I think my bitterness and grievances in this family can only be seen by my uncle and sister. The eldest sister Pan Ruqin and Pan Ruqi are also twins, but the uncle will not favor one over the other like his father, the uncle treats everyone equally, and often admonishes his father to have a bowl of water, but the prejudice and stubbornness that have been formed for a long time, where is it possible to change it?

"I know, I read books whenever I have time, but I read some famous books and stuff." I said with a smile.

"I'll talk to my dad when I go back for the New Year, let my dad persuade your dad to let you go back to repeat, it's a big deal that my dad will pay the tuition for you first, and then you will pay it back when you grow up and have the ability, forget it if you don't have the ability, do you say okay?" The eldest sister said that she still regretted that my studies were interrupted like this.

"No, sister. Dad won't agree, I still have to provide for Xiaohua to go to school. Besides, it is so hard for the uncle to open a clinic, and it is already very difficult for you and the second sister to study. I said quickly.

The eldest sister sighed leisurely: "I just don't read it, it's a pity ......"

After the eldest sister finished speaking, she immediately laughed again, probably because she was afraid that talking too much about this topic would make me sad, so she gently pinched my face, and after a full meal with me, she took me to the street, assigned me tasks, and taught me how to do research, and then we were busy for a while, and soon we got this business done.

This job is a part-time job that my eldest sister did in addition to studying, but because of her excellent professional performance, her part-time salary is much higher than my full-time salary. I think this is how knowledge changes fate!

After finishing the work, the eldest sister took me to the café for coffee, and she is now living a very small bourgeois life. She knew my predicament, and every time we met, she would save a small amount of money and take me to an elegant restaurant to enjoy life. Occasionally, she would talk to me about her boyfriend, Meng Changqing.

Meng Changqing is similar to Xu Song's type, a tall and thin man with a polite manner, with a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, thick eyebrows and big eyes, he smiles when he meets people, and he is a boy with a good personality at first glance. He and his eldest sister have been in love since high school, all the way to graduate school, and they have always been in the same boat and never abandoned, and they are a natural couple. Although they did not get married because of their studies, their relationship was stable and they had already been recognized by their families.

Happy women often write happiness on their faces, and they will smile very peacefully, and getting along with such women is often a great joy in life. Therefore, every time I meet my eldest sister, it is the best part of my life.

And every time I meet her, I read more like crazy. And, with the encouragement of my eldest sister, I finally mustered up the courage to write my first short story, and with trepidation, I submitted my first manuscript to a magazine in Xi'an.

In two weeks, I read the entire bag of books that Applejack had carried. I thought the books were all brand new and unread, but when I opened them, I realized that they weren't. There are some places in the book that have been annotated, and the strong font looks like a man's pen at first glance, but I guess it will definitely not be Jin Yan, he doesn't look like a man who loves to read.

In the past two weeks, it's not so much that I've never seen him, but that I've avoided him. I was already familiar with the security guard at the door, and I told him that he must tell me as soon as he saw Jin Yan's car driving into the parking lot, and then I calculated the time of his arrival and slipped directly into the bathroom to escape the embarrassment of meeting him.

It wasn't until I finished reading all the books that I felt itchy and addicted to books, so I ran over while Ajay was guarding the door of box 999 and said to Applejack with a smile, "Applejack, I've finished reading the last book." Can you take the books back and get me a few more? ”

Applejack doesn't seem to be in the habit of talking to people, and after so many times we've met, he still has a grim expression on his face when he sees me, with his body standing upright, his eyes looking ahead, and he doesn't think I'm air at all. This feeling of failure to pick up is really frustrating, I was turning to leave, but I didn't expect the box door to open, a group of people poured out, it turned out that they left early, I had a hunch that something was wrong, and hurriedly ran wildly.

"Stop!" The air behind me instantly froze, and the original noise suddenly became peaceful, and in this tranquility, a cold voice slowly rose behind me.

It must not mean me, it must not be ...... I hypnotized myself as I continued on my way.

Suddenly my shoulder was clasped up! I wonder if he's ever learned killer skills! When I grabbed it, my shoulder suddenly hurt like it was about to crack!

I slowly turned my head to look at him in a panic, and said weakly, "Have you practiced the Nine Yin White Bone Claw?" So ruthless......"

It seemed that at that moment I saw the smile on his face, but then it reverted to the previous coldness: "What are you running?" ”

"I'll go back to work." It's obviously a valid reason, but I'm very weak-hearted.

"Do I look horrible?" He was obviously not satisfied with my answer, and asked again.

"No, no, it's very handsome. White shirt, yellow waistcoat, natural clothes rack. I subconsciously popped up with this sentence, and I swear I didn't want to create a sense of humor.

"Looks like it's been a bit of a clean up lately!" He whispered something in my ear and turned back to his group of friends and said, "You guys go to the bar first!" I'll come back later! ”

As soon as he said this, everyone understood his temper and quickly withdrew. His circle is already the head of the horse, who dares not to listen to what he says?!

In the crowd, I saw the girl named Feng Ziyan last time, today she was wearing a white off-the-shoulder lace puffy dress, dressed like a white swan, which was particularly eye-catching in the crowd, especially her big eyes full of hatred, which was even more unforgettable.

After they all dispersed, we and Asunajay were the only ones left in the hallway. He told Ah Song to drive and then asked me, "Do you have any other clothes?" ”

I shook my head, I really don't, I'm used to coming to work in my work clothes.

"Tsk...... Are you a woman or not? He said in disgust, and pulled me out.

"What? I still have to go to work. I struggled.

"From now on, accompanying me is also one of your jobs." He still has the same crazy and cool tone, but I feel a little warm in my heart, and I wonder if I'm a little psychopathic.

He dragged me into the car again, and asked Ah Song to drive directly to the most exclusive department store in H City, took me upstairs, went to a clothing counter, and pointed to a set of clothes on the wall and ordered me to change.

I was reluctant to see that it was a style I had never dared to try, but how could my arms reach my thighs, and under his alarmism, I obediently went in and changed into clothes.

I changed my clothes and walked out, he stood there and looked at me for a few seconds, and finally his eyes fell on my black low-heeled round scalp shoes, and his brow immediately furrowed: "I said something is wrong, change the shoes!" ”

And so, at his constant demands, my shoes were replaced with high heels, my hair was coiled, my ears were studed, my fingernails were painted, my armpit and leg hair were shaved off, and I felt like a lonely Christmas tree, dressed up with open hands, and finally appeared in front of everyone with a look that I could not have imagined.

When everything was over, he asked the salesman to pull me in front of the full-length mirror, and he stood behind me and said, "See for yourself, compare it with your previous virtue, is it one heaven and one earth?" ”

I stared at myself in the mirror in a daze, and I couldn't believe that the person in the costume was me. He's right, it's really a difference between heaven and earth. Before that, I never dared to think that I could be so beautiful.

Seeing that I had been stunned, he came over and stood beside me, and said a little arrogantly: "I just said that you still have potential, but you are usually too lazy and don't even dress up." ”

I turned my head to look at him, and he probably thought I would be overjoyed, but I wasn't. I don't think the person in the mirror is me, I've always lived a simple life, and I don't need to be so plain.

I took off the studs on my ears, took off the bracelet, took off my high heels and stood barefoot on the ground, he looked at my series of movements coldly at first, and when I was about to turn around and walk into the fitting room to change into my own clothes, he couldn't hold back anymore and pulled me angrily and asked, "What, you are not satisfied with dressing up like this?" Isn't it better than your rustic overalls? ”