077 A dream
Xingfeng said that if he couldn't give a woman results, he wouldn't give a woman hope. Maybe that's the difference between a little boy and a big man. "I don't know why what Xing Feng said suddenly flashed in my mind, and I subconsciously said it.
As soon as I mentioned Xingfeng, his expression changed instantly, and his tone of voice became much colder: "So, what do you want to explain?" ”
"Nope." I turned my head away from him, and I tried to push him away, but he didn't move, his eyes staring straight at me, hoping to look into my heart.
"You're in love with him?" His tone trembled slightly, and he asked again, "Are you expecting him just now?" If it were him, what would you do now? ”
I felt that he was a little unreasonable, and he didn't even want to say more for a while, so he was silent. Unexpectedly, this made him even more nervous, he grabbed my collar and asked me loudly: "Pan Rushu, you speak, are you in love with him?" ”
"Are you in love with Shen Ziyan?" I asked rhetorically.
He sneered, and he said, "If I had fallen in love with her, I wouldn't have climbed into your bed." ”
"Then why do you ask me if I love others?" I replied.
"So you mean no?" He looked at me in surprise, and then suddenly said in a deep voice: "Keeping you by his side is the safest decision, but also the most dangerous one." ”
"Why?" I was puzzled.
"You work under him, and with him as a cover, it's too convenient for us to meet. However, after a long time, I am afraid that you will fall in love with him. That guy is quite popular with women. After Jin Yan finished speaking, he looked at me stupidly, took a sharp sip on my neck, and asked me, "Do you think he is better than me more and more?" ”
"Since when has Young Master Jin become so unconfident?" I couldn't laugh or cry, I really didn't know what to say when I saw him like this. Does he care about me, or does he care that he will be compared to the torture?
"He's the only person I've had to convince me so far, not even my dad. So, I can't do anything about this guy. Jin Yan said sullenly, lying beside me a little dejected, took a long breath, and said, "However, this is the best way I can think of at the moment." ”
"Are you going to go on with me forever?" I couldn't help but ask.
He suddenly turned my head over me, looked me directly, and then asked me very seriously: "If I can't marry you in my life, but I will always be good to you, will you be my woman?" ”
When I heard him say that, my heart fluttered for a moment. Can't marry me for the rest of your life? What does this mean? We're only 19 years old, and we still have so long to live, but our hope of being together is already zero?
I shook my head flatly, no, I wouldn't accept such feelings, it wasn't what I wanted.
He hurriedly cupped my face, leaned his head closer to me, and said, "Okay, then I promise you that no matter what happens in the future, I will definitely marry you." Even if my dad and I break off relations in the future, I will be with you. But now, you bear with me, wait for me to grow up, wait for me to become the same person as the torturer, okay? ”
I felt like my head was in a mess and I didn't know how to answer, so I said, "Why is your dad in such a hurry to get you engaged when you're only 19?" ”
"It's not for profit." Jin Yan said indignantly, and then said: "Xing Feng is right, only if you can achieve a hegemony one day, can you completely get rid of the control of others. Until then, you have to endure it. ”
"You live with Shen Ziyan now?" I suddenly thought of being in the box at night, and I couldn't help but ask.
He hesitated, then shook his head again, and said, "No, but she always goes to me, but I don't let her stay overnight." My bed, I only sleep with you. ”
"So where are we now?" When I heard him say this, I couldn't help but be puzzled, turned on the light and looked around, and found that it was not Jin Yan's bedroom.
"In the guest room of Xingfeng's house, he took you home at night, and called to say that you vomited so badly that I couldn't help you change your clothes, so I found an excuse to come over." Jin Yan said.
"Jin Yan ......" under the light of his strong upper body curves look very charming, I got closer, he took me into his arms, and asked me softly: "Say what you want, baby." ”
"And how long are we going to have this relationship?" The moment I pressed close to his chest and heard his heartbeat, it suddenly dawned on me that none of this was a big deal. As long as we love each other enough, everything will be fine.
"It could be long, it could be short. I'll do it as soon as possible, none of which you need to worry about. What you have to do now is to learn more things in Xingfeng's company, so that you can help me in business in the future. I think in the future, I have my own industry, you will be my assistant, and we will work together for our own future, do you say? He asked me with a smile and couldn't help but kiss me on the forehead.
"Aren't you afraid that I'm too stupid to learn?" I asked with a chuckle.
"I'm afraid," I didn't expect him to answer so directly, but soon he changed his mind and said, "So now let your stupid bird fly first, understand?" ”
"Jin Yan, why are you so good to me?" When I think of everything he has arranged for me, I feel a little touched in my heart.
"Because only with you do I look like a real man." When he finished speaking, he smiled evilly, turned around and quickly pressed me under him, quickly took my lips, and kissed me desperately.
When we didn't know if it was the third or fourth time, there was a sudden knock at the door, and then we heard Xing Feng shouting outside the door: "Young man, take it easy, don't you know that there is a bachelor living next door?" ”
At that moment, Jin Yan and I couldn't help laughing. The shouts of the torture wind made us quickly die down and fall asleep unconsciously. When I woke up the next day, I was the only one left in bed.
When I got up, I found a brand new dress next to the bed, which seemed to have been prepared for me by Jin Yan in advance, and the clothes I had worn the night before were no longer there. I had no choice but to put on a new dress and walk out of the room.
The living room of Xingfeng's house is very large, the area of the whole room is about 200 square meters, the decoration style is the simple style preferred by young people nowadays, the overall look is very refreshing, every decoration is just right, and it does not seem cumbersome.
"Ouch, it looks like the skirt fits pretty well. I bought it at the stall around the corner at the door, so I wouldn't mind too much, would I? Xing Feng casually walked out of the kitchen with a plate of waffles.
I didn't expect this to be bought by Xingfeng, and I was suddenly surprised. Was everything last night a dream? Jin Yan hasn't been here? I rubbed my sore head and asked for some reason, "What about Jin Yan?" Already gone? ”
"Jin Yan?" He looked up at me suspiciously, and said with a smile, "You girl drank too much?" Jin Yan went back with Shen Ziyan last night, I carried you upstairs, you should lose weight, it's really heavy to carry on your back. ”
What the? Jin Yan didn't come last night? Then why do I feel so sore? Don't......? I looked at him in shock: "You entered my room last night?" ”
He smiled wickedly, put the waffles on the table, and said to me, "I'll be responsible for you." Well, I made a waffle myself, come and try it. ”
"Torture Wind!" My voice couldn't help but tremble, "You're kidding me, aren't you?" I clearly remember that Jin Yan came last night, and I obviously ...... him and I."
"Just what? Why don't you go on? He brought another poached egg out of the kitchen and looked at me with amusement.
"You ......" I was so angry that I couldn't speak at all, I hurriedly turned back to the room, wanting to see if Jin Yan had left anything last night to prove that he had really come, but the room was empty, even the trash can had been emptied, except for the quilt shrunk in a ball, I couldn't see anything at all.
I walked out of the room again, I tried to remember everything from last night, but I didn't know if it was the alcohol or what the reason was, and my vivid memory suddenly became blurry, and I almost suspected that I had a dream, but the aches in my body told me that it was more than just a dream......
At this time, Xing Feng was already sitting calmly at the dining table, eating poached eggs elegantly with a knife and fork, he cut the poached eggs into small pieces, and then put them in his mouth one by one, and said slowly while eating: "Jin Yan didn't come last night, it seems that you treat me as Jin Yan, which really makes me sad." ”
I was almost going crazy, I almost doubted if what he said was true, I rushed over and grabbed his hand, and said angrily: "Don't be kidding, you tell the truth, was it you or Jin Yan last night?" Jin Yan has been here, right? I distinctly remember him coming, and we were ......."
The smile on Xing Feng's face was even worse, and he said, "What else? Let's hear it. ”
"Xingfeng, how can you do this?" I was so angry that my stomach hurt.
He couldn't help laughing anymore, pointed at me and said, "You, don't drink if you can't drink, you don't know if you're taken advantage of, and you have to be suspicious of who it is for a long time, and I'm really convinced." Okay, let's sit down and have breakfast, Jin Yan left early in the morning, let me take good care of you." ”
I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, but I still couldn't help but glare at him fiercely, and I said, "Then why did you lie to me just now?" It makes me so nervous. ”
"Why are you so worried, you don't have to be so scared if it were me, right?" He gave me a smirk and added, "At the very least, I can guarantee that I will be responsible to the end." ”
There seemed to be some deep meaning in his words, and I glanced at him, but I didn't see anything on his face. Perhaps, he was just talking about the facts. I slumped my mouth shut and ate my breakfast in silence. Outside the window, the sun was shining.
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