery. I removed the SIM card. I put the phone back on again. Then he looked up at her, "Did you hear that?" Did you hear what he just said? Do you need to repeat it to you? ”
"We don't have anything."
I smiled, stood up, walked to Lin Ran's side, grabbed her hand, and then took a picture of the phone on her hand. Then in front of her, he stretched out his hand and broke the SIM card of her mobile phone with great effort. After it was broken. I looked at a manhole cover next to me, and there was a small eye, I smiled, walked over, squatted down, and threw the SIM card that had been folded in half.
After throwing it down, I stood up and clapped my hands, "Nothing else." Hehe, then I'm leaving. You're doing well. "I'm going to leave when I'm done.
Lin Ran reached out and grabbed me as soon as I turned around.
I looked back at her, "What are you pulling me for this time?" ”
"You don't believe me at all?"
"What do I believe in you?"
Lin Ran looked at me, "I told you, she was pestering me." It has nothing to do with me. He made everything himself. We have nothing, not even a relationship. He's the one who is pestering me. ”
I smiled, "You know, you're at this time, you know that I don't believe you." Then why did you always say that about me before? ”
Lin Ran looked at me, "Then what you mean is that you want to leave, right?" ”
"Why don't I go, do you look at you two so sweet?"
Lin Ran stretched out his hand and pointed at me, "We don't have anything, you don't believe it, okay, okay, let me ask you, since you don't believe me, why do you still break my card for me and throw it at me." ”
"Are you distressed?"
"You answer me" Lin Ran's voice was very calm.
I smiled and spread my hands. I felt extremely uncomfortable, but I didn't know why. As soon as the words came to his lips, it became "I'll quit your life, it doesn't matter, it's a matter." Right, love how week and week. I don't bother you, you have a good time. I'm self-aware. ”
Lin Ran's eyes turned red again, and he nodded at me, "Okay, Wang Yue, okay, hello, let's go." Let's go. ”
I looked at her, hesitated. Didn't move.
"You go, bastard, you're a fucking hypocrisy, do you think I have anything to do with him? Do you believe it? Aren't you leaving? . . Lin Ran shouted at me at the school gate. People passing by, many people were looking at us.
I glanced at her, I felt very uncomfortable, and I was still very happy with her, and then I turned around and walked forward aimlessly, not knowing where I was going, but I was very calm and walked forward very slowly. I would love to look back at her. I really want to think about it. I really want her to come and catch up with me. Or, call me back, that's fine. I'll run back that way, too, and I'll wait for her to speak as I go.
After walking for a long time, I didn't know how many roads I had crossed. Looking back, Lin Ran's trace had disappeared and he couldn't see it at all. I sighed and shook my head. There is an indescribable pain in my heart, I am this temper, what can I do. Forget it, forget it. It's going to be fine. You can't die, the days will be long, no one can live without anyone, just a process of adaptation, that's all.