I watched Jiang Ciyun's anger so vivid, and the hurtful words that were about to rush out of my throat in the next second suddenly stopped, and finally turned into a sentence: "Let's drive." [∞ eight [∞ eight∞ read [∞ book, ." .o@"

I turned my head and saw a shallow shadow behind me through the glass.

The building outside the window began to move slowly, so slowly that even a two-wheeled electric car could easily overtake it.

If you slow down, you will see more.

I crossed over what Xu Mushen said to me in my mind, and at one point I was thinking, if I hadn't missed Xu Mushen at that time, I wouldn't have known Lu Li, I wouldn't have been forcibly induced, my parents might not have left me so early, and many things might not have happened.

But if you miss the first step, you won't be able to match the time of the rest of the road, this is a fateful catastrophe.

And I, in this catastrophe, have gained a lot, and I have also lost a lot.

I took a slight breath, and soon I heard the sound of a cigarette, and the windows on both sides quickly opened a gap, and my eyes moved slightly, and I unexpectedly saw the pendant hanging back, the tassel swayed gently with the wind, swinging in the direction of Jiang Ciyun's sitting, swinging towards me, and so on and forth repeatedly.

It took a long time for the car to get to the hospital.

I bought breakfast for Shang Lin at the door, and Jiang Ciyun stood beside me and said in a low voice, "Does he like to eat this?" I remember he didn't like to eat zongzi. ”

While Jiang Ciyun spoke, he still took out a ten-yuan note from his pocket and gave it to the middle-aged woman who sold zongzi, and the zongzi leaves were peeled off, and the thick aroma and hot white smoke rose together.

The woman handed the rice dumplings, and I took the change, a five-yuan note and a one-yuan coin.

I spread the money in the palm of my hand and said to him, "When Shang Lin was seventeen years old, he once didn't eat all day, and he went to a cigarette stand to grab a bag of soft China, and the owner of the zongzi seller only got one zongzi. Funny, right? ”

Jiang Ciyun narrowed his eyes slightly and did not speak.

I walked to the hospital with the zongzi, and I got into the elevator with Jiang Ciyun.

He stood beside me, as quiet as if he didn't exist.

I turned my head to look at him and said lightly, "Shang Lin cares about you." He did so many things, and the ultimate goal was not to get revenge on you at all. He thought he was going to die, you were doing so well, he felt unwilling to think about his experience, and wanted you to understand his taste, but in fact, he just wanted to get a good look from you. ”

The lines of Jiang Ciyun's body were very smooth, he still didn't speak, and his eyebrows went from frowning lightly to deep wrinkles.

The elevator 'dropped', and his deep voice rolled up behind him: "Whether it is a small mistake or a big mistake, regret is often huge." I want to exchange his peace of mind with you and the peace of our family of three. Ying Ying, does he not understand me or do I not understand him? I don't understand you or do you not understand me? ”

I paused suddenly, my tongue twister-like words filled with meaning.

The sound of dada footsteps sounded, and Jiang Ciyun quickly stood beside me.

He put one hand in his trouser pocket, quietly snatched the zongzi from my hand, and walked past me.

Jiang Ciyun has passed many figures around him, there are nurses who have just changed their clothes in pairs, and there are family members of patients who hurriedly follow the phone and run out, but Jiang Ciyun's figure looks abrupt from this wide road.

He glanced back at me, and I stepped to catch up with him.

The door of the ward was pushed open by Jiang Ciyun, and Shang Lin sat on the hospital bed, smoking alone, and there was not a drop of water in the water cup on the bedside table.

Shang Lin didn't look at me, his eyes were always on Jiang Ciyun's face, and he said, "Why did the person who wanted me die a hundred times come?" "It's just a slow, calm tone.

Jiang Ciyun rudely threw the zongzi on Shang Lin's body: "Lao Tzu will bring you breakfast." ”

I don't think Shang Lin let his parents know about the beating, so much so that he couldn't even find a fruit basket in his hospital room.

Shang Lin looked down at the zongzi in the plastic bag, and the speed at which he stretched out his hand was not right, and he might want to throw it away.

I immediately said, "I bought the zongzi." ”

Shang Lin glanced at me, bangs covering one of his eyes as always. He sighed deeply, peeled off the zongzi and bit it slowly.

The space of the three of them was silent.

"Shang Lin, he's coming to see you." I still spoke for Jiang Ciyun.

Shang Lin hooked the corners of his mouth coldly and arrogantly: "Come and see if I'm dead or not?" He was utterly disappointed this time. The feeling of waiting for me to die every day all these years is really bitter for you? ”

This ironic remark is really distressing.

And at the beginning, Jiang Ciyun really thought so. Let him leave quietly, even if he can't take away love, at least there is no hate.

A blood type bar pulls back people who were on the verge of despair.

"If you don't die, you live well." Jiang Ciyun lit a cigarette.

"Of course." Shang Lin stared at him.

As I watched all this, the communication between the two brothers was very stiff, but there were some subtle changes.

Jiang Ciyun sat down on the side of the bed, picked up Shang Lin's cigarette box, took out a cigarette from it, and looked at it.

"What kind of smoke?" Jiang Ciyun asked.

Shang Lin said after a long time: "I generally like to roll it myself. ”

Jiang Ciyun didn't speak, nodded and took a few sips, pulled his lips lightly and said, "The taste is ......."

"If you don't like it, don't smoke it." Shang Lin leaned over and was about to take it.

Jiang Ciyun shrank his hand: "It tastes good, but it's a little fierce." What, just smoke your cigarette and be stingy. The zongzi is still four yuan, which is worth a cigarette for you. ”

Shang Lin had already bitten most of the zongzi in his hand, and he almost choked when he heard this, and the remaining few mouthfuls of zongzi went into the trash can.

Seeing this, I burst out laughing, almost a natural reaction.

The two men said to me in unison, "What are you laughing at." ”

I was stunned for a few seconds, and I wanted to laugh even more.

"You two reconcile." Whether I forgive Jiang Ciyun or not, I don't want Shang Lin to fight with him again.

Shang Lin glanced at me coldly, and pointed at Jiang Ciyun's lips as if he was mocking: "You bit it?" It's only been a day to help your own man speak? ”

"I didn't." I shook my head, my heart a little empty.

"Where's Xiaoyan?"

"School, first day today."

"Yo." Shang Lin seemed to be laughing, and it was like being sarcastic.

After that, Shang Lin said, "If you have the surname Jiang, you can go." Just let her stay with me. ”

Jiang Ciyun had just smoked his cigarette to the end, and he choked a few times.

"That's right, you go, I'll stay with him." I say.

Jiang Ciyun's face was so dark that it was wonderful, but he also knew that he had no position to be angry now.

It took him a long time before he said, "The air in the hospital is good, especially the smell of disinfectant water, it smells good." I'll stay later. ”

Jiang Ciyun walked to the window, no longer paying attention to anyone, and stood slumped against the window.

I glanced at his back several times, gently closed the blue curtain, lowered my voice and said to Shang Lin: "When you are discharged from the hospital, can you ...... with him?"

Shang Lin interrupted me: "You don't care. Where is he? ”

I nodded.

"With you, Xiao Yan is used to it, and suddenly there is no ......" Shang Lin frowned slightly: "You reconciled with him?" ”

I shook my head.

So Shang Lin didn't speak again.

I asked him, "When you are discharged from the hospital, will you go to Shen Yin?" Didn't you say you'd chase her if you weren't sick? ”

Shang Lin squinted at me: "She actually kicked me, of course I have to settle accounts with her." ”

"Reckoning? Should she be looking for someone to beat her again? "I suddenly got nervous.

"That time, they didn't understand what I meant, I let them act, but I didn't let them really fight." Shang Lin's hand folded, turned his head and said.

As I said, I bent down to pick up the kettle and filled the glass: "Then you have to refuel." Yan Jin is divorced, and he also has a child. ”

Shang Lin hooked his lips extremely softly and said, "Boss Shen wants to follow whomever he wants, I only have a good impression of her for the time being, and it is not deep." ”

I can't help but laugh, about feelings, these two brothers are really similar, they are so straightforward, they have to distinguish between like and love and be satisfied.

Shang Lin and I chatted for more than half an hour, and Jiang Ciyun received a call from Xu Mushen, saying that Xu Mushen asked him to bring me to lunch.

I asked Shang Lin, "Let's go together." ”

Shang Lin shook his head: "I'm sleepy, there is a canteen in the hospital, and I woke up to order food myself." He pulled the covers and lay down.

I thought for a moment and said, "Okay then. You sleep first, and I'll pack it for you later. ”

Jiang Ciyun and I came out of the ward, and our steps were very slow.

Jiang Ciyun's decision at the beginning, looking at it now, suddenly it is a little difficult to tell whether it is a blessing or a curse.

After more than three years, I have a completely different view of Shang Lin, and the same is true for Jiang Ciyun. Perhaps there have never been completely good and bad people in this world, and everyone has their own helplessness and last resort.

Even I am.

I met Xu Mushen at a newly opened restaurant, and for more than three years, the whole city has changed. Many of the restaurants I visited before have changed their names, changing the old with the new, silently tampering with the original appearance of the city.

Xu Mushen had already sat in the private room, he was in a suit and leather shoes, even if he was not a lawyer for a long time, the whole person still looked very rigorous and neat.

Those two times he couldn't suppress his emotions were finally buried deep in my heart by me and him, and it was impossible to pull out this thorn, but it was impossible to find out where it was.

Xu Mushen stared at me, then quietly moved away and said to Jiang Ciyun: "Let's drink today, don't worry about the car." ”