05. A taste of happiness
Some things are like this, they come suddenly, and they can't be stopped. I've been trying to run away, but I know that the more this happens, the more I can't escape.
Rumors spread quickly that Li Shu and I were in a relationship. That night, Li Shu dragged me to the back of the classroom to talk, and the whole dormitory knew about it, and then, the whole class also knew.
I don't care about people who look at home, because since I entered this class, I have been the center of everyone's attention, but what I mind is that the name Gao Ziran is actually hung with the names Li Shu and Hu Yueyue.
That day, Lu Xiaoping and I went back to the dormitory after fetching water, and when we passed by other dormitories, we heard a few classmates talking about it.
They said, I am the third person of Yueyue and Li Shu. A beautiful class leader and a top student in the class, no matter how you look at it, it is a match made in heaven.
Halfway through, he killed Cheng to bite the gold, and he actually used his first kiss to compete, which is really despicable.
I was angry and ready to rush up to argue about A, B, C, D, but Lu Xiaoping shook her head and pulled me to the dormitory.
Why did I become a third party, Yueyue and Li Shu have no definite relationship, besides, my first kiss is gone, and the victim should be me.
What's even more infuriating is that the rumors spread so badly, Li Shu still played basketball and slept like a child, asked Yueyue to pour water for her, and taught me to do the topic, but did not mention me and him.
He obviously pulled me and my little friend into the hostile camp, which is not a very good feeling.
After a night of ideological struggle, on Friday morning, I wrote a note to Yueyue. Roughly speaking, I have nothing to do with Li Shu, don't get me wrong.
Yueyue wrote a good hand, Juan Xiu and powerful, telling me that she trusted me very much and didn't mind the gossip that circulated among her classmates.
I looked at Yueyue's back with emotion, and glanced at Li Shu's seat, and then I suddenly understood what a gap was.
Yueyue is so good to me, and promoting her and Li Shu is also what I should do.
So, I entrusted Yueyue with the matter of cooking for Li Shu at noon.
As for the two questions in my hand, I'll ask the field sitting behind me.
Thinking of this, I sent a small note to the field at the back table and asked him to help me and Lu Xiaoping solve the problem during the lunch break.
Tian Ye's math grades are particularly good, he is also very good at solving problems, and most importantly, he is very patient, he will not be fierce to me like some people, will not belittle my IQ, and will not mock my reflexes.
Just as I was listening carefully to what Tian Ye was telling me about the quadratic cubic of the classroom, the back door of the classroom was kicked open with a "bang", and I looked up in surprise to see someone in a plaster cast standing in the door with an unhappy face.
It just so happened that while I was looking at Li Shu, he was also looking at me. Our eyes touched, and I pretended to be okay and immediately lowered my head.
Tian Ye turned his head curiously, smiled and said, "Li Shu, have you eaten?" ”
Li Shu didn't speak, just stood straight at the door. To alleviate the embarrassment, I clicked on the field's math book with a ballpoint pen and asked, "What about this?" Do you use the same method? ”
Poor Tianye, who didn't know anything about the matter between me and Li Shu, immediately showed a lovely smile and said, "Yes, just use one method." ”
In order to encourage Tian Ye to continue to help me, I immediately gave him a thumbs up and said with a smile, "Tian Ye, you are so smart!" ”
Tian Ye scratched his hair and smirked, and just as he was about to speak, he saw Li Shu walking beside us.
"Gao Ziran, why didn't you bring me food at noon?" Li Shu looked at me condescendingly and said in an indifferent voice.
"Didn't someone send it to you?" I looked down at my homework book and muttered quietly.
"It's obviously your own business, why should you ask someone else?" Li Shu continued to ask, and his voice became even more indifferent.
I stubbornly didn't speak, but it wasn't a taste in my heart.
"Li Shu, Gao Ziran has been studying hard for the past two days, don't murder her!" Tian Ye stood up and prepared to be a peacemaker, and his voice was clearly directed towards me.
"You'd better leave my affairs with her alone, and I'll ask her again."
Li Shu targeted me, but I didn't expect him to target Tian Ye, and Tian Ye didn't provoke him, is it necessary for him to do this?
He took a breath softly, took out his wallet from his seat, glanced at Li Shu, and said, "Li Shu, you said how much you will pay for your medical expenses!" ”
Li Shu looked at me in surprise, with a little hesitation on his face.
I glanced at my wallet, there were still three hundred and sixty yuan left in it, reached in, took out all the money, and said, "I'm sorry for pushing you down last time, this money is my last pocket money, I will pay you first, and the next time my brother comes to see me, I will make up the rest." However, I don't want to feed you anymore. ”
I don't know why I said those words, in my subconscious, I always feel that one person likes another person, it should be measured by the only word, I know that Li Shu will definitely not like me, but I also don't like to continue to be ambiguous.
After all, Yueyue is my friend, and I don't want to ruin the friendship between me and Yueyue because of this.
Therefore, I want to cut ties with Li Shu.
No, Li Shu and I, perhaps, have never been related.
Li Shu looked at the pocket money in my hand, but he didn't take it for a long time, and his eyes kept staring at me, which made me a little panicked. He likes to taunt people, and I'm afraid of being ridiculed.
Suddenly, his left hand was raised, his arm was thrown aside, and he said, "Okay, Gao Ziran, you are amazing, you don't need to cook for me in the future." ”
With that, he walked out of the classroom with his feet up.
Lu Xiaoping happened to come in through the back door, saw the RMB on the ground, looked at me again, squatted down, and picked up my money.
I smiled and said to Lu Xiaoping, look at how good I am, the money is still there, I don't have to eat, hurry up and congratulate me!
Only I know how uncomfortable my heart is.
In the afternoon class, the teacher was talking endlessly on the podium, and I, pretending to smile, took a ballpoint pen and sketched in a notebook, and the black ink drew messy lines, and in those lines, there was a name hidden.
Plum.
I thought, between us, that's it. But unexpectedly, God gave me another chance.
After school, Lu Xiaoping reminded me that today was me and her on duty, her home was far away, and it was raining heavily, so I asked her to go back first, so I was the only one left in the classroom.
It's not that I praise myself, I'm Gao Ziran, and I've been chivalrous since I was a child. Helping others is what I love to do.
Just think about it, on a stormy night, a beautiful and enthusiastic little girl I, in a bright classroom to help others, what a happy thing, but it was dark.
I've been afraid of the dark since I was a child.
This makes me a little embarrassed to say this, after all, in my experience, the Jianghu Heroine, what Huang Rongmei Chaofeng Little Dragon Girl, is not afraid of the dark.
But I can't control myself, I'm really afraid.
When I was afraid, I wanted to shrink up, and when I shrank up, I couldn't help crying when I heard the thunder in my ears.
At that moment, there was lightning and thunder in his ears, and his heart was desperate.
Suddenly, there was a sound of footsteps in my ears, and my horror became even stronger, thinking of the ghost stories Gao Zijian said, I bit my lip tightly to prevent myself from crying.
There was a "bang", a bright light flashed in front of my eyes, and I cried out in horror, and I heard a voice.
"Who? Who's in it? It was a boy's voice.
"Ah...... It's me...... I'm Gao Ziran...... Wow wow...... "As if I had grabbed a life-saving straw, I shouted it directly."
The figure got closer and closer, and I didn't care about whether any bullshit men and women would kiss or not, so I just hugged it.
"Alright, don't be afraid, I'm here." A word of comfort, like a cool breeze blowing through my heart, instantly reduced my panic and my noise.
Out of the corridor, the staircase light suddenly turned on, raised his head and glanced at Li Shu, and his heartbeat suddenly missed a beat.
Jet-black hair, thick black eyebrows, dark eyes, straight nose, and the edge of the mouth, a mustache that has just grown, and a chin that symbolizes male characteristics.
The rain rushed down the wind into the corridor, I shrunk my neck slightly, looking at him intently, full of warmth, it turned out that voyeurism comes at a price, just as I was secretly admiring the beautiful man in front of me, my feet suddenly slipped and fell towards the staircase.
The next moment, I saw the rain in the hallway, and before I had time to sigh, I fell.
Li Shu walked ahead of me, and only turned around when he heard my screams, his white school uniform was stained with water, and a layer of skin was wiped off his knees and palms, and my tears were rolling in my eyes again.
"Hey......" with a long sigh, the white sneakers slowly walked towards me, and I heard Li Shu say, "Gao Ziran, can't you be careful?" ”
It was Li Shu who pulled me up.
The first intimate contact between the palms of my hands, a burst of electricity flashed up and down my body, and the four words in Axi's mouth suddenly rippled in front of my eyes, and my face turned red uncontrollably.
Spring is rippling.
From the classroom to the bottom of the building, I counted, there were a total of thirty-eight stairs, Li Shu's hand kept holding my hand, slowly facing the next week, he didn't look back at me, in his opinion, I was a trouble.
It was still raining in the sky, and occasionally a few drops of rain fell to my neck, and under the silent staircase lamp, he held my hand and walked all the way forward.
Finally arrived at the bottom of the building, the rain did not stop, Li Shu glanced at the rain falling overhead, sighed softly, and said, "It seems that it will take a while." ”
For the first time, I felt the meaning of the shyness, raised my eyes to look at Li Shu, and said, "Then wait a while." ”
Li Shu rolled my eyes, his eyes suddenly fell between me and his palm, and he quickly withdrew his hand, turned his face and didn't look at me again.
I looked at him with a smile and didn't speak.
Thinking of the unhappiness between us at noon, it seems that at this moment, all the anger has come to naught.
I wanted to apologize, but I didn't know how to speak, so I had to stare at my toes in a daze, silently watching the falling raindrops.
"Gao Zijian can't come to pick you up?" Li Shu suddenly spoke.
"No......" I whispered, looking down at the ground.
Actually, as soon as I called, my brother would definitely come back to pick me up, but I had my own thoughts.
Suddenly, Li Shu quickly walked towards me, threw my schoolbag over his shoulder, and said, "Let's go, I'll send you back." ”
I was just about to cast a touching look at Li Shu, but unfortunately, people had already turned their faces.
When I was about to arrive at the door, Li Shu handed me the schoolbag, asked me for my phone number, and turned to leave. Those words of apology were held in my heart, and I didn't say them in the end.
I stared in a daze in the direction Li Shu left, not noticing my mother standing beside me.
Needless to say, she would have tortured me severely, and after I swore to the Buddha beads of God and Guanyin Bodhisattva, my mother would let me go, and warned me with her eyes that I must not fall in love.
But Mom, every time you mention the glorious love history between you and your father, have you ever thought that you can control such a thing as feelings?
On Saturday morning, while I was still in a meeting with Zhou, the phone rang at home.
It's time for everyone to go on a date, how inhumane it is to me. I picked up the phone and just said "hello" when I was shocked by the voice on the other end of the phone.
"Gao Ziran, are you free today?"
"Plum tree?"
"What's wrong? Who else would it be? ”
"Oh...... No...... That one...... Just ...... "I didn't expect Li Shu to call me, and I was incoherent for a while."
"I'll be downstairs at your house, I'll see you in ten minutes."
No, it seems that I didn't say a word, so why did he ...... What about hanging up?
The phone was hung up, and I excitedly climbed to the window, and sure enough, I saw a figure. A white shirt, red silk cropped pants, snow-white sneakers, and a shopping bag in his hand!
That kind of mood, when I think about it now, I can't be excited.
Now I know that my meeting with Li Shu can be called a date,
Originally, I was going to wear a dress with short hair, but unfortunately, I didn't have long hair.
In the end, I chose the usual casual attire.
What I didn't expect was that the place where we went on our first date turned out to be Li Shu's house.
Many years later, I still think about this day, and I always feel that something seems to be fate, destined that I will follow him to the home where there are only the two of us, and it is destined that we will be entangled with each other for the rest of our lives.
It was also this time that I learned that Li Shu lived alone.
The reason why Li Shu asked me to go to his house was, in his words, because he couldn't cook.
But what he didn't know was that I didn't know how to cook.
When I walked out of the kitchen with the fruit salad I could only make, Li Shu's whole face was dark. His expression is very similar to Gao Zijian's, the difference is that Gao Zijian will immediately punish me by the ear, while Li Shu will let me put the salad on the table and serve him to taste it.
Because yesterday at noon I spoke harshly to him, and when he made this unreasonable request, I still agreed.
The two of us were eating salad on the couch and watching old movies on TV, and just as I was licking around with a spoon, Li Shu suddenly approached me, stared at me, and then, slowly, approached me.