168 All our lives we have been rampant
Jiang Ciyun approached him, pulled out the chair next to him and sat down, took out a cigarette case from his pocket and threw it on the table, pulling out the chair next to him for me.
I glanced at him and reached out to pull the chair from two places.
Xu Mushen suddenly said: "Sit next to me, I haven't seen you for so long, it's inconvenient to talk too far away." He pulled back the chair next to him.
My eyes swept over the two men at the table, and finally I shook my head and said, "I'll just sit there." ”
At the table of the three, I was the most embarrassed.
Xu Mushen took off his coat and hung it up, and every detail of his simple dark blue shirt was neat.
In the private room, the heater clearly drove away all the cold, but when our eyes collided with each other, a deadly cold still rose.
Xu Mushen said that when the window paper is pierced, it is destined to be unable to get along calmly, but after such a long time, it is really incredible that we can still sit at the same table and eat.
The waiter came to serve quickly, Jiang Ciyun ordered a lot of dishes, and every time I reported the name of a dish, my heartbeat sped up by one point.
All my preferences are my previous habits, and these details are like a wide net that I have nowhere to hide.
My hands hanging on the table were a little damp, and my fingers twisted deep folds around the tablecloth.
When ordering a drink, Xu Mushen said, "Let's drink beer." ”
I was slightly stunned.
"Beer in winter? Will it be too cold? Jiang Ciyun said.
The corners of Xu Mushen's lips hooked slightly: "It's not cold in this room." Most of the dishes ordered are high-calorie foods, and beer can reduce the heat brought by some ingredients, which is just right. Ciyun, your mouth is broken, and you need to lower the fire the most. ”
If memory serves, when I ate alone with Xu Mushen, I seemed to drink all beer.
"Good. Let's put it in a box first. You go out, you don't have to serve here. Jiang Ciyun stuffed the menu and drink list back into the waiter's hand.
"How's it going?"
"How have you been?"
Xu Mushen and I spoke in unison, and then we were stunned for a moment, and then looked at each other and smiled.
Jiang Ciyun didn't speak, he was smoking with his head bored, and I could see that he was actually quite uncomfortable, as if he was driven out of the line by me as an outsider.
The beer and dishes were served, Xu Mushen turned his head and asked him, "When will you take over?" You don't always let me make big decisions alone. ”
Jiang Ciyun's eyes swept over my face, and he said in a deep voice: "You have done well in the past few years, I feel that your father's expectations are right, and being a lawyer is too condescending." I...... I'm not interested in doing business right now, just share the profits into my account every month. ”
"So what are you interested in now? Tang Ying? Xu Mushen laughed lightly.
I shrunk my shoulders and jerked over.
Xu Mushen's lips maintained the usual warmth: "Ciyun, Tang Ying is single now, do you still think it's inappropriate for me to compete with you?" ”
"Don't mess around." Jiang Ciyun filled himself with a full cup when he picked up the cup, he put down the cup, probably the beer was a little cold, he frowned and paused for a few seconds, and when he calmed down as if he wanted to speak, Xu Mushen smiled and replied: "I'm not messing around." Friends are friends, competition is competition. ”
Jiang Ciyun suddenly laughed out and said, "Okay." ”
I listened like air to a contest between men about me, and it was even more embarrassing.
I drank all the beer on the table.
It's cold, so cold that my eyebrows hurt a little, but drinking beer in winter is really refreshing, I haven't drunk wine with my belly open for a long time, pregnant, waiting to give birth, giving birth, until now. I have drunk only a handful of times, Shang Lin didn't let me drink, she said that she was afraid that I would be drunk and disorderly, and Shang Lin himself didn't drink much, he said that he was afraid that he would do something wrong after drinking.
Now that I think about it, I didn't eat or drink for several days after seeing that text message, and it was Shang Lin who took care of me, he was very careful, obviously he planned the bureau single-handedly, and in the end he couldn't bear to be an orphan and widow with me and Xiaoyan. Shang Lin also slapped me and forcibly poured porridge into my mouth.
Thinking of this, I unconsciously laughed.
"What's funny coming to mind?" Xu Mushen's voice pierced his ears.
I fixed my eyes and saw that the two men were staring at me, Xu Mushen intertwined his hands with a curious look, and Jiang Ciyun ...... It was as if he had eaten gunpowder, and his face was not very good-looking.
Probably he mistakenly thought that I was laughing because Xu Mushen said that he wanted to chase me.
"Pee and go." Jiang Ciyun's long body jumped up, standing in the light. He looked at me for a few seconds and strode to the bathroom.
When my gaze moved away from Jiang Ciyun's back, it crashed into Xu Mushen's eyes.
"What nonsense did you just talk about?" I lowered my voice.
Xu Mushen picked up Jiang Ciyun's cigarette case, took out one from it and took a puff: "Tang Ying, I'm not joking. This is a gentleman's agreement between me and Jiang Ciyun. I've missed many opportunities and I don't want to miss them again, and besides, you're single now, and we don't have moral constraints. ”
"How do you know everything so well? Jiang Ciyun even told you about his divorce from me, it seems that your relationship is really seamless. I said sullenly.
In the next second, a calm voice pierced through his ears: "Your divorce application with Ciyun was personally run by my friend." ”
I couldn't believe it and forgot to speak.
Xu Mu smiled lightly: "The proposal for you to divorce Ciyun was arranged by me. ”
I snapped my eyes open: "You? ”
He laughed, and his voice was soft: "Ci Yun has not taken the initiative to apply for a divorce from you for a long time, I think it has been a long time, and if Shang Lin feels that something is wrong, it may harm you." That's why when the time comes for you to separate, I suggest that Ciyun do this, but the starting point is really not for myself. Now that you and he really don't have a husband and wife relationship, it's also a righteous and bright thing for me to pursue you. ”
So, I misunderstood him.
Jiang Ciyun was not cruel enough to take the initiative to submit an application to the court.
I frowned: "Don't forget what you told me at your house three years ago?" You said you would get married and have children. Later, he also made a plan for himself to get married for a year. ”
Xu Mushen looked at me directly: "That's right. But then I discovered that loving this thing can also be a one-person thing. ”
I feel a little guilty in my heart, even if in fact I don't really owe Xu Mushen anything, this intricate love-hate intertwining is just fate. He met me first, but we 'met' too late. He is such a good man, for a person like me who has no characteristics and complex emotional experience, it is not worth it.
"You're so irrational, I'm just an ordinary person. There are so many good girls in this world, it's a pity to waste your life like this. Also, isn't a person's love too stupid? I was embarrassed, and I frantically took the wine glass as a teacup and blew into it, and immediately let go when I realized that something was wrong.
When I looked at Xu Mushen again, he seemed to be amused by me. He took another puff of his cigarette, the cigarette clipped to his finger, and he cocked his fingertips to look at the curling white smoke. "A person's love can also enrich life." Xu Mushen's thin face was slightly shaken by the cigarette strips, like the ripples of the lake when it was gently swept by the wind.
I was a little surprised, his personality is sometimes very boring, but now he is so brave to say his heart bluntly, it turns out that time has changed not only me, Jiang Ciyun, Shen Yin, Yan Jin, Shang Lin, and Xu Mushen.
I glanced in the direction of the bathroom, Jiang Ciyun still didn't come out, he had been in for more than four minutes.
My eyes moved from the direction of the bathroom, and finally turned to Xu Mushen's face.
"Mu Shen, love without any passion is not love at all. Really, trust me. I said to him sincerely.
Xu Mushen's slender and long cigarette had long since turned into ashes, he picked up the wine glass and drank half a glass of beer, smiled softly and said, "I kissed you, is it considered passion?" ”
Words and eyes become frank together.
"You!" I couldn't argue with that.
Xu Mushen did kiss me, he was a man with no kissing skills, but because he was too young, his kiss was the same as Jiang Ciyun's, so I remember it very clearly.
"Ciyun is not your first man, I don't know if it's your last, after all, we haven't finished this life. But I've only ever had a heart for one woman. It's not that I don't want to let go, I just can't do it. Xu Mu hooked his lips deeply, lowered his head and stopped looking at me: "Okay, eat vegetables." If you still choose him this time, I won't fight anymore, I know I'm going to lose. ”
Xu Mushen and I were silent for almost five minutes before Jiang Ciyun came out of the bathroom.
"Isn't it going to take too long to pee." Xu Mushen teased him.
Jiang Ciyun pulled out a chair and sat down, and threw out a sentence in surprise: "Lao Tzu has good kidneys and long urine." Ah Shen, if you really want to chase Tang Ying, you have to strengthen your exercise. Yes? ”
Jiang Ciyun said that it was neither yin nor yang, but anyone with a discerning eye could see that his vinegar was almost as much as the wine in the box.
I quietly looked over and found that the cuffs of Jiang Ciyun's shirt were a little wet, the ends of his hair were also a little wet, and there were a few water spots on his chest.