137 I have never harmed our children

After she finished speaking, she realized that something was wrong, and hurriedly turned her head to look at the man on the hospital bed, and said in surprise and joy: "Can you speak?" ”

Zhan Qi was also slightly surprised, originally it was just because this mango fruit was too sour, so he wanted to express his dissatisfaction, who knew that a mouth could really speak.

yes, he's able to speak again, finally able to speak.

Zhan Qi looked up at the overjoyed woman in front of him, frowned with pleasure and said, "What, looking at you like this, you don't want me to speak?" ”

In the end, his throat was choked with smoke, and he hadn't opened his mouth for several days, and when he made a sound, it was a rough and ugly male duck voice, and the sound was as rough and hoarse as if it had been sandpapered, and even Zhan Qi himself felt that this voice was too ugly.

Song Qingge pursed her lips, if she was asked to tell the truth, then she really hoped that he would shut up for two more days, otherwise he would be angry as soon as he opened his mouth, for example, now, it is too sour to eat fruit for nothing.

But can she say this in front of Zhan Qi?

Of course not.

Smiling, she had to change her tone and said, "Where is it, if you can speak, it means that your body is improving." This is a good sign. ”

Zhan Qi looked at her suspiciously, obviously skeptical of her words.

Shrugging uncomfortably, she put down the mango in her hand, "Since you can speak, then I'll go to the doctor and come and check you out." ”

She walked out, and it wasn't long before she brought back a department head. The director checked Zhan Qi's throat and let him practice basic vocalizations again, and then nodded: "It's almost no problem." But these days, you still have to drink plenty of water, don't use your voice excessively, and don't speak loudly, otherwise it will vibrate your vocal cords. ”

"Okay, I got it."

After sending the doctor away, Song Qingge returned to the ward, looked Zhan Qi up and down, and asked, "Are you still uncomfortable?" ”

Zhan Qi didn't speak, but looked at her carefully, he always felt that something was wrong with her, but after watching it for a long time, he couldn't tell what was wrong.

After a while, he frowned and said, "What's wrong with your hair?" ”

Song Qingge subconsciously touched the hair on his left shoulder, and said casually without paying much attention: "Oh, the ends of my hair were scorched when I was on the boat, and when I came back, it was all slag." ”

Zhan Qi glanced her up and down. With a look of disgust, he said: "Go back and find a better studio to design a new hairstyle, now one side is long and the other is short, like a dog gnawing, ugly to death." ”

It's like the way the long hair fluttered before, fairy and beautiful, not to mention how flattering.

As soon as the man regained his voice, he said such unpleasant words, Song Qingge suddenly became angry, and said angrily: "Are you annoyed? I didn't say anything about my hair, why do you have so much? Long-winded. ”

Zhan Qi retorted confidently, "Nonsense, you dangle in front of me all day long, staring at this dog-gnawed hairstyle, affecting my vision." ”

"You!" Song Qingge was so angry that he couldn't speak, stomped his foot angrily, and said angrily: "So you don't want to see me, right?" In that case, you can stay alone, and I'll go. ”

What kind of person, she is kind enough to take care of him here, and there is no merit and hard work, right?

As a result, after he can speak, he doesn't say thank you in the first sentence, just split his head and cover his face, it's just unbearable.

After she finished speaking, she turned her head and began to pack her things, stuffed her belongings into her bag one by one, and picked up her bag and prepared to leave.

Zhan Qi looked at her indignant appearance, and finally realized that she was angry, and immediately reached out and grabbed her wrist when she passed by the hospital bed.

"What? Let me go! Song Qingge had a cold face and struggled to shake his hand.

Zhan Qi did not let go, but clenched it tighter, looking at her with a smile, a pair of deep smiles, raised his eyebrows and said, "Really angry?" ”

Song Qingge snorted angrily, turned his back to him and didn't speak.

The smile in Zhan Qi's eyes deepened, and he pulled her again, "Speak, are you really angry?" ”

This woman is really, I have never seen her so temperamental before, what is wrong with this now? He had only said two words. Her little temper came up.

"Don't pull me, it's annoying to look at you." Song Qingge shook him hard, and said angrily: "I stayed here day and night, because I was saved by you, so I should take care of you." I don't ask you to be grateful to me, but you can at least say something nice, right? As soon as you open your mouth to say such unpleasant things, you are simply ......"

He was so angry that he couldn't find a suitable adjective to scold him for a while. She thought angrily for a while before she held back a very lethal sentence, "You are simply a villain!" ”

As soon as these words came out, Zhan Qidang smiled, this woman was really ...... scolded people so cutely, so that his heart softened into water all of a sudden, and he really wanted to hold her and pamper her fiercely.

Not only Zhan Qi, but even Song Qingge himself felt a little unbearable on his face. What kind of swearing is this? It's clearly coquettish!

Fang Cai was still in a tense atmosphere, because of her "bad guy", she was suddenly ruined.

Seeing this, Zhan Qi pulled her again with a smile, "Hey, don't be angry, you don't know that you can cry the whole earth when you're angry?" ”

When he said this, Song Qingge originally lost some of his anger. Suddenly surged to the top of his head again, and said angrily: "Yes, I'm ugly, then why are you pulling me for?" Let go of me, you Mr. Zhan can't tolerate ugly things in his eyes, and I won't be here to get in your way! ”

She shook him off and walked out, but only took two steps, and then her waist was tightly wrapped in her arms. Zhan Qi didn't know when he had gotten out of bed, hugging her hard from behind, his chin against her shoulder, his posture was delicate and lingering.

"I really can't put ugly things in my eyes, I can't put anything in my eyes, because it's all filled with you alone."

This is also a love story in disguise, right?

Zhan Qi, who has always only spoken ill of each other, suddenly said such things, which really made people feel a little awkward. Song Qingge's face suddenly turned red, and he had an indescribable feeling in his heart.

What's wrong with this man, he has been speechless for a few days, how can he learn to talk about love when he speaks again?

After a while, Song Qingge calmed down, and suddenly realized that his legs were not convenient now, and immediately exclaimed: "Why did you get out of bed, your legs can't be used now!" ”

She turned around as soon as she finished speaking. It was too sudden, and Zhan Qi didn't react, so the two of them fell on the hospital bed.

"Right...... Sorry, I didn't mean to. ”

Thinking that he still had something on him, Song Qingge was afraid that he would tear his wound again, so he hurriedly struggled to get up from him, but Zhan Qi didn't give her this chance, but instead grabbed her waist and pressed her hard against his chest.

"You, what are you doing here? Let me go! Song Qingge gently pushed him, "This will hurt you!" ”

Zhan Qi tilted his head slightly, looking at her with a smile, "Are you worried about me?" ”

Song Qingge's face shook, and he said, "You don't pretend to be sentimental, I'm afraid that your injuries will worsen, and I have to waste time taking care of you here." ”

"Okay, whatever you say is what you say."

He reached out and pressed her head to his heart, Song Qingge's right ear was attached to his heart, obviously his hearing was not very good during this time, but she clearly heard his heartbeat, "bang", again and again, rhythmic and powerful.

She suddenly fell silent, lying quietly on his chest, neither of them spoke, but maintained this position for a long time.

After a long time, Zhan Qi asked her, "Are you still angry?" ”

"Hmph." She looked away and snorted through her nose, "I'm not in the mood to be angry with you." ”

Zhan Qi smiled, reached out and pinched her face, a little helpless, "How can you be like a child, turning your face faster than turning a book?" ”

"It's not that you don't like what you say!" Song Qingge was indignant and muttered in a low voice: "Didn't the doctor say everything, let you shut up, it's better to say less." Otherwise, one mouth can kill people. ”

Zhan Qi just raised his eyebrows, but didn't say anything more.

The two of them were together like this for a while, until a doctor knocked on the door outside and came in to check, and then she blushed and hurriedly got up from him. Hurriedly sorted out his appearance, turned his head and went out.

*

Sometimes Song Qingge really felt that after Zhan Qi recovered his voice, it was better not to recover.

Because since he regained his voice, he began to frantically instruct Song Qingge to do this and that, drinking water for a while and eating for a while. When eating, it is salty for a while, and sweet for a while, not to mention how annoying it is.

If that's all it takes, it's okay, but Zhan Qi still complains about her from time to time, which simply annoys Song Qingge, and can only keep sighing that God really doesn't open his eyes, why didn't he let him lose his voice for a few more days, or simply let him be dumb directly.

It was almost time in the evening, and Song Qingge was ready to help him go to the bathroom to wash.

Zhan Qi was reading the documents on the bed, and when he saw her coming, he immediately put down the documents in his hand, stretched out his arms around her waist, and buried his face in front of her chest.

He rarely showed such a very dependent appearance, Song Qingge was stunned, raised his hand on his shoulder, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"I heard you go and ask the doctor what he knows." Zhan Qi hugged her tightly, his voice a little heavy.

Song Qingge's hand paused, his face changed slightly, but he quickly recovered as before, and nodded lightly, "Yes, I went to ask." ”

Zhan Qi pursed his lips and said in a dumb voice: "The situation ...... Isn't it good? ”

"Not so good. The doctor said that it is useless to do dialysis only for the body that knows it, and if you don't change the kidney...... her throat suddenly choked a little, and then paused before saying: "If you don't change the kidney, I'm afraid it won't be saved." ”

Zhan Qi closed his eyes in pain, and said after a long time: "I'm sorry, it's my fault." ”

If they had met again, he would have realized his responsibility to the child and had surgery as soon as possible, and perhaps there would not have been such a thing.

Song Qingge tugged at the corners of his mouth, his smile was a little bitter, "Forget it." You don't have to take responsibility, her body is like this, it's been so long, I've been resigned to fate. ”

As she spoke, she felt her eyes sore and swollen, and she looked up at the ceiling, trying not to let the tears fall.

Zhan Qi raised his head suddenly, looking at her a little nervously, "Are you going to give up?" ”

Song Qingge met his eyes, her eyes were red, there was pain and helplessness in her eyes, and she shook her head and said, "What else can I do if I don't give up?" Zhan Qi, I also want to save her, but I can't save her. When she was first diagnosed with the disease, I went to do the matching as soon as possible, but it didn't work, our kidneys didn't fit at all. I can't save her. I really can't save ......."

As she spoke, she covered her face with her hands, and it wasn't long before tears fell from her fingers.

Zhan Qi saw her crying, and suddenly he was in a mess, reached out to pull her hand away, saw that her face was full of tears, and hurriedly pulled her into his arms, gently patted her back and comforted: "I know you have done your best." You've done a great job, don't worry, I'll leave the rest. ”

"What can you do? It's a kidney, it's not for fun, can you have a way? ”

"I can send people to the black market to find it, mobilize all the contacts, and search the whole country for those who know that the kidneys match, once they are found. I will do whatever it takes to convince that person to have a kidney transplant. If it really doesn't work, it's killing, and I'm going to ......."

"No, you don't." Song Qingge hurriedly covered his lips with his fingers, looked at him with tears in his eyes, and said: "It's enough for you to have such determination, I don't want you to use extreme methods to do this, otherwise even if you know that you can be saved, it will be at the cost of other people's lives." ”

Zhan Qi looked up at the teary-eyed woman in front of him, his heart full of sorrow. He knew it all along. She is a kind and soft-hearted woman, and she still insists on her morality even though her children are in danger of their lives.

He suddenly felt as if he had never understood her.

He raised his finger and gently wiped away the tears on her face, and said helplessly and distressedly: "You, it's always like this, everything will be for the sake of others first, obviously your heart hurts and can't help yourself." But it's still the case. ”

She just pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled bitterly and didn't say anything.

Zhan Qi lowered his head, pondered for a moment, and finally said: "Actually, there is something I have been hiding from you and not telling you the truth, but I think I have to tell you the truth now." ”

Song Qingge looked at him with a solemn expression. also felt that he was about to say something important, so he wiped away his tears, looked at him seriously and said, "What are you going to say?" I listened. ”

Zhan Qi sighed softly, and finally said, "Actually, I have never given money to that kidney donor, nor have I deliberately prevented the operation that I have known, let alone used the operation on the child to force you." All of this was done by Shi Yu. ”