Some people just like to be self-righteous, thinking that what they like, others will like it, thinking that what they are pursuing, others will willingly agree, thinking that if they give, others will accept it.

He narcissistically thinks that he can come when he wants and leave when he wants.

And what he wants, will stop where he is, waiting for him to turn back.

Looking at the gift bag on the bed and the sweat on Gao Zijian's forehead, I can't tell how I feel.

"Douzi, these new clothes were bought for you by your uncle, do you like it?" Gao Zijian pulled the cotton sweatshirt of the hip-hop monkey in his hand and looked at the beans with a smile.

Beanzi didn't say anything, and his big black eyes looked at me.

Gao Zijian came over panting, put the clothes on his chest, and said with a smile: "How about it, the style is good, the beans are absolutely suitable to wear, there must always be a change of clothes after wetting the pants, take a look, which set is the most suitable?" ”

I coughed softly, walked past Gao Zijian's side, walked in front of Douzi, and said with a smile: "Douzi, uncle sent you clothes, say thank you to uncle." ”

Douzi arched into my arms, looked at Gao Zijian helplessly, and said, "Thank you." ”

Douzi said lukewarmly, in fact, the saddest person should be me.

"Mr. Gao, I'm sorry to ask you to wait for me in the living room for a while." I looked at Gao Zijian, and my voice was very cold.

Gao Zijian looked at me in astonishment, raised his feet and walked out.

Douzi is very careful, once or twice he will not find the clues, three or four times, he will definitely feel confused, and I also feel uneasy to put someone he doesn't like around.

So, he put the beans in the bed, turned around and walked out.

Looking at it from the door of the bedroom, Gao Zijian's face was not different from back then, there was a smile in his eyes, but there was a faint alienation, the corners of his mouth were habitually hooked, revealing a smile, when he was happy, he was a happy laugh, when he was unhappy, he was a mocking laugh, Douzi and him were really similar.

It is worthy of father and son.

It's just that, Chen Xiaojia, you need to be calm now, your behavior has exposed your heart, and what you crave may not be as beautiful as you imagined.

"Xiao Jia......" Gao Zijian noticed me, got up from the sofa, and walked directly towards me.

I smiled softly, deliberately keeping the distance between me and him, and pointed to the couch and motioned for him to sit down.

We sat side by side, but we didn't have the same intimacy as before.

He took a breath softly, looked at Gao Zijian, and said, "Thank you for your concern about me and Douzi, but Mr. Gao, our relationship now is different from before, so ......"

"What do you call me?" Gao Zijian interrupted me, his voice filled with disbelief.

I didn't look at him, smiled and said, "Mr. Gao, I am now a mother of a child, please also respect yourself." ”

Withdrawing Gao Zijian's tightly held arm, I still didn't look at him, took a deep breath, and continued: "As you can see, we and Sun ...... As soon as we cleared, we took the children with us...... So...... I don't want him to misunderstand......"

"Xiao Jia......" Gao Zijian's voice was a little hoarse, suddenly, a panicked mobile phone ringtone rang at this moment, Gao Zijian glanced at it, pressed and hung up, the phone rang again, he pressed and hung up again, and when it rang for the third time, I didn't wait for Gao Zijian to speak, I stood up and said, "Mr. Gao, why don't you go get busy first, what I mean, it's already very clear." ”

Gao Zijian pursed his lips, and there was incredulity in his eyes. Finally, he nodded and walked out.

I leaned against the door and heard his voice in the hallway, and my heart was in turmoil.

"Mom......" Xiaodouzi's voice suddenly reached my ears, and as soon as I looked down, I saw him standing at the door of the inner room, looking at me with a pair of puzzled eyes.

The lower half of the body is not wearing pants yet.

I hurriedly ran over and said with a smile, "What's going on?" ”

"Mom," Xiaodouzi hugged me and said, "Does Uncle Fierce want to bully you again?" ”

"How is it possible," I shook my head nervously and said, "Who is Mom, and will Mom let people bully casually?" ”

Xiaodouzi nodded as if he didn't understand, and said, "That's right, Uncle Fierce bought new clothes for Douzi, and he didn't blame Douzi for wetting his pants, it's okay." ”

Children are like that, good and bad, the distinction is so obvious.

Beans like bright colors, and what Gao Zijian bought is exactly what suits the appetite of beans, and there are five or six styles, none of which are repeated. There was an invoice at the bottom of the box, and I glanced at the numbers on it and was stunned.

Gao Zijian, like Sun Yiqing, spends money without ambiguity at all.

The beans played for a while and then fell asleep, and I walked to the window alone and looked out the window at the sky, which was gloomy.

Today, it may be raining.

I took out my phone, flipped through the location of the picture, moved my finger twice, pressed the password, and opened the hidden folder.

The two immature faces in the photo seem to be yesterday.

Thinking that when I first came to Yunshui Town alone, I was unfamiliar with the place, if it wasn't for the balance in the card that could support it for a while, I'm afraid it would ......

I don't have a stable job, I haven't even had time to take the accounting qualification exam, and I was ordered by my parents to have this child, I don't know where I got the courage to do it in the first place.

Doing chores, serving coffee, brushing dishes, I am very grateful to the boss I met at the beginning to take me in, and gradually, I got used to the feeling of hiding in the deep mountains and old forests.

It's just that the curvature of the belly bulging is getting bigger and bigger, and there are more and more troubles. It's not that I haven't heard gossip, and when I'm the saddest, I can go to work for a week, just for that meager living expenses.

If, I mean, if, if I hadn't met Sun Yiqing later, would Douzi and I still be alive?

There is a price to be paid for willfulness, and persistence must also have enough ability, every time I think of that period of time, my heart will be cold.

When I met Gao Zijian, I would think so in my heart, so I might as well tell him that the beans are ours, but I can't do it myself.

The day before the delivery, because the scenic spot was sparsely populated, I had to walk two miles to find a doctor, if it wasn't for Sun Yiqing who sent our mother and son to the hospital on that rainy night, guarding the door of the delivery room, and when I heard that the child's feet came out first, I rushed in directly, asking for a caesarean section, encouraging me to insist, now, is there still Chen Xiaojia in the world?

At the moment when the child had a difficult birth, how I hoped that the person who was by my side was Gao Zijian.

Even the doctor said it was a miracle that the beans could be produced smoothly, but I didn't know that Sun Yiqing was by my side, saying those encouraging words over and over again, and in my mind, I still didn't think of Gao Zijian.

I told myself Chen Xiaojia, that person, so cruelly rejected this life, you have to do it with him, give birth, raise yourself, and don't rely on him for half a cent.

I did, but my heart had forgotten the pain.

Sun Yiqing found a doctor and got me a double room, the pregnant woman who lived with me also gave birth to a big fat boy, and my father had a happy smile on his face, but now, he can still stab me.

I need to urinate at night, and I can't move at all because of the pain in my body, and it is not him Gao Zijian who has been with me.

I can forget these, really, four years, as time goes by, I can completely forget that I once loved someone so deeply, because my focus has been on the bean's body.

What Beans Choose is what I choose, and what Beans love, I will learn to love.

I can't entangle with Gao Zijian anymore, because I know that if it goes on like this, it won't benefit anyone.

Therefore, it is far better to refuse directly than to accompany him by pretending to be fine.

Thinking of this, the depression in the chest was finally relieved, and his finger clicked on the computer screen, and with a gentle press, the group photo was deleted.

Two drops of water fell on the screen of the phone, and slowly fell along the tilt of the screen.

pressed Sun Yiqing's number, and the phone was answered quickly, but there was a heavy breathing sound.

I looked at the window and said, "Ichiqing, the beans are asleep, let's go back later." ”

"Xiao Jia......" Sun Yiqing's voice revealed an excited look, and I heard him continue: "What did you call me just now?" ”

I turned my face, looked at the little head at the head of the bed, and said half-jokingly, "Uncle Sun." ”

There was a hearty laugh on the other end of the phone, and I heard Sun Yiqing say, "Chen Xiaojia, you made me wait for a long time." ”

I don't know how to answer, I can only be silent.

"When the beans wake up a little, we'll go."

"Good ......"

After hanging up the phone, I glanced at Douzi on the bed, smiled softly, and said, "Douzi, you have to change your name now, why don't you call Daddy Sun?" ”

I'm not sad at all, really, tears, just superfluous.

After Gao Zijian and I were in such a hurry, at ten o'clock in the evening, I walked towards the car with Douzi in my arms, I didn't take off the clothes on Douzi's body, it was a set of red hip-hop monkey sportswear, and the shoes were also new, and when we sat in the car, Douzi's confused eyes finally showed that they were awake, he rubbed his eyes and asked, "Mom, where are we going now?" ”

"Home, of course."

Douzi stared at me with wide eyes, suddenly turned his head to look out the window, looked at the clothes on his body again, turned his face to me and asked, "Mom, I haven't thanked Uncle Fierce yet." ”

This kid is changing so fast.

"Then next time, it's too late today, we're going back." I even looked at the beans with deception, but I didn't know that after this time, goodbye, there might never be any more possibilities.

Douzi didn't speak, just lowered his head and looked at the hip-hop monkey on his chest, arched into my arms, and clung tightly.

Come in a hurry, go in a hurry, beans, at least, you've seen it.

As for Mom, I also want to be happy and give you the life you want.

But fate, it just likes to play tricks......