"I wondered where to open a house. Even though we were all students, we didn't have much money ourselves. But I think we must not let Qi Siyu be wronged, at least take her to a clean and hygienic hotel. Just thinking about it, Qi Siyu suddenly said: "Let's wait for the high school entrance examination to be over, anyway, there is still time." I just remembered that there was still a week to go before the high school entrance examination, and relatively speaking, it was true that the high school entrance examination was more important, so I nodded and answered her. Then I sent her home, comforting her along the way. When she was about to walk to her door, Qi Siyu said, "Ye Zhan, you won't be out of shape because of this exam, right?" I was stunned for a moment and said, "I don't know dào, it's possible." It was really chaotic at the time, and if you went to the examination room in this state, you would inevitably lose your name to Sun Shan. I thought Qi Siyu was concerned about me, but she smiled and said, "It's okay to play abnormally, you can study Beiqi with me." I realized that she had thought this way, and I was angry and funny at the moment. ”

"Qi Siyu's studies are not very good, and she has always hoped that I can study Beiqi with her. Not only him, but Hou Shengshuo, the boss of the Seven Dragons and Six Phoenixes, also wanted me to study in Beiqi, and he said that my friends were all in Beiqi, and I could be more beautiful when I got there. Actually, I think it's better to be a city high school, the first key high school in North Park City, and there is no future for always being a gangster, right...... I told Qi Siyu not to think about it, and just give their best results. Then I made an appointment with her to go to the room after the high school entrance examination, and told her not to let others know about it, and I only left after watching her go upstairs. ”

"Then we all entered a nervous state of preparation for the exam, I have to say that the state of those days was really terrible, the whole thing in my mind was Qi Siyu, and from time to time I felt a chill and nervousness in my back. Qi Siyu and I are at the same table again, and we have to see each other every day, and this matter haunts my heart, and I am sinking into pain and self-blame every day. Qi Siyu looked up a lot of information about drug flow on the Internet, and the things on the Internet were always sensational, and after she read it, she told me about it, and I was infected by her emotions, and the tension in my heart increased infinitely. But I can only comfort her with the appearance that she is fine, I know that I must not show my vulnerable side, otherwise Qi Siyu will be even more helpless......"

"The high school entrance examination, which was mixed with nervousness and anxiety, finally ended, and I didn't have time to evaluate my scores, so I called Qi Siyu out the next day. The two of us have already deceived our parents separately, saying that after the high school entrance examination, the classmates went out to play together for a few days, and in order to be presentable, I asked Xiaochun and them to come out to testify, and Qi Siyu found a few girls to testify. Of course, we claimed that we were going to travel together, so other students were happy to testify for us. After the success came out, I told Qi Siyu my plan, I was allowed to open a room in the Dongyun Hotel, which is a relatively high-end hotel in Beiyuan City, the health, environment, facilities, and conditions are very good, and it is in the city center, if there is a problem, it is too late to go to the hospital. ”

"Shinonome Hotel?" I said suspiciously, "It's the hotel where Stone killed the old dog." "As I recall, the hotel was really good, and although it wasn't the best in North Park, it was a luxury for students to stay there.

"Yes, that's the hotel." Then Ye Zhan let out a long sigh. Liu Yanfu glanced at me and motioned for me not to interject.

Ye Zhanji said: "It's a pity that Qi Siyu refuses to go to the Dongyun Hotel. She said that she didn't want to be seen by others, and if she did this kind of thing, her whole life would be completely ruined. I thought it was reasonable, so I asked her where she wanted to go. She said to stay away from the city center, the farther away the better, and it was better to go to the outskirts of the suburbs, where no one would recognize us. I tried to convince her that if she went there to open a house, if something went wrong, she would have to be sent to the hospital for a long time. Qi Siyu said that I was a crow's mouth, why should I curse her for problems, she swore and said: 'It must be no problem, we will definitely not have problems.' Qi Siyu is willful, I can't do anything about her, especially in this situation, everything is up to her, she said to go to the suburbs, then go to the suburbs. ”

"We took a taxi and told the driver to drive north, all the way north, until we got out of North Park City, and came to a place so desolate that we didn't know each other, similar to the junction of urban and rural areas, and found a low, simple hotel and walked in. There were four or five middle-aged women standing in the courtyard of the hotel, all of whom were wearing heavy makeup and glamorous makeup, and they were not serious people at first glance. They laughed at me and Qi Siyu, whispering about Qi Siyu's ass and breasts, and I glared at them fiercely and walked to the bar to ask for a room. The rooms are very cheap, there is no standard room, each room is twenty yuan, you can stay until 12 noon the next day. I think it's really cheap, even if you stay for more than ten days, it's no problem. ”

"When the attendant ushered us into the room, a huge musty smell hit me and almost made me vomit. If I looked closely, there was an inferior wooden bed in the center of the room, covered with a layer of dirty sheets that could no longer be seen in the original color, and there was an old electric fan at the head of the bed, and I don't know if it could still be used. On the other side of the bed was a dilapidated TV that looked like an electric fan, and I don't know where it came from. I stood still, unable to believe that I was going to spend the next ten days here. The sanitary conditions here are so poor, and there are no toilets, how can Qi Siyu, who is about to have a miscarriage, live here? ”

"The servant put the kettle on the ground, brought in a bedpan from the outside, and told us in dialect that we urinate in the potty and go to the toilet outside, and we must not pee in the basin, otherwise we will be fined." I looked at the basin under the TV stand and thought that someone had urinated on it, and I almost threw it up. I asked the attendant to take out the bedpan too, and we didn't need it at all, even in the middle of the night I had to go to the toilet outside. But Qi Siyu stopped me and left the bedpan. As soon as the attendant left, I asked her what was wrong. She said that she could put the baby in the potty during an abortion, and I shivered as I looked at the filthy potty that smelled of it. ”

Qi Siyu put the bag she was carrying on the bedside table, and I tentatively asked her if she wanted to change places, there was not even a bathroom here. But Qi Siyu said that this place is far from the city center, and no one around knows us, so it is the best place. I knew that I couldn't beat Qi Siyu by myself, or that I had never been able to beat her, so I had to leave it at that. I sat on the bed for a while, and I felt that the room was as hot as a steamer, and I was covered in sticky sweat. I ran to the head of the bed and turned on the fan, which was still running, but it squeaked and squeaked. I saw Qi Siyu pour a glass of water and take the first pill. The doctor said that if you take one pill a day and the last one on the fourth day, you can shed the baby. I was nervous and rushed to turn on the TV. As a result, there was no signal on the TV, and every station was a snowflake. ”

When Ye Zhan said this, I remembered the fragments he told me that poured into his mind, the dirty sheets, the shabby TV, the squeaky fan, it looked like this kennel-like hotel. It's just that the blood on the floor hasn't appeared yet, so it must be the situation after the miscarriage on the fourth day, right? Could it be that Qi Siyu was really unlucky and had a heavy hemorrhage? I didn't dare to think about it anymore, and listened to Ye Zhanji talk about what happened at that time.

"Actually, I'm not in the mood to watch TV, but watching TV now is the only way we can save time. I went out to call the boss up, and it took him half a day to fix the TV, but unfortunately there were not a few stations in it, only Central One to Central Three. I locked the desk in the center one, and sat on the bed with Qi Siyu watching TV. I don't know if dào Qi Siyu has seen it, anyway, I haven't seen it at all. Under my ass were dirty sheets, and I didn't want to sit on them for a moment, but I got used to sitting and sitting, as if I were one with the room, because we were all the same dirty, and who looked down on whom? ”

Ye Zhan gushed endlessly, revealing sadness and depression in his words. I followed him back to the hotel room, a room that smelled like a steamer, with a stinking bedpan on the floor, an electric fan at the bedside creaking and a dilapidated television always playing the central one. There was the sound of prostitutes laughing in the courtyard, and occasionally a few cicadas chirping, and there was not a trace of wind in the air. A young man and a woman sit side by side in this room, paying the price for the mistakes they have made in their youth and ignorance. How long will it take to pass this summer......

After watching TV for a while, Qi Siyu put her arm on my shoulder and said that she was sleepy and wanted to sleep. I hugged her to the bed and slept in the dirty sheets. Qi Siyu fell asleep deeply, but I couldn't sleep, and I opened my eyes to look at the ceiling above my head. From time to time, strange little bugs crawled through the ceiling, and I was worried that they would burrow into my mouth or ears when I fell asleep. I just kept my eyes open, thinking about what would happen in three days, what would the child look like when Qi Siyu flowed down? ”

"I don't know how long it took, Qi Siyu woke up slowly, saw my eyes wide open, and asked strangely, 'You didn't sleep?' I nodded and said, 'I didn't sleep. Qi Siyu put her arms around my neck and said, "Husband, I'm sorry." Then her whole body began to tremble. I hugged Qi Siyu tightly, I couldn't let her make her feel like I was hurting her, I couldn't let her know that my body was also shaking. I sang softly to her, soothing her and myself......"