61. Want to give up?
Li Shu's tone of voice was serious, with a hint of sarcasm in his seriousness, and his eyes glanced at me, as if I had done something unseemly.
But when I thought about it, I didn't. I'm just going to have dinner with Wei Zheng.
"Eat." I looked at Li Shu and replied calmly.
The cloudiness on Li Shu's face completely turned cloudy at the moment when I spoke, and he looked at me and said, "It's so late, I'm going to eat." ”
It's just that it's more than six o'clock in the evening, and I actually said it so late.
If you don't want me to go to dinner, just say it, why do you show me this face, you think I'm too good these days, right?
"I also want to know, why are you here at such a late hour......" I looked at Li Shu and told him with my eyes that I had insight into his mind.
In fact, both of us should know what the other is thinking, but we can't say it now.
I didn't want to bow my head, especially after my mom said those things to me.
"Me, I happened to be passing by." The tone of indifference, it seems, is really, happened to pass by.
"Why don't we have dinner together in the evening?" Wei Zheng saw that I didn't reply, so he made an excuse for me.
"No need, I still have some business, you can go eat." Li Shu waved his hand and motioned for me to keep my distance from Wei Zheng and the car.
People don't want to eat with me, so it's a joke that I still beg him.
I turned my head directly, beckoned to Wei Zheng, and motioned to him that we could leave immediately. During the whole process, Li Shu's face did not show the slightest difference, his car window door slowly rose in my peripheral vision, I don't know what he was thinking.
Our view was blocked by a car window, and I was going to dinner, but I wasn't happy at all.
I originally planned to eat in an hour, but it was done in half an hour, and Wei Zheng wanted to send me back. I made an excuse and slipped away on my own.
My mother likes Wei Zheng very much, in fact, I can see it, but this has nothing to do with me. But Li Shu is so smart, can't he see it?
If he could see it, he should have grabbed me nervously. However, he didn't show any nervousness at all, does this mean that he didn't care about me at all?
I don't care. Is this the result of my imagination using a huge brain hole effect? It's also too sad.
Li Shu said that he was in the hospital, what was he doing in the hospital? Do you want to see my parents?
My body tensed suddenly, and at the thought of this, I was dejected as if I had been injected with an accelerator, and I was instantly full of energy. My dad was already in his words, and it was clear that he was supportive of me.
If Li Shu went to my mother and my father was there, he would definitely not embarrass him. Perhaps, my mother's attitude is different?
The more I thought about it, the more excited I became, and finally believed what Sister Xiaojia said, most of the things that women are looking for are in their own heads.
Beckoning directly to a car, running towards the hospital.
Li Shu always likes to do something secretly, and this time, he must be the same, wanting to do something silently, so I can't notice it.
The more I think about it, the happier I get. Humming a little tune all the way until the car stopped at the entrance of the hospital, a quick step forward, and went directly to the inpatient department.
Because the time to eat with Wei Zheng was too short, I didn't want my mother to ask about the details between us, so I didn't go to the ward, but asked the nurse.
The nurse told me with great certainty that there was no one else but the man who came in the afternoon.
No one else, no one else, then...... Li Shu just didn't come?
Not to mention why he appeared at the entrance of the hospital, even when my mother was hospitalized, he should have visited once, but he didn't. I'm quite disappointed by that.
But there is something wrong with me, if I explain my father's current attitude in advance, Li Shu may pass.
At the end of the day, I have to bow my head first.
I walked down from the third floor in frustration, until I reached the first floor, my chest felt as if it was blocked by cotton, and it was very uncomfortable.
Suddenly, I heard a familiar voice, it was Li Shu.
Even if there were people walking around on the first floor all the time, I could be sure that the voice was Li Shu's voice.
I lifted my heel and went up about three meters away, and I finally reached the source of the sound, but I saw something that surprised me.
Next to Li Shu, there was a girl's figure, that figure was very familiar, and I couldn't say it for a while. Who is this person?
I hurried along, lest I was mistaken, but by the time I reached the door, the two men were already far away from me.
A face suddenly flashed in my mind, and I compared it with the person standing next to Li Shu, and I realized that this girl was Hu Yueyue.
This idea has just been formed, and I am almost 100% sure that that person is Hu Yueyue.
How could she be in the hospital, and why did Li Shu support her? Looking at her appearance, it seems that she is sick, could it be that Hu Yueyue is sick?
I was full of doubts in my heart, and I couldn't pretend that nothing had happened to this thought. So, I went to the inpatient department and asked the nurse to check it on me.
The first nurse didn't know me and said that the hospital had rules. When the second nurse came over, she helped me with my inquiry.
What I said was Hu Yueyue's name, the nurse checked it all, but didn't find it, I thought about it, and reported Li Shu's name, but the nurse just pressed the enter key, and I found it.
She didn't speak, and asked me to stick my head out to see. I took one look and it was instantly messy.
To be precise, my heart was instantly messy.
How so? Because, what I didn't expect was that it was Hu Yueyue who was hospitalized, and the cause was actually because of surgery, what surgery? Surgery for abortion.
I don't understand. It's really hard to figure it out, and I also know that I'm with Li Shu these days, and Hu Yueyue has already disowned us. It stands to reason that I shouldn't doubt Li Shu.
But that's just these days.
Children generally take thirty or forty days to find out, such a small life, it takes time to conceive, and a month ago, the relationship between me and Li Shu was not as stable as it is now.
And at that time, the person who had a closer relationship with Li Shu should be Yueyue, right?
My hands couldn't help but tremble, and the nurse called me twice, but I didn't react, and when I retracted my thoughts, my nose couldn't help but be sore.
Is this kid Li Shu's?
I was scurrying around the hospital alone, finding a hidden corner, sitting down, and mosquitoes running back and forth beside me, buzzing, making my mind even more disordered.
I didn't even have the courage to ask Li Shu clearly.
If Li Shu answered yes, then between us, is it over? We finally got the support of our father on the issue of our parents, and now we are going to break up because of this problem?
As long as I think of the word "break up", my whole state is very poor, and I have no way to break up with Li Shu. I'm not that proud.
Can I pretend? I probably can't even pretend.
I suddenly felt cruel.
I can't speak, and I don't dare to ask for verification. I can only hide here alone and cry because I can't let go.
In the end, I actually made a rational decision. It's not so much sanity as it is, fool.
I decided, I'm going to pretend I don't know about this, and I'm going to see what Li Shu does next. I can't go to Li Shu to ask him directly, I want to choose to trust him.
Trust him, this kid is not Li Shu's. Trust him, everything about Hu Yueyue has nothing to do with Li Shu now.
My teeth were shaking when I made this decision, and I was so scared.
Sometimes, it's a blessing to escape from the truth.
But Li Shu, will you let me down?
I've found that people are also very good at deceiving themselves. If I pretend to be fine, I can really pretend to be nothing, and I go home with a blank face, when nothing happened.
Of course, what I didn't expect was that Li Shu would be waiting for me at my doorstep.
The moment I saw him, I was disgusted. The reason why I hate it is because I am a woman, and I can't reason when I see my man helping other women out of the abortion ward.
But I warned myself that it was a misunderstanding. That's all.
He took a soft breath and walked towards the position of the plum tree. When I was two meters away from him, I regretted it again. I decided to ignore him.
Seeing that I ignored him, Li Shu walked up to me quickly, and said in a calm voice, "Gao Ziran, I want to talk to you?" ”
"What are you talking about?" I glanced at Li Shu, and as I spoke, I realized that there was a deep hatred in my words.
What a thing this is.
"What's your attitude?" Li Shu saw that my tone was not good, and his tone became arrogant, and I heard him say to me: "I just want to say a few words to you, do you have to have this attitude towards me?" Or is Auntie's attitude still very clear, and you are the same as her, very clear and sure, and you don't want to be with me? ”
I glared at Li Shu, but I couldn't say anything.
I want to scold, but I can't, I'm afraid of the answer.
"What do you mean by looking at me like that?" Li Shu's tone was also a little anxious, he took a light breath and said, "It's because Auntie likes Wei Zheng, so you look at me now and feel dissatisfied?" ”
"You fart!" I couldn't help but curse.
Li Shu was taken aback by my overreaction, I felt that he seemed to be holding back something, but Gao Ziran was a fool, Gao Ziran didn't dare to ask.
Like Li Shu, he asked directly, and he asked so sensibly.
I didn't want to pay attention to him, and walked straight to the door, and after taking two steps, I heard Li Shu shouting behind me: "Gao Ziran, you give me an affirmative answer, do you want to give up?" ”
(Tianjin)