Jealousy seems to be a common trick among women, and throughout the ages, there have been countless women who want to fight to the death in order to win the favor of one or some men. Unexpectedly, my ordinary life was also covered with such a bloody plot. In this case, I can only show the aggressive nature of a woman, and try my best not to show a trace of concern or timidity. I feel that I am not only competing with Shen Ziyan, but also to compete with Jin Yan. He can talk to Shen Ziyan in front of me, why don't I fake it?

When Shen Ziyan deliberately kissed Jin Yan on the face, I was completely open-minded, and I pulled Xingfeng and asked him to play dice with me. I kept losing, drinking vigorously, Xingfeng always looked at me with a smile, did not stop, let me drink, as if he understood the sadness of buying drunk, and as if he was just a bystander who had never been in the play at all, always retaining a kind of indifferent sobriety.

I drank a full ten glasses of wine in a row. At this time, Xiaoxue had been called away by other customers, and her short hair disappeared inexplicably, leaving only four of us at the scene.

When I directly picked up the wine bottle and was about to drink, Jin Yan couldn't sit still anymore, he walked over and snatched the wine bottle from my hand, threw it in the corner with a "clang", but pointed to Xing Feng's nose and said, "Your woman drinks so much, you don't care?" ”

Hehe...... At that moment I laughed for the phrase "your woman" in his mouth. Even if he is as impulsive as Jin Yan, there are extraordinarily sober and rational moments. It was the first time I had seen him hold back his emotions so much.

"As long as she's happy, let her drink, and I'll send her home when she's drunk. Sit down, why did you lose your temper? Zi Yan, quickly ask the waiter to bring a glass of orange juice to Jin Yan to sober up, I see that he has drunk a little too much. Xing Feng replied without changing his face, and walked by lightly, as if he deliberately provoked Jin Yan to be angry, opened another bottle of wine, and put it in front of me silently.

He really doesn't think it's a big deal to watch the excitement.

"That's it, Jin Yan, you don't care, my uncle will take care of his girlfriend. If you drink too much, we'll either go home, it's not too early anyway. Shen Ziyan hurriedly came over to help, and her words fell into my ears word by word.

Go home? …… Could it be that they already live together? I was suddenly shocked, and my heart felt like it was being cut by a sawtooth, and there was an indescribable dull pain.

"Back to what's home? Who's going home with you? If you want to go, I haven't had enough of it. Uncle, come, let's play together. Jin Yan broke free of Shen Ziyan's hand and sat down again.

Of course, Shen Ziyan was not willing to go first, so the four of us played a game together. I still kept losing, and every time I lost, I didn't hesitate to grab my glass and drink it. In this way, after a while, several glasses of wine were served.

I'm drunk.

I seem to have been dragged away by the torture wind, before leaving, I vaguely remember that I was still crying, crying and shouting for Jin Yan to send me through the strength of the wine, I seemed to be in front of the three of them Jin Yan said I love him I miss him, I lost all the face I earned before...... But even so, it seems that I was finally stuffed into the car by the torture wind, and he grabbed me with his hands and covered his mouth, but kidnapped me like a kidnapping.

Jin Yan didn't choose to join me, which drove me crazy, who was already drunk. I know that Xing Feng has spent countless energy and patience in order to subdue me, I seem to vomit his expensive suit to the ground, I seem to bite his arm hard, I seem to cry and shout that I want to go back, I want to go to Jin Yan, I want to ask him why he provoked me but chose to be with someone else, I seem to be crying and asking Xing Feng if people are not worthy of loving a person they like because they are poor, and because they are poor, they can't have illusions about love at all, but I completely forgot how Xing Feng answered me. I just remember that my words made me stunned, and most of the alcohol was gone.

When he said that sentence, he was very indifferent, but I clearly felt at that moment that it was his ultimate understanding of love, and he vaguely seemed to say, "Where is there any love, there is only interests in eternity, and the ultimate destination of love is the grave."

I forgot all about the aftermath, I only vaguely felt that I seemed to be sitting on a "sedan chair", "sedan chair" walked on the "slope" one by one, and then "squeak", entered a door, I was thrown on the extremely soft "ground", and smelled a faint "fragrance of flowers"...... Well, my heart suddenly felt a full sense of security, so I fell asleep in the dark.

I don't know how long it took, I felt a slight itch in my nose, and I reached out but didn't catch anything, so I turned around angrily, but after a while, I felt a warm body on my back approaching me, I reached out and pushed it in a daze, and then fell asleep again. However, the body soon came back to it......

Then, my back was itchy and numb, as if it was being gently bitten by something, wet and sticky, which made people very comfortable and uncomfortable, so I turned around angrily, face up, and continued to fall asleep.

But soon, the crispy and tingling itch began again, this time on the chest. At the same time as being bitten, a restless hand was slowly roaming over my body, and I felt an inexplicable joy in my body, and I couldn't help but let out a soft "um".

As if inspired, the itch became more wanton, and the hand marched more aggressively towards my secret garden, I felt my pants being removed, the clothes on my body being lifted, the alcohol numbing my brain and giving me psychic hallucinations, which made my body more and more in a state of extreme euphoria, and I didn't even want to wake up, until suddenly there was a tingling pain in my lower body, and then I felt a real object pierce into my body......

I opened my eyes in a panic, and there was darkness around me, and I saw a man in front of me who was breaking my legs and moving forward like a general...... A chill rose from my back, and I tried to look around, and realized that the outlines of all the furniture in the darkness were not all in my room, and I cried out: "Torture wind, you ......"

I was speechless, I kicked my feet desperately, my hands desperately resisted, and at that moment the alcohol was completely gone, and my heart was filled with sinful pleasure, and I hated to cut him with a thousand knives. My resistance at this point did not have any effect at all, he advanced faster and faster, and at the same time used his hands to constantly balance my struggling hands and feet, silently and quickly, until finally I heard a muffled grunt, and then my body felt the fatigue of the general's victory......

This scene made me feel inexplicably familiar, especially the muffled snort, which seemed to be made by Jin Yan. Is it true that all men make the same voice at such moments? I was surprised for a while, and then he pressed on top of me and hugged me at the same time and turned on the light, I saw the familiar face under the light, and my mood was indescribably complicated for a while, I lost my voice and shouted: "Jin Yan, is it you?" ”

"Do you wish it was someone else?" He sucked my lips as if punishing, then rolled over, lay down on the side and let out a long sigh of relief, and said, "The way you resisted desperately just now really made me feel so happy, do you think I'm a torturer?" ”

A tear slipped from the corner of my eye. I don't understand why he is by my side at this time, and it makes me so sad. I felt like I had a lot of emotions in my heart, but I couldn't express what those emotions were. It's definitely not a surprise, it's not just anger, maybe it's a little bit of hatred, maybe it's a little bit of surprise, in short, it's complicated.

He didn't notice my mood at all.

He reached over and expected me to lie into his arms as before. But I didn't. Instead, I turned my back to him and didn't say a word.

He was silent for a moment, and then he turned around, and put his hand around my breast, and I pushed it away, and he put it up again, and said leisurely behind my back, "I know you're sad at night." It breaks my heart to see you like that. ”

The affection revealed in his words made my heart move very uncompromisingly, but then the hatred rolled again, and this heartbeat was quickly suppressed, and it was replaced by the suppressed sadness.

When he saw that I didn't move, he tried to pull my body again, and I stiffened and didn't turn around, so he didn't dare to do it again, and he said behind me, "Don't be sad. I don't know what to say. In short, Pan Rushu, I really like you. ”

"Jin Yan, let's break up." I said softly, but even I felt that my words were a little ridiculous. When did I establish a relationship with him, and how did I break up?

His body shook violently, and he turned my body over without hesitation, holding my face, and asked me in horror, "What did you just say?" How dare you say to break up? Pan Rushu, do you dare to say break up? ”

My tears kept rolling down my face, and I looked at him steadily, at the man who was naked in front of me and seemed to care about me. His appearance in my life was an accident, he brought me countless memories that may be indelible in this life in a short time, he gave me countless experiences in my life that I should not have, but he did not make my love complete, but gave me a fatal blow to the love I originally imagined. I understand that there is a gap in my love because of him, and that this gap may not be filled in this life, and no one will ever be able to fill it in the future. My love is born because of him, and it is broken because of him.

"Why not? Can't you mention it? Yes, there is no need to say a breakup at all, because we have never been in love. Right, Jin Yan? I looked at him with teary eyes, unable to tell whether I loved or hated, and just wanted to engrave in my mind the only man in my life.

"I don't want to hear that, and I don't want you to talk about breaking up. I know that everything I'm doing now is hurting you, but there's nothing I can do to change it for the time being. All I can promise is that I will treat you better than anyone else. Trust me, little book. He looked at me affectionately and swore an oath.

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