264 If it is said that everything is providential
"I know your heart will slowly move for me, little book, I know what you mean by that. Don't put too much psychological burden on yourself, everything I do for you is willing. Zhao Qinhan heard me say this, but his tone did not have much waves. On the contrary, there is also a kind of calmness that everything is under control.
The more he did this, the more a strong antipathy swelled in my heart. I can't describe to anyone where this resentment comes from, because those who haven't experienced it have no idea that someone can be so deep and urban.
The reason why the eldest sister affirmed Zhao Qinhan was because she had not had such a long-term contact with him, in her eyes, Zhao Qinhan was a man like the criminal style, responsible, responsible, mature and generous, delicate and considerate. However, all that Xingfeng did was because Xingfeng himself was such a man; And Zhao Qinhan, he has an 80% similarity with Xingfeng's way of dealing with people, but in the remaining 20%, there are unknown plans and calculations.
This is the conclusion that I came to after getting along with Zhao Qinhan for many years, when I was in college, I had already faintly felt his power to manipulate public opinion and his ability to deceive people, and now that I have lived with him for nearly two years, I feel more and more that my judgment back then was not wrong. But I knew in my heart that he was not to blame, he grew up in such a family, and it was not surprising that he had been exposed to too many things, and that he had formed such a politician-type character.
"People may not know about you, but I know you better than you think. Zhao Qinhan, if you think that you can impress me with these things and manipulate me from now on, you are really wrong. Even if you don't divorce me, I won't appreciate your goodness in my lifetime. Please don't come to the countryside in the future, let me and Qiuqiu live in peace in the countryside, okay? I said coldly.
"I can promise you anything else, and even if you don't let the two old men visit the children, I have done it. But there's no way I'm not coming here, nominally I'm still your husband, and I have to take good care of you. In addition, Jin Yan is about to come next door to you......" Zhao Qinhan, who has always been very good at controlling his emotions, suddenly said the last sentence meaningfully, his face was also slightly gloomy, and then said, "I heard about the dispute you had with them today, I heard about it on the way here." I hope you will take care of my face a little bit and stop having anything to do with him. ”
"It's my business, I don't need you to take care of it." I say.
"It's our family's business, and I have to take care of it." Zhao Qinhan's tone was a few points more resolute than mine, probably realizing that he had accidentally leaked his emotions, Zhao Qinhan suddenly said softly: "Even if you don't love me, you should let him go." He doesn't love you anymore, that's a fact. ”
After speaking, Zhao Qinhan took out his mobile phone, flipped out a photo and put it in front of me. When the photo was presented in front of my eyes, my heart couldn't help but tingle, Zhao Qinhan said at this time: "This is a photo of Jin Yan and Tao Mengran attending a charity party in H City, and they have become one publicly." Xiaoshu, is such a man who has seen a change of mind, is it a man you have loved for many years and is willing to give birth to children for him? Where is he better than me? ”
Zhao Qinhan's last sentence hit my heart directly, and the sentence "Where is he better than me" made me doubt the love that I once believed in very much in the past. I have never suspected that Jin Yan has any character flaws, but now, our relationship has long since become unrecognizable with the intervention of Tao Mengran and Zhao Qinhan.
As the days passed, the site that Tao Mengran had chartered started work day and night, and all kinds of machines were still roaring at night, making it difficult for people to sleep. The construction period is very fast, less than half a month, the house has begun to take shape, it is completely modeled after the appearance of my farmhouse house, I began to look at this suddenly from the flat ground to pull up another building, my heart can not be said to be blocked; However, after the mood gradually adjusted, the heart gradually returned to calm.
They built it quickly, and it didn't take long for the house to take shape. One morning, when I arrived at the farmhouse, they were already full of people. I walked over to take a look, only to find that they were already preparing for the opening ribbon-cutting ceremony with great fanfare.
I stood there and watched for a while, and saw Tao Mengran driving far away, so I went back to my farmhouse.
Their opening ceremony was very grand and grand, and it is said that many entrepreneurs in H City, including some relevant government dignitaries, were invited. On this day, the edge of the Panjia River was full of all kinds of luxury cars, and the road was spread for several miles.
I didn't wait and see, I was still busy with my own work in my flower field, but I didn't understand what Tao Mengran's intention was. Is it just to compete with me by investing so much money at once? What is the significance of such a comparison?
The third aunt came in with Qiuqiu at this time, and stood at the entrance of the greenhouse and shouted to me: "Little book, it's so lively next door, that xx star has come to cut the ribbon!" Aren't you going out and having a look? ”
I stood up, saw Qiuqiu grinning at me, hurriedly walked over, teased Qiuqiu for a while, I smiled and said, "You go and see, just put Qiuqiu in the car, I'll come and see, I don't like to watch the excitement." ”
"You kid, everything is good since you were a child, but sometimes it's too quiet." When the third aunt saw me say this, she smiled helplessly, and I asked her to put Qiuqiu in the stroller.
I put the ball on the concrete floor at the entrance of the greenhouse, I talked to him from time to time while working, he waved his hand and babbled with me, I don't know why, this child has been very sorry for me since he was a child, every time he is with me, he is very well-behaved, except when he is hungry or needs to urinate, he usually rarely cries.
At this time, I saw that there seemed to be a few insects on the peony flower not far away, and my heart sank at that time, so I hurriedly walked over to check the specific situation. But after a minute, I heard Qiuqiu's heart-rending cry behind me, and I looked back in astonishment, only to see Qiuqiu's stroller collapsed in the flower field, and Qiuqiu was planted in the flower field!
I've always protected Qiuqiu very well since I was a child, and I've never wrestled or bumped into it! Unexpectedly, this time, I fell and fell on a big heel! At that moment, my heart was in my throat! I didn't dare to think about anything, so I hurriedly ran over and took Qiuqiu out of the flower field! When I saw the skin on Qiuqiu's head and bleeding, I couldn't tell the self-blame in my heart! I can't slap myself hard!
Qiuqiu must have seen me walking away and wanted to follow, so he kept shaking the stroller, but the car slipped forward and the center of gravity was unstable before it fell! I looked at Qiuqiu's face full of mud, my little face was swollen with pain and purple, my heart was like a knife, and I felt that I was not worthy of being a mother at all!
I hurriedly wiped off the mud mixed with blood on Qiuqiu's face, and ran out desperately with him, when I just ran to the gate of the yard, I saw Jin Yan just walked out of the gate next door, he probably saw me holding Qiuqiu's face full of tears, and saw Qiuqiu's appearance, and his face was greatly surprised!
"What's wrong? What's going on? He stopped me and asked me nervously.
"Get out of the way! Don't worry about it! I was so anxious that I hurriedly pushed him away and ran desperately to my car, but at this time, the three outer floors here were surrounded by people and cars! The speed simply can't be faster!
He probably saw Qiuqiu's appearance and shouted to me: "Pan Rushu!" Now save the ball! You won't be able to get out of this car parked in it! My car is on the outside! I ran over with the ball in my arms! ”
"Don't worry about it!" At that moment, an indescribable hatred welled up in my heart.
When I didn't see Jin Yan, I thought all this was just an accident. But when I saw Jin Yan, I suddenly felt that Qiuqiu's matter today was providence! Why was Qiuqiu okay before, but today they are about to open, and Qiuqiu suddenly had an accident?!
"Pan Rushu! Now is not the time to compete! Give me the baby! I'm faster than you! He shouted loudly behind him, caught up with him, grabbed the child in his arms without saying a word, and then ran wildly.
Many villagers who knew each other came up to inquire about the situation, and when they saw the child falling, they hurriedly gave way. Jin Yan strode in front with the child in his arms, I followed closely and chased after me, I heard Tao Mengran shouting Jin Yan loudly behind me, but Jin Yan did not look back, he carefully protected Qiuqiu's head, carefully walked through the crowd quickly, and finally ran to his car along the long convoy.
He gave the child directly to me and then shouted to me, "Get in the car!" ”
"Let's go to the town hospital first!" At this time, I couldn't take much care of it, so I got into the car with the child in my arms and said to him.
"I know!" He quickly started the car and drove ahead quickly, and soon took me and the child to the town's community hospital.
"Qiuqiu, Qiuqiu, mom is here, Qiuqiu doesn't cry, Qiuqiu is good, Qiuqiu will be fine!" On the way, I tried to hold back tears while talking to the child in my arms.
Qiuqiu had stopped crying and kept trying to reach out and grab his scalp, I quickly took his hand, his eyelids raised and looked at me, I could see that the child was in a lot of pain, but he tried to open his eyes, as if to tell me that he was okay, I held his hand and kept talking to him.
At this moment, Qiuqiu suddenly reached out and touched my face, grabbed the hair on my forehead, and shouted a tone of "Mom...... that he had never shouted before"
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