195 Give people roses and leave a lingering fragrance
Although Xiaomi went to work in Dai's company, and I also recruited new people in the quiet bar, Xiaomi still habitually came to help at night, and I still gave her half of her salary, because I knew that it was not easy for her to raise two children, so I would definitely not be stingy where I could be accommodating.
Millet seems to regard the quiet bar as a second home, when she doesn't have children, she simply sleeps in the small attic, she says she likes it here, here, she has a feeling of freedom.
I know that this woman actually likes these books in the quiet bar. Under my influence, she, who never liked to read, began to read one book after another. I said: Xiaomi, life never ends, but there are many starting points in life, grasp every opportunity to change, you can win life, become the protagonist of life.
She listened, and began to use the crowded time to desperately catch up with me. In fact, she walked much faster than me, because I never stepped half a step into the wall, and in the past few years, she has completed the sublimation from a young girl to a young woman, and even became a mother of two children.
She struggled with the question of whether it was appropriate to send her two young children to the nursery, and she was also struggling with the question of whether to go to work or take care of the children at home like many mothers, I said: Xiaomi, everyone's life is their own, and no one is worthy of your sacrifice for him. Sending your child to a nursery is an inevitable part of your current life. Because if you don't, you're going to face a bigger problem. You decided to go resolutely, and you should know now that you are the future of your two children. Only if you have a firm foothold in this city on your own, and your two children will have a future with you. Whether the three of them sit and eat together and wait for death, or take care of the children temporarily, and plan tomorrow by themselves, you can decide by yourself.
She thought about it for three nights, and finally made up her mind to send both children to the nursery, and on the day she was delivered, she cried for a long time. I looked at her and couldn't tell how distressed I was. How many women are trapped in the future by their children, and how many women's lives that could have taken off suddenly fall because of children? How many women bury themselves in milk powder diapers day after day, and sink like this for the rest of their lives?
Child, what a lovely angel, who originally came to bring more joy to his mother, not a bigger problem, didn't he? Millet cried and said: They are still so young, they have never left me, they are at school, the teacher will not treat them well, will they be beaten by the teacher, will they not have enough to eat......
I patted her on the shoulder, and then I said: There must be more or less these problems, for example, I, when I was a child, fairies did not have time to take me, and until I was five years old, I was fostered in someone else's house. This family for a year, that family for a year, I did suffer a lot of grievances, and I did not have enough food and clothing, but that was the last resort of the fairy. A sensible child will understand his mother's distress when he grows up. What's more, everything is temporary. Xiaomi, live hard, life will not fail you. From now on, fight for yourself and your two children.
My words have a great impact on Xiaomi, or maybe it is maternal love that can really make a woman completely transformed. The fairy in the past, because of me, never did more, and the reckless girl worked hard to become the master of the troupe, I believe that Xiaomi, who has potential, is also an inevitability for her to take off. Besides, she's already found the key to life, hasn't she?
Watching her read hungrily with a book in her hand was really beautiful. There is a golden house in the book, and I think this kind of taste can only be understood by anyone who loves to read.
Dai Xiangwei praised her, saying that she was too desperate, and she had already signed a single before the probationary period. Dai Xiangwei knew that I wanted to help her, so I arranged for a senior colleague to be by her side, Xiaomi used to be a girl with strong ability to resist pressure, and I believe she will have a tomorrow.
When I entered, there were not many customers in the store, the little girl at the front desk had already dozed off, I walked over and patted her gently, she saw me a little timid at that moment, I smiled and said: There are no customers, just get off work early and go back to rest.
I closed the door with her assistance, and then went up to the small attic, and when I pushed the door open, Xiaomi was doing weight loss exercises on the TV.
I immediately laughed, and I said: Xiaomi, are you losing weight?
She said: Didn't hot mom Xiao S say that if a woman can't even control her weight, how can she control her life, either lose weight or die. So, if I want to take control of my life, I have to control my weight first.
I laughed, and I said: It's good to have this determination, come on, don't fish for three days and dry nets for two days. I never shouted the slogan of losing weight, because I knew I couldn't do it.
She glared at me as she jumped, and she said, "You've lost weight like that, and you're still losing weight?"
I said: Women are animals who always think they are fat. Hurry up and jump, come and drink with me after jumping.
She said, "Okay, wait for me for ten minutes."
I took out two bottles of fruit beer from the fridge, and it was not interesting to watch her dance from the side, so I simply jumped along. After I joined, Xiaomi, who was already a little tired, suddenly came back to the spirit, and I found that dancing this thing was really tiring, and after a while, I was sweating profusely.
Unexpected encounters made me and Xiaomi gradually become best friends. I used to be her boss and boss, and there was always a slight sense of distance between us. Now, although the gap still exists, at least we are beginning to try to go the inner route.
For me, who didn't have any female friends around me for a long time, Xiaomi also made up for the emptiness of my friendship. We were tired of dancing, each holding a bottle of fruit beer, walked to the balcony, sat on the floor, and sat on the futon on the balcony.
After a toast to each other, she said: Dayi, in fact, I was lonely every night without that stinky man and without the company of my two children. I think women still need men when they reach a certain age.
I took a sip of wine and said, "I, too, am lonely, and come home every night, wandering around the house like a ghost, and my heart is empty."
She said: You and Mr. Xu, are the two of you going to freeze it all the time? I actually saw his car stop around the corner of the quiet bar several times, but he didn't come in, and I don't know whether to tell you or not.
It was a surprise to me, I thought he must be too busy with his career to take care of his feelings, he hadn't contacted me since the last time we met without a pain, and we hadn't seen each other. From media reports, I can still see him and Mink appearing in various public occasions from time to time, and after turning the tide in the overthrow of the Gao family, he not only took this opportunity to establish a chamber of commerce, but also has a large number of followers behind him, and he seems to have become a rising star in T City.
I think, at this time, he should have no intention of falling in love, how could he appear at the corner of the quiet bar.
I smiled and I said: I don't know what to do, I'm not an active person, I always feel that the happiness I actively pursue is not real, so many times, I am quietly waiting for fate to arrange it for me.
Xiaomi said with some doubts: But when you meet the man you love, shouldn't you take the initiative to pursue it, otherwise you will miss your life, and it will be a pity.
I said: But with a man like Xu Cheng, it is useless to take the initiative. His sense of self is too strong, which leads to his dislike of being in a passive position. He prefers to conquer others rather than be conquered. So, my initiative will not have an effect. And now our feelings are no longer a question of who is active and who is passive, but trapped there without dying or living, leaving and staying are a kind of lifeless pain.
Xiaomi said with some doubts: Probably my education level is limited, and I can't understand this deep love. All I know is that I paid with all my heart and soul for that stinky man, and used my best youth to give him a child, but he actually cheated and pushed me and my two children out of the house so unconscionable. So Dayi, you're right, you can't rely on anyone, only on yourself, I must prove to him, without him, I can live well with my two children.
I nodded, and I said, "The tuition fees for two children are a huge burden, can you still solve it now?"
She said, "Don't you still have the 100,000, use it first?" It's okay, I'll try.
I sighed and I said: Tell me if you have difficulties.
She looked at me gratefully, and she said, "That stinky man hurt you so much in the past, why do you still want to help us?" Dayi, your heart is always so good. Sister-in-law { half -/-float = (.*) + raw - cannon fodder
I smiled faintly, and I said: That's because you just met me, and I believe in fate. What's more, his quality has nothing to do with you, I help you.
She took a big sip of wine, and she said: Dayi, you are my nobleman. Once upon a time, because I met you, I was taken from a small front desk to the position of supervisor. If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have learned so much, and I wouldn't be in my current state of mind. Maybe it wasn't long before we were outside with the kid and went back and begged him to take us in.
I patted her on the shoulder, and I said: Live well, live as a person, is the best reward for me. Haha, between our sisters, don't come to this set of pretends. Come, let's move on to men.
With that, we laughed. At that moment, I found that my heart and Xiaomi's hearts had gotten closer, and we chatted about the sky while drinking wine, talking about feelings, talking about life, and also talking about the so-called midnight topic. As soon as the chatterbox opened, the two women actually stopped playing, this is girlfriends, men will never understand, why there are so many things to talk about between women.
We fell asleep directly on the couch in the small attic, and when I woke up in the morning, Xiaomi had already gotten up, and when I woke up, she had already covered me with a blanket. There's only one blanket in the attic, and she didn't cover anything for myself last night, right? Hey, this stupid woman.
When I went downstairs, she had already bought breakfast, a bowl of millet porridge and two small buns. When she saw me coming down, she said, "Dayi, eat quickly, I remember that you used to love these two things for breakfast." I'll go to work first, you eat it while it's hot.
After saying that, she ran away with her bag. I looked at this breakfast and my heart warmed. Who says you can't get paid off, how can you get these extra warmth without so much effort?