The atmosphere in the ward is not harmonious, the violent factor swimming in the air makes my heart beat faster, on the one hand, I am anxious to escape from Sun Yiqing's side, and I am worried about the injury on his arm, on the other hand, Gao Zijian is personality I understand, as long as his temper comes up, I am worried that there will be problems.

Leaning back slightly, he motioned for Sun Yiqing to let go of his hand, brushed his hair nervously with his fingers, and walked towards Gao Zijian's position.

glanced at Gao Zijian, took the bean, and his fingertips touched Gao Zijian gently, and he could obviously feel his stiffness at the moment.

"Douzi, come to Daddy Sun's ......" Sun Yiqing's beginning broke the silence at the moment, I was still standing in place, Douzi had already stretched out his hand and ran towards Sun Yiqing.

I glanced at Gao Zijian, his eyes flickering, his fists clenched, and it was obvious that he was suppressing his anger.

I felt inappropriate for my behavior of not breaking free immediately just now, but on this occasion, I didn't know how to explain to Gao Zijian, so I turned my face to see that Douzi was lying on Sun Yiqing's body and was playing with him.

I took a step forward, walked up to Gao Zijian, squeezed out a smile awkwardly, and said, "Why don't we go out and talk first?" ”

"Why go out? What is there to say here. Gao Zijian didn't look at me, a pair of angry eyes stared at Sun Yiqing and the beans who were playing.

"The beans are still here, let's go out and talk."

When I said this, there was a kind of domineering in my voice, and I was always used to two extremes when treating Gao Zijian, one was domineering, and the other was humble distress.

I know Gao Zijian's character too well, so I won't choose to be tough again.

The atmosphere was extremely embarrassing, and a few beans "Father Sun" clearly reached the ears of me and Gao Zijian, and Gao Zijian took two steps forward and stood in front of the bed.

"Long time no see." Gao Zijian stretched out his right hand, suppressed his anger, stretched out his right arm, and greeted Sun Yiqing.

Sun Yiqing turned his face and glanced at Gao Zijian, and Douzi's eyes also looked at Gao Zijian, one disdainful, one confused, and finally, replaced with a faint smile.

"It's not a long time, but Mr. Gao is entangled in official business, how can he have the opportunity to wander around in the backwoods?" Sun Yiqing's tone was not very friendly, he said lightly, and turned his face quietly.

I sensed the magnetic field of mutual exclusion between the two, and just as I was about to speak, Gao Zijian turned his face to look at me, put an arm directly on my body, and said: "My woman is here, of course I want to come, but Mr. Sun, who rushed back in the heavy rain, did not take advantage, but disabled himself." ”

The long sarcasm, disdainful eyes, and cold tone reminded me all the time that these two men could explode at any time.

"Mr. Gao's words are wrong, you may not know much about the actual situation, but I can't blame you, after all, it's been four years in a flash, and Douzi will be called Dad Sun, some things are not easy to explain, right, Douzi?" Sun Yiqing's hand held the beans tightly, and the last shout seemed to deliberately raise his tone.

Where did Douzi know about the matter between Gao Zijian and Sun Yiqing, one was his own father, and the other was his father who treated him like his own, when he heard Sun Yiqing's call, he directly grinned and shouted sweetly "Sun Dad".

"Hey, the beans are so good." Sun Yiqing's voice was still unwavering, his fingers gently pinched Douzi's face, and said with a smile.

Beans giggled and continued to play.

I know that Gao Zijian's heart must not be very comfortable, but now telling him about Douzi, I'm afraid it will only add fuel to the fire, I need to find an opportunity, after all, these two men, I don't want to see them hurt.

Moreover, it is for an ordinary woman like me.

"Douzi, will Daddy Gao take you to find a hip-hop monkey?"

As soon as Gao Zijian's voice came out, Sun Yiqing and I were stunned, I understood Sun Yiqing's surprise, but I didn't expect that Gao Zijian still had to fight to the end, he stretched out his arm, looked at Douzi with a smile, and his face was very serious.

Sun Yiqing also seemed to sense the anger on Gao Zijian's face, and shook his head gently, as if waiting for Douzi's answer.

The three of them didn't speak, and all three pairs of eyes were fixed on Douzi's body, Douzi looked at me, then at the injury on Sun Yiqing's arm, and said, "Mom, I don't want hip-hop monkeys anymore, I want to accompany Dad Sun here." ”

Gao Zijian's arm suddenly drooped, and the disappointment on his face was undoubtedly revealed, saying that I was wrong, that was because I didn't tell Douzi Gao Zijian was his father earlier, but I was glad that if I told Gao Zijian the truth, he would not feel even more embarrassed if he was in such a situation now.

Douzi is obedient, "After all, it is a child, Sun Yiqing feels sorry for him, he also feels sorry for Sun Yiqing, I don't think he did anything wrong, stretched out his hand and gently stroked Douzi's face, and said with a smile.

"I'll go back first......" Gao Zijian snorted softly, raising his feet to leave.

Without hesitation, I reached out and said, "Wait a minute, let's go together." ”

Gao Zijian unceremoniously broke away from my hand, turned to look at me, then looked at Sun Yiqing and Douzi, and said, "No, I know that I am superfluous." ”

"Zijian...... I couldn't help but hold his hand, but Gao Zijian had already turned his head.

"Mr. Gao......" Sun Yiqing's voice sounded at this moment, and there was always an indescribable courage in his voice, "I think we should talk about it." ”

Gao Zijian turned his face to look at Sun Yiqing, and did not care about the beans present, and said, "With you?" I don't even bother to open my mouth about all the things you do, and to be honest, I don't think we have anything to talk about......"

The smell of gunpowder escalated again, and just as I was overwhelmed by the two men at the moment, the door opened.

It was Tian Xin who came in, she walked over with a smile on her face, glanced at the room, and said, "Hey, it's very lively today, it's all here!" ”

I like Tian Xin very much, not only because of the crooked corners of her eyebrows when she laughs, but the feeling on her body reminds me of durian who I haven't seen for a long time, and her joke at the moment instantly resolved the embarrassment at the moment.

Sun Yiqing glanced at Tian Xin and said, "Tian Xin, please take the beans to the neighborhood to see if there are any populated candies, buy him a little, the beans are the favorite." ”

Douzi immediately raised his head when he heard the words "wave plate candy", looked at Tian Xin, who was smiling at him, and did not have any rejection.

"Okay," Tian Xin nodded and said, "Come on, Xiaodouzi, I'm your Aunt Tian Xin, I'm going to beat you to buy pop candy." ”

Douzi glanced at Sun Yiqing, then at me, obediently stretched out his arm, and followed Tian Xin out.

Adults and children are like this, get along for a long time, you love him, love him, and want to give him the best things in the world, although the child is small, but can clearly feel this kind of love, when he can't express it, he will stick to you, to strangers, there will be a sense of rejection. When he knows how to express it, he believes almost everything you say.

Douzi and Sun Yiqing, that's it, Douzi not only believes every word Sun Yiqing says, but also Sun Yiqing is here with love and prestige.

The door of the ward was closed, and there were only three of us left in the room, Gao Zijian's face became more and more ugly, and he was the first to speak: "Sun Yiqing, if you want to provoke me in this way, then I accept it all, Douzi is not sensible, you use four years, I use four Yue, when the time comes, I will let you see who is the real card." ”

What does Gao Zijian mean by saying this? Could it be that he already knew that the beans were his......

"Hehe," Sun Yiqing's chuckle reached my ears, and I heard him say, "Gao Zijian, four years have passed, and you still haven't changed." ”

Gao Zijian snorted coldly and said, "Don't say four years, forty years, it's the same." ”

Sun Yiqing got up slowly, because of the inconvenience of his hands and feet, I went over to help him, but I was pulled by Gao Zijian, and his eyes told me not to approach.

I'm a little entangled, on the one hand, it's Sun Yiqing who is kind to me and Douzi, on the other hand, it's my lover who met again after four years, emotionally, I hope both of them are good, but ......

After hesitating, Sun Yiqing had already sat down.

He glanced at me, his eyes fell on Gao Zijian's hand holding me tightly, the corners of his mouth were hooked, and he said in a flat voice: "Gao Zijian, I think you have made a mistake. You think I'm a competitor to you, but in my opinion, it's not at all. Why? Because of you, unworthy. ”

"What do you mean?" Gao Zijian took a step forward and looked at Sun Yiqing, his eyes even more fierce.

"What I mean is very simple, in my opinion, you are not worthy of Xiao Jia at all," Sun Yiqing's tone was calm, but it had already surprised me, and I heard him continue: "Do you know what a woman wants most? Do you know what a woman wants most when she has a child? She just wants a stability, a man who can love her and care for her for a lifetime, but I found that you don't understand at all, for a man who doesn't even need what his own woman needs, I don't care to compete with him. ”

"Sun Yiqing, what do you think you are? My relationship with Chen Xiaojia can be moved by you, an outsider? I know better than you what she needs, so I don't need you to be dictated by an outsider! ”

The atmosphere in the room has reached a white hot point, I looked at Gao Zijian a little nervously, the green tendons on his hands have protruded, sighed softly, and said, "Zijian, let's go out." ”

"Xiao Jia," Sun Yiqing called out my name and said, "How long do you have to bear it alone?" Where's your cheerfulness? Where's your big smile again? He's a big man, four years ago he thought it wasn't enough to hurt you once, and now he's still so naïve, it's not that I want to compete with him, but such a man, he doesn't deserve it at all! Not worthy of your love! ”

"Sun Yiqing, do you think I won't be able to find Chen Xiaojia if I hide it with a little means?" Gao Zijian looked at me, then glared at Sun Yiqing, and continued: "Let me tell you, even if I am really as unbearable as you say, at least my love is bright and fair, and my heart has never changed." ”

"It's ridiculous!" Sun Yiqing laughed unprecedentedly and said, "Your love? Tall and handsome, you also think too much of yourself, do you think your love is very precious? Four years ago, when Liu Shihan and that woman used means to force Xiaojia to deal with her parents, where were you? ”

"Yiqing, don't say it......" I lowered my eyes, and my heart fluctuated.

"Why not? Chen Xiaojia, you have suffered so many grievances for such a man who has been immature until now, do you still have to bear it alone? Gao Zijian, let me ask you again, you said you love her, so what have you done in the past few years? There are only a few friends around her, as long as you pay a little attention, you can detect the abnormality of her body, the self-righteous humiliation of your Gao family, the engagement ceremony between you and Liu Shihan, and your behavior, I really want to ask, is that love? Let a woman silently borrow money, pay silently, and prepare to send away the last sentence, Mr. Gao, this is the love you understand? ”

Sun Yiqing's words made the whole ward quiet, and the sadness that was originally buried in my heart surfaced in front of me at this moment, and I suddenly thought that night, I was waiting for Gao Zijian in the back garden in a dress, and he just ended everything between us with a short sentence.

Auntie's humiliation, Liu Shihan's methods, and Shi Lei's denunciation, all of this, in fact, is not a problem.

Walking out of the past time, looking backwards, I feel that this is just a test one by one, testing whether Gao Zijian loves me, testing whether it is true between us, and being firm as a rock.

The result of the test made me a little disappointed, and at this moment, that disappointment came out from the depths of my heart, and I was cold.

"A woman, in your most difficult moments, accompanied you through the experience, withstood the temptation, withstood the test, but in the end, you yourself were forced to a dead end and chose to leave. Now, you think that everything can go back to the way it used to be, and you can go back if you want, but I'm sorry, this time, I want to say, I don't allow it. ”

After Sun Yiqing finished speaking, he raised his eyes and looked at me, and said: "I admit that there is selfishness in helping her hide herself, and I am not afraid to tell you, I can wait for four years, I just think it is worth it, tall and handsome, you should be more mature, and then compete with me." ”

My hands were cold, and I took a soft breath and said, "I'm sorry I let you ...... I'm going to see the beans, I'm sorry ......"

Some things can be pretended not to have happened because each other has a bottom line, but silence does not mean that it did not happen.

We were both young, so we were stubborn.

We're both stubborn, so we've hurt each other.

The essence of ambiguity is exciting. Love, and the essence of love is to be dull. It's just that once, we didn't understand.