I had another long dream. In my dreams, I dreamed of the nest that belonged to us. Strangely, when I came in through the door, I looked down and saw three pairs of shoes.

A pair of men's shoes, a pair of women's shoes, and a pair, children's shoes.

I didn't hold the beans in my arms, but I heard his hearty laughter, and I followed the sound step by step towards the room, and finally stopped at the door of the bedroom.

Beans were laughing and making noise on the ground as usual, and strangely, I saw that familiar back.

Sometimes, the most real feelings, in dreams, will be directly refracted, when I see this back, my first reaction is him.

When I stared at the back again, he suddenly turned his head, and in the backlight, it was still the same smiling face.

Who is he? He's the one I don't want to admit, the one he is.

When he opened his eyes and glanced at the beans beside him, he was sleeping sweetly, with his small mouth slightly open, very cute.

The fluctuations in my heart were not alleviated, I got out of bed, glanced at my phone, and it was only past three o'clock in the morning.

For many days and nights, I would be tormented by such dreams, but this time, I didn't cry.

It's been two days since I came back, and life is still the same, but my heart is uncontrollable and more and more impatient.

What am I worried about? What am I thinking?

In fact, in such a quiet moment of the night, the truest emotions have exposed all my thoughts. There are 10,000 reasons to love someone, and the same is true for not loving someone.

The saddest thing is probably that he says he doesn't love him, but in his dreams, again and again, he dreams of him.

He sighed softly and turned his face to see the ring on the table.

I don't have the habit of wearing jewelry, and I can't find a place all over my body, and it is for this reason that I don't wear such a ring so quickly.

Rushing back overnight, eating and drinking, and soothing the beans to sleep, the first thing Sun Yiqing did was to take out this ring, hold my hand, and ask to wear it.

Many decisions are not made on the spur of the moment.

I'm not a fool, for Sun Yiqing's dedication, every moment, I see it in my heart. The refusal two weeks ago, the promise two weeks later, and the attitude of the beans are all reasons.

Only a little less. And this is also the reason why I couldn't sleep for the past two days.

Love? How can you not love?

It's been four years, every second, every minute, every day, from the initial longing to the final despair, always, it's because of love.

It's been four years, I didn't go, he didn't come, he was burdened with the stubbornness in his heart, stubborn to the point of despair, but he appeared.

I'd love to ask, do you love me? Is it that if you love me, why should you gag me? If you love me and pay a little attention, you should be able to notice how similar the eyebrows and eyes of the bean are to you.

Questioning, asking, approaching but doubting, this is the biggest problem between us.

How I want to ask in person, are you married? But I can't ask, the relationship between us can't be explained in one sentence or two. When you get married, I will have heartache, and I can only put it in my heart. You haven't been married, so it's been four years, Gao Zijian, do you love me and have you ever looked for me? No matter how bad the Gao family is, two cities are the same provincial capital, is it so difficult to find our mother and son?

But Gao Zijian, I am so resentful, so hateful, why did the first time I saw you, my limbs were trembling, and my heart was about to jump out of my throat?

I didn't dare to say it, I didn't have confidence, and I didn't dare to toss.

In the end, I could only in my dreams, softly, shouting that familiar name.

All of it, back to the source, just because of one sentence, I love you.

At six o'clock in the morning, I put down the pen and paper in my hand, covered the diary, my eyes were sour, I went back to bed, and fell asleep.

Chen Xiaojia, you say that you are brave, but you only dare to write your thoughts in front of the diary.

At eight o'clock, Sun Yiqing called and said that the time was up. I took out the clothes I had prepared, but Beanzi took out the hip-hop monkey with her bare ass and wore it carefully.

He loved the new dress as much as he loved all the new toys and shoes.

I didn't want to say more, so I rubbed the cream on the beans and carried him out the door.

Sun Yiqing told me yesterday that there was a little problem at work and he needed to go back for about a week.

I didn't have any special feelings, originally Douzi was going to school in the morning, so in order to say goodbye to Sun Yiqing, I directly took half a day off.

The sun is still good, the wind is beautiful, the sky is cloudless, and the air in the mountains is very fresh. Douzi and I haven't gone out yet, but we have already seen Sun Yiqing standing at the door.

He was wearing a white turtleneck sweater, gentle as jade, and when he smiled, his eyes could see thin crow's feet. I remember he said to me the night before yesterday: "Xiaojia, I'm not young anymore, and after I'm done with this, let's get married." ”

He said it directly, but his eyes were full of anticipation.

"Uncle Sun......" Douzi stretched out his arms and ran straight over.

Sun Yiqing raised his eyebrows and said, "I forgot what I told you last time!" ”

Douzi rolled his eyes and said with a smile: "Oops, I forgot, Father Sun~~"

Sun Yiqing couldn't help but give Douzi a big kiss and said, "Little Douzi, Dad can't bear you, what should I do, Dad is going for a week." ”

Dad's two words, it's heavy.

"Father Sun, Douzi can't bear you, but don't worry, I will listen to my mother, and I will wait for you to come back."

"That's good!" Sun Yiqing was a big boy again, glanced at the time, and asked in a low voice: "There is one minute left, Douzi tells his father, what do you want?" ”

"Beans don't want anything," Douzi shook his head and said, "Daddy Sun is very hard, Beans don't want it." ”

Sun Yiqing looked at Douzi with emotion and said, "Douzi knows that he loves his father at such a young age, it's so good!" ”

When the time came, Sun Yiqing naturally took my hand and said, "I will come back as soon as possible, I will call you every day, and I will go online when I have time, I will ......"

It was also the first time I saw Sun Yiqing like a mother-in-law, and said with a smile: "I know, Douzi and I are waiting for you to come back." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, Sun Yiqing's arm wrapped around my waist and whispered in my ear: "When I come back, I will eat you first." ”

I pretended not to hear, hugged the beans, and said goodbye to Sun Yiqing.

In the three and a half years I have been with Sun Yiqing, he has never taken a step beyond Lei Chi, and his relationship with me has remained above friends, below lovers, and ambiguity is even rarer.

The black car disappeared into the road, I retracted my thoughts, glanced at the time, and went to the store with the beans in my arms.

"Beans, I have to go to school after lunch at noon."

"Got it, Mom."

"I'll be good in the store later."

"Mom, you're so long-winded."

"Huh?"

"Douzi is an obedient child," Douzi looked at me and said, "When did you let Mom worry about it." ”

This kid is getting more and more presumptuous.

The café is only five minutes away from the accommodation, and in a short time, you will be there. The strange thing is that there are two cars parked at the door so early in the morning, and they are not cheap.

Douzi and I glanced at each other and stepped inside.

Xiaoyun stood on the counter, saw me coming in, hurriedly walked over to me, and said, "Sister Xiaojia, they ......"

As soon as I looked around, I saw two men sitting in front of the window, one was the landlord of the house, and the other was ...... Only a back was left, but this back carried a sense of familiarity.

"Yo, Xiaojia, here......" The landlord looked at me politely, I nodded, and saw the familiar back turn his face, and I was stunned at this look.

Gao Zijian once scolded me for belonging to motorcycles, but now I feel that I have reason to believe that he belongs to kraft candy.

Shameless to die, sticking to it, it's simply a superb.

"Douzi, I haven't seen you for a long time, do you miss your uncle?" A very emotional speech filled my ears, and in the next second, Gao Zijian walked over.

I lowered my head to look at Douzi, who pouted and looked at me and glared at Gao Zijian.

"Why are you here?" Because he was so surprised, his voice trembled, "Didn't you say it very clearly last time?" How do you ......"

"Xiao Jia, didn't I tell you about the café for sale last time?" The rent came over with a smile on his face and said, "This Mr. Gao is very satisfied with this place, and the price is very reasonable, so I will sell this place to him." ”

What the? The storefront was sold? The new landlord, is Gao Zijian?

"Landlord......" I moved my legs nervously and said, "Didn't you say last time that you would consider giving me this place?" You're ......."

"Xiaojia, what's mine is yours, sell it to me, isn't it equivalent to yours?" Gao Zijian looked at me and said with a smile.

==！ What is the reason for this, why did Gao Zijian and I get involved again?

The landlord left, looking at the smile on his face, he knew that Gao Zijian must have made a generous move, this guy actually ...... No, the house and the dwelling here are the same, right......

"You ......," I took a soft breath and said, "The house where I live belongs to you?" ”

Gao Zijian looked at me with a grin, stretched out his index finger and shook it, and said, "NO, Chen Xiaojia, you are wrong again, what is mine is yours, you should say, here, it belongs to you together!" ”

"You ......"

"Mom......" Seeing that the two of us suddenly quarreled, Douzi pulled my trouser leg and said, "Is Uncle Murder going to live here in the future?" ”

"No ......"

"Douzi," Gao Zijian interrupted me directly, quickly and ruthlessly, squatted down, level with Douzi's gaze, a smile on his face, and continued: "Don't call me Uncle Xiong, I have a name." ”

I was a little nervous, and it wasn't to stop, and it wasn't to talk.

"That'...... What is your name? Douzi's big round eyes rolled and asked in a low voice.

"My name is Gao Zijian, Gao, that is, Gao Xing, Zijian, that is, Douzi's son is very healthy, remember?" Gao Zijian happily explained while gesturing with his hands, as if it was really the case.

Douzi glared at Gao Zijian, and said in a calm voice: "Uncle Gao, don't get close to me, I don't eat this set." ”

Gao Zijian's face darkened, looking at Douzi's raised little chin, he suddenly laughed out loud, and said: "Xiaodouzi is smart, come, uncle brought you other things, very mysterious, you have never seen it." ”

Douzi took a step back and said, "I don't want to look." ”

In fact, a pair of big black eyes couldn't help but look forward.

"Douzi, uncle told you, it's really mysterious, it's a very mysterious and mysterious gift, it's even more fun than Transformers!" Gao Zijian waved his left and right hands, and almost knelt down directly.

Douzi's eyes showed curiosity, but his little face was still very calm, he raised his head to look at me and asked, "Mom, can I go and have a look?" ”

I was stopped by Douzi's question, glanced at Gao Zijian who was squatting on the ground again, sighed softly, and said, "Go, when my mother is busy, I will come over to accompany you, and I will go to school in the afternoon." ”

Douzi nodded happily, stretched out his little lotus-like arm, looked at Gao Zijian, raised his chin, and said, "For the sake of your enthusiasm, I will agree!" ”

Gao Zijian was also stunned, stood up, sorted out his clothes, stretched out his big hand in front of Douzi, and said, "The little prince of Douzi is really powerful, come, uncle holds you......"

"No need...... Douzi shook his head slightly, and said, "Take me to see what it is!" ”

Gao Zijian smiled, and Douzi also smiled, that look, that look, it was simply ...... It's so similar!

Gao Zijian's big hand held the bean's small hand, and the two hands were tightly clasped together, and suddenly, an indescribable feeling rose in my heart, but my nose was already sour.

"Chen Xiaojia, you are busy with yours first, Douzi, leave it to me!" I raised my feet and walked towards the back kitchen, and suddenly Gao Zijian's voice came from my ears, and when I turned my face, Gao Zijian had already gone to fetch the things in the box on the ground, and I didn't hit my eyes.

One big and one small, it gives me the feeling that it's really, really special.

The tour was calm, only three or four guests came in one morning, and I stayed in the back kitchen to be busy, but in my ears, there was no voice from father and son.

This is a family affection that no one can give up, I know.

"Hahahaha, Uncle Gao, you're so stupid," Douzi's voice came over, and he continued, "One more time, rock-paper-scissors!" Yaye yes! I won, keep flicking your head! ”

"Oh, Douzi, you are so smart, you had a fight with your Uncle Gao when you were a child, no, your head is going to be swollen......" Gao Zijian's begging voice.

"Mom said, Aunt Li said that my IQ is ...... 190, the whole class is not as smart as me! Flowey also often praises me! Douzi was not polite at all, and said in a milky voice.

"Wow, the beans are really powerful, no wonder Uncle Gao is so stupid," Gao Zijian coughed lightly and asked, "That bean, uncle has other questions for you, I'll see if you can know, okay?" ”

This Gao Zijian, what do you want to say from Douzi? I walked to the door of the back kitchen with some annoyance, and when I looked up, I saw the side faces of the father and son, Gao Zijian had clear water chestnut horns, and the beans were a little baby fat, but they were all peach blossom eyes.

"Okay, Confucius said, keen and studious, don't be ashamed to ask, you ask!"

"Beans, you!" Gao Zijian was calmed by Douzi's calmness and knowledge, and his peach blossom eyes were round.

Hmph, my son is not like you, like you is not so smart! Besides, the son is already smart.

"Bean, honestly, how old are you?" Although Gao Zijian's voice was lowered, I leaned against the door and could still hear it clearly.

Retracted his head, his heart was beating fast, worried that the beans would speak, but he didn't know why and didn't stop it immediately.

"I refuse to answer this question."

Good son, you actually ...... So able to withstand temptation.

"Why?" Gao Zijian's voice was dissatisfied, and I knew that he was not a patient father at all.

"I promised a person, a manly man, a gentleman who is quick to say a word, I am a little man." Beans replied justifiably.

At the beginning, because of the loss of the ID card, I couldn't go back to reapply for it, so I directly used Sun Yiqing's name to get a household registration, and my age was half a year younger, which is not a secret, Douzi and I are very clear.

It's just that I never seem to have told Douzi that I need to hide my age......

"Good beans, why don't we change the game?" Gao Zijian's voice was elongated again, and I definitely have reason to believe that Douzi will definitely be exposed if he follows him.

"Beans ......" I came out with my meal and said, "Come, let's eat......"

When Douzi heard my voice, he immediately jumped out of his seat and said with a smile, "Mom, this is a ...... given to me by Uncle Gao"

"Did you thank him?" I didn't look at Gao Zijian, and reached out and began to arrange the dishes and chopsticks.

"Yes," Douzi walked up to me and said, "Just now playing rock-paper-scissors, Uncle Gao lost ten times." ”

The beans have a very small voice, and the millet teeth are exposed, which is very playful.

"So, how many times?" I asked as I hugged the beans to my side and feigned ignorance.

"Hehe, it's been ten times ......in total," Douzi looked at me proudly and whispered, "Uncle Fierce is so stupid." ”

I was amused by the beans, and turned my face to look at Gao Zijian, his eyes were also staring at me, but in his quiet eyes, there was a long-lost sense of hotness, which suddenly made my heart skip a beat.

I hurriedly turned my head, took a spoon, and fed the beans.

After lunch, I took out Douzi's small schoolbag, he stood at the door of the store, I went to the back door to ride, and when I came out, I found that Gao Zijian was with Douzi again.

"Hey," I nervously pushed the cart over, "why are you here?" ”

Gao Zijian put down the beans that he had raised high, turned his face to look at me, and said, "You sent him to school like this?" ”

I know, he meant, I'm just delivering beans on a battery bike.

"You can't ...... care"

"Follow me......" Gao Zijian put down the beans and said with a smile: "Wait for me here with my mother, I'll go to drive and personally send the beans to kindergarten." ”

Douzi looked at me, then at Gao Zijian, pursed his lips and didn't speak.

In the end, I couldn't resist Gao Zijian, and I was worried that the beans would be affected, so I sat in the car with the beans in my arms.

I was surprised that there were child seats with doors in the car.

How much does he know about this Gao Zijian?

Saying goodbye to Douzi at the door, Douzi put his hands in his sweatshirt pockets, and ran into the classroom in three steps and two steps, leaving only me and Gao Zijian in the same place.

In the afternoon, the soft bird chirping in my ears and the breeze caressing my cheeks actually made me feel a little comfortable.

"Chen Xiaojia, you have worked hard......" Gao Zijian turned his face to look at me, his face calm.

I shrugged my shoulders and said, "Coincidentally, I want to have a good chat with you too, let's go!" ”