265 I feel sorry for my child

"Qiuqiu, Qiuqiu, Mommy, Mommy!" At that moment, I couldn't help but shed tears when I didn't want to be vulnerable in front of my children.

Qiuqiu's fleshy little hands kept waving, and I heard him several times in succession "Mommy, Mommy......", and at that moment, I couldn't tell the mixed feelings in my heart.

I was both excited and worried, sad and heartbroken, my whole attention was on Qiuqiu, I didn't think that the person sitting next to me was Jin Yan, and even I didn't fantasize that he was the father of the child at that moment!

The doctor at the emergency department looked at the child's condition, and hurriedly carried out first aid treatment such as hemostasis in the head, and then asked me to take it to do a CT examination of the brain, I probably said about the situation when the child fell, and after listening to it, he said alarmistly: "The child is still young, if he falls like this, it is likely to cause intracranial hemorrhage, concussion, etc., you see that his consciousness is now a little blurred......

My heart sank for no reason, and I took the heavy steps of holding the child to the toll office with the list, completely ignoring the existence of Jin Yan beside me. He was silent at first, but then he caught up, grabbed the slip from my hand and said, "I'll pay the bill!" You take him to the filming place and wait for me first! ”

As soon as I arrived at the door of the CT room, he ran upstairs sweating profusely and panting and said, "Okay, I know you're scared, I'll go in with you holding the ball!" ”

"No!" I coldly refused and entered the CT room with the ball in my arms.

After the doctor's request to take a film, the doctor let Qiuqiu hang up the anti-inflammatory injection first, this is the first injection of a drip since Qiuqiu grew so big, when I saw the nurse holding the needle to the skin of Qiuqiu, I felt that the needle seemed to be pierced in my heart, Qiuqiu cried in pain, and I also fell into tears with pain. I saw it inadvertently, and suddenly saw that Jin Yan's eyes were also full of tears, and I was stunned at that moment.

He probably didn't expect me to suddenly look up at him, so I quickly turned my head away, and the nurse found us a seat and asked me to sit down with Qiuqiu, who gradually fell asleep with a pacifier in her mouth after a while crying. Jin Yan didn't know why he walked out, and after a while, he walked in with a takeout in his hand, sat down next to me silently, handed it to me, and said, "Are you hungry?" Let's have a bite to eat. ”

"No, you don't." I'm still cold.

"You have to take care of yourself before you have the spirit to take care of Qiuqiu." Jin Yan said again.

"You don't have to be so kind, aren't you opening today? Go back and worry about your and Tao Mengran's careers. I tried to calm my tone, but I couldn't control the anger in my tone.

"I saw you and Zhao Qinhan on TV that day," he suddenly turned the subject to me and Zhao Qinhan, "Your group photo looks very warm, he puts his hand on your shoulder, and behind him is a large field of flowers you planted." ”

I was confused for a moment, then understood what he was referring to. It was the last reporter interview, and after the interview, the reporter asked me to take a photo with Zhao Qinhan, and I had the first photo with Zhao Qinhan in my life, and I remember that the smile on my face was stiff at that time. But I clearly remember that the reporter said that it would not be made public, and I don't know why Jin Yan saw it.

"Where did you see that?" I asked.

"Panjia Town Tourism Brochure. You're happy now, aren't you? He asked in a sad tone.

I turned my head to look at the expression on his face, and I couldn't help but have an inexplicable illusion in my heart that he hadn't forgotten everything at all.

"I'm not as happy as you." I replied lightly.

I heard him laugh softly, and when I turned my head, his face showed a sad look that I had never seen before, and I was horrified when I saw him like this, and I asked, "Why were you crying just now?" ”

"I feel sorry for the child." With that, he reached over and grabbed Qiuqiu's hand.

"My child, what do you feel sorry for?" Although I couldn't express my surprise in my heart, I couldn't help but choke.

"He's like an angel and I hope he's getting better soon. The film should be ready, I'll get it, you sit here and accompany the ball. After Jin Yan finished speaking, he stood up and walked towards the CT room.

Before I could speak, he quickly disappeared into the staircase. Today, his attitude seemed so weird that I couldn't help but feel a slight ripple in my heart. But if he hadn't lost his memory, what kind of cruelty would everything he had done to me?! It's already unbearable for me to do this because he has amnesia, but wouldn't it be even more embarrassing for me if he didn't have amnesia and still did it?!

But then again...... When he came out of there, I had already become Zhao Qinhan's wife, and this was a huge blow to him. Comparing my heart to my heart, if I think about it from his standpoint, it seems that I left him when the catastrophe was approaching and chose a man like Zhao Qinhan with a prominent family background and status.

For a moment, my emotions became complicated. Unexpectedly, Zhao Qinhan didn't know where he heard the news, and he appeared anxiously at the door of the infusion room.

Seeing me sitting in the infusion room with Qiuqiu in his arms, Zhao Qinhan hurriedly walked over and asked me nervously, "Is Qiuqiu okay?" How can you suddenly wrestle? The third aunt called me and I found out that I was in a meeting, so I hurriedly ran back. ”

"Well, it's okay, I've just made a film, and I don't know the result yet." I say.

"Where's the film? I'll get it, we'll take the ball to the city for a check-up, and I'm not at ease with this hospital. Zhao Qinhan said.

As Zhao Qinhan was talking, Jin Yan walked in with the film and shouted loudly: "Qiuqiu is fine!" The doctor said everything was fine! ”

At that moment, I saw Zhao Qinhan's jealous and hateful gaze sweeping straight towards Jin Yan, and Jin Yan obviously saw Zhao Qinhan as well, so he naturally stood up from his chair.

"Why are you here?" Zhao Qinhan, who has always been modest, changed his tone today.

"The children were injured, and I just saw them, so I sent them over." Jin Yan said lightly, from my point of view, I saw that his hand hidden in his pants was clenching his fist, and it was clenched very tightly, so that the green tendons on his arms came out.

"Oh." Zhao Qinhan responded coldly, and then said, "Thank you for your kindness, now that I'm here, please come back if you're fine." ”

At that moment, I saw Jin Yan's hand slightly pulled out of his trouser pocket but retracted again, and then I heard him laugh, and then said, "You're welcome, then I'll go." ”

He disappeared into the door of the infusion room with incredible speed, and all the movements made my heart feel extremely weird. Zhao Qinhan saw that I was looking at Jin Yan's back, so he sat next to me and said lightly: "They all dare to open a farmhouse next to you to steal business, and you still have no more love." ”

I didn't respond, I looked down at Qiuqiu in my arms, looking at Qiuqiu's face that was becoming more and more similar to Jin Yan, thinking about what I had experienced in the past two years, my heart seemed to be like eating Coptis chinensis, but in this world, who understands the sourness in my heart? !

"Let's take the ball to the city to see, today's situation, you go back to the heart of the block. Mom and Dad have been saying that they haven't seen Qiuqiu for a long time, so let's take this opportunity to go back and have a look. Zhao Qinhan saw that I didn't speak, so he said again.

"Qiuqiu is fine, and going to the city is a superfluous move. You go back, I can take care of the ball. I said lightly.

"You have to know that I even postponed such an important meeting for you! Do you know that this is tied to my future promotion?! Zhao Qinhan's tone was particularly tinged with a hint of anger, I had never seen him so emotionally out of control.

"If you feel like your meeting is important, you can not come. I can take care of Qiuqiu alone, so why bother with it. ”

"Yes, even if I don't come, there will still be someone to accompany your mother and son, right?! Pan Rushu, you are really cruel to me sometimes! Zhao Qinhan stood up angrily, went out to answer the phone, and after explaining everything with a smile on his face, he came back and suddenly slammed his phone on the ground, and said angrily: "I knew this!" I'm not coming back! All along, it was I who kept accommodating you to please you, and you were indifferent to everything about me and my world! I, Zhao Qinhan, have grown up since I was a child, except for you Pan Rushu, no one dares to do this to me! ”

His voice woke Qiuqiu from his dream, and Qiuqiu's body shook as if he was frightened, and then he cried loudly.

I heard that something was wrong with his crying, and he didn't want a pacifier for him, so I reached out and touched it, and found that his forehead was hot, and when I lifted my clothes, I saw that there were large red spots on my body, like a drug allergy!

When I saw this, I panicked and hurriedly shouted, "Doctor! Didn't you prescribe medicine for my son without doing a skin test?! I'm allergic to drugs! ”

The nurse hurriedly came and hurriedly stopped the injection, Qiuqiu cried loudly, Zhao Qinhan stood aside in a daze, and the scene suddenly became a mess!

"The body temperature rose to 39 degrees 5! No more! We can't be cured here! Hurry up and send it to the city hospital! After taking the temperature, the doctor wiped the sweat from his head and said to us in embarrassment.

Zhao Qinhan asked the doctor excitedly: "How did you prescribe medicine?" It's not an ordinary fall, how can you have allergies and fever?! ”

"Now is not the time for theory, hurry up and get your ambulances over, let's go straight to the city!" I saw Zhao Qinhan looking for a doctor to settle the account, and I was so anxious that I hurriedly shouted.

"Car...... The car had just taken a patient to the city in the morning, and there was no more car......" said a nurse stumbling beside her.

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