"So what, what's your business?" Having said that, I leaned closer to him, tugging at his collar and looking at him defiantly. I could clearly smell the alcohol on him, he really drank a lot.

[He] used to drink too much, but there was always a faint fragrance of perfume on his body. When I kissed him, I felt like his lips were sweetened with honey, which was a taste that I was so obsessed with. Eventually, however, we disappeared into the sea of people. Hi, I miss you so much, do you miss me in the slightest?

The man who loved for the first time, the heart that was sad for love for the first time, the past scenes are vivid. I really hate to take my heart out of my chest, take needles and threads and blood, sew up those torn wounds one by one, stuff them back into the deepest part of my chest, and never beat my heart for anyone again, and never love any man again.

"I ...... I just want to care about you, and I mean nothing else. He said weakly, no matter how I attacked him, he always looked so distracted and confused, as if he could die for me.

"I heard that you are very attentive, three years of high school, a relationship a year, is that so?" I asked with a smile, the sarcasm on my face even stronger.

He nodded, breathing more and more rapidly, but he did not dare to be abrupt at all, and he said, "But none of them can be like you." ”

This sentence made me laugh. Three years, three relationships, in his heart, is not as good as a girl who is not familiar with it at all? Is a man's thin affection already overflowing from the beginning of love?

I undid him by the collar and walked straight ahead, and he followed, and I turned my head and said harshly, "Don't come with me." I don't think you understand what love is. ”

I flagged down a taxi, got in the car and left, I gave the address of the dormitory, and asked the driver to drive to the downstairs of the dormitory as fast as possible. I'm sad, I'm very sad, I'm unspeakably sad. I think I'm so guilty and hateful, but I can't do anything about myself.

What's wrong with Zhao Qinhan, I'll do that to him? What's wrong with Mi Fat, why am I impatient with her? Pan Rushu, what's wrong with you, you haven't flown up the branches yet, do you think you are a phoenix? I'm sick of this change in me, deeply disgusted.

I pushed open the door of the dormitory tiredly, only to find that there was a faint light in my room, I was surprised to push open the door, only to find that under the light, Aunt Gu was wearing reading glasses and knitting a sweater with a loving face. At that moment, I burst into tears and almost blurted out "Mom", but she was just my Aunt Gu, who took care of me for a year in every detail.

"Aunt Gu, why are you here?" I looked at her in amazement.

She put down the ball of yarn wrapped around her hand, took off her glasses, beckoned to me lovingly, and said, "Little book, come here." ”

I hurriedly walked over and held Aunt Gu's hand tightly, and I asked softly, "Auntie, what's wrong?" ”

"Like a book, did you go to play with your classmates at night? I just called you Uncle Zhao, your Uncle Zhao said that Xiaohan hasn't gone home yet, did he go home when you came back? Aunt Gu asked kindly.

I was so agitated that I almost went limp. Aunt Gu often mentions her wife Uncle Zhao in front of me, but she never mentions that her son is called "Xiaohan", and I know that her son is Zhao Qinhan after a little thought, which is ...... It shocked me!

"You...... Are you talking about Zhao Qinhan? I asked incredulously.

Her eyes narrowed with laughter, and she said, "yes, little book." Isn't my son your tablemate? I'm afraid you're stressed, and I haven't told you. This year, I made three meals a day for the two of you, and I specially made a nutritious meal for you, two meals at a time, and I will send it to you after putting it on the table for Xiaohan. ”

What the? I actually ate the same meal as Zhao Qinhan for a year? I thought it was even more incredible. Aunt Gu is very tall, because she is a physical education teacher, her body looks very healthy, but her face is very kind, so if you look closely, you find that Zhao Qinhan is indeed a little similar to Aunt Gu, but I have never thought about this before, so I didn't know about it at all.

"Auntie, won't you? I was a little surprised. "I was so nervous I didn't know what to say.

"It was your brother who told me not to tell you yet, so I didn't say it, I said that I was afraid that you two children would be embarrassed. Now that the college entrance examination is over, Auntie has seen that you have worked so hard this year, and she hasn't talked to you much. Today, I was worried that you would get drunk when you got together with your classmates, so Auntie came to accompany you and asked Uncle Zhao to accompany Xiaohan at home. Xiaohan is home, right? Are you scattered together? Aunt Gu asked again.

I'm even more embarrassed, if I had known that Zhao Qinhan was Aunt Gu's son, I would have to draw a line with him for anything, and I wouldn't have made this out of the night. Now it's okay, I don't know if Zhao Qinhan will go home or not, he has drunk so much wine, I don't know if the wine has woken up, and whether he can go home.

I didn't know how to explain it to Aunt Gu at all, so I could only ask Aunt Gu to call Zhao Qinhan and ask. Aunt Gu hurriedly dialed Zhao Qinhan's, but she didn't expect Zhao Qinhan to turn off the phone!

At that moment, I was completely panicked, at a loss, and I didn't know what to do. What should I do, Zhao Qinhan is alone in such a remote place in Linghu Park, and it is the middle of the night, in case he can't go home without any money, in case he is drunk and lying on the ground, in case he encounters murder...... The more I thought about it, the more frightened I became, and the sweat couldn't help but fall from my forehead, and I regretted the absurdity of my night. Why should I tease with the dignity of a man? Why do I treat Zhao Qinhan like a monkey? How can I do this?

I hate to slap myself, but now it's too late to repent, Aunt Gu called Uncle Zhao again and asked if Zhao Qinhan had gone back, but Uncle Zhao said no. After making such a fuss, Aunt Gu was also so anxious that she couldn't sit still. I knew that it would definitely not work to hide it from Aunt Gu any longer, so I said with difficulty: "Zhao Qinhan is over there in Linghu Park, I don't know if he has the money to go home, Auntie, let's take a taxi to find him, in case he drinks too much and sleeps on the side of the road, it will be troublesome." ”

Aunt Gu was completely anxious when she heard this, threw down her sweater and went out with me, and we stopped the car in a panic and drove in the direction of Linghu Park again. On the way, Aunt Gu, who came back to her senses, felt that something was not right, she said that Zhao Qinhan clearly told him that he was partying near Jinjiang Department Store, why did he suddenly go to Linghu Park alone?

My face was so hot that I could only answer vaguely, not daring to say the real reason. We soon came to the gate of Linghu Park, and as soon as we got out of the car, we saw Zhao Qinhan lying on the concrete floor in the middle of the door, his hands and feet were wide open, and he seemed to be asleep.

Aunt Gu flew over and hurriedly shouted, "Little Han, little Han, why are you sleeping here?" ”

Zhao Qinhan's motionless appearance made my and Aunt Gu's hearts rise to the throat, and Aunt Gu, who was born as a physical education teacher, hurriedly checked Zhao Qinhan's body around, and then put her ears close to his nose, and then took a long breath and said, "It's okay, I'm just asleep." ”

That's when I settled down. Aunt Gu gently patted Zhao Qinhan's face, whispering Zhao Qinhan's name as she patted it. Zhao Qinhan was really drunk, he seemed to think that he was lying on the bed at home, turned over and bent his legs, and muttered impatiently, "Mom, let me sleep for a while."

I silently squatted next to Aunt Gu, watching Aunt Gu patiently call Zhao Qinhan while gently pinching Zhao Qinhan's face and body, and I couldn't help but be moved by this maternal love. After calling for several minutes in a row, Zhao Qinhan raised his eyelids faintly, probably seeing me beside Aunt Gu, he suddenly bounced up from the ground, looked at me in a daze, and subconsciously asked: "Pan Rushu, you didn't leave?" ”

He quickly noticed that his mother was by his side, and his mind reacted quickly, and quickly made up for what he had just said: "Oh, is everyone gone?" Am I drinking too much? Mom, why are you here? ”

Aunt Gu's expression that suddenly cooled down just now eased a lot, and she looked at Zhao Qinhan with a loving face and said, "You stupid child, why are everyone else gone, and you are sleeping on the ground alone?" If it weren't for the loss of Xiaoshu, where would I go to find you so late? ”

"Mom, it's okay, it's cool to sleep here, I feel much more comfortable sleeping here, my head hurt badly just now." After Zhao Qinhan finished speaking, he subconsciously glanced at me.

"Auntie, then let's go back, it's too late, it's not safe." From a distance, I saw a few drunks who seemed to be drunk walking towards this side, so I hurriedly said.

Aunt Gu obviously saw it too, so the three of us quickly stood up, walked to the brightest place in the middle of the road, and stopped the car. Aunt Gu wanted to sleep with me, I hurriedly persuaded her to go home and take good care of Zhao Qinhan, so they sent me to the door of the dormitory first, and when I got out of the car, Aunt Gu rolled the window and said to me: "Xiaoshu, I knitted that sweater for you, it hasn't been knitted yet, you put it aside carefully for a while, don't mess up the thread." ”

I couldn't help but feel warm in my heart, answered sweetly, and then went upstairs. When I got home, I couldn't help but hold Aunt Gu's half-knitted sweater in my hand and look at it again, and the corners of my eyes were inadvertently wet again. Since I was a child, I have always longed to have a brand new sweater, every time I see my mother knitting sweaters for my eldest sister and second sister, I am particularly envious, but I can only wear the old sweater of the eldest sister or the second sister, because my mother is not in good health, she can barely knit one or two sweaters a year, but it is generally knitted for Xiaohua, even if it is said to knit for me, after weaving, it will be justifiably snatched by Xiaohua for various reasons...... When I met Aunt Gu Pingshui, she took care of me so carefully, giving me a feeling of motherhood, which made me feel more and more that I had an inseparable relationship with this S city.

That night I slept until the next afternoon, and when I woke up, I couldn't tell how relaxed I was. When I opened my eyes and saw the mountains of books, I was very happy at the thought of never having to look through them again. It's just that I found that after the college entrance examination, I suddenly became idle and didn't know what to do. The volunteer has not yet been filled, and the results of the college entrance examination have not yet come out, just in case, Xingfeng asked me to wait in S City, and if I am not successfully admitted, I may have to repeat my studies here for a year.

I thought about it for several days, and finally asked Mi Zhi for Zhao Qinhan's phone number, and I thought it was wrong after editing a lot of information, so I only sent a simple sentence in the end: "I'm Pan Rushu, I'm sorry that night." ”