Ji Rongke's words really moved me at the moment he said it, he may just be stating the relationship between the three of us, but for a sentimental woman, the four words of the child's mother are the most beautiful name and the most sincere affirmation of the man for her.

But I am very realistic, my reality comes from all the blows and sufferings that this society has given me, I will not fight for a word, it may come from the heart, but any from the heart will also turn into an unrealistic bubble.

Because all his promises are based on children, I dare not risk my entire net worth and life to bet on a man's promise at a special moment.

Now the work of Camenyan is my only guarantee for me, the capital of my life, and if I deprive myself of this, I really have nothing.

He saw that I was silent, thinking that he had made me through, he grabbed my hand and gently dropped a kiss on the back of my hand, his stubble was very hard, he didn't have time to shave it in the morning, maybe he had just woken up Lina arrived, he was too busy dealing with her to clean up his appearance.

I looked at the few little red dots on my skin from his beard, and he smiled and said, "Okay, don't think about it, take care of the baby, and I'll take care of everything." ”

After he finished pushing the car door to go down, I stared at his broad shoulders and blurted out, "Do you really want me to give birth to this baby?" ”

He paused, frowned and looked back, "Didn't you say okay, how can you still have this suspicion." ”

I stared into his eyes and said word by word, "It's not that I doubt your determination to want him, but I want to know, what is his surname when he was born, where he got his household registration, can he be honest and let everyone know that Ji Rongke is his father, will Lina and Uncle Jiu tolerate it, or will he hide behind the eyes of the world forever, just like your position on his mother, just secretly raised, not alive, and live with you." ”

When Ji Rongke listened to me, the expression on his face became lighter and lighter, and in the end, he completely stiffened, he didn't seem to realize the problem, or he realized it, but he could only pretend to be stupid, he forced himself to ignore it, because this is an unsolvable problem, and I will only make him feel pressure and burden when I bring it up.

Ji Rongke withdrew his step, closed the car door, and looked at me without saying a word.

In fact, his powerless eyes at this moment made me feel very distressed, and I didn't even want to say anything, why did I force the two sides into such a dungeon, but the life in my stomach made it difficult for me to ride a tiger.

I continued, "Perhaps in your cognition, in the eyes of the rich, powerful and powerful men in the world, a woman can be called an accessory in addition to a partner, including the two identities of wife and lover. A man's life and career all need a woman, she can give birth to children for him, take care of the housework, take care of the elderly, and keep everything in order, if she happens to meet a very smart woman, she can also become a virtuous helper, with her gentleness and wisdom, to soothe all the sorrows and troubles of men. I live in it, I am not qualified to ask for change, I can accept to be your appendage, but the premise is that I don't want to be an adjunct to your marriage to another woman, I want a complete man who gives me complete love and family, especially when it comes to children. Even if I take 10,000 steps back, I will never see the light in my life if I love you deeply, but the child is innocent and the child is not guilty. ”

Ji Rongke pursed his lips, he once again took out a cigarette from his pocket, he took it in his mouth and lit it with a lighter, took a puff and spit out the smoke out of the window, he put the hand holding the cigarette outside the car window, the wind blew through the smoke and burned quickly, the white mist swept more than ten centimeters outside his face, and the steam dispersed in the air.

"So what do you want me to do?"

I don't know.

can only say that this child came too unlucky, he should not have chosen such parents to reincarnate, he was too blind.

I don't have the capital to ask Ji Rongke not to marry Lina, and be the enemy of Uncle Jiu, I can give birth to this child, if he wants, how many women can give birth to him, it's not just that I have the ability and honor, so what is the bargaining chip I asked for, there is no one at all.

Compared to making him embarrassed, I am walking on thin ice, maybe maintaining the present is the best result, forcibly living together, it is unfair to anyone, this juncture cannot be extraneous and slap Uncle Jiu's face.

What's more, if Ji Rongke was really willing to sacrifice everything to give this child a dignified identity and a complete family, he would not ask me, he only needed to do it, he knew that this road could not be walked, there were many difficulties and dangers, and I would not take the second road of retreat, and I would not dare to take it, we could only stand still or go against the grain.

For the next few minutes, he and I sat in the car and no one spoke, and we all fell silent, replacing our arguments with such silence. He bit the cigarette butt and continued on the flame, when he was about to finish the second one, He Tang Master suddenly patted the glass, I was startled and looked up at him, he looked over the roof of the car, stretched out his finger and pointed, I looked back and looked in the direction he pointed, two black cars drove into the door of the community, the license plate number of the leader was not South China Province, it was Uncle Jiu's car in the Kowloon Club, he asked his subordinates to drive from the Northern Province, walk in South China, the car can be bought anywhere, with his momentum, with Ji Rongke and Huo Yanchen's financial resources, a car is nothing, the plane was also bought for him, but everyone in the world knows that this car is the exclusive car of Uncle Jiu, and the car is now in the middle of the road to greet him, and what he wants is that pomp.

Ji Rongke clenched his fist against the person and looked through the glass behind the car, he beckoned to Master He, who came in from the window, "It is estimated that Miss Lina invited Uncle Nine over, this time I am afraid that Miss Feng is targeted, in fact, Mr. Ji should have expected that you openly expressed your favoritism towards Miss Feng like this, Uncle Nine and Lina are like great enemies, you have always been calm and indifferent, and rarely care so much about women, of course they don't want to take risks." This is not just a marriage, but about the life and death of the entire Kowloon, and Uncle Jiu's control over you. ”

Ji Rongke turned around and sat down again, he tore off the wrench he wore on his thumb, and gently turned it on his fingertips, his complicated face didn't know what he was thinking, "Uncle Jiu's routine is very deep, you can think like this, does Lina know that I care about Feng Jin very much, no matter what I do for a long time, she came to the manor early in the morning not to see me, but to block, she blocked, no matter what I do, she will think that Feng Jin is the biggest latent rival in this marriage that I am not willing to do, she said to Uncle Nine, will Uncle Nine care." ”

Master He shook his head and said of course not, not for his daughter, but also for himself and for the Kowloon Society.

Ji Rongke was silent, his fingertips suddenly forced, and pushed the wrench back to his thumb, "According to normal people's thinking, for my understanding of my temperament and the city government, I should be very cold to Feng Jin, so as to make it look like I don't care about her, but will Uncle Nine believe it?" I'm such a person, the more I am like this, the more determined he becomes, on the contrary, I am like this, he will think that I can't do such a thing, Feng Jin is just a shield and a pretense, the woman I really care about has never surfaced. ”

After he finished speaking, he sneered, "To deal with the old fox, you have to use the old hunter's wisdom and do the opposite." ”

Hall Master He was stunned for a moment, and he laughed, "It is indeed a trap that anyone will jump into, and Mr. Ji seems to have pointed the finger at Miss Bai Jasmine. ”

Ji Rongke smiled and said nothing, I heard the three words of Bai Jasmine, I felt unbelievable, his feelings for Bai Jasmine ran through the best ten years of his life, how many decades can a person have in a lifetime, Ji Rongke is indifferent, but he also values love and righteousness, even if he pierces his heart, he will not let Bai Jasmine have a trace of damage, he always does things that make me overturn all my previous cognitions when I am about to see through something.

Ji Rongke was cultivated by Uncle Jiu, I can't believe how deep that old man is, and he can play Ji Rongke and Huo Yanchen, two traitorous wolves.

Ji Rongke rolled up the window completely, blocking all sounds outside, Master He retracted his head, stood at the head of the car and watched Uncle Jiu's car drive over, Ji Rongke turned to look at me, his gaze at me was very complicated and deep, we looked at each other like this for half a minute, and when I was about to lose the courage to stare into his eyes, he suddenly asked, "Will you beat this child." When you really don't want to hold on and can't get through. ”

I thought about it, my heart hurt so much, I have no feelings for this child for the time being, but he is the flesh and blood of a man who loves him deeply, he loves the house and Wu, I can't bear him, but I didn't deceive Ji Rongke, love should not be deceitful, no matter what he does to me.

I answered him truthfully, "If I can't give him a complete family, and I can't promise that he will have a father to grow up with, just like all normal children, but must bear the status of an illegitimate child, I may not be born, he is your flesh and blood, but we can't give him anything, it is better to avoid this sin." I still have to wander and I don't know what the future holds, and it's hard for me to be strong. Even if I can't bear him anymore, reality is too strong after all. ”

Uncle Jiu's car had already driven in front of him, the bodyguard came down from above and pulled the car door, Hall Master He walked over and bowed to Uncle Nine who was sitting inside, the latter didn't plan to come down, it seemed to be waiting for Ji Rongke to come over and please, Hall Master He also saw it, he kept a bowing posture and looked at us behind him slightly, a trace of anxiety flashed in his eyes, Ji Rongke held the door handle of the car with his hand, he was still not in a hurry, and said in an extraordinarily low voice, "Give me a little time, it won't be too long." ”

My heart suddenly squeezed up, I have never been so up-and-down, I seem to be involved in the center of the storm, constantly being shaken and shocked by the water, at that moment the sound from all directions trapped me deeply, I don't dare to think too beautiful, maybe he just said casually, delaying time for the existence of this child, maybe he really has other plans for us, I shouldn't doubt him so much, now I am in a dilemma, I am afraid of being disappointed more if I have too much extravagance, and it is a dead end if I have no desire.

I asked him what time it was with my red eyes and trembling voice, and he frowned and muttered for a moment, and finally without answering me, he pushed the door open and walked down.

Uncle Nine looked over at the moment when Ji Rongke pushed the car door, his sharp eyes accurately captured me sitting in the car, I was full of excitement, his eyes were too terrible, hidden turbulent murder, I didn't dare to continue to sit and pretend to turn a blind eye, I quickly followed Ji Rongke and went down, stood next to him and lowered his head, motionless, Ji Rongke blocked half of my body, leaned over slightly and said to Uncle Jiu, "Uncle Jiu came over today, and didn't tell me in advance, let me pick you up in Lidu, you understand me for running around, but I'm too unfilial." ”

Uncle Nine didn't speak, his face was not good, although Ji Rongke blocked me, he still glanced at my position, how gloomy his gaze was, and I was terrified when I saw it.

Uncle Nine stretched out his crutches and propped them on the ground, Ji Rongke held him with one arm and welcomed him out of the car, and he asked straight to the point, "Lina has been wronged." ”

Ji Rongke said yes, Uncle Nine snorted, got rid of him directly, and walked straight to the manor.

Master He asked Ji Rongke if he wanted to send me away first, away from this turmoil, Ji Rongke stared at the back of Uncle Nine and said, "Originally, this turmoil was Lina's jealousy, but Uncle Nine came over, and it didn't help to send her away, it's better to be by my side." ”

Master He glanced at the report sheet and the diagnosis certificate that were not taken down from the car, "Uncle Nine loves Miss Lina, but he doesn't dare to look at you, a daughter and the entire Kowloon Association, we all know which Uncle Nine values more, it is not Miss Feng's pregnancy, it was known by Uncle Nine, and we are still not sure whether there is any network of his connections in South China." ”

Ji Rongke looked back at my abdomen, no matter how ruthless I was just now, at this moment, it was still out of my mother's instinct to protect it with my hands, I now feel that the manor is a cannibalistic Longtan Tiger's Den, full of dangers, everyone can be a bad person, not only me, even Ji Rongke will be calculated because of carelessness.

He stretched out his hand and stroked my abdomen very gently and lovingly, "As a last resort, Uncle Nine can't die here, but if he wants to hurt my women and children, it's a big deal for me to bloody the Kowloon Club." ”