Mizhi and I went all the way to 12 midnight, all the way from the city center to Linghu Park. It's 12 midnight, and the summer breeze is intoxicating. I wanted to go into the park for a walk, but Mi Zhi said it was too late not to go in danger, but I had a strong urge in my heart to go in and take a walk.

"Do you have Zhao Qinhan's phone?" I asked Mi Zhidao.

"Yes, what's wrong?" Mi Zhi pulled out an old, broken Nokia from his pocket.

"Call him and give it to me." I said decisively.

After the phone was dialed, I said into the phone: "Zhao Qinhan, Mizhi and I are at the gate of Linghu Park, we want to go in and take a turn, but I'm afraid it's too late and it's not safe, can you come over and act as our flower messenger?" ”

It was very noisy on the other end of the phone, they seemed to be still carnival, Zhao Qinhan asked me a few times in a row, I immediately felt disappointed, and hung up the phone very rudely.

I feel indescribably manic and depressed, I feel that there is a devil in me who is growing rapidly, just like a drug addict, the more I know that this is a boundary, the more I hate that I can't break this boundary. At this point, I really understood why the five-year treaty was particularly harsh, and that after the original human heart was imprisoned and formatted, the knot that could not be vented and indulged for a long time was the most terrible. And tonight, when I suddenly relaxed, I felt too much sadness in my heart, and too much despair and loneliness in my heart, like a spring that had been tense for a long time suddenly released, and I couldn't wait to jump thousands of miles away and never return.

"He can't come, let's go in, do you dare?" I asked, looking directly at Mizhi.

She shook her head timidly: "No, it's too late, I won't go, and you are not allowed to go." ”

"Why?"

"Because it's too late, it's dangerous." She whispered, but her tone was as firm as the one who had just advised Torture Feng not to drink. Her small figure seems to have a very clear view of right and wrong, either/or, and there is no excuse or reason to find. But she was the one who was falsely accused by everyone of being the source of evil.

"I'll protect you." I swear.

"If you can't protect us, we'll all be in danger. There's a bubble tea shop over there that hasn't closed yet, let's go drink milk tea, I still have twenty yuan, I'll invite you. "Mizhi still persists.

Mi Zhi and I froze in place for more than ten minutes, I felt that the suppressed flame in my body was burning more and more vigorously, I could barely suppress my mind, and the tone of my voice became more and more manic, and finally I simply asked her to go home and go in by myself, but she insisted on pulling me and not letting me in. I murdered her, and she stood there with her head bowed and didn't say a word, and as soon as I moved forward, she pulled hard, with a kind of firmness and stubbornness on her face that I had never had.

A taxi slammed on the brakes and stopped in front of us. The car door opened, Zhao Qinhan got out of the car, looked around at the trash can as soon as he got out of the car, and then walked towards the trash can and vomited wildly.

Mi Zhi did another thing that surprised me very much, she took out a crumpled tissue from her pocket, walked towards Zhao Qinhan and handed it to him. After Zhao Qinhan finished vomiting, he wiped his mouth with a tissue indiscriminately, and hurriedly turned his gaze to me: "Pan Rushu, are you okay?" ”

I stood there, with my hands folded around him, and the breeze ruffled my hair, and I didn't even bother to pluck it with my hands, just let it flutter like this.

Zhao Qinhan walked towards me unconsciously, and Mi Zhi followed him weakly, like a shadow without a sense of existence.

"I drank all that crate of wine." He looked at me with blazing eyes, and I suddenly thought he must be a very ambitious man. Such an ambitious gaze, I have only seen it here. Jin Yan's gaze was indifferent, Xing Feng's gaze was gentle, and there was no ambition in their eyes, but Zhao Qinhan did.

"Oh. Come with us. I avoided his gaze and walked in front of him with my head held high, like a man on stilts and wearing a mask, enjoying the admiration of these uninformed, and at the same time fearing that I would be doomed if I stepped on the air.

"Okay." He replied very crisply, and he followed very simply.

Linghu Park is the largest park in the urban area of S City, located on the edge of Linghu Lake, and is completely open to the public. Because there is no admission fee, many couples who have nowhere to go will come here for a tryst in the summer, hide in the bushes, sit in the pavilion in the middle of the lake, and hide their affection in the night. However, this area is rarely manned at night, and it is easy to cause trouble if it is too late.

I walked in front alone, and I didn't care whether Zhao Qinhan followed or not, and my intuition told me that he would definitely follow.

I walked slowly along the lake, wearing a white shirt with denim shorts, a bow at the bottom of the shirt, and my long hair pouring down and flying in the wind, which made me feel a little comfortable and free.

Around a corner, I inadvertently turned around, but I happened to meet Zhao Qinhan's eyes. His charming peach blossom eyes were as deep as a lake, and his eyes were sparkling as if he was fascinated by my back, I didn't know how unattainable a woman I was in his eyes, so that his gaze was as pious as when Duan Yu met Wang Yuyan.

Hehe...... I laughed at myself in my heart. However, I still enjoy this attention from Zhao Qinhan. I deliberately smiled at him, watching his heart fluttering, and I felt more and more that I hated myself.

Mi Zhi followed from a distance, her hands naturally intertwined like a Japanese woman, tapping and tapping and taking small steps, each step revealing a kind of pitiful sadness. It looks like I used to be.

It's also such a park, it's also such a night, and it's also a small painting that was pulled to the park by an outstanding boy to confess. And I, like Mi Zhi, followed them timidly, following them round and round like an insignificant tail that could not be shaken off, just because I was worried about the safety of the little painting, but I was powerless from head to toe about her behavior.

My heart ached suddenly, and I walked over to Mi Zhi, and I grabbed her hand vigorously: "Why are you staying alone?" Aren't you afraid of being suddenly pulled into the bush by bad guys? ”

Mi Zhi said timidly: "It's okay, I'll follow me all the time, you can just talk." ”

She unnaturally broke free of my hand, and her face turned red again. As soon as I looked up, I found that Zhao Qinhan was right in front of us.

"Mi Zhi, are you okay if you don't come home so late?" Zhao Qinhan asked.

"I didn't ...... It's okay. She was visibly weak-hearted.

"Either I'll call Han Yang over and ask him to send you home." Zhao Qinhan said.

"Oh, oh......" Mi Zhi was nervous and almost couldn't speak, his face blushed to the base of his neck, and he hurriedly said, "No, my house is near here, I ...... I'll just go back myself. ”

"Why did you let her go back?" I looked at Zhao Qinhan fiercely, "What do you want her to do when you go back?" I don't want to be alone with you. ”

"No, that's not what I meant." Zhao Qinhan seemed to have woken up from drinking, and said very soberly: "If Mi Zhi goes back too late, her father will beat her." ”

I suddenly found that Zhao Qinhan seemed to have some understanding of rice fat, and there seemed to be a trace of subtlety between them, but I couldn't guess it. Zhao Qinhan's words made me worry about Mizhi, so I sent Mizhi to her door with Zhao Qinhan, Mizhi's home is in a long alley near Linghu Park, there is a low bungalow of less than 20 square meters, Mizhi just pushed the door open, a wine bottle smashed over, Mizhi can be completely avoided, probably taking into account me and Zhao Qinhan standing behind her, so the wine bottle smashed directly on her stomach, and then rebounded to the ground, shattered into pieces, and some residues splashed on our bodies.

At that moment, I suddenly understood the real reason why Mi Zhi insisted so strongly that "wine is not a good thing". Mi Zhi told us to leave quickly in an almost pleading tone, and I wanted to go in and talk to her father, but Mi Zhi's next sentence dispelled all thoughts: "Don't help me, if you help me, my dad will beat me harder." ”

The next second after hearing that, I turned around and left, no, I ran away. Countless memories came flooding back to my heart, and the memories of being scolded and whipped by my father pierced my heart like a needle, and no one could understand the situation of Mizhi better than me. However, even if there is no warmth in the home, we still need it. Because, that's our home. Children who leave home are all vagrants.

Zhao Qinhan chased after me and hurriedly grabbed my collar: "Pan Rushu, why did you run away suddenly?" I'm going to go in and talk to her dad. ”

"What to talk about, what to talk about, do you think you can help her, unless you can give her a home." I stood in place, and my tone was extremely indifferent, so indifferent that Zhao Qinhan was surprised.

"Pan Rushu, have you always been so indifferent? I don't think you're that kind of person, have you been through a lot? ”

"I said don't speculate on me. You go home, and I'll go too. "I was so upset that I wanted to scream, and I didn't know what was wrong with me, it was like I had a serious illness and I had exhausted all my mental strength.

"You said let me come, I came, and now you let me go, Pan Rushu, what do you want me to do?" Zhao Qinhan finally lost his temper and asked me helplessly.

"Why are you doing this to me? Do you like me? Do you want me to be? I looked him straight in with a mocking smile on my face, and as I approached, he stepped back. The little spark he had just now was extinguished by a few words from me, and he instantly threw away his armor and surrendered: "Okay, I admit it, it's a little bit liked." ”

"What do you like about me? Do you know who I am? You like me? I said sarcastically, snarking like a shrew.

"You...... You're mysterious, like you have a lot of stories hidden in you. "He was forced into a corner by me, and there was no way to retreat, so he could only look at me, and beads of sweat broke out on his forehead.