24. Cowardice
I walked into the dormitory, looked downstairs secretly, and looked at the figure still standing in place, and my heart felt unspeakably uncomfortable, but it was uncomfortable, at least, I breathed a sigh of relief.
I can't always post upside down, can I? It is said that the one who bows his head first in love is destined to be humble, I don't want to lose all the time, even if I really lose my heart, I also want to have a long face.
Although, he Li Shu, is just another woman's man.
Because I played too late, I went to sleep when I returned to the dormitory. Sometimes something is weird, like a woman's intuition, I know that someone is going to call or text me tonight, and my phone is set to airplane mode and cut off from anyone.
When I thought of me walking past Li Shu without any scruples, the feeling was really hard to describe.
If he really cared about me and saw Wei Zheng treat me like that, would he be jealous?
I slept peacefully all night.
When I woke up the next morning, I turned on my phone while lying on the bed, and sure enough, the biubiubiu of the mobile phone text messages came outward, one after another.
I opened the text message excitedly, and when I looked at it, there were actually several people.
Of course, at first glance, I saw Li Shu's.
It turned out that he had also called me several times. It's just that I turned off my phone last night, and he didn't get through.
There are more than a dozen text messages, and the general content is, Gao Ziran, don't sulk with me, can you answer my phone? Or, Gao Ziran, I really want to explain today's events, I didn't know that Yueyue was coming. Or, Gao Ziran, I beg you to listen to my explanation, can you answer my phone?
And so on, Li Shu sent more than a dozen.
The last one is, Gao Ziran, it's already two o'clock in the morning, you have pity on me, my eyelids are drooping, please answer my phone.
Seeing such a message, I will still be moved, if I hadn't forced myself to hang up the phone last night, I guess, I still want to text back, want to answer the phone.
Flipping down, I saw the message Wei Zheng sent me.
Wei Zheng told me that Li Shu called him, and without saying anything else, he asked him if he could get through to see if I blocked Li Shu's number. Wei Zheng also said that Li Shu opened a box in the night city alone, singing love songs, and sang until twelve o'clock in the night.
Wei Zheng sent a total of three messages, and the last one said, Gao Ziran, I think it's right that you don't answer the phone, some people, give a lesson, you will know more about what you should do.
Perhaps inspired by Wei Zheng, I replied one by one, leaving Li Shu's messages and phone calls aside.
My mother asked me to go home and finish eating, nagging that only Aunt Xia would accompany me every day. After class at half past five in the afternoon, I drove to my home.
In fact, there are two purposes for going back, the first is to accompany my mother, and the second is to know if the letter Li Shu once wrote to me was secretly hidden by my mother.
In fact, many things in fate are difficult to say, for example, if Li Shu and I really didn't have this one, we would not necessarily be happy if we were really together.
Li Shu is too heavy-minded, I may not be able to suppress him, and in the end, I still suffer.
Thinking about it, I arrived at the door of the house, and as soon as the door opened, I smelled the smell of rice wafting from the room.
My mother nagged that Gao Zijian had no conscience, chatted with me every sentence, and occasionally mentioned a few words about finding a boyfriend, but I didn't raise the bar with her, so I just ate honestly.
After dinner, I went upstairs to the bedroom to tidy up my clothes, my mother pushed the door in, and after chatting a few words, I casually asked, "Mom, after I went abroad, didn't my friend send me something?" ”
"What's that?"
"Like letters, objects."
Li Shu is a taboo topic between me and my mother, so I am also cautious when talking about this issue, but I really want to know what it would be if Li Shu wrote a letter to me in the first place.
"There was no letter, but there were a few phone calls...... Why do you suddenly ask this? ”
"Oh, no, high school classmate, I suddenly said on the phone today, it's okay." I was careful and took my things to get ready to go back to school.
My mother sent me to the door, suddenly took my hand, and said calmly: "Ranran, since you have made a decision, study hard in the country, don't go to the night city to find your brother if you have nothing to do, the impact is not good." ”
I nodded in acknowledgement and turned to leave.
My mother's biggest fear in the night city is the plum tree. He always said that Li Shu was so angry that he was afraid that I would suffer with Li Shu, and now, she is still afraid.
When I went out, it was more than nine o'clock in the evening, and I got on the bus alone, looking at the figures in the tired night, I had an indescribable feeling.
Suddenly, the bus slammed to the brakes, and my feet slammed and I almost fell.
An arm held me up.
I turned my face to say thank you, and actually saw Wei Zheng looking at me with a smile on his face.
I didn't expect to see Wei Zheng here. There were a lot of people at this stop, so we got to the back of the bus and found two seats and sat down next to each other.
The phone rang twice, and when I opened it, it was an unfamiliar string of numbers. At first, I thought it was a sales advertisement, but after I took it, I realized that it was Hu Yueyue calling.
"Of course, Li Shu has been saying in my ear that your phone can't get through, I'm worried that something will happen to you, let me call you, are you okay?"
"It's okay, my phone is running out of battery." I said nervously.
"That's good, are you in school now? We're ready to see you......" Laughing voice, with concern.
"No, I'm still on the way, it's late to go back, you guys go play." I felt physically and mentally exhausted, and said perfunctorily.
"Still on the road so late?" The voice on the other end of the phone suddenly changed, it was Li Shu's fierce voice.
The two of them are still together.
"I'm going back." I looked down at the sneakers on my feet and continued to perfunctory.
"Alone so late? Or with friends? Where exactly? Do you want me to pick you up? Li Shu seemed to be firing a cannon in a row, and said several words in a row.
"This ......" I turned my face to look at Wei Zheng, who also looked at me, and then snatched my phone and said, "Ran Ran is with me, you can rest assured." ”
I don't know how the phone hung up, but I think someone on the other end of the phone must be unhappy.
I couldn't be happier.
Wei Zheng looked at me with a smile and said, "What's wrong?" Distressed? ”
Wei Zheng is a monkey spirit, he must know my thoughts.
After getting off the bus, Wei Zheng and I went to a nearby park, sat on a wooden chair, Wei Zheng patted him on the shoulder and said, "Cry, if you feel uncomfortable, vent it, it will be better." ”
I shook my head and said, "It's good." ”
"Okay, don't pretend, cry if you want to, and no one laughs at you, you treat me like a big piece of wood, you can't see anything, cry ......"
I literally cried.
I feel aggrieved. But no one can say this grievance. I wanted to talk to my brother, but I guessed that my brother would take Li Shu by the collar and give him two fists by the way.
Wei Zheng handed me a tissue, it seemed that he was like this last time, I always wondered why he had so many tissues in his pocket, but what I was more concerned about was that Li Shu never handed me a tissue.
It is said that it is good to vent emotions, after crying, I really feel a lot better, and I said thank you to Wei Zheng, but he said something that surprised me very much - Gao Ziran, you see that this will not work, it is better for me to sit on your spare tire, first, it can stimulate someone's mind, and second, you can find happiness yourself.
Of course I understood what Wei Zheng meant, but how could I agree, after all, it was also unfair to him.
After chatting and chatting, I walked to school, and I was alive and well without contact with Li Shu for a day, and I was glad for it.
The two of us had just walked into the school gate when I heard someone call out to me.
When I looked up, it turned out to be Li Shu and Hu Yueyue.
The two of them held a cup of milk tea in one hand, looking at me with a playful face, as well as Wei Zheng beside me.
Hu Yueyue took two steps forward, glanced at me, looked at Wei Zheng again, and said with a smile: "Ranran, if there is a good thing, you won't tell us about it, I knew that you and Ah Zheng went out on a date, and we wouldn't have come." ”
I don't know how to answer. But thinking about it on the other hand, is it only allowed for Li Shu to date her Hu Yueyue, and I am not allowed to date Gao Ziran?
Wei Zheng stepped forward, put an arm on my shoulder, and said with a smile, "No, we met by chance on the road." ”
I think Wei Zheng is still very good at looking at the eyes, at least, he put his shoulder on my body at the moment, which already shows that we are close friends.
I glanced up at Li Shu, saw his gaze fall on my shoulder, and quickly dodged his eyes, and continued to remain silent.
I'm not a coward, but when I saw Li Shu, I naturally made a mistake.
"Ranran, don't be shy, let's go, go have something to drink......" Yueyue said, and took my hand and ran towards the bubble tea shop outside the school.
The two of us walked in front, while Li Shu and Wei Zheng walked behind. Among the four people, I am afraid that only Wei Zheng is pure-hearted. At least, that's what I thought at the time.
Yueyue sighed and said: "Since you went abroad, we have rarely seen each other, and this time when you come back, we really should get together." ”
"Yes, that's good." I nodded and said, "By the way, Yueyue, I heard that Li Shu had a car accident after the college entrance examination, do you know about this?" ”
Yueyue held my hand and suddenly tightened, was stunned for two seconds, and said, "It's been so long since this happened, how do you know?" ”
"Oh, what I heard......" I turned my face to look at Yueyue, her face was as pure as ever, and I couldn't see anything, so I continued to ask, "Then do you know, what time is it?" ”
"It's been so long, I can't remember, but...... Let me tell you secretly, during the time when Li Shu was in a car accident, I had always taken care of him, he had a very bad mouth, he didn't eat this and that, it was difficult to serve......"
"Oh...... ...... like this," I nodded slightly, glancing at the plum tree behind me, not speaking.
During that time, if Li Shu couldn't be discharged from the hospital, and I didn't know that he was hospitalized, then, the most likely medium, besides my mother, was there another person?
(Tianjin)