For three whole days, I was in the hospital with my mother, I basically saw how the disease tossed an elderly person, every time, my mother opened her eyes slightly, fed some liquid food, and fell asleep again.

And in these three days, my life has returned to a level of peace that I have never felt before. Li Shu didn't call me, not a single text message, I know, he was angry with me.

The ward was quiet when my mother was asleep, except for the occasional sound in the corridor, in this quiet environment, I became less impetuous than before, I was just wondering when my mother would wake up and tell me the reason why I couldn't be with Li Shu.

I have thought about this question more than once, and I have asked my father in a roundabout way, but my father has been busy with the life of the army and knows almost nothing about me.

Only then did I realize that my mother had paid too much for me.

As for Li Shu, I naively thought that it was mine, and I would definitely not be able to run away.

On the fourth day, when the doctor examined my mother, she finally put down the oxygen mask, and at about 12 o'clock in the afternoon, Aunt Xia came to deliver lunch, and my mother had already opened her mouth to talk to me.

To be honest, it's really hard to describe this feeling, and when your loved one walks through the ghost gate, you suddenly understand how important she is to you.

Aunt Xia didn't stay long, probably knowing that I had something to say with my mother, and left in a hurry after lunch. There was fresh fruit on the table, and I took an apple and carefully peeled it.

My mother's face is still pale, this time the operation almost cost her half her life, and she is not as energetic as before when she speaks, seeing that I lowered my head and did not speak, my mother first sighed, and then opened her mouth and said, "Ranran, in the bottom of your heart, do you hate your mother a little?" ”

It's good that my mom didn't say this, but as soon as she spoke, I felt a sour nose. I've been comforting myself for the past two days, it's yours, you can't run away, you must be patient. But once I thought of burning love letters in front of Li Shu, my heart clenched together.

"If you don't speak, you just acquiesce," my mother said in a weak voice, "Ranran, don't blame your mother for being ruthless, your father's identity is placed there, after all, it is not suitable to get too close to businessmen, if the Li family is a serious family, my mother will not say anything, but ...... Mom is your mother and your father's wife, and when mom is looking for a good family for her daughter, she also has to take into account the face of the whole family, I say this, do you understand? ”

In the final analysis, it's still a matter of interest. But the reality is like this, I think, this is also the purpose of my mother to inquire about my brother and Sister Xiaojia some time ago, not only I can't help myself, but my brother probably can't escape.

Isn't Cinderella popular now? Pop powerhouse teamed up?

"Ran ran ......"

"Mom......" I looked up at my mother, handed the peeled apple in my hand, and said, "I understand what you mean, I know everything." ”

My mother looked at me, I looked at her, she put the fruit aside, held my hand tightly, with tears in her eyes, and choked up, "Ranran, does it still hurt now?" ”

I followed my mother's gaze, and her eyes happened to fall on my wrists, and I realized what she was asking.

Seeing that I didn't speak, my mother said again: "Ranran, although I don't know what the situation between you and Li Shu has developed now, but I can see that you have feelings for him, and you are very similar to your brother in this regard. ”

Mom, I really want to ask, actually, you are the same, right?

"It's not that my mother doesn't understand, but of course, there are some things I don't say, because I'm afraid that you will be sad, and I also know that if you are abroad, if you choose to take this step, you must not be able to hit your thoughts, a feeling, whoever loves deeply, who will hurt deeply."

"Mom, Li Shu is not what you think......" Listening to my mother's words, I realized that the calm I had concealed in the past two days was not calm at all, I would still refute, I would still explain.

Because, Li Shu loves more than me. It's just that he's good at disguise.

"Ranran, there is one thing that my mother has been hiding from you......" My mother glanced at me meaningfully, and said in a calm voice: "That day, when I went to England to see you, my mother contacted Li Shu, but he didn't go over. ”

I looked at my mother suspiciously and asked, "Which day?" ”

My mom took my arm and her eyes fell on my scar, and I looked at her expression and instantly understood.

That day, the day I cut my wrists, my mother contacted Li Shu, but Li Shu did not come to see me.

"The secretary called him and asked him to go to England to see you, but he decisively refused, and I called him myself, saying that you need him very much now. However, at that time, he was playing with his girlfriend in Tokyo. ”

So, knowing that I needed him very much, he didn't come to see me, but went on a trip with Yueyue?

"Of course, my mother is a person who has come over, and I know that women can't lose at all in love, you can be humble once, you can be humble many times, in fact, the man who makes you humble is not worthy of your love at all, do you understand?"

I understand what my mother means, in her eyes, the relationship between me and Li Shu, I pay more, Li Shu pays less, if it wasn't for my non-giving up, Li Shu may have had his own home long ago.

I am too humble, destined to be the one who bows his head first in our relationship.

Actually, this doesn't matter to me anymore, Mom, she's just worried that I'm too bad.

So, knowing that what she said would hurt me a lot, she still chose to say it.

That's what she was worried about, she didn't want her daughter to be too humble, and she didn't want me to live in that kind of family.

After all, my mother still wanted to persuade me not to be with Li Shu.

It's just Li Shu, if you knew that it was you who I was thinking when I was struggling in the dark and dying, would you come back to me immediately?

Before leaving, my father stopped me, we were standing in the corridor of the hospital, I heard my father whisper: "Ranran, your mother's illness is no longer a problem, I already know about you, do you want to hear your opinion?" ”

"Dad......"

"Ranran, from childhood to adulthood, Dad was reluctant to say a word to you, because in Dad's eyes, Ran Ran is my eternal little princess, your mother is too decisive, but you have to understand that she has done all this for your own good, for the feelings of you young people, I don't want to ask more, this is a matter of two people, no one can ask. However, I want to see how capable that kid Li Shu is to marry my daughter......"

I raised my head in surprise and looked at my dad, and my nose suddenly felt sour, and I whispered, "I'm worried about my mother's physical ......."

Dad waved his hand and said in a calm voice, "What are you worried about?" Go, young man, dare to think and dare to do, it's not a big deal. ”

I looked at my dad excitedly, my nose was sour, I hugged him directly, and said, "Thank you, Dad." ”

When I went out of the hospital, I met Wei Zheng, who was carrying a few boxes of gift boxes in his hand, and after seeing me, he asked my mother's ward directly.

Wei Zheng came to see my mother, and I definitely couldn't get out now when I wanted to leave immediately, because Grandpa Wei and my father were very familiar, so Wei Zheng and my parents chatted smoothly at all, and when they chatted, they chatted for half an hour.

The doctor said that my mother should rest on time, so I was able to get out, but I didn't expect my mother to say after lying down, "Let Wei Zheng take Shi Ran to dinner, the time is just right, you can go to dinner." ”

The timing was exactly right, and I felt like I had been betrayed by my mother.

The time was six o'clock in the evening, after all, Wei Zheng came to visit my mother and invited him to have a meal, which was also as it should be.

After a meal, at half past seven at most, when the time comes, I can go to Li Shu and surprise him.

Wei Zheng noticed the smile on my face, his eyes were full of doubt, I guessed, he might think again, I made my mother angry like this, how could I go out so happily.

The car drove out of the basement and was blocked by a BMW before it left the hospital door, and, judging by the meaning of the BMW, it seemed to be deliberate. I was a little angry, my mother was in a hurry to go on a date, this guy was actually stuck here, and without waiting for Wei Zheng to speak, I got out of the car directly and rushed to the BMW.

"Hey, how do you drive? Is it convenient to see an ambulance at the entrance of the hospital with such a rampage? I reached out and knocked on the other person's car door, and I yelled directly.

"Ranran, it's okay,......" Wei Zheng pulled me good-naturedly, fortunately, I am in a better mood now, pointed to the car door and said: "Okay, for the sake of this girl's good mood today, hurry up and leave......"

The window was black, I couldn't see inside, and as soon as I finished speaking, the window was opened, and before my saliva could squirt out, I saw the plum tree sitting in the car.

He glanced at me, then at Wei Zheng, and said calmly: "I'm sorry, the car is broken and I can't move......"

Li Shu said it word by word, and no matter how I listened to it, I felt weird. At this time, it is indeed easy for me to cause misunderstandings when I stand with Wei Zheng, but I can't say a word.

However, Wei Zheng was more understanding, he took out his mobile phone and said, "Call to solve it, otherwise it will be easy to get stuck in traffic." ”

"This is my business, I can solve it myself......" Li Shu's voice suddenly raised, his eyes glanced at me again, and said, "I want to ask, Gao Ziran, where are you going this big night?" ”

(Tianjin)