Chapter 200, you can't hide from what should come

I breathed a sigh of relief and turned around to walk back, only to see Qi Siyu reaching into the bedpan and groping for something. My scalp tingled again, and I boldly asked, 'Xiaoyu, what are you doing?' Qi Siyu stretched out her hand, only to see that her hands were covered with blood stains, and there was a fleshy blood clot in her palm, about the size of a little thumb. I suddenly guessed what it was, but Qi Siyu looked at it carefully, his eyes full of pity and doting. I trembled and said, 'Xiaoyu, throw him away!' Qi Siyu looked up at me, revealing puzzled and puzzled eyes, "This is our child, why throw it away?" After Qi Siyu finished speaking, he stood up, and he stood up without even wearing pants! ”

I was so frightened that I asked Qi Siyu what are you doing. Qi Siyu showed a weird smile, spread out his palms and faced me, with a weird smile on his face, and the blood in his lower body kept flowing down and dripping on the floor. 'Ye Zhan, come and see, this is our child, come and see......' My scalp seemed to explode, yelling: 'Don't come here, don't come over!' He took a step back, his feet were already weak, and he fell to the ground with a 'plop'. Qi Siyu still walked over step by step, and said in a terrible voice: "Look at it, look at our children...... My spirit finally collapsed, and I crawled to the door hand and foot, opened the door and ran out, my mind was full of Qi Siyu's terrifying appearance. Qi Siyu's voice came from behind me: 'Don't run, don't run, don't ......' My mind was blank, I just wanted to get out of here, but my legs didn't obey the call, so I had to crawl and crawl until I reached the yard, and those prostitutes came around and asked me what was wrong. I don't know what's wrong with me, I just run and run for my life, my head is 'buzzing', I don't know when my feet finally recover my strength, I stand up and run, run...... I don't know where I'm going to run, my mind is full of Qi Siyu spreading his palms and walking towards me, as if Qi Siyu is still following me, I can only run lifelessly, keep running forward......"

Speaking of this, Ye Zhan stopped speaking, his body began to shake again, and he muttered endlessly, "Don't come here...... Don't come here...... Don't come here......" I hurriedly said, "Ye Zhan, it's okay, we're on the beach." Ye Zhan turned a deaf ear, still muttering the sentence: "Don't come over...... Don't come over......" I hurriedly looked at Liu Yanfu, and Liu Yanfu also said: "Calm down, there is an endless sea in front of us...... Ye Zhan's voice is getting louder and louder, and even his limbs are dancing wildly, as if he is refusing something: "Don't come, don't come!" The shrill voice was full of terror.

"Dr. Liu, no!" I looked at Liu Yanfu anxiously. Liu Yanfu hurriedly took the clock and pressed it, and the sound of "coo-goo" sounded, Ye Zhan's eyes opened suddenly, his eyes were full of horror, his chest was undulating, and he was panting.

"Ye Zhan, are you okay?" I gently patted his ribcage in an attempt to calm him down.

Ye Zhan's breathing finally calmed down, looked at me and said, "I had a long, long dream just now, and that lost memory seems to have been recovered." I nodded, "Just get it back." "My heart is extremely depressed and uncomfortable. Ye Zhan's escape is true, but who is to blame for this? In the room of that small hotel, both of them seemed to have mental problems, and Qi Siyu's mental breakdown directly led to Ye Zhan's mental breakdown.

Ye Zhan sat up slowly, his face was horribly pale. He lowered his head and put on his shoes, and as soon as he stood up and took a step, it seemed that his legs were still weak, and he actually fell to his knees! Ye Zhan held the bed with one hand, struggling to stand up. I hurriedly went to help him, and Ye Zhan was actually full of tears! "Ye Zhan?" I gently patted him on the back.

"It's my fault...... Ye Zhan lay on the bed and cried bitterly: "Mouse, it's really my fault...... I actually ran away from Qi Siyu when he was in the most pain, I'm not a thing, I'm a scumbag, I'm a bastard......"

"Ye Zhan, it's not your fault." I can only comfort him like this, and I don't think Ye Zhan is to blame for this. He did not cause this tragedy alone, let alone ask him to bear it alone.

Ye Zhan's cry echoed in this not spacious office. Liu Yanfu sat back in his office chair and looked at us with a blank expression. I kept comforting Ye Zhan, and Ye Zhan kept crying. In my impression, this is the first time I have seen Ye Zhan crying, this young and sunny boy is so heartbroken when he cries.

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Liu Yanfu did not count the time Ye Zhan cried in the paid treatment, he said that most patients will have such a process after recalling, which makes me feel that this doctor does not seem to be so black-hearted. After paying two thousand yuan, Ye Zhan and I left here. There was a long silence on the road, and the oppressive atmosphere always permeated us. To break the silence, I said, "This doctor is quite powerful, and he really reminds you of it." ”

"yes." Ye Zhan's face was expressionless, I think he must be very sad now.

"What about quasi-bèi?" I know that this question is out of place, but Ye Zhan will eventually have to face it.

"I don't know dào." Ye Zhan shook his head: "I know that I am sorry for Qi Siyu, but I don't know how to face her." ”

"After recalling the whole thing." I asked, "Do you think you like Qi Siyu?" ”

Ye Zhan shook his head: "I don't like it, I don't even want to see her, I don't want to have any contact with her." It seems that the impression left on Ye Zhan by that incident is very deep-rooted, and it still makes him instinctively want to reject Qi Siyu.

After that, there was a long silence. We took the bus again, and went through a lot of processes of arrival, parking, starting, and then stationing, looking numbly at the buildings passing by outside the window. When I arrived at the school gate, I couldn't help but say: "Ye Zhan, you don't have to do this, you are not entirely to blame for that incident, the seven dragons and six phoenixes always hold on to you for no reason." Ye Zhan shrugged his head and said nothing, I grabbed his shoulder and said, "Cheer up, let it pass!" Ye Zhan nodded numbly, and he didn't know if he had listened to it. When I look at Ye Zhan like this, I am obviously very shocked. In his mental state, I must not let the Seven Dragons and Six Phoenixes hurt him again, otherwise I don't know what kind of destruction Ye Zhan will become.

Back at school, we didn't go to class and went straight back to the dormitory. The two men were lying on their beds, and neither of them spoke. The sky darkened a little, and Ye Zhan suddenly said, "It would be nice if this matter could be cleared up." I was stunned for a moment: "What? Ye Zhan said: "How can I clear the two of them, the seven dragons and six phoenixes beat me hard, can they let them extinguish the fire?" I was silent for a moment and said, "If it was just to beat you, I would like to be next to you, but I don't think they would be so easy to ......."

Ye Zhan sighed softly, turned to face the wall, and did not speak again. At the end of the evening self-study class, the people in the dormitory came back, Lei Yu walked up to me and said, "Brother Hao, Zhou Mo looked for you for a day today." I said softly, "um", knowing what Zhou Mo wanted to do, she said that she would give Ye Zhan a lesson before the overdue middle school exam, and now that the time is almost up, it seems that the quasi-bèi has made a move.

Ye Zhan still lay on the bed and didn t speak, I got up and went to the water room to wash with the basin, and when I came back, Lei Yu told me that someone called my mobile phone just now. I picked up the mobile phone on the bed and looked at it, and it turned out to be Xia Xue's missed call. I walked out of the dormitory and stood in the corridor to call Xia Xue back. She asked me how I was going to get treatment today, and I told me what had happened. After hearing this, Xia Xue was silent for a while before saying, "Both of them are so pitiful, in fact, no one is wrong." The best solution to this matter is to turn it over as soon as possible, and no one should mention it again in the future, otherwise it will be a second injury to the two people. And the two of them can't be together yet, otherwise that incident will never be forgotten, and it will be even more torture and destruction for the two of them. ”

"You're right." I said: "Now Ye Zhan's mental condition is very bad, lying in bed and not moving, I am worried that he will completely close his heart like the two months of summer vacation, and I am afraid that he will have a mental breakdown after a long time." ”

"Then you talk to him more." Xia Xue instructed me a bunch of them, all of which were more useful suggestions. After hanging up the phone and returning to the dormitory, I climbed straight onto Ye Zhan's bed, got into his bed, and broke his body.

"Brother, what are you thinking?" I asked him seriously. Ye Zhan still looked numb, like a walking corpse, without any expression on his face, and his eyes looked empty and godless. If he knew that he would be like this, he shouldn't have taken him to that treatment, and it was actually a good thing for him to forget that terrible thing.

"Can you stop pretending to be a dead man, it's been a long time, there's no need to keep thinking about it."

Ye Zhan nodded, but obviously his spirit hadn't changed much. I told him a joke, like coaxing a girlfriend, but the effect was not very good, Ye Zhan didn't laugh for a long time, only said at the end: "Sleep." ”

Then I had to sleep. Sleeping until midnight, I felt Ye Zhan's body trembling slightly, touched him with my hand, and found that he was sweating all over, it seemed that he was having some nightmare. I patted him gently, and when his body was calm, I fell into a deep sleep.

Early the next morning, everyone in the dormitory got up and went to class. I don't want to go, I know that Zhou Mo is looking for me and Ye Zhan, so it's better to hide in the dormitory for the last two days, take the exam directly and go home for the winter vacation, let's talk about it later. As a result, Ye Zhan began to get dressed, and I asked him what he was going to do, and he said that when he went to class, he couldn't hide from what he should have come.