23. Do you really have to prove pain before you give up?

I called Lu Xiaoping and said that I was a little entangled. At four o'clock in the morning, I was once again lying in the guest room of Li Shu's house, and my heart was going up and down.

After drinking beer, my head was dizzy, but I knew one thing, it was my heart.

I knew there was a misunderstanding between us, but I didn't say it.

Li Shu has a girlfriend, and that person is Hu Yueyue.

The only thing I could do was wait. I know that Li Shu will definitely choose the opportunity to explain to Hu Yueyue, and he will definitely come to me after explaining.

Lu Xiaoping asked me to rush forward, give Li Shu two slaps first, and then let him solve it quickly.

I hid in the quilt hehe giggned, I've been here for the past two years, why should I be in such a hurry.

Lu Xiaoping scolded me for being unproductive, but I didn't want to explain. Because liking someone is not the time to explore self-esteem, just like the words Li Shu said to me on the playground last night, with those words, I am content.

As for the scar on the wrist, if Li Shu finds it, I will take the initiative to inform it. If he hadn't found out, then let's just assume that those painful times hadn't happened.

Thinking of the temperature in Li Shu's chest, I finally fell asleep peacefully.

Unexpectedly, this night, I actually slept until more than three o'clock in the afternoon.

There were missed calls on the phone, two from Wei Zheng and one from home.

Speaking of Wei Zheng, I suddenly thought of the text message he sent me last night. Watching the movie, I want to watch, but I want Li Shu to accompany me.

After much hesitation, I sent Wei Zheng a text message back.

When I walked out of the guest room, I saw Li Shu sitting at the window, his fingers dotted on his notebook, and he was wearing a Bluetooth headset next to his ear, as if he was busy working. When he saw me get up, he nodded to me and went back to work.

I looked for food in the fridge myself.

After he was busy, my lunch was also put on the table, scrambled eggs with green peppers, and I would only use this dish.

Li Shu was not a picky eater, looked at me with an appreciative face, and said, "Yes, it is full of color, flavor, and taste." ”

I gave him a bowl of rice and said mysteriously, "I heard that there have been several movies released recently." ”

"There's a new movie coming out every day." Li Shu took the rice bowl with a calm face.

"I mean......" I looked down at the chopsticks in my hand, pouted, and lowered my voice. He can be calm, but as for me, I can't be calm.

Li Shu laughed out loud and said, "Okay, after the afternoon is busy, we'll go to the movies." ”

I knew this guy was deliberately teasing me.

After eating, I was in charge of washing, and Li Shu continued to work, and when I lay on the sofa and was about to fall asleep, he was still busy. In a daze, I heard the phone ringing, and Li Shu went to answer the phone.

When I woke up again, it was already past six o'clock in the evening.

Li Shu stood beside me, looked at me with a guilty face, and said, "Gao Ziran, ...... at night"

"Watching a movie?" I took his words.

"No, I have something else to do at night...... Probably ......"

I was a little disappointed and said softly that it was okay. Li Shu was about to drive me back to school, and I saw that he was very busy, so I took a taxi myself. What I didn't expect was that I actually met Wei Zheng at the school gate.

I think there will always be such a delicate relationship between people, Li Shu was arranged by God to let me grow, and Wei Zheng was worried that God would too hard, so he used it to comfort me.

Wei Zheng proposed to go to the movies, which is said to be very suitable for little girls. Originally, I also had this thought, but it's a pity...... But it's always comfortable to have someone with me, so I followed Wei Zheng to the cinema.

While standing in line for popcorn, I heard a familiar voice. When he turned his face to look, he saw Li Shu standing not far away, and Hu Yueyue beside him.

I must emphasize that I am not a bun.

An hour ago, in Li Shu's villa, he still told me that he was not available, and now, what is going on?

Didn't Hu Yueyue go back to school? Why did you suddenly come back again?

With all kinds of questions, my eyes were firmly fixed on the two people not far away, watching her hand hold his, and I suddenly came to my senses.

I know, after all, Li Shu is someone else's boyfriend.

As for me, I think, only I understand what kind of being I am.

"Gao Ziran, come and line up......" Wei Zheng shouted my name not far away, and someone seemed to have heard this voice as well, with a look of surprise on his face, and looked around.

When their eyes met, I pursed my lips slightly, glared at Li Shu, and walked towards Wei Zheng with my feet raised.

It's hard to feel in my heart. In this world, the happiest thing is to deceive oneself and others, and the most cruel thing is to uncover the truth.

"What's wrong? What's uncomfortable? Wei Zheng looked at me and asked with concern.

I shook my head, took a sharp breath, and said, "It's okay, when is the movie playing?" ”

"Seven."

I nodded and didn't look back.

Coincidentally, Li Shu and Hu Yueyue were actually in the same session as us. Listening to the voices coming from behind me, I knew that there were only a few people between the two of them and me.

My hands couldn't help but clench into fists. I looked down at my shoes, for fear that tears would flow out.

Wei Zheng seemed to notice my abnormality, squatted down to look at me, and said, "What's wrong?" ”

I shook my head and said it was fine.

The movie is a comedy, and it made me cry. Although he warned himself not to care, but when he turned his face a little, he could see Li Shu and Hu Yueyue sitting in the second row, the light was flickering on and off, and he couldn't see the expression on his face, but he could see her leaning on his shoulder and smiling presumptuously.

For an hour and twenty minutes, I thought I could hide it well, but I was so humble that I could only secretly wipe my tears.

Wei Zheng didn't speak, just helped me hand me a tissue, and at the end, pressed my head on his shoulder, and remained silent.

It's been more than 20 years, and today's experience is really wronged.

When the movie ended, everyone was busy going out, only I was still sitting in place, silently in a daze.

It's not easy to like someone.

Turning to look at Wei Zheng, he smiled mildly and asked, "Am I embarrassed today......

"No......" Wei Zheng handed me a piece of paper and said, "Perhaps, the two of them are just ......"

"You got it?" I looked at Wei Zheng in surprise and asked.

"I saw it when I bought popcorn, I thought you didn't see it, but as a result, you still saw it......" Wei Zheng scratched his head and said, "Gao Ziran, you are so stupid." ”

"Fools are blessed with fools." I mocked myself.

Wei Zheng's palm patted my head lightly and said, "Are you in a better mood now?" Would you like something to eat? ”

When Wei Zheng said this, I was really hungry.

We went downstairs to the dessert shop, I asked for a Napoleon cake, and Wei Zheng only ordered a cup of lemon tea. The two of them chatted a little bit, and it wasn't until the cake was eaten that I was in a slightly better mood.

Wei Zheng sent me back to school, and the two of us went back from the path behind the teaching building, and when we were about to walk to the dormitory, Wei Zheng suddenly stopped.

I looked at Wei Zheng suspiciously and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Wei Zheng looked at me and smiled, his eyes were extremely soft, and he said with a smile: "Gao Ziran, I thought about it, should I help you?" ”

"Huh?" I looked at Wei Zheng in surprise, could it be that he was talking about the matter between me and Li Shu?

"Come, put your ears over, I'll tell you......" Wei Zheng stretched out his index finger and hooked it at me, and said with a mysterious expression.

I didn't think much about it, I just stretched out my ears, who knew that my head was only halfway through, Wei Zheng's hands suddenly held my face, and on my forehead, a kiss fell gently.

It happened too suddenly, I hurriedly retreated, but my head was caught by Wei Zheng's hands, and I heard him say, "Don't worry, after a while, it will work." ”

Of course, I didn't know what medicine was sold in Wei Zheng's gourd, but I saw him gently let go of my hand, turned around and left.

Why is this guy making such a joke?

Shaking his head helplessly, he raised his feet and walked forward, and as soon as he took two steps, he saw the plum tree three steps away.

He looked at me with a dark face with his eyes wide open.

All along, even if I hate him, I take every step carefully, liking someone is bitter, I'm so careful, I'm afraid that I'll play too big and have no way to stop it.

But now it seems that this is not the case.

Because some people will use rhetoric to coax me, but in action, they will deceive.

When I was in high school, I felt that Li Shu had a lot of playfulness, and I didn't have the luxury of expecting him to be attentive to me. It may be that his performance made me feel sincere, and I fell hopelessly into it.

Now it seems that the guardianship he said is really the guardian. The guardian he said was not the guardian of my other half.

I don't want to pester the plum tree, if we can keep the relationship between friends, maybe, it would be good.

Forgive my hypocrisy, I need time to digest my feelings for him.

"Yo, haven't you been back so late?" I squeezed out a smile on myself, looked at the plum tree not far away, and said.

"Didn't you rest too?" Li Shu looked at me and said in a calm voice.

"Oh, I went to the movies today and came back late." A tone of pretending to be understated, as well as a relaxed expression.

"Ziran, what I do today ......"

"Oh, it's really late, I have to go back to the dormitory......" I interrupted Li Shu's words, for fear that I would change my mind, "You have to go back early, pay attention to safety on the road......"

Hurriedly passed by Li Shu's side, but in the next second, Li Shu grabbed his arm.

"What's wrong?"

"Ziran, I didn't mean to lie, I thought ......"

"Hey, what's the matter, besides, didn't I watch the movie too? It's okay......" I tried to control my tone, shook my head, and said, "Go back, people are still waiting for you." ”

Li Shu looked at me in a daze, and then nodded slightly.

I hurriedly turned my face, for fear that if I looked at him more, my heart would be even more uncomfortable.

That's right, people are waiting for him, what does it have to do with me?

(Tianjin)