I will spend my whole life waiting for you, drawing the ground for you.

No matter who the person who is with you is, no matter who you are with, I hope you are happy and happy for the rest of your life!

I have heard people say that there are things that we never cherish when we have them, and we no longer have them when we want to cherish them.

However, there are some things that we cherish when we have them, but God is merciless and deprives us of the opportunity to cherish them.

I love you and have no regrets in this life!

It's a pity that I didn't have a chance to hear another word, you love me too.

Love is as deep as a shipwreck, and the secret that can't be said -

The hopelessness of life made me choose to give up on myself, I was like a madman who was decadent by time, I couldn't find my former self at all, looking at me in the mirror, I hated myself.

I don't have the courage to stand up, let alone inquire about Xiaoxi's news, and I don't know if he's okay now!

Seeing that I am not as good as day by day, the most painful and uncomfortable person is still my mother, I am the only son of the Zuo family, and also the only son of my mother, she naturally will not watch me fall all the time, I don't accept treatment, she is dead.

After many tortures and strippings, I nodded in agreement with her.

After settling my affairs, Chenxi returned to Nanxi, before he left, I repeatedly asked him to help me take good care of Xiaoxi, I had nothing else to ask for, just this little wish.

During my treatment, the girl who had a family relationship with me has always taken good care of me, I know that she likes me very much, but the emotional thing is not wishful thinking, I don't like her because she is bad, but I don't have that feeling for her, that I love you, I am willing to take care of you.

In order to escape the engagement with her, I fled from Singapore to Nanxi and met a beautiful encounter.

The treatment lasted for a long time, from autumn to winter, as if it had passed as if it had passed as a season, and as if it had been a century, so long.

After my eyes recovered, I immediately asked Chenxi for Xiaoxi's news, however, things were just as I thought, now she will no longer belong to me, and she has returned to that person.

My heart hurts, it hurts indescribably, which is why I was reluctant to go through treatment in the first place.

I tried hard to forget her, but the more I tried to forget, the more clearly I remembered, this is a kind of torture, a torture of the mind and body.

Many times, I can't help but want to go to her, again and again, over and over again.

The only sanity that was still awake told me that I couldn't go, and Dawn said that she was doing well now, and that she was happy to be with that person, so why should I bother again! As long as she's happy, it doesn't matter who she's with.

Although I always comfort myself like this, sometimes I can't control my thoughts and emotions at all, I want to go to her, I want to see her, and the feeling is getting stronger and stronger, and it is about to burst out.

Forget her, in order to forget her, I chose to get engaged to Zhiqing, I know it's not fair to Zhiqing, but I said, I'm selfish, if I can forget her in this way, I'm willing to.

I don't know if I'm underestimating love too much, or if love is really great, even if I do this, she is still so clearly imprinted in my mind, like the memory carved on the Sansheng Stone, even the traces of reincarnation can't be erased.

I don't deliberately forget her anymore, because it is too painful, and I can't forget it, but I remember it more and more.

I can't go back to the past, so I'll cherish the present! Zhiqing is a very good girl, and I shouldn't let her down.

On the night of Chinese New Year's Eve, my mother asked me to take Zhiqing out to play, and I readily agreed, remembering the merry-go-round I had played with Shinoxi, and on a whim, I took Zhiqing over.

It can be seen that she doesn't like to play these very much, but she still agreed, and when I was having fun, I called her name Xiaoxi, and she just smiled faintly and didn't ask.

Suddenly, I felt a little sorry for her, and found a quiet place with her to sit down: "Zhiqing, you know, I ...... you"

"I know that you still have feelings for me, and I believe that one day you will accept me." Zhiqing interrupted me.

"You really don't have to do that."

"It's not giving, it's enjoyment, it's a kind of enjoyment to pay for the people you like." Zhiqing said lightly.

"If one day, I do something sorry for you, I hope you can forgive me." If one day, we will cancel the engagement, I hope she doesn't get too upset.

"Don't worry, I won't blame you for what you do." Zhiqing smiled slightly, looked at me and said, "Tell me about that girl, I'm so curious, what kind of girl will she be?"

I was a little surprised, and I couldn't help but open my mouth: "She is very cute and naughty, she will quarrel with me, she will scold me for being self-righteous, she likes to talk to me, she also likes to play with me, she will not hesitate to poison herself in order to save me, and she will cry for me when my life is dying......"

Speaking of Shinoxi, I unconsciously forgot about God and forgot that there was a person around me who cared about me very much.

In a trance, I seemed to see the tears on Zhiqing's face, and suddenly stopped my words and changed the topic with a "I'm sorry".

Zhiqing just listened from beginning to end, without interjecting a word, even at the end, she smiled slightly: "I really want to see this girl with my own eyes, she must be very beautiful, not only in appearance, but also in heart."

I tried my best to cherish what was in front of me, but I couldn't do it with all my might, and instead I had a feeling of wanting to escape, to a place they would never find.

On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, I received news from Chenxi that Xiaoxi and that person were going to hold a wedding, and I didn't want to go, but I couldn't help it.

Xiaoxi is Chenxi's sister, and it's also my sister, how can I, as an elder brother, not go to my sister's wedding! I used such reasons to convince myself.

When I saw her again, I felt a little less fanatical in my heart, as if I knew that he didn't belong to me, and no matter how hard I tried, I didn't belong after all.

After a century and a season, we will not meet again, and we will not be the same again