"So I sang to her: 'Little swallow, dressed in flowers, comes here every spring.'" Why did you come here for the swallows, the swallows said that the spring here is the most beautiful. I just sang this song over and over again, because I was really hurt in my heart, so I also had a vibratomy in my voice. After singing, Qi Siyu sang with me, and it was still this one over and over again. ”

"Little Swallow, dressed in flowers, comes here every spring. Why did you come here for the swallows, the swallows said that the spring here is the most beautiful......"

Ye Zhan sang this song with a slight tremble, her voice was full of nervousness and uneasiness, as if she had really returned to the bed in that hotel, holding Qi Siyu who was singing with her in her arms. This beautiful children's song was sung in Ye Zhan's mouth at this moment, and for some reason there was a hint of eerie and terrifying atmosphere, which made my back chill for a while. I can even imagine the fans squeaking in that hot hotel, the monotonous anchor news coming from the TV, and the trilled singing voices of Ye Zhan and Qi Siyu echoing through the room. Ye Zhan sang over and over again, his voice becoming more and more terrifying and hollow. I looked at Liu Yanfu, his Adam's apple moved, and he was obviously frightened by Ye Zhan's voice.

"Ye Zhan?" I finally couldn't help it: "Let's talk about the rest of the story." My own voice trembled, as if I was harming something. Ye Zhan didn't seem to hear it, and still sang dryly: "Little swallow, wear flower clothes, come here every spring." Why did you come here for the swallows, the swallows said that the spring here is the most beautiful......"

I looked at Liu Yanfu pleadingly, and there were dense beads of sweat on his forehead. "Doctor Liu?" I shouted softly. Dr. Liu woke up from a dream, quickly grabbed the small clock, and was about to press the button that would make a "cooing and calculating" sound. As long as the sound of "coo" sounds, Ye Zhan will definitely wake up, and this story will not be able to be told any longer. Liu Yanfu stared at Ye Zhan tightly, his expression was very serious, and he said slowly: "Wang Hao, find a way to pull Ye Zhan back to the beach." ”

I hurriedly said, "Ye Zhan, do you see if this sea is blue?" Ye Zhan turned a deaf ear, still singing dryly: "Little swallow, wear flower clothes...... I said: "Ye Zhan, do you see whether this sand is soft?" Ye Zhan turned a deaf ear, still singing in the hollow: "Little swallow, wear flower clothes, ......" Liu Yanfu said: "No, wake him up, otherwise he will fall deeper and deeper." I was anxious and shouted, "Ye Zhan, I want to eat coconut!" Ye Zhan was stunned for a moment, and his singing stopped abruptly: "Oh, I'll pick it for you." ”

Liu Yanfu breathed a sigh of relief and put the clock down. After a while, Ye Zhan said, "Oh, you can eat." I made a "sucking" sound, and was thinking about what to do next, Ye Zhan said again: "Mouse, the juice has been drunk, it's time to eat the pulp inside." I let out an "oh" sound, and made a sound of chewing teeth, thinking that this master is really difficult to serve.

After being silent for a while, Ye Zhan said again: "Mouse, do you want to listen to it?" I hurriedly said, "I want it." ”

"Hmm." Ye Zhan responded, and then said: "During those three days, most of the time we were lying in bed watching TV, although the sheets under us were extremely dirty, but it didn't seem to be a big deal after getting used to it. When it was time to eat, I went to a restaurant outside to buy it, and the two of us devoured it with disposable lunch boxes. We didn't wash up in the morning and didn't dare to use the washbasin in the hotel. The two of them just lived unkempt, hour after hour......"

"Qi Siyu is also a little crazy, sometimes he asks me what is the name of our child, how is Ye Xiaozhan? Lying on the bed, a sentence will suddenly pop up: 'Ye Xiaozhan knows that we don't want him, will it be sad?' I was shocked into a cold sweat. Qi Siyu became chattering, and began to touch his stomach and talk to himself, muttering without knowing what to say. Once I deliberately approached to listen, and I heard her say, 'Good Xiaozhan, it's not that your mother doesn't want you, it's that you came at the wrong time, if you want revenge, go to your father'......' and let out a 'giggle' horrible laugh, which scared me almost to death. That was the first time I felt the pain of living like a year, every minute and every second was like tormenting in a frying pan, and my spirit was like a tight string, as if it could break at any moment. ”

"Because the room was as hot as a steamer, the electric fan was on 24 hours a day, and the sound of 'squeak' was always resounding in the room. I was so impressed by the sound that it would flash into my head without warning for a long, long time, like a sharp boning knife slicing through my head. ”

Qi Siyu became more and more nervous, saying that after we shed this child, will we have a second child in the future? What should I call if so? He also said that if this child does not flow, we will become parents in the third year of junior high school, and when we are about to graduate from high school, the child should go to kindergarten, and when we go to college, the child should go to elementary school, and we can keep talking about it, talking about the child marrying a daughter-in-law or something. In the end, he hugged me and asked, Ye Zhan, will you not want me? If you dare not want me, I will kill myself by cutting my wrists, and seek revenge on you with my children, so that you will not be at peace every day! I was tormented by Qi Siyu's crazy words, and how many times I wanted to get out of the door, I finally endured it. ”

Hearing the words "snatching the door and going out", I felt a thrill in my heart, could it be that Ye Zhan couldn't stand Qi Siyu's chatter, so what happened later? I only heard Ye Zhanji say: "At that time, I felt that Qi Siyu was a little abnormal, and I was about to be abnormal. Two abnormal people live in a suburban hotel in almost isolation, and every day I see and touch those few things, the squeaky fan, the single-purpose television, the dirty sheets that I can't see clearly, the bedpan in the middle of the floor, I feel like I'm going to die, and I'm going to die if I stay any longer. ”

"Several times when I went out to buy food, the prostitutes gathered in the courtyard would look at me and smile. Little handsome guy, why haven't you left for a few days, is your girlfriend a child on it? ''Little handsome guy, I haven't fired a cannon in the past few days, can't I hold it back, my sister will help you get fired.'' ''Little handsome guy, for the sake of you being so handsome, I can take the test without charging you money.'' When they saw me, they spoke obscene language, and they immediately guessed what we were here for. This made me even more embarrassed, and I just wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into, and every time I saw them, I lowered my head and hurried by. ”

"Qi Siyu became more and more nervous, and in the middle of the night, he would suddenly 'giggle' and laugh, and he would touch his stomach and sing, and his tone was chaotic: 'Little baby, go to sleep, get up tomorrow morning, and beat you off!' Her laughter was terrifying in the dark night, and it made me get goosebumps all over my body, and my spirit was even more devastating than ever. After Qi Siyu finished singing, he would say in a poignant voice: 'Ye Zhan, if you dare not want me, I will die with you!' My scalp tingled and I felt like I was going to collapse. ”

When Ye Zhan was describing this paragraph, Qi Siyu's voice was imitated vividly, and he would sing the song "Little baby, go to sleep, get up tomorrow, and beat you off" with a sharp voice, and he would also say in a poignant voice: 'Ye Zhan, if you dare not want me, I will die with you!' It can be seen how deep these voices are in his impression, and what painful stimulation they give him, so that Liu Yanfu and I, who are listening to it, are tingling our scalps for a while.

Why did Qi Siyu become like this, is it because of too much mental pressure? Think about it, after all, it's only sixteen years old, it's the same age as flowers, and if such a change suddenly happens, probably no one will be able to stand it. But Qi Siyu's state ...... It's really a bit unbelievable, judging from Ye Zhan's memories alone, Qi Siyu is almost the same as mentally ill.

Finally on the fourth day, Qi Siyu took the last medicine. The doctor said that there would be a reaction in 1 to 2 hours, and the symptoms were similar to those of a girl with menstrual cramps. Qi Siyu lay on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, I didn't know what to do, so I could only sit on the bed in a daze. The electric fan is still 'squeaking', which makes people feel very upset. I don't know how long it has been, Qi Siyu suddenly made a gasping sound, I hurriedly turned my head to look at her, only to see her frowning, holding her stomach, and enduring the pain. I hurriedly asked her how she was, and she shook her head, as if she couldn't speak. ”

Speaking of this, Ye Zhan exhaled again, as if he was making up his mind, and it took a long time before he said: "Qi Siyu got out of bed, walked to the bedpan, put the bedpan under him, took off her pants and squatted down, but the blood flowing from her lower body splashed a lot on the floor. When I saw this scene, my brain was 'buzzing' again, and I almost fainted on the spot. Then Qi Siyu let out a painful wail, as if he was undergoing some painful punishment. I hurried over and tried to hold her to give her some comfort, but she pushed me away and said, 'Don't touch me yet, I hurt a lot, it hurts a lot.' I had to step aside and look at her nervously, for fear that she would suddenly become unaware and the string in my head would become tighter and tighter. ”

Qi Siyu was wailing in pain, when there was a sudden knock on the door, and the innkeeper's impatient voice sounded: 'What are you doing inside, go to the hospital if you are not feeling well, what are you crying wolf here?' I hurried to the door and said, 'Excuse me, we'll be fine in a moment.' The boss said, 'Don't get blood on the sheets, or you'll have to pay for it!' Then he cursed and walked away. ”