"You're going to go with me to him? What are you going to do? I was both surprised and surprised, and hurriedly asked. (6) Eight (6) Eight (6) Read (6) Book, .□.≠o

At this time, he had already opened the closet and took out a set of clothes, and said as he put them on: "You care about him so much, how can I rest assured that you will go alone?" ”

He obviously didn't mean that, he had already relented, but he insisted on saying this, which really made me cry and laugh. I stood at the door, saw him change his clothes and pants from the inside out, and saw that he had taken a black shirt, and seemed to think of something, so I put it back and picked out a pale yellow shirt from the closet again.

"Black is good." I tried to swallow my saliva and couldn't help but suggest.

"That guy always wears black, don't!" He replied to me in a heavy tone, and soon put on a pale yellow cotton shirt, and when he turned to face me again, he was already a handsome man with a bloody temperament.

He walked towards me, I was stunned at the door, I didn't expect him to come over, directly took my hand and walked out the door, I secretly glanced at him, and saw a slight evil smile on his face. I immediately understood that his anger had actually disappeared, and that we both had the same thoughts.

We were miraculously reconciled, he first sent me to school, asked me to go back to the dormitory to change my clothes, and then drove me away in a car under the watchful eyes of countless girls, all the way to Xingfeng's company building.

We went directly to Xing Feng's office, his secretary had been replaced, and the girl knew me and Jin Yan, so we knocked on the door and went in without even reporting it.

When he entered the door, Xing Feng was looking at the computer intently, as if he was pondering something. Jin Yan sat down in front of Xing Feng with a big grin, knocked on the table and said, "Hey, bring us a cup of tea, it's rare to come to you." ”

Xing Feng raised his head, with a faint smile on his face, first looked at Jin Yan, and kindly punched Jin Yan. Then, he looked up at me with a complicated look in his eyes.

This look made all the courage I muster collapse in an instant, and I felt ashamed to stand in front of him, I stood motionless in the doorway, and my whole body froze and couldn't breathe.

Xing Feng and Jin Yan smiled and chatted a few words, the tone was still relaxed and normal, it didn't seem that anything had happened, he stood up and led Jin Yan to the direction of the living room, the two of them sat on the sofa, he started to make tea, raised his head and said to me with a smile: "Xiaoshu, you can come over too." ”

His smile embarrassed me even more, and my face burned so hot that I took small steps in their direction. As soon as I walked up to them and was hesitating to sit down, Jin Yan directly reached over with a big hand and hugged me.

I was confused, and in my panic I saw something flash in Xingfeng's eyes, but it quickly returned to normal. He smiled and said, "Yo, it seems that you two are still inseparable." ”

"We must be inseparable," Jin Yan picked up the teacup on the table, blew it a few times decently, took a sip, and then asked very directly, "Do you mind if we are together?" ”

Jin Yan's eyes looked at Xing Feng vigilantly like a leopard, Xing Feng was stunned for a moment, and then smiled slightly: "It's good that you are happy." ”

"Brother......" Hearing Xing Feng say this, I felt that my face hurt like a knife, and I wanted to explain, but as soon as I spoke, Jin Yan interrupted me: "Did you hear that?" I said he wouldn't mind. He's your brother, do you mind what you're doing when you're in love? What's more, you are with me, and you are not with someone who is not careful, what is he worried about! ”

Jin Yan's words made me speechless for a moment, Xing Feng glanced at me lightly, and my heart sank, because that kind of look was full of disappointment, and there was no longer the same temperature as before. At that moment, my heart ached.

"yes, it's good if you're happy. I'm going to have a meeting soon, Jin Yan, you can take the little book to play somewhere else. Xing Feng leaned lazily on the sofa, and his tone was distant and distant, which made my heart tingle even more.

"Okay, let's go. You don't have to take care of her in the future, I'll take care of everything for her. Jin Yan was probably too familiar with Xing Feng, so he didn't notice the displeasure in Xing Feng's tone, he still spoke to Xing Feng in the same tone as before, while I sat on the side, but I always sat like pins and needles.

"Brother......" I called, just about to speak, when I saw the gloom in his eyes, all the words were blocked in my throat, I didn't know what to say, what to say would make him disappoint me with me, it seemed that at this moment, it became unnecessary to say anything.

Jin Yan pulled me away regardless of it, and before leaving, I glanced back at Xing Feng again, but he had already returned to his desk and looked at the computer, and never looked at us again.

On the way back, I thought about it for a long time, I felt that I still had many, many words that I hadn't said to Xing Feng, I felt very guilty, and that kind of guilt made me unable to stay with Jin Yan easily, so I returned to the dormitory under the pretext of being unwell. Lying on the bed in the dormitory and thinking about it for a long time, I finally felt that I had to go to find a torture wind alone, and I never wanted to go without saying those words in my heart.

Having made up my mind, I changed into my clothes and hurried out of the house, because it was too late and there was no taxi, so I took a taxi and rushed to Xingfeng's company. I didn't call him because I wasn't sure if he would answer my phone anymore, but I had to see him and I had to apologize to him personally.

When I rushed to his company again, the company's employees were all off work, I opened the door of the company with my fingerprints, and walked straight to his office, only to see that although the door of his office was closed, I could vaguely see a faint light through the crack in the door.

I couldn't help but be happy, and hurriedly knocked on the door, and after a while, Xing Feng came over and opened the door in person.

"Brother, it's a good thing you didn't get off work."

"Why are you here again?" The word "again" made my heart hurt a little more.

"I have a lot to say to you."

With that, I closed the door and walked inside. With one hand in his pocket, he walked to the window, stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looked out the window, leaving his back to me. Still, his tone was gentle, and he said, "Needless to say, you're still young, I can understand that." ”

The more he was so calm and light, the more sad I felt in my heart, I said: "Brother, I'm sorry, I have lived up to your expectations of me, and it has also violated your original intention of providing me with education, you can beat me and scold me, don't blame me for this." If you don't blame me, it means that you have treated me as an outsider. ”

I saw that his body was slightly stunned, but he still didn't turn around, and he said softly: "We are outsiders, how can we really be brother and sister?" ”

"Brother!" His words were neither light nor heavy, but they made me choke up instantly. I walked over sadly and stood behind him, and I said, "I'm sorry, I understand it's all my fault, I didn't respect you, I hid everything from you." Brother, I'm sorry, I don't know how you can forgive me. ”

He still didn't turn around, his tone was still so indifferent and detached, he said: "Xiaoshu, sometimes the fate of people and people is a journey. This part of the road is hand in hand, and the next part of the road is unfamiliar. Sometimes you don't have to worry too much about what you've said. The world is like a game, and life only seeks to fall the flag without regrets. I think, you know what I mean. ”

"Brother......" I looked at his mountain-like back, and the scenes we used to get along with suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, his care and care for me, his careful care for me when I was in the most difficult time, all the foreshadowing and planning he made for my life, and the firm strength he gave me when my mother died...... However, when he said these words, I understood that everything had been screwed up by me, that I had destroyed the trust between us, that I had destroyed the hard-built affection between me and him, that I had pushed him away, and that a mature man like him, once disappointed in someone, meant that everything was irreparable.

I whimpered and cried, the more I thought about it, the more I hated myself, the more sad I became. He finally turned around, walked to the desk and pulled out a tissue, and wiped my tears for me as before, but in his words, there was no longer the same temperature as before, and he said, "Little book, don't cry." The path you choose, you have to be brave enough to bear the consequences. In a few days, I will sort out the details of your expenses for the past few years and mail them to you when the time comes. If you can pay it back after graduation, you don't have to. It's not that I care about the money, it's just that I think it's a ritual we agreed to be, and although there are some changes in the process, we should finish it from beginning to end. In addition, Jin Yan may still be a little immature now, and you are the same, you are together, there must be a lot of stumbles, I hope you will not forget your original intention and go on well, okay? ”

When he said these words, I understood that my behavior this time had broken his heart, and everything was irreparable, I looked at him with tears in my eyes, looking at this man who pulled me vigorously in my most difficult time, with too much guilt in my heart, but in the end it could only be condensed into a weak "I'm sorry".

He patted me on the shoulder, still with a faint smile on his face, and said, "Don't apologize, just go on." I can only accompany you here. ”

"Brother, after that...... You'll never think of me as a sister again, will you? "I knew that the end was doomed, but I couldn't help but ask.

He smiled, touching my head as before, but said something extremely cold: "No." If you don't know how to cherish it, you are destined to lose it. Not every emotion in life can be broken and reunited, once it is broken, there will be no tomorrow......"

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