Chapter 85: Have You Never Loved Me?
I didn't go anywhere in the manor to rest for four days, during which Liang Mei and Xi Qing took turns calling me to ask me to go out as if they had made an appointment, and I refused to know how many times I got annoyed, so I simply turned off the phone and was isolated from the world.
I look in the mirror a hundred times a day, no matter how I look at it, I feel that I am not a ghost inside, the nurse told me that it can be cured in a week, but the next day the eye is red and swollen to the peak, even the eyebrow bone is swollen, I don't go out of the bedroom during the day, no matter how they call it, I refuse to go out, Mr. Ji took the key to force in, I just lay on the windowsill and shouted, and when I came in again, I jumped down, Mr. Ji had to give up.
On the fourth day, suddenly a large area of redness and swelling subsided, and my eyes could be opened a little, but it was still a little painful, I ended my days of confinement, I went downstairs Mr. Ji happened to go out with He Tang, he saw me come out, his hand on the door frame stopped, and asked me what kind of temper I was playing, I said I was afraid of ugliness, yesterday was too ugly.
Mr. Ji was stunned for a moment, he thought that I was bored in the room and didn't eat or drink, it turned out to be funny for such a reason, he laughed and teased me, "It's not very beautiful originally, why ask so much." ”
I ignored him, and he came over and shook my thinner hand, told me to eat a little more to grow the meat back, and then turned around and followed Hall Master He out of the manor.
On the fifth day, I made the bold decision to remove the bandage and go back to work.
In order to prevent irritating the wound, I put on very light makeup, went to the hairdresser and cut a new bang, which covered my left eyelid a bit, and I posed in front of the mirror at all angles to make sure that I couldn't see it at all, so I went to the Carmen banquet with peace of mind.
After I arrived, I didn't report to Mommy, but went straight to Huo Yanchen's office, but he was not there, the secretary told me that he was meeting a guest in the private room on the second floor, and it was not very convenient to see me now, I ignored her, and directly pushed her upstairs, the secretary blocked me for a while, but I was too impulsive, she couldn't stop me at all, and finally had to give up.
I found the private room, knocked on the door outside, I heard someone inside say in, I pushed the door open and went in, Huo Yanchen was sitting on the sofa and a middle-aged man of the same age as Mr. Ji was talking and laughing, the man saw me go in, immediately stopped, leaned over and picked up the wine glass on the coffee table to drink, Huo Yanchen turned around, he glanced at me, I said to him, "I have something important to tell you." ”
He frowned when he heard this, "Don't you see me talking to Boss Fu." ”
"My business is more important, the stakes are high, and I will only say this once."
I rarely be so resolute and serious, Huo Yanchen sensed that something was wrong, he said sorry to the man, the man understood very well, let him feel free, Huo Yanchen touched a glass of wine with him, and then beckoned the waiter at the door to invite Liang Mei to the private room to accompany the boss, and he got up and came out with me.
He pushed open an empty private room opposite, and I didn't wait for him to ask me, so I asked him straight to the point, "Do you know Wei Kun?" ”
He was stunned, "Wei Kun." ”
"Three months ago, Carmen Yan recruited six Troubled Boys to be your chief thugs for any trouble on the road, and one of them is called Wei Kun."
Huo Yanchen nodded, "There is such a person." ”
I asked him, "Have you found the details?" ”
Huo Yanchen said no, "He has no details, he was very clean in the past, and he is an ordinary person." ”
I laughed, "How can a person have no details unless they are erased." ”
He heard my voice overhear, "What do you mean?" ”
Because his bottom was wiped clean by Ji Rongke. Boss Huo is indeed very well-connected, but he still has to admit that he has to be subservient to Ji Rongke, after all, he has been mixing with you for two years longer than you in South China, and he is not a fool in vain. I don't know the other five Troubled Boys, but this one is his person. ”
Huo Yanchen's whole body froze for a moment, he was a little incredulous at my words, he leaned on the back of the sofa, took out the toothpick box from the bottom of the coffee table, took out one, and held it between his teeth, "Are you sure?" ”
I laughed and said, "Of course." ”
He raised his eyes to look at me, a little inexplicable at my sudden change, "Aren't you very loyal to Ji Rongke, it's harder for you to do something than to kill you, why would you tell me this." ”
I lowered my eyes, I don't know what disease I have, now as long as I mention the three words Ji Rongke, I feel a faint pain in my heart, he let me know that the love I once had for Jiang Huan was not love at all, it was just a straw that could help me escape from the abyss in the turbulent times, and everyone would grab, care, and raise it in order to survive. But it has become so small and so fragile in the face of true emotion and deep love, I have had the most humble thoughts, but even so, it is still shattered under Ji Rongke's deception.
I always thought it was beautiful, but I found that it was not so beautiful.
I would rather he be cold and indifferent, and not give me illusions, than be crushed by his own hands and in such a cruel way when I covet to blossom with him.
Huo Yanchen saw my increasingly pale face, he didn't continue to ask me, but took out his mobile phone to dial an internal line, and said to the person over there, let Wei Kun go to the 219 private room.
He spit out the toothpick, opened a jar of herbal tea, he handed it to me, I shook my head and said I was not thirsty, he smiled and asked, "I'm afraid I'll be poisoned." ”
I tilted my head and said don't you, he took a sip, "We are currently in a war alliance, why should I go down." And your addiction is almost here again, are you ready? ”
I still didn't speak, and he smiled to himself, "If you are so well-behaved and do things for me, it will not be difficult for me to completely get rid of it." ”
He stared at the drinking place of the herbal tea, "Wei Kun is very brainy, and he is also very calm, from him I see the shadow of the twenty-three-year-old Ji Rongke, we entered the Kowloon Club in almost the same batch, and there were one hundred and nine people who were selected together at that time, the youngest was me, the oldest was him, the difference of a few years is only, I and him are the most valued in this group of people, but my personality is a little arrogant, so Uncle Nine prefers Ji Rongke, he can always figure out Uncle Jiu's psychology without a trace, and do things very beautifully, I am jealous of him at the same time, We are also fighting in secret, and until today, we have been killing each other like this for 16 years. Before joining the entire Kowloon Association, he was the worst in the past, but now, it is also his most beautiful, do you say I am willing. ”
I looked at the lamp above his head that emitted a lot of colors, "He's scary. ”
"You just know."
He burst out laughing, as if he had guessed what was going on, "But it's not too late." Don't be like Bai Jasmine, who was almost killed by Uncle Nine for him, and still refuses to repent, and hides it with lies and deception, thinking that Ji Rongke will accept her again one day, if it weren't for using her to understand Uncle Nine, Ji Rongke would have stopped caring with her a long time ago. He is a man without a heart. ”
He is a man without a heart.
But he just ran into the most caring woman in the world, which was destined to be a shocking storm and a collision of a small boat.
Winning or losing is a foregone conclusion.
Huo Yanchen drank the can of herbal tea, his eyes were fixed on the door behind me, I knew that Wei Kun was coming, there was a sound of wind from far and near next to me, but I couldn't hear a trace of footsteps, Wei Kun stood silently, he glanced at me, I was also looking at him, we looked at each other, his eyebrows wrinkled imperceptibly, and he said to Huo Yanchen, "Brother Chen is looking for me." ”
Huo Yanchen smiled and raised his chin and pointed at me, "Do you know her?" ”
"Yes, Mr. Ji, woman."
"He's my man, too."
Huo Yanchen said this, Wei Kun immediately understood a little, and his expressionless face trembled, "Brother Chen, you say it directly." ”
"I'm waiting for you to say it directly."
Wei Kun suddenly showed a smile, "I don't have anything to say, I will be loyal to Brother Chen, and take the money I deserve, this is my principle."
Huo Yanchen raised his eyebrows, his two hands froze in mid-air for a few seconds, and then clapped together, clapping and saying, "Tell me." ”
"There is no reason to lie to Brother Chen. My life is in your hands, no matter how stupid I am, I will not be stupid now and in the future. ”
Huo Yanchen applauded even harder, his face was bright, "Who said you were stupid, this is not very smart." I like to settle things peacefully, and I'm a gentle person, you know. ”
Wei Kun said, "I know now. ”
The smile on Huo Yanchen's face disappeared at this moment, his expression became cold and serious, he was really terrifying when he wasn't smiling, and just now, he stared straight at Wei Kun, the latter's straight posture did not move at all, Huo Yanchen said to me, "Feng Jin, you go out first." ”
I didn't take my eyes off Wei Kun's face from beginning to end, he looked like a person, but I couldn't tell who he looked like, I always felt that his eyebrows and eyes were like people I had seen, Huo Yanchen asked me to go out, I had no reason to stay any longer, I passed by Wei Kun, he happened to look at me at this time, I met his eyes very clearly, and a name suddenly exploded in the depths of my mind, and the appearance of this name shocked me.
I walked out of the private room and stood in the corridor for a long time, I don't know if I was wrong, if I hadn't seen his eyes thoroughly, I wouldn't be so sure, but now I can almost be sure of my answer, Huo Yanchen and Ji Rongke are very smart, but it is because of their familiarity that there will be no other suspicions, many times no matter how smart a person is, once he falls into this game, he will also be confused.
I closed my eyes and calmed down for a long time before I calmed down my pounding heart, I stretched out my hand to stop the waiter who was passing by to deliver the wine, and asked the time, he told me that at eleven o'clock in the evening, I thought about it, and instead of going to find Mommy, I left the Carmen banquet directly and drove back to the manor.
The door is not locked, I twisted it and pushed it open, I saw the light from the crack in the door at the bottom, it was a dim glimmer, Mr. Ji likes the dark, he rarely turns on the white light at night, it is a small table lamp that can only illuminate a range of more than ten meters, and because of such a faint light, I feel cold every night.
But tonight, I was very calm.
It's as if nothing happened.
I went in and changed my shoes and took off my coat as usual, and hung my bag behind the door, and only after I had done all this did I walk into the living room, and the master of the hall looked at me silently, and after I entered the living room, he gave me a meaningful look, turned and silently withdrew.
Mr. Ji stood between the curtain and the sofa, he finished the half of the cigarette in his hand, he stared at the white wall in front of him, "What do you have to say to me?" ”
I looked at the back of his head with an expressionless face, "Ji Rongke." ”
It was the first time I had called his name in a serious way, not in a flirtatious way, and his back seemed to stiffen, and he let out a low hum.
"I did." I swallowed, "Tell Huo Yanchen the news of your shipment and expose Wei Kun's identity, it's all my doing." ”
His broad back became more intense little by little, until finally it was like being blown by a strong wind, at a speed that I could see, it continued to rise and fall, I heard a crisp sound, and suddenly I saw that he also pinched a cup in his hand, the cup was pinched and exploded by him, and the broken glass pieces exploded in mid-air, he stepped in front of me at some point, and suddenly reached out and grabbed my throat, he pushed me forward, I kept retreating, stumbling until my back hit the wall hard, the cold piercing sensation penetrated me, but the strength of his hand did not decrease at all, On the contrary, it is increasing and aggravating little by little.
I could see the air draining from my eyes, and he was really going to strangle me.
I have red eyes, not for this moment, for why we have come to this point, why there are so many conspiracies, hypocrisy and calculations.
His eyes were red, and suddenly tears rolled down his mouth, and on his wrists, and on the delicate buttons of his cuffs, and he looked at me, and covered the last of the lights.
"Have you never loved me?"
I struggled to squeeze this sentence out of my throat, and after I finished asking, Ji Rongke's hand loosened, as if he didn't react for a moment, and I struggled with my last breath, waiting for his answer that didn't hurt me so much, but he finally reacted, and he laughed in disbelief, "Have you ever loved you." You know what you're talking about. ”