I walked out of Torture Wind's office in a dejected state, and as the door slowly closed, I remembered the joyful and warm times I had spent with him, but it felt so far away at the moment...... I couldn't help but slap myself hard, Pan Rushu, what kind of bad person are you to make everything as unmanageable as today?

A week later, the mail from Xingfeng arrived. (9) Eight] (9) Eight] (9) Read] (9) Book, .2≧ ↗ I tore open the package and saw stacks of invoices and details inside, large and small expenses, all of which were once the meticulous care of the criminal wind for me, but I, I personally destroyed this precious trust.

When I got this pile of invoices, I couldn't help crying in the dormitory. I understand that I have completely lost a loved one who has no reservations about me, I have completely destroyed a beautiful encounter in the water, my lack of cherishment has made me lose all the way, and in the end, all the beauty has ceased to exist......

I can't help but count the big and small mistakes in my upbringing, I have had a major review of my life, and when I sink down and think about the past, I realize that I have done so many things wrong, and I have hurt so many people in a daze......

My parents have worked hard to raise me for so many years, no matter how strict my father is with me, he will eventually raise me as an adult, even if he kicks me out of the house, I should not really abandon this family affection from now on;

Xiaoxue trusts me immensely, and has taken good care of me since I appeared in H City, but I hurt her severely;

The eldest sister has cared for me since I was a child, leaving me with any delicious food, always sheltering me and caring for me silently, but I ruthlessly cut off this family affection, and I have not contacted her so far, and I have never explained the misunderstanding of the eldest sister about me;

Xiaohua is my own sister, no matter how much she is wrong with me, no matter how many dislikes there are between us, I should persuade her as an older sister, instead of watching her go down the wrong path. But for more than a year, I have been cold to her, more indifferent than a passerby;

The saddest thing for me is that I have failed to live up to the trust that Xingfeng has placed in me. When we met, he did his best to help me, treated me with all his heart, and treated me like a sister, but I ...... I insisted on going my own way, and I deliberately distanced myself from him. Often, he took the initiative to contact me and silently cared for me, but I gradually subconsciously took everything for granted. I could have done better with Jin Yan, I could have obtained his understanding before acting, I should have done the least respect for him, but I didn't even do that......

The closest people are the most seriously injured. Xingfeng didn't blame me for anything, but his decision with me was the biggest lesson in my life. He reminded me with real actions that if you don't cherish what you learn, you don't deserve it anymore. When I think about this, I am even more incomprehensible about my own actions.

I'm still too young, my trade-offs in life are still too shallow, my character shortcomings make me walk on thin ice on the road of life, if I don't correct this character flaw that insists on going my own way, so I am destined to lose all the way, but how many things can I lose in my life? Do I have to wait until the day when I have nothing to lose before I know that I regret it?

The break between Xingfeng and me made me sad for a long, long time, and when he left, I really understood how many "green lights" his protection had given to my life.

After reviewing and reviewing, precipitating and precipitating, I finally made a decision silently in my heart. Everything I have now, I will hold on tightly; And I have to use the rest of my time to make up for the preciousness I have lost......

Three years later

In the middle of summer 2012, the sun was shining and there was no rain

The sky is clear, the white clouds are long, the green is fluffy, the blue sky is reflected in the distance, the green mountains and clear waters, and a grand wedding is underway. When the wedding march sounded and the bride walked onto the stage with her father's support, the green and quiet Panjiahe seemed to stop going east, sending the best wishes to the couple with cheering waves. On such a day, the Goddess Mountain, which had always been shrouded in mist, also uncharacteristically revealed a goddess-like face, gazing affectionately at this pair of the best and most eye-catching young people in Panjia Town......

When the bride's father put the bride's hand into the groom's hand, everyone cheered, the breeze gently touched everyone's cheeks, the food exuded a unique fragrance, accompanied by the fragrance of birds and flowers invaded everyone's ears and noses, and the beautiful feeling lingered in the heart for a long time.

Beauty is very contagious, under the influence of this atmosphere, Jin Yan, who has been in a cold war with me for several days, couldn't help but hold my hand and whispered in my ear: "I will give you a better wedding in the future." ”

"Hmm." I bowed my head slightly, staring intently at the couple on stage. Today's eldest sister stood gracefully on the stage wearing a white gauze, smiling like a blooming magnolia.

"The groom is a little shy and not as generous as the bride." Xing Feng, who was sitting on the other side of me, said with a smile, and Su Chang, who was sitting next to him, echoed with a smile: "They are scholars, and it is inevitable to be nervous on such a big occasion. I think I'll be very nervous when we get married in the future. ”

Xing Feng smiled slightly, and Fu turned his gaze to the stage again. At this time, the pastor had already picked up the red book and began to read the vows, and everyone's eyes were locked on the couple on the stage. The parents of the newlyweds were extremely satisfied, especially the uncle, whose head was held high, and he was proud and proud.

Just as the eldest sister was about to say the words "I do", there was a small commotion in the crowd. I followed the prestige and was stunned to find that at the other end of the carpet, the second sister Pan Ruqi was also wearing a red wedding dress, and was walking towards the stage along the red carpet vigorously.

For a moment everyone was stunned, and no one understood what was going on, including me.

Countless discussions sounded in my ears, Jin Yan and I looked at each other, and Xing Feng looked at Pan Ruqi tightly, everyone didn't understand why she was wearing a red veil, but her face was angry and awe-inspiring on her sister's big day.

Seeing this situation, the uncle hurriedly walked down from the stage, grabbed Pan Ruqi, and asked sharply in his hometown: "Xiaoqi, what are you doing?" Today is your sister's big day, why are you wearing a wedding dress? ”

Everyone's eyes looked at Pan Ruqi, but I turned my head to look at the stage, only to see the eldest sister biting her lip tightly with tears in her eyes but proudly stiffened, the brother-in-law standing beside her instantly turned pale, and the ring on his hand fell to the ground carelessly, and the brother-in-law hurriedly bent over to pick it up, but my sister took the first step and stepped on the shining diamond ring with her foot, showing a look of determination on her face...... Everyone's eyes were focused on Uncle and Pan Ruqi, and only I noticed this small detail. At that moment, I suddenly understood something in my heart.

"Dad, I have my brother-in-law's child!" After a stumbling dispute, the second sister Pan Ruqi suddenly shouted a sentence that made everyone involuntarily open their mouths and look at this sudden farce in disbelief.

At this time, there was a "bang" on the stage, and the eldest sister fainted on the stage. I was in the closest position to the stage, and when I saw the eldest sister fainting, I immediately ran to the stage and helped the eldest sister up from the ground, at this time the eldest sister was already unconscious and completely unconscious. When the uncle saw this, he was so anxious that he slapped his head and shouted, "What a sin!" Then he rushed to the stage again and hurriedly rescued the eldest sister......

An originally beautiful wedding was in chaos; A pair of love that was originally the most worthy of being blessed and praised turned into dog blood all over the ground in an instant; A pair of sisters who have been together since childhood, the rift has been deep ever since, and it can never be repaired; A family that was originally thriving was torn apart in an instant; Two pairs of old people who have worked hard for many years and finally hope to have their children and start a family have been dyed with sideburns overnight, lamenting again and again......

Three days later.

In the eldest sister's room, when I was talking with the eldest sister, the uncle pushed open the door and walked in, sighing heavily: "Xiaoqin, Dad wants to discuss something with you." ”

"Dad, don't discuss, you agree to let him get married." The eldest sister of Hui Zhilanxin didn't wait for her uncle to speak, but she already understood what her uncle wanted to say.

The eldest sister's face was as calm as a pool of stagnant water, but the uncle's face was full of shock, and the uncle choked up instantly: "Xiaoqin, Dad knows that you are a reasonable child." It's just this...... Oh, what a wicked worker. Dad can't stand you for the rest of his life. ”

"Dad, what do you say? It's not your fault. Xiaoqi has liked Meng Changqing for many years, and you don't know it, she just likes to rob me of ......" The eldest sister said this, and did not continue. Her head was tilted to the other side, and she was trying to control her emotions.

The uncle stood there stiffly, neither coming nor leaving, and he looked pale and weak when he wanted to say anything, and he could only sigh heavily for a while: "Our family believes in Christ, and we have children, so we can't have an abortion......

"Dad, I understand, you are relieved. Even if I don't have children, I won't want this man anymore. Since they like each other, let them be perfected. The eldest sister said calmly, and her words made my eyes red for a moment.

"Xiaoshu, uncle can't stand your sister, you can accompany your sister, I'm ...... I went out first. The uncle wanted to speak and stopped, and he was about to shed tears, but how could the man have tears, so the uncle turned his head and walked out of the room.

The room was quiet for a moment, I reached out and took the eldest sister's hand, the eldest sister turned her head, squeezed out a smile at me, didn't let herself shed a tear, just said softly: "Xiaoshu, you help me pack a few clothes and accompany me back to H City, I don't want to stay here anymore." ”

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