138 Ambiguity is sweet to sad (Mr. Bean, Dream Diamond Title)

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We both talked and talked, and we were both a little drunk. Over the years, I have drunk too much, too many times, and before I know it, I find that I am really like an alcoholic at some times, greedy for drinks, and live as he pleases.

Dai Xiangwei said a little drunk: Zhizhi, in fact, sometimes I am afraid, afraid that before I surpass Xu Cheng, you have already surpassed me......

I squinted at him, and I said: Xiangwei, a rich second generation still has ambitions in his heart, which is commendable. With that alone, you can go a lot farther than a lot of people.

He smiled, he took his glass and toasted with me, and he said, "Well, we haven't danced in a long time, let's dance together."

I said yes, and then got off the barstool, staggered to the center of the dance floor, Dai Xiangwei followed, naturally wrapped his arms around my waist, I put my hand around his neck, and began to slowly tap and dance to the music, jumping and jumping, and the whole person hung on him. I admit that at that moment, I was willful, I was greedy, and I actually had a feeling of wanting to be attached to him, even for a moment, even for a moment.

Ambiguous Mei is really a deadly poison, and at that moment, I understood what I felt about Dai Xiangwei. Yes, it is the so-called ambiguous mei, a little more than like, a little less than love, but there is a beauty and temptation that love can never reach.

He dragged me with almost all his strength, and we circled around the middle of the dance floor, and he pushed me away and pulled me into his arms, and he picked me up, spun around, and put me down. We didn't speak, but our eyes kept talking, his eyes looking at me affectionately and tactfully, and I looked at him with a piercing and unforgettable gaze......

I couldn't tell whether it was the effect of alcohol or the atmosphere, we were completely selfless, and at that moment, we were all greedy, knowing that we could never have each other again in this life, and that we could not accompany each other through our lives in this life. So, at this moment, I hugged each other to my heart's content, pestered each other, and indulged in ......

Even though he was drunk, he still insisted on sending me home, and I said: No, Dai Xiangwei, you can't drink and drive.

He shook his head and said, "Don't talk about drunk driving, I can drive the car steadily even in my sleep."

I said, "No, it's too dangerous."

He smiled treacherously, and he said, "Then die together, are you afraid?"

His hairstyle is still as cool as ever, his skin is so smooth, he wears a black leather jacket, that little beard is particularly sexy, he laughs very charmingly, he twists my chin with his hand like before, and says: What about you, are you afraid to die with me?

I don't know why, I suddenly had courage, I looked at his provocative gaze and was very unhappy, I directly sat in the co-pilot, I said: Let's go, if I die, I will admit it.

He laughed, and he said, "Yi Zhizhi, I love you for that."

He sat up, fastened his seatbelt, and came over to help me fasten it, and said: Death Journey mode on, dear, Areyouready?

I put on my sunglasses and I said: Go then!

He made an OK gesture and started his car quickly, the roar of the engine sounded instantly, he quickly drove out of the underground garage, and then began to take me through the road, he drank even more crazy, rampage in this kind of urban area, scared me screaming, I said loudly: Dai Xiangwei, you don't really want to die with me, do you?

He twisted the steering wheel frantically and said, "Yes! I'm scared! If you're scared, jump out of the car yourself! I'm not going to stop!

I said loudly: I'm afraid of a P, isn't it death!

The wind in his ears is roaring, we have to say that the other party can only hear the loud sound, his driving skills are really not dazzling, even if he drinks, he can walk freely at such a fast speed without obstacles.

It usually takes me more than 40 minutes to drive downstairs from Ah Pao's bar to my house, and he rushed downstairs in 10 minutes, and then a piercing brake sounded, and he said: It's here, you're not dead, I'm not dead, we'll all be alive in the future, get out of the car.

I sat in the car and didn't get down for a long time, I looked at him like this, and suddenly I couldn't bear it, he looked at me and said: Go, why don't you leave, if you don't leave, I'll kiss you.

I was still a little reluctant, I didn't know what I was hesitating, I made a gesture that surprised me, I actually kissed him on the face at a very fast speed, and then I said: Dai Xiangwei, I'm sorry.

He was also surprised by me, he smiled bitterly, and he said: Is your kiss a comfort to the spare tire?

My heart ached instantly, and I said, "No, I don't want to explain, I just want to say I'm sorry."

At that moment, I even felt that I had failed him, that I had failed a man who was so proud. You can't have both fish and bear's paws, and how can you have both bear's paws and bear's paws? …… I don't regret not choosing you, but I'm very guilty, so Dai Xiangwei, I'm sorry.

I opened the car door and wanted to leave quickly, he suddenly grabbed my hand, hugged me, and then kissed me on the lips with lightning speed, I desperately broke free, he stubbornly grabbed me, and said while kissing: Zhizhi, please, I have lost you......

I instantly relented, and his words made all my defenses slack like a break, and I quietly let him kiss, and he kissed me for a while and then hugged me tightly, and then after a while he let go of me, and he said, "Yes, you go."

I actually felt like crying, I stood up again and pulled the car door, and then gently closed it, and I said: rest well when you go back, and drive slower.

He made a gesture and said, "Don't worry, you can't die."

I looked at him again, and he looked at me with a sad look in his eyes, but also with a sense of relief. I turned around silently, went upstairs slowly, got on the elevator, walked to the door with heavy steps, opened the door with the key, then turned on the light, changed my slippers, and pushed open the bedroom door, only to find that the bedroom light was on, and Xu Cheng was standing at the window smoking......

I sweated like rain in an instant, so to speak, he had all the views of the scene downstairs just now? I immediately panicked, and I had a feeling of cheating and being caught before I was married......

I said weakly: Why are you here?

He must have known that I was in the door, he must have heard me push the door open, but he didn't look back, I knew something was wrong.

He didn't speak, I tried to stabilize my emotions, I didn't feel any guilt in my heart, although I did deviate at night, but I was calm in my heart at the time, I didn't even think of Xu Cheng, I just felt that I owed Dai Xiangwei something, I just felt relieved now, I knew I was greedy, I always wanted to leave a perfect me in everyone's heart, I didn't want to have any flaws and regrets, but I did this, can Xu Cheng understand?

As I thought, I took off my clothes and said, "Close the curtains, I'm changing......

Hearing this, he gently closed the curtains, then turned silently and watched as I stripped off my clothes one by one until I was naked......

I was ready to put on my pajamas and go to the shower, but as soon as I put on my pajamas, he stood behind me, and he pushed me down on the bed with a lot of force, because of the excessive force, my head hit the pillar at the head of the bed, and I was instantly dizzy, and I was in great pain, and he ripped off my pajamas again without any foreplay, and then entered me without any foreplay, hitting hard, violently, and mercilessly......

My body was moistened quickly, his face was gloomy, and he didn't say a word from beginning to end, I looked at him like this, and didn't dare to make a sound, but the moving expression on his face still betrayed me, and he actually scolded: Biaozi, you are called, why don't you call.

My body was actually flooded even more because of his words, he flipped me over and entered me again from behind, he slapped my pi thigh hard and roared from deep in his throat: I hate you......

I didn't say anything, I didn't know how to explain it, I just tugged at the sheets tightly, and endured his wave after wave of thumping, until he gave it all out, then left me aside, and lay alone on the bed panting......

I feel so wronged, but I find that I have nothing to be wronged about, it is my fault first, it is that I did not keep my bottom line, but he treats me like this, is it really okay?

At that moment, I was lying on the bed weakly, tears actually fell out of the corners of my eyes, and gradually, I had a slight convulsion.

He probably heard it, and his arm gently pulled over me, and I pushed it away, curled up on the other side. Seeing this, he sighed, and then he came over and hugged me in his arms, and he said, "I'm sorry, yes."

I couldn't stop my tears anymore, I knew I was wrong, but I still stubbornly stiffened, I said: There is nothing to be sorry for, if you want to say sorry, I am sorry for you.

He probably remembered the scene he had just seen, and he let go of me in an instant, sighed, and didn't speak again.

I said quietly: If you are willing to listen to my explanation, I will explain my reasons. If you feel that I can't forgive, you leave me.

He sighed again, and he said: Why am I so good to you, and you still do this?

I shook my head bitterly, and I said, "It's not what you think, would you like to hear me?" Or is there no longer a need for explanation?

He still sighed, and he said: I wanted to surprise you in the evening, but as a result, you gave me such a big "surprise".

I said, "I'm sorry...... I'm willful, can you still let me explain?

This chapter is estimated to be scolded again......

However, I believe that those who have experienced it must understand the twists and turns between Zhi and Dai......

Maybe their way of dealing with it is not wise, but people are animals with seven emotions and six desires, and when they drink alcohol, it is inevitable that they will be a little difficult to control themselves......

In this chapter, another character flaw is also written, that is, some willfulness and self-......

It may be a personality, but sometimes it's also a disaster......

How will the boss deal with it......

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