Chapter 68: Just because I have no heart or lungs
Lu Yinhao's words made the hand that sent the performance stiffen, and the soup spoon that was originally stirring the coffee in his hand fell into the cup with a clatter.
Then, she slowly raised her eyes to look at the person in front of her, "Mr. Lu came to my café just to say this to me?" ”
Lu Yinhao looked at her, and the unexpected calm made him suddenly feel a little frustrated in his heart.
"You know what?" Lu Yinhao said suddenly, "After my father and mother got married, my mother actually knew that my father had another woman outside, but she never said a word, because she was the young grandmother of the Lu family." I wonder, has this inheritance already reached you? ”
Song Yan could naturally hear the sarcasm in Lu Yinhao's words, and she just laughed, "Is this a kind of reincarnation?" Or, retribution? ”
Lu Yinhao looked at her fixedly.
Song Yan stood up, "I suddenly remembered that I had other things, so I won't accompany them." ”
When Song Yan turned around to leave, Lu Yinhao's voice came from behind, "Today is the day their child is discharged from the hospital, in order to avoid being photographed by reporters, it is better for you to go for a while, okay?" After all, no matter how you say it, the Lu family's face still needs it. ”
Song Yan's footsteps stopped in place, and without looking back, he could still feel Lu Yinhao open the door and walk out.
Song Yan suddenly felt that he was starting to have a headache.
"Boss, are you alright?" Tianxiang walked over, and there was a worry in her eyes.
Song Yan smiled brightly at her, "It's okay, I remembered something and went out." ”
……
Song Yan's car slowly stopped at the entrance of the hospital.
When she turned her head, she could see people coming and going in front of the hospital.
Without him.
Song Yan thought about it carefully, the last time he saw him was two days ago, he came back with a smell of alcohol, tortured her fiercely, and left without a trace of affection.
Song Yan didn't understand.
If he loves her so much, why would he touch her?
He doesn't like it...... Is it dirty?
Just when Song Yan was thinking like this, a person slowly appeared at the door of the hospital.
It was his assistant, Yao Fei.
He walked in front with something in his hand, Lu Yinchen was holding the child, Yan Xie followed him with his head down, his slightly fluttering hair and brilliant temperament were enough to ignore the inconvenience on her feet.
The picture is surprisingly harmonious.
A happy family of three.
The hand that was on the steering wheel suddenly clenched.
And they didn't find themselves, hurriedly got into the car, and drove away.
Song Yan started the car and followed behind them.
As the road became more and more familiar, Song Yan's breathing suddenly began to be a little difficult.
Here it is...... She and his home.
Maybe it shouldn't be said like this, because for Lu Yinchen, this may be one of his countless houses, and only she stupidly thinks that this is their home.
When they entered, Song Yan finally didn't control it, opened the door and got out of the car.
"Miss Song." The housekeeper looked at her a little surprised, and when he was about to say something, Song Yan had already passed him and went upstairs directly.
"Song ...... Miss Song. ”
When he saw Song Yan, Yan Xieyi's face was also full of surprise, and he stammered like this.
Song Yan didn't have any expression on her face, she only entered her room and took out the property right transfer letter that Lu Yinchen gave her before, "This is my place, please Miss Yan, go out." ”
Lu Yinchen didn't look at her, "No need, you live here." ”
Song Yan looked at him slowly, "Lu Yinchen, who are you trying to force?" ”
There was a bit of gnashing of teeth in her words.
He finally looked at her, but there was not the slightest emotion in his eyes, "No one forced you." ”
Song Yan laughed lightly and nodded, "Okay, I know, I know." ”
Song Yan said, looking at Yan Xieyi, "Miss Yan, then please don't be polite, just treat this place as your home." ”
After saying that, Song Yan went directly back to his room.
She couldn't stand it anymore.
I really can't accept it.
When he wasn't there, she could paralyze herself and say that he might be busy with work, or she could tell herself that everyone had a past, and it was okay for him to take care of her in the hospital.
But now, she has no choice.
Let her be under the same roof as that woman, Song Yan couldn't do it.
She can't be that generous!
While she was packing her clothes, Lu Yinchen came in.
"What are you trying to do here?"
Song Yan didn't answer, only quickened the movements in his hands.
Lu Yinchen came up from behind and kicked her suitcase over.
Song Yan's hand stiffened, he didn't care, he picked up the satchel and was about to leave.
Lu Yinchen pulled her back, "Where do you want to go!?" ”
Song Yan forcefully wrenched his hand away, "Where do you care where I go?" Can't I make room for you!? ”
"Vacate the land? Are you so generous? Lu Yinchen sneered.
Song Yan also laughed, "Yes, I'm so generous, it's inconvenient for you to save me here, I'll just go, so I can let you two take care of it!" ”
Lu Yinchen's face became more and more ugly, but Song Yan didn't care, when she wanted to open the door, Lu Yinchen came from behind and closed the door she opened directly.
also trapped Song Yan in the crook of his arm.
"If you go out like this, what if you let the reporter take a picture?"
Song Yan's whole body was trembling.
She didn't know how confident he was in himself or how far he trampled himself before he could say such a thing.
She looked at him slowly, "Off, me, fart, matter?" ”
"She'll be moving out soon."
"What's the matter with me? Lu Yinchen, if you don't want to see me stab her to death one day, let me go now! ”
Lu Yinchen looked at her steadily, "Song Yan, you don't think you've done anything wrong until now, do you?" ”
Doing it wrong......
I don't know why, my heart is obviously so sour, but Song Yan still laughed, the smile on the corner of his mouth became more and more obvious, like that, it was like hearing a big joke.
"Wrong? Yes, I was wrong! My fault that I shouldn't have married you in the first place! It shouldn't be tempted by you! Lu Yinchen, this is the most completely wrong thing in my life! Now, I'm throwing in the towel, okay? I throw in the towel! ”
didn't want to cry in front of him, so Song Yan could only raise her head and let those tears roll in her eyes.
Tears are the cheapest and most useless thing, if not in front of people who feel sorry and love themselves.
will make their dignity even more worthless.
"Do you regret it?" Lu Yinchen gritted his teeth and said.
"Regrets? Of course I regret it, if I had known today, I might have died! ”
It's better to die......
Lu Yinchen's hands clenched tightly, "Okay, you go, get out of here now!" ”
"I can't ask for it!"
This time, it was Song Yan who closed the door and threw it violently, which made Mu Mu cry directly.
Yan Xie hugged him tightly, and looked at Lu Yinchen, "I'm sorry Yinchen, it's all my fault......"
"It's none of your business." Lu Yinchen looked at the door with a gloomy face, she walked really chicly, and she didn't even turn her head!
"Yao Fei, send someone to follow her!"
“…… Be. ”
……
Song Yan's car was running wildly on the road.
In twenty-five years, she hasn't had such a crazy time, sometimes looking at the red light, she really wants to hit it directly.
However, she still didn't dare.
She said that she was afraid of death, and even more afraid of pain.
She didn't know where she was supposed to go, and after two laps on the road, she thought of someone.
Xiao Yicheng immediately gave her the key, "Mrs. Lu, it's not me saying you, although I lost this house to you, but you ask me for a house every time you quarrel with Mr. Lu......
Before he could finish speaking, Song Yan had already taken the key and left.
Xiao Yicheng shouted from behind, "Remember to come to me for something!" ”
Song Yan did not answer.
……
Xiao Yat Cheng's house is in the center of the city, although it is not big, but this is a prime location, and any toilet for ordinary office workers will last for ten years.
After Song Yan looked at it casually, he fell directly on the bed.
The inside of my eyes was dry, and nothing could come out.
That's fine, otherwise, she still doesn't give up in her heart, what else is there to look forward to, now it's okay, what...... None of them are gone.
Song Yan got up from the bed and was about to go to the supermarket to buy something when his mobile phone rang.
It was Min Jia who called.
"Let's talk." Min Jia's voice was solemn.
Song Yan paused, "Okay, you can come to my house." ”
Song Yan sent her the address, went to the supermarket downstairs to buy a case of beer, and carried it upstairs by herself.
Standing at the door, when Song Yan found that she didn't come out with the key, and she couldn't open the door, she finally couldn't help crying.
She didn't know why, she had to bully herself even one door.
She just wants to drink well alone, why can't she even do this thing.
I don't know how long time has passed, Song Yan wiped away her tears, called the lock-picking company, and squatted at the door waiting for their arrival.
When Song Yan could go in, Min Jia also came.
The two looked at each other, but neither knew how to speak.
In the end, it was Song Yan who said, "Come in." ”
"Why do you ...... Live here? ”
Hearing Min Jia's words, Song Yan couldn't help but smile, "Why not?" Could it be that he really let me be in that villa, like a queen, looking at his harem beauties three thousand? ”
Min Jia frowned and looked at her, "Do you have to speak like this?" ”
"Tell me what you want." Song Yan interrupted impatiently.
"I want to talk to you about something."
Song Yan smiled, "Really?" So in what capacity are you? ”
"Your friend."
Song Yan looked at her, suddenly smiled, and nodded, "Okay, my friend, what do you want to tell me?" ”
"Xie Yi is different from you, her parents died when she was very young, she grew up with her aunt and uncle since she was a child, cousin Xu Xiangsi's personality is flamboyant and domineering, since high school, she has worked alone to earn money, including when she was studying abroad......"
Before Min Jia's words were finished, Song Yan suddenly began to laugh.
"I see, you're trying to say that she's vulnerable, her life isn't easy, she's not heartless like me, so, in this relationship, I'm going to let her, right?"
"I didn't mean that, I just wanted you to know and understand her......"
"Enough!" Song Yan rudely interrupted her words, "Her parents died, it's very pitiful, my parents are gone, and then my brother is gone, I'm alone in Haicheng, in order to make up for my nephew's medical expenses, when I drink hundreds of bottles of beer on three tables in one night, why don't you think I'm pitiful?" Just because I look heartless, do I deserve it? ”
"She is noble and elegant, but I am lowly, who am I? I'm just a drinker, you can smile at me when you're happy, and kick me away when you're unhappy, right? ”
Song Yan looked at the person in front of him fixedly, "What you want to say, is that so, right?" ”
"No, Song Song ......"
"Don't call me Song Song." Song Yan smiled happily, she was really happy.
That night, when Min Jia stood by Yan Jieyi's side, she knew which side Min Jia was, and when she opened her mouth to tell herself this, Song Yan was still thinking that if she did this because she was so ugly that day, maybe she would forgive her.
After all, she used to be ...... Her best friend.
But Song Yan knew that she didn't come to give herself candy, but to give herself, another slap.
Song Yan opened the beer in his hand and put it in front of Min Jia, "Come, drink this bottle with me, and then ...... Don't come to me again, I'm fine! Even if it's a person...... It can also be very good! ”
Before Min Jia went back, Song Yan said to her back, "By the way, if you can, you can tell Yan Xie Yiyi." I will never get divorced, she is ready to be a third son for the rest of her life! ”
Min Jia didn't answer, but the guilt for herself in her eyes disappeared.
The door was shut.
The smile on Song Yan's face finally collapsed.
She opened the bottle of wine in front of her and poured it into her mouth as if she were dying.
She knows, she is the third child, she is the one who intervenes.
But is she willing?
She didn't want to......
When he drank to the back, Song Yan began to vomit wildly, sitting alone in the bathroom, holding the toilet and vomiting.
Tears and snot kept falling.
When she was finally able to calm down, she looked at herself in the mirror.
With such a pale face, it was like a female ghost.
It's still the kind of ghost who bars his teeth and claws.
Song Yan couldn't help laughing, staggered back to the room, and fell asleep on the bed.
The consequence of drinking on an empty stomach was that Song Yan woke up in the middle of the night with a stomachache.
When she subconsciously opened the drawer of the bedside table, she found that there was nothing inside.
This is not the room she used to live in.
Now it's another woman's home.
Song Yan could only hug his body tightly and bite his lip tightly.
Sometimes, it hurts a lot, and naturally it becomes numb.
……
The next day, Song Yan didn't go to the café, she called Allure and asked her to bring Song Chenchen to her.
Allure was silent for a moment, "Mr. Lu is afraid that it is...... Disagree. ”
Song Yan thought the same, and then said, "Then you help me take good care of him, I'm sorry for him." ”
"Miss Song......"
Allure wanted to say something, but Song Yan had already hung up the phone.
She got out of bed.
There were no clothes and cosmetics in the house, so Song Yan went out without makeup and bought a few sets of cosmetics and clothes in the mall.
From an outsider's point of view, she is still full of spring breeze.
Even if Lu Yinhao looked at it, he couldn't help but sigh.
"Sister-in-law, I suddenly know why my brother insists on marrying you, maybe he just takes a fancy to your character?"
Song Yan only smiled, "Is there something wrong with you?" ”
"On the weekend, go to tennis with me?"
originally thought that she would refuse, but she didn't want to, Song Yan thought about it for a while, and nodded, "Okay." ”
……
In the next few days, Song Yan didn't go to the café, she was alone in the apartment, decorating her house.
This time, no matter how much money she swiped in the mall, Lu Yinchen did not stop her card.
Perhaps he thinks it's a good way to compensate.
On the weekend, Song Yan changed into a prepared sportswear, a light blue top and a white skirt, her hair was tied up by her, and when she looked at her white neck in the mirror, Song Yan suddenly remembered that he said before that as long as he was not there, she was not allowed to tie her hair.
To hell with it.
Song Yan put on his hat and turned around and went downstairs.
Lu Yinhao was already waiting below, and when he saw her outfit, he couldn't help but whistle.
Song Yan smiled, pulled the car door and sat down.
"To be honest, if it weren't for the fact that you were my sister-in-law, I would definitely be attracted to you."
Song Yan glanced at the inside of the car, "What about Miss Wang?" I thought she would come out together. ”
"She went abroad to play, and besides, she won't fight."
Song Yan nodded, "I'm not good at fighting, wait a minute, don't laugh at me." ”
"It's okay, you won't, we didn't take advantage."
When he arrived at the tennis hall, Song Yan knew what Lu Yinhao's words meant.
It wasn't just the two of them who came, but ...... Lu Yinchen and Yan understood.
Yan Jieyi was wearing a pink top, and the skirt covered the center of her thighs, unlike Song Yan, who generously showed her white legs.
When he saw Song Yan's dress, Lu Yinchen's hand suddenly clenched the racket in his hand.
Song Yan didn't seem to see it, and said with a smile, "It turned out that I was an opponent with you, Yinhao, you really are, why didn't you say it in advance?" ”
Yinhao.
She said it well!
Lu Yinhao glanced at Lu Yinchen, "I thought my brother would tell my sister-in-law, it seems ...... Today's game is a bit strange. ”
How could he not know that Song Yan and Lu Yinchen had completely broken up.
But since he said so, Song Yan could only cooperate with him and said, "It's okay, let's play together anyway, let's go!" ”
She looks so cheerful, which is completely different from what Lu Yinchen imagined.
Yan Xie Yi looked at him, "Yinchen, you ......"
"It's okay, let's go." Lu Yinchen pursed the corners of his lips and said.
When Song Yan arrived inside, he found that there were still people inside.
Su Jincheng and Xu Xiangsi.
This Lu Yinhao is really not messy enough.
The expression on Song Yan's face froze for a moment, and then he immediately stepped forward with a smile, "Mr. Su, Miss Xu, long time no see!" ”
Xu Xiangsi already knew that Yan Xie Yi was still there, and now when he saw Song Yan and Lu Yinhao together, when Yan Xie Yi and Lu Yinchen walked together, the smile on the corner of his mouth couldn't help but be a little more sarcastic.
She said, "Sister, after so many years, some things have really not changed!" ”
Yan Xieyi did not speak.
Song Yan looked directly at Lu Yinhao, "So how are we going to fight?" ”
"Doubles, right? Brother, I want to fight you. ”
Song Yan automatically walked to Lu Yinhao's side and glanced at Yan Jieyi's feet, "Is Miss Yan okay?" ”
"I'm fine." Yan Xie glanced at Lu Yinchen, the corners of his mouth were always pursed.
"Let's get started."
Finally, he said this.
The four of them walked into the hall, and they didn't know who had chartered the venue, so there was no one else except a few of them.
Song Yan's sports cells are good, although she hasn't played tennis for a long time, but she quickly got started, but Yan Xie Yi, because of her foot problems, she couldn't run at all, and almost every ball that Song Yan and Lu Yinhao played was Lu Yinchen catching.
Lu Yinhao seemed to be deliberate, and every ball hit Yan Xieyi's body.
Su Jincheng watched from the side and frowned, "That's your sister?" ”
Xu Xiangsi drank water very leisurely, "Hmm." ”
"What is the relationship between her and Mr. Lu?"
Xu Xiangsi put the water next to him and smiled at Su Jincheng, "Guess? ”
……
Lu Yinchen's physical strength is very good, but it is difficult to fight two people alone, and soon, the whole back is already a piece of sweat, Lu Yinhao saw the opportunity, slapped it fiercely, and the ball flew directly to Yan Xieyi's body!
The ball flew very fast, and when Yan Xie was about to walk over to pick it up, his foot suddenly stumbled, and the whole person fell directly to the ground.
"Understanding!"
Lu Yinchen immediately stepped forward and pulled her up.
The tennis ball has fallen to the ground.
"Miss Yan is okay, right?"
Lu Yinhao walked over, and Song Yan followed behind him.
Lu Yinchen hugged Yan Jieyi up, "You guys fight, I'll take her to the side to rest." ”
"I'm fine." Yan Xie Yi said immediately.
"It's not like you say it." Lu Yinchen said toughly.
In this way, Su Jincheng naturally understood, his eyes suddenly sank, and he stepped forward, "It's better to let Miss Xu take care of it." ”
"No, you don't." Lu Yinchen hugged Yan Xie horizontally, under everyone's eyes.
Su Jincheng immediately looked at Song Yan.
Song Yan didn't have any expression on his face, and when he met his eyes, he only smiled and said, "Mr. Su, let's play a game, shall we?" ”
Xu Xiangsi's physical strength is much better than Yan Xieyi, the four of them are constantly shuttling in the stadium, Song Yan only looked intently at the direction of each ball, how the people next to her, she didn't look at it.
Xu Xiangsi glanced at the person next to her, suddenly smiled, and used a ruthless force in her hand, Song Yan was about to catch it, but the speed of the ball was faster than she imagined, and when she reacted, the ball smashed her forehead.