"I don't mean anything else, I just want you to recognize the current situation." I saw that he was so excited, so I said softly.

"I didn't want you to share it with me, after all, to be honest, you haven't received much help from me in the past two years. Xiaoshu, I'm so desperate and confused now, I don't know what to do. I felt like the whole world was looking for me, and suddenly all the people abandoned me, and I fell hard from a great place to the ground, and my uncle-in-law had been investigated, and this incident was actually foreshadowed a long time ago, but at that time we were overconfident that the wind would not go so fast. Unexpectedly, God, it will change when it is said that it has changed......" Zhao Qinhan's tone suddenly became calm again.

I can see that his emotions are fluctuating a lot, he has too many things to lose and can't figure out, he doesn't know what he should do, and his escape is almost an instinctive fear. He hadn't suffered such a setback, and the blow was too big for him.

"I'm not ruthless, I just don't know what to do. In principle, you, as my husband, should be with you at this time. But in fact, I've never been married to you, so I really don't know what I'm supposed to do, and I'm confused. I'm sorry I can't do anything for you, the only hope I have now is that you don't run away and face it bravely. Even if you run away, where will you flee? I whispered.

"You want me in so much? Do you know what that place is? That's where you don't see blood! The people there are not human beings at all, they are all cold, without a trace of emotion. I used to be high, everyone flattered me and scolded me, everyone thought I had a bright future, how could I suddenly fall down......" Zhao Qinhan said and whimpered again.

I sat quietly next to me, listening to his voice rise and fall, and before I knew it, the sky was getting brighter, and the glow was gradually shining through the top of the mountain.

This night I was particularly touched, I watched this once sanctimonious man now become such a crying and crying appearance, not only did I not laugh, but I had deep compassion in my heart. Since ancient times, people like to go to high places, but every time they reach a high place, they begin to get carried away, forget their duty to fight, and begin to be contaminated with those abnormal atmospheres, until one day they fall down hard and fall into the abyss, only to wake up, but it is too late.

I am annoyed that I didn't persuade Zhao Qinhan earlier, and I am annoyed that I don't care a little less about his life. At that time, he was a strong man in my eyes, he said that deprivation deprived me of my freedom to marry, he said that possession made me, he called for wind and rain and seemed to be omnipotent, but it was not because of him, but because of his position.

We are born as human beings, and it is always easy to equate status with ourselves. But in reality, the seat is the seat, and we are still us. Once people are lost and equate power with themselves, they will undoubtedly unconsciously regard themselves as omnipotent gods, until they fall down and find that the seat will always be there, but the person sitting is no longer you.

I talked a lot with Zhao Qinhan, about my views on life, about the misunderstandings he has made in the past two years, and we have never said so many things. Perhaps, we will never have the opportunity to say so much in this life.

When it was almost dawn, he stood up and said to me, "Xiaoshu, can I hug you?" ”

"Are you still running away?" I muttered.

He smiled bitterly and said: "If you don't escape, just like you said, how long can you escape, you are destined to not escape." ”

"Okay, although I didn't go with you, I am willing to drive you there myself." I say.

"Okay."

He opened his arms, and for the first time I threw myself into his arms. Zhao Qinhan hugged me for a short time and then let go, he said: "Suddenly it seems to be liberated, like you said, suddenly I have the courage to face it." ”

"When life is irreversible, we can only go forward, no matter whether the outcome awaits us for good or bad, we have to face it. Escaping is never the solution. I said.

We opened the back door together, and when we were about to walk from the front door to the back door, we found that several people were waiting in the courtyard of the front door. It seems that Zhao Qinhan can't escape if he wants to this time.

"Section Chief Zhao, we've been looking for you for a long time." The man at the head spoke slowly.

Zhao Qinhan looked at me deeply, then bravely stepped out of the threshold, calmly walked to the side of the gang and said, "Okay, let's go." ”

I chased out the door, and the moment I watched Zhao Qinhan being taken away, I didn't know why tears fell all at once. I've always been a soft-hearted person, and I can't see anyone having a bad day, whether I care or not.

I promised Zhao Qinhan that I would give him a ride, so after I hurriedly explained a few words to my father, I resolutely drove behind those people.

Halfway through, my phone rang, I answered it with a Bluetooth headset, and Zhao Qinhan's voice came from the other end of the phone, he said on the phone: "Xiaoshu, they allowed me to call you." ”

"I promised to send you, and I will definitely send it." I say.

"Little book, thank you, I'm very touched. They said my wife was affectionate and righteous, and I said yes. I heard him laugh the other end of the line.

"That's what I'm supposed to do. Qin Han, take care. But I choked up, and I felt unspeakably sad.

I followed the car all the way to H City, and saw Zhao Qinhan being taken off by them, and saw them walking step by step towards the agency building, and when I was about to enter, Zhao Qinhan turned around and smiled miserably at me.

That smile has been imprinted in my mind since then, and it was the only time in my life when I felt that Zhao Qin was handsome.

I sat alone in the car for a long, long time, and I thought about it a lot, and my mind went from chaos to infinite clarity.

I drove directly to S City, and after several rounds, I found the place where Zhao Qinhan's parents used to live. More than a decade later, the house is even more mottled than before.

When I pushed open the door of Zhao Qinhan's house, I saw Uncle Zhao with gray temples at a glance. When I saw the old man's black hair, which was still very black, turned white in such a short period of time, my tears poured out like a flood that burst the embankment.

He turned his head slowly, looked at me blankly, and watered the flowers with a flower pot in his hand, and the water from the flower pot spilled on himself without realizing it.

Aunt Gu came out of the house with a basket of dried radishes, and when she saw me, the basket in her hand fell to the ground.

At that moment, I involuntarily stepped forward, and Aunt Gu also rushed over in three steps and two steps, and the two of us hugged each other and cried. Aunt Gu cried loudly, and I hugged her with great sadness, comforting her weakly and palely.

After my emotions calmed down, Aunt Gu asked me, "Did Xiaohan go to find you?" He said he wanted to ask you to borrow money, did you lend it to him? He said he had contacted someone who could help with smuggling, and that he would be fine as long as he fled abroad. Where there is life, there is hope. ”

Aunt Gu's words made my heart "chuckle" again. It turns out that Zhao Qinhan originally came to me to borrow money from me? But he didn't say a word, I didn't know at all.

"Auntie, Qin Han was taken away by them, and he was very calm when he left. He told me that he hoped that you two elders would take good care of themselves, and he had already dared to face all this. I looked at the old man's face and spoke with difficulty.

Behind us, Uncle Zhao's flower pot fell, and the water in the flower pot splashed on me and Aunt Gu's, I turned around and heard Uncle Zhao whispering: "If I had known, I shouldn't have let him enter politics......

I wanted to come up and say something to Uncle Zhao, but I knew that any words of comfort would pale and I didn't know what to say.

After Aunt Gu heard me say this, she cried loudly again, and the cry echoed desolate in this depressed courtyard.

I looked at the flowers and trees in the yard and overgrown with weeds, and I couldn't help but think of the grand scene when I first visited this house in the past, when the flowers, birds, warblers, small bridges and flowing water in this yard were everywhere revealing leisure and elegance, but now ...... The success or failure of right and wrong turns empty, and everything is already a matter of fact.

"It's okay to go, it's okay to go...... You can't escape, our Zhao family...... Our Zhao family ......," Uncle Zhao whispered in the back again.

He staggered towards the house, and he was still in good spirits and had been spinning around with two balls in his hand all the year round, but now he seemed to be more than twenty years old, leaving me with only a panicked back......

After coming out of Zhao Qinhan's house, I had an indescribable sense of grief in my heart, I cried all the way after driving all the way, all kinds of sadness and bitterness, and I couldn't confide in anyone.

Yes, I once wished that Zhao Qinhan would leave me, that I would like to get rid of Zhao Qinhan's control, and that I would like to break off with him. But I never thought of it in such a way, I didn't want to see his family fall apart, I didn't want to see Zhao Qinhan go to prison, I didn't want to see anyone related to me suffer such a fate...... But people are sometimes too powerless. People are too small in this society after all.

Just when I was so sad that I couldn't get worse, Jin Yan called me: "Where are you?" ”

"On the way."

"Are you driving?"

"Hmm."

"Want to drink?"

"Do you have any wine?"

"Yes. I'll be waiting for you at the highway exit. ”

After hanging up the phone, I wiped the tears from my face, and drove all the way to the exit of the highway, and I saw Jin Yan driving a car and waiting on the side of the road.

I pulled over to the side of the road, opened the door and walked over to him. He opened his arms and said to me, "Do you need my comfort?" ”

However, I instinctively slapped him in the face! After this slap, I was stunned!