194 Life is impermanent

I looked at Liu Yixi in prison, the violence on her face was especially obvious, and at this moment, she was like a crab wielding pincers and legs, ready to attack people at any time.

I suddenly became louder, and I yelled into the phone: Liu Yixi, do you really want to know why? Okay, then I'll tell you why! I have lived for 30 years, and I have never hated anyone! I have lived for 30 years, and I have come step by step on my own! Although I don't have a high education, my business completely kills you! Although I have a father who is much richer than your father, I have never attached half of him to him! I have earned money to support myself since I was very young, and I have loved and paid but never resented! My happiness today is all my own little effort! Don't ask me what everyone loves me, because I deserve their love! I'm easy, I'm a woman worthy of a man's love!

After I finished yelling, the whole room looked at me, Dai Xiangwei was stunned and slowly raised his thumb, I was a little gasping, it stands to reason that I should stroke my hair at this time to show chic, but I sneezed at an inopportune time, and accidentally sprayed a little snot, hey, it was a mistake.

After taking out a tissue from my pocket and wiping it calmly, I sat down, looked at Liu Yixi, who was already stunned, and continued: Let's talk about you again, Liu Yixi. Have you ever cherished your happiness? Have you ever cherished the love that someone has given you? Chenxi loves you so much, but you immediately passed it on to others after he went bankrupt? Tao Xiaobin loves you so much, what about you, let others help you be a substitute for the dead! Do you know why your path in life is getting narrower and narrower? Because you only see yourself in your eyes, and you can't see anyone! It's a pity that you haven't woken up to this day, and you're still complaining here! Liu Yixi, you are not qualified! Others complain because they can't get it, but you have all the best things in my world, but you have never cherished them! So, you don't even have the qualifications to resent the heavens! God is fair to everyone, wake up and see how many things you have done wrong and how many people you have failed over the years!

I actually said that Liu Yixi cried, it was the first time I saw her cry for so many years, the pear blossoms were really desolate with rain, she muttered: Yi Zhizhi, but I didn't do anything, why did I go to prison all of a sudden, I didn't do anything, I was just playful, but greedy, but capricious.

I said: how high a person is, how much responsibility he has. You have always been a flower in the greenhouse, you have been protected from childhood to adulthood, your life is smooth, you could have continued to live such a life, but you are not able to be the president of the Gao Group, ordinary people think with their feet, they know how much responsibility they have. But yours, thinking about everything so simply, do you think that president means scenery? Let me tell you Liu Yixi, when you think so, you are already doomed to such an ending. Now, there is nothing more to say, no one can save you from your felony, you should take a good look at the books that your brother brought you, reflect on yourself more, reform well, and strive to come out as soon as possible.

Her anger was gradually suppressed by me, and she muttered: Chenxi has become a singer, Tao Xiaobin has been shot, all the people who love me have left, no one has saved me, no one loves me anymore......

She looked really pitiful, Dai Xiangwei took the microphone from my hand, and then said to Liu Yixi: Xiaoyi, transform it well, we will find a way to see if we can let you out as soon as possible.

She looked at Dai Xiangwei with tears in her eyes and said: Brother, do you still feel sorry for me? Will you still be as good to me as you were when you were a child? How often do you come to see me?

Dai Xiangwei said a little unbearably: Xiaoyi, I will, I will come to see you when I have time.

Then, Liu Yixi probably said something again, Dai Xiangwei handed me the microphone, I took it, Liu Yixi said: "Yi Zhizhi, I actually like my cousin very much." From a very young age, I silently liked him, and when I was a child, I also said that I would marry him when I grew up. But as I grew older, I realized that my cousin just treated me as a sister. I have had a lot of boys like me since I was a child, and they all love to revolve around me and hold me like a baby, but only my cousin, who never liked me, just treated me as a sister.

Do you know how easy it is? My greatest desire in life is for my cousin to fall in love with me, even if it is a little. However, my cousin has a heart for you. I robbed you of your first love, and you also robbed my cousin's heart, maybe fate is so fair. Hehe, now, Chenxi doesn't pay attention to me, I wrote him a long, long letter, but he didn't reply, he became a big singer, there should be a lot of women like him now, right? He used to love me so much, but now he doesn't come to see me in my field. A man's heart, if it changes, it changes......"

She has reached the end of her rope, maybe she has a desire to talk, I listened quietly, and I couldn't help but interrupt her when I heard this, I said: Liu Yixi, you are wrong again. Any man's dedication to love is limited, it is impossible to love a woman endlessly and selflessly, you don't cherish it, others will cherish it. He is treating you like this now, you are not qualified to say anything, it is your fault in the first place.

After I finished speaking, tears fell from her eyes again, and she said: The reason why I am with Tao Xiaobin is because he looks like my cousin, and sometimes he speaks in the same tone. Every time I'm with him, I treat him like my cousin. It's just that I didn't expect that I hurt him, I didn't expect him to be so good, he took so many sins for me, and would rather die instead of me. Anyway, I've been loved so much by someone, haven't I? You are not the only one who has such perfect love. You see, I have it too, a man is willing to die for me, don't you say?

I was speechless, and to this day, she is still intoxicated with her own world, and feels that it is a happy thing for a man to die for her. I said: Liu Yixi, don't you feel heavy? Is this kind of love what you want? A man who puts his moth to the fire for you, is what you crave? I think you're so stupid, you don't understand the true meaning of life, you don't know what life is, it's just that I don't want to talk to you more, I think you're hopeless.

I don't know why I'm so angry, maybe in my worldview, I can't accept any unequal love, I can't accept anyone to do something like a moth to a fire because of love. Probably because I used to be so humble, so I now sympathize with those fools who are willing to pay for love. Because you understand, you are compassionate.

I handed the microphone to Dai Xiangwei, and I said, "Come on, I'll go out and wait for you."

Seeing that I was feeling a little fluctuating, he patted me on the shoulder and took the microphone over. I walked out and walked straight out of the prison gates, and I felt suffocated at the thought of all sorts of women who had made mistakes in their lives. At that moment, I deeply felt that life is really walking on thin ice, and many times if you take a little detour, you will never recover.

I took out my cigarette, I hadn't smoked it for a long time, and I couldn't help but find a corner and light one. In this place of green mountains and waters, it is the original colorful lives of women who are imprisoned, which is so ironic.

Dai Xiangwei also came out not long after, looked around and didn't find me, I saw him, beckoned to him, he came over, unceremoniously took my cigarette from my pants pocket, and then put it in his mouth, motioning for me to light it for him.

I reluctantly threw the lighter at him, and he cursed and said: Dead woman, what will happen if you light a cigarette.

I said disdainfully: I don't have any hands, I'm not a Filipino maid serving you.

He lit the cigarette, threw the cigarette and the lighter into my hand, and said, "Women's cigarettes are really boring." Anyway, do you feel very depressed, I think it's particularly depressing to come to this kind of place.

I nodded, spat out a smoke ring, and I said: yes, here, sin and death are only one step away.

He said, "Let's leave quickly, I feel very uncomfortable to see my cousin like that."

I said: I can understand your feelings, even I, her old enemy, can't bear to see her like this.

He said: But what you said was very good, and it also made me have an epiphany, people really have to be prepared for danger in three provinces every day, otherwise it is very likely that they will never recover.

I said, "Yes, especially if you are a noble son born with a golden spoon in your mouth, you have to be especially cautious."

He glared at me, and he said, "Vivian's death and the imprisonment of Remembrance made me doubt my life for an instant."

That's when I realized that he hadn't fully recovered from his grief. Yes, in such a short period of time, Vivian left, Liu Yixi was imprisoned, those of us who traveled all the way, who knows when there will be a sudden loss of whom.

I took the initiative to reach out and hug him, and I said: No matter what, I will be by your side and accompany you in the name of friendship.

He hugged me tightly and said, "Oh, it's good to have you." The first moment I returned home, the first person I thought of was you, and only you.

I suddenly had a palpitation, I patted him on the shoulder, and I said: Manly man, blood without tears, let's go. I think Vivian is in the heavenly spirit, and I hope that each of us is doing well.

In the car, I told him what Vianta dreamed of for me, and I said: I think Vivian is really an angel, maybe she came to the mortal world and really has her unique mission.

He nodded, and he said: I often dream of her, I dream of her sweet smile, every time I dream, she is repeating her last sentence, don't wait for me. Every time I dream of her and get up and hold her picture, I can't hold back my tears. She is a woman who does not eat the fireworks of the world, and I really miss her sometimes, so much that she stays quietly by my side.

In his car was Xu Song's "On the Qingming Rain", which is also a song that I have always loved, and the lyrics have a strong longing for the deceased. We listened to the song, and we were sad all the way, and when we got home, we were very depressed, and he sent me downstairs and left.

I looked at his back and thought, what can I do to make him happier.