In the ten minutes of phone call, I said no more than three sentences, and the rest was my father's helplessness and harshness. Before I hung up the phone, I still heard the words that made my blood freeze instantly: "If you want to have half of your sister......"

At that moment, I was disheartened and wanted to escape, but I couldn't.

I knew that Xiaohua would not stop until she achieved her goal, and sure enough, when I came home after work in the evening, she did not sleep or go back to school, still waiting for me to come back.

"Why aren't you sleeping yet?" I asked weakly as I pushed open the door.

"Wait for you to give me an explanation." She sat up from the bed and put on a posture of not giving up until she had reached her goal.

"Explain what? What's so good to explain? I'm tired, I'll talk about it tomorrow. "I took off my coat, turned around and went into the bathroom.

She followed and leaned against the door. I brushed my teeth, and she asked me reluctantly: "What the hell is going on between you and Jin Yan, you tell me the truth." ”

Seeing that I was just washing and not talking, she hurriedly tugged on my sleeve, and she said, "Okay, you, Pan Rushu, you play this with me." Feng Ziyan told me today, saying that you lived in the same room with Jin Yan last night and didn't come out. ”

"Feng Ziyan?" I was suddenly puzzled, there are too many girls who are good with Xiaohua, and I have always kept a distance from them, so I am very vague about the name.

"Yes, she said that Jin Yan quarreled with her for a little waiter last night, I guess that waiter is you, right? I can't see it, Pan Rushu, now playing the trick of secretly crossing Chen Cang with his own sister? She was visibly angry, but pretended to be light-hearted and mocking.

I know that she is in a very complicated mood, she has been in love with Jin Yan for so long but she is helpless, I didn't expect Jin Yan to mix with me and be a little special to me, how can this make her mentally balanced?

Because of Jin Yan and my affairs, I have always felt guilty about Xiaohua. In normal times, I apologized to her early and let her, and she did whatever she wanted me to do. But I couldn't do it today, my father's words of reproach turned over in my mind, and such unfair treatment made me feel extremely wronged. This grievance almost engulfed me and made me feel endless hopelessness, I didn't want to argue about anything at all, I just wanted to get a good night's sleep.

I washed my face and turned around and went back to the bedroom, she saw that I had been ignoring it, and pulled my hand hard and asked angrily, "Pan Rushu, do you answer my question?" If you don't answer, we won't even want to sleep tonight. ”

I gave her a cold look, and I said, "If you don't want this month's pocket money, you just let me not sleep." ”

"Don't threaten me with money! Be careful I tell Dad! She suddenly felt weak and carried her father out again.

"Then you can try." I closed the door and leaned against it, and I was really tired at that moment.

She began to slam the door desperately outside, Xiaoxue was not there, and no one persuaded her. She screamed frantically as she slammed the door, incessantly accusing me. I know her character, and she won't stop without asking why. If this kind of trouble continues, the neighbors will have opinions, and I thought about it, so I opened the door anyway.

"Pan Ruhua, what do you want to ask?" I asked.

"What is the relationship between you and Jin Yan?" She asked menacingly.

"Is it enough?" Her calm answer surprised her.

"What?" Her eyes widened, she looked at me from beginning to end, and said incredulously, "Pan Rushu, you're not kidding, are you?" ”

"Nope. I'm really tired now, let's talk about it another day" I ignored her surprise, at the moment I just wanted to hide in the bed and read quietly, escape from this disturbing life.

"Tut-tut......" She let out a series of exclamations, then gave a thumbs up, and she said, "Pan Rushu, you cow!" ”

I ignored her, turned and lay down on the bed, facing the wall sideways, tears quietly sliding down my eyes, and my heart was cut at the thought of my father's indiscriminate scolding.

Since I was a child, I can endure any hardship, endure any mistakes, and carry any burden, but my father's harsh reprimand will make me extremely desperate. How I wish my father would affirm me as much as he did my sister, but I also know that that is just wishful thinking.

I don't know how long it took, but Xiao Hua got into bed and said leisurely: "It's so cold, sister." ”

She's starting to show softness again, and that's how she's dealt with me since I was a child. Although we sisters often have discord, I am such a sister in this world. Every time I think about it, I can tolerate how she treats me.

"You stay close to me, it's hot on my side." I say.

"Yes, good!" Her tone was naughty and obedient, completely devoid of her previous arrogance, she stretched out her hand, as if there was no suspicion of any suspicion, she hugged me affectionately, she said: "Sister, I was wrong just now." Although you are at fault first, I shouldn't lose my temper with you as a sister. I'm doing it for your own good, you know, right? ”

"It's fine." I said two words lightly.

"Sister, what ...... cosmetics," she asked me tentatively.

"I'll find a way to make more money these days, and I'll buy it for you when the time comes." I say.

"I know that my sister is the best for me!" She finished with a happy smile, and then said, "Sister, you and Jin Yan are hiding this matter very tightly." How? Don't even trust my own sister? ”

"Okay, go to sleep, I'm really sleepy." I don't know why, I just don't want to talk to her about me and Jin Yan, probably because I never dared to really face and think about this happening, or maybe ...... I've always thought of it as an accident outside of my life, and even though it wasn't pretty, it at least added a different touch to my heavy life.

I kept silent, and seeing that I couldn't find any news from me, Xiao Hua immediately shut up and stopped asking. But with her personality, I know that she will definitely break the casserole and ask to the end.

The next afternoon, my eldest sister, Pan Ruqin, who hadn't been in touch with me for a long time, called me. She asked me to take a day off and accompany her to do a market research on the street, and I readily agreed.

My eldest sister Pan Ruqin is a graduate student of the best university of science and technology in H City, she has been a top student since she was a child, and my weakest mathematics, physics and chemistry is precisely her strength, she was directly sent to the university because of her excellent grades, and she was admitted to graduate school after graduating from university. She was the best of our four sisters and a role model for us to learn from childhood.

She is usually busy with homework and doesn't have much free time, but whenever she has free time, she will ask me out to get together and talk with me. I love spending time with her because I always gain a lot of knowledge that I don't usually have access to in my daily life. The eldest sister Ruqin is my cousin, but I have always treated her as my own sister.

On the day we met, my sister wore a dark blue woolen coat, her body was thin and petite, and her short ear-length hair made her face smaller and fairer, and we met at KFC downstairs at Intime Department Store. When we met, she was frowning on the table studying the materials in her hand, unaware that I had arrived.

"Sister, I'm here." I shouted sweetly in my native dialect.

"Oh, little sister, I didn't pay attention, I patronized the information." My sister immediately raised her head, and when she saw that it was me, she immediately showed a sweet smile.

"Look at you, you've lost weight again recently, why are you getting thinner and thinner after leaving society? Is it too hard to work? "My eldest sister is very distressed every time she sees me.

"No, I'm losing weight. Aren't you a bartender now? Cut fruit every day, eat a little bit yourself, and lose weight! I pretended to be light-hearted.

"You—" The eldest sister didn't continue, and asked me again, "How is the little painting at school?" When I was playing a debate tournament some time ago, I met a junior from their school, and when he saw that my name was so similar to Xiaohua, he asked me what my relationship was with Xiaohua, saying that Xiaohua is now a celebrity in their school. ”

"Yes, I heard that it was rated as a department flower. She was popular wherever she grew up. I smiled and agreed.

"That's good, but ...... Don't work too hard. If you have the opportunity, you still have to read and read more books, you know? After the eldest sister finished speaking, she couldn't help but reach over and grab my hand, her eyes were pity and helpless.